as long as you love

Huazhai study.

"Dad, I think I've explained it well enough."

Huayu Confucianism stood in front of the desk, watching the man across from him slowly pick up the teacup, lift the lid, smell the fragrance, taste it, his expression was as motionless as a mountain.

After a while, he said: "Then my position is also very clear, I disagree."

"dad!"

"Yu Confucianism," the man's gaze lifted from the exquisitely carved teacup and landed on the young man in front of him. This child has always been his pride, but this time, he was very disappointed:

"You will be 27 after the new year. I always thought that you knew your responsibilities and believed that you could handle the things you faced, but now it seems that you are a bit unrealistic and whimsical?"

"It's true that your mother and I have been educated in the West since we were young and are very open-minded, but that doesn't mean we can accept two children raised together since we were young, do you understand?"

"Qiqi is not my real brother." Hua Yuru said, and then added after a pause: "He knows it himself."

These words finally moved the man on the opposite side a little, he was silent for a while, and asked, "Did you tell him?"

"Yes, I took him to Xiling."

Hua Xianjie looked far away, and said: "That's fine. Tiancheng should have been looking forward to this child to see them..."

"How about we let Qiqi recognize his ancestors and return to his clan?" Huayu Confucianism took advantage of the situation and asked cautiously.

Hua Xianjie glanced over, glanced at Huayuru lightly, and said, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking, even if Qiqi changed her surname to Gu, it's impossible for you to be together."

Huayu Confucian looked a little helpless, and sometimes in front of his father, he would show a hint of escape and hippie that he should have at his age: "I thought there would be no other obstacles, if you two elders agree?"

He really didn't expect any obstacles from his parents.His father didn't know that his mother worked to protect the rights and interests of homosexuals in her early years.

He thought that as long as he communicated his true thoughts to his parents, even if they disagreed, they would at least express their understanding and acceptance.

"Not to mention anything else," Hua Xianjie stood up, took out the information he was looking for from the bookshelf in the west, opened it, and said, "Grandpa, how are you going to explain it?"

Hua Yuru was silent, doubts and incomprehension flashed across his eyes for a long while: "But grandpa has been ignoring things for many years."

"You still underestimate the old man." Hua Xianjie slightly paused his hand flipping through the book, "I can say with certainty that the invisible power that the old man holds now is greater than the two of us combined."

"If he really does something to you because of opposition, I have no ability to stop him."

"Even so,—do you still want to persevere?"

Huayu Confucianism lowered his eyes, staring at the strips of tea leaves floating in the teacup, and didn't speak for a long time.

Mr. Hua's temper is well known.Back then when their family adopted Qiqi back, the old man disagreed.The two parties were very unhappy because of this incident, and Hua Qi was naturally not pleased with the old man.At that time they were still very close to their ancestor's family, and they often went back there to eat and spend the night. Later, they brought Qiqi with them, and the old man never went to the dinner table again.A few people knew that there was no way to reconcile this matter, so they didn't go to the old man to displease him.Contact with each other faded away.

In addition to getting together during the New Year and holidays, the old man cared about the studies and achievements of the eldest grandson who has always been valued, that is, the Chinese Confucianism, there is nothing else.As for Hua Qi, the "grandson" of unknown origin, the old man can be said to have selectively ignored it.

It wasn't until the past few years that the old man became less responsive to this matter, and his attitude towards Hua Qi improved.But it's only about getting better.

If you let him know about them...

Hua Xianjie looked at Huayuru, waiting for his decision.After a while, he found that his son's lip line was stretched, and he said:

——"Even so, my attitude remains the same."

"Yu Confucianism," Hua Xianjie sighed, stood up, walked to the large French window in the study, opened the curtains that covered it, and tried to persuade his steadfast son from another direction: "I'm not saying that I must oppose you , but have you ever thought about separating from Qiqi for a while?"

"Didn't we try it before? During the years when Qiqi was in the United States?" The frequent travel between the two countries in those years made the memory of Chinese Confucianism very deep.

"That's different," Hua Xianjie turned around, "I'm talking about a real separation, less contact, and let him learn to open up his own world."

Huayu Ru clenched his fists, his handsome eyebrows furrowed: "Father, I don't think it's necessary..."

"The two of you have always been too close. You were almost the only one in Qiqi's childhood world,"

"Have you ever thought about whether he will regret today's decision if he comes into contact with a bigger world in the future?"

"My position is not on your gender, or the more than ten years of brotherhood, but on the two of you, which are not suitable at all."

......

The man's decisive words fell on the heart like an awl.

The Chinese Confucianism was silent.

If it was the first two positions, he could still refute one or two with prepared words, but he had never considered this issue.

Is it inappropriate?

Will you regret it?

There was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, he didn't want to imagine such a result at all.

Sunlight came in from the window sill of the study, and the light shone on the teacup on the table, making the tea water clear and transparent, and the shadows of a few tea leaves floating slowly at the bottom of the cup.

"Father, I believe that time will solve some problems." Hua Yuru lowered his head, and his fingers unconsciously traced the lines on the table. Now, I hope you and Mom won't interfere with our choice, okay?"

Hua Xianjie stared at him in surprise, because he heard a hint of pleading, a hint of concession, and a hint of uncertainty in his words.This is not even like his eldest son who has always been strategizing and confident, but a person who is really troubled by love, a big boy who is timid and hesitant because of his feelings.

He was moved.At the same time, my heart sank.

"Is this your final decision?" Hua Xianjie looked at him.

"Yes."

"Then," Hua Xianjie raised his hand and put it on the shoulder of Huayu Confucianism: "I hope you can bear all the consequences of this decision."

"I will." Hua Yuru said in a steady voice.

"Okay, you go out."

......

--"mom."

When Huayu Confucianism went out, it happened that Sun Ru came in.Sun Ru glanced at him with no expression on her face, just nodded, and the door closed behind him.

"..."

"Coming?" Hua Xianjie raised his head, "What about Qiqi?" They fought separately, and it seemed that Yuru had nothing to say, and hoped that the other side could make progress.

Sun Ru shook her head, smiled wryly, and shook a blue notebook in her hand, "Qiqi gave me this."

She took the water poured by Hua Xianjie, took a sip, and said, "Qiqi is not as simple and innocent as we thought."

She paused, seemed to feel that what she just said was ambiguous, and added, "He has his own thoughts and considerations."

"Oh? What's written in it?" Hua Xianjie was aroused with curiosity.

"Write about him... when he had strange feelings for 'brother' at the beginning, all the struggles and pains in his heart." Sun Ru sighed, "We paid too little attention to this child."

She still doesn't know that 13 or 4-year-old children, because of inner confusion, went to a professional psychological counseling room, or secretly alone... It's so distressing.

"Why don't we not interfere with them, this matter?" Sun Ru asked in deliberation.

Hua Xianjie sighed: "That's the only way. Dad...help them hide it first."

......

Hua Yuru came out of the study and walked to the living room on the second floor where the guests were entertained. The boy was still sitting on the sofa with one leg pressed under the other, and the other long leg stretched casually and landed on the carpet.The handsome side face of the young man was facing him, his breath was clear and cold, as if he was in a daze.

Hua Yuru walked over, put his hand on the other's chin, scratched it, and asked, "What did you say to your mother?"

The young man turned his head, and his cold demeanor suddenly faded a lot. He raised his head and smiled, "Talk about... something you don't know."

"Huh?" Hua Yuru leaned closer and looked at him with a smile, "You still have something I don't know?"

Face to face, breathing similarly, Hua Qi still smiled calmly: "Yes, of course." As he spoke, he turned his head slightly to avoid the fallen hair of the other party, itching.

"What is it?" Hua Yuru whispered, his forehead was pressed against him, and his eyes met intently, as if he was about to kiss him in the next second.

——"Cough cough cough..."

A stranger's voice came, and the two turned their heads at the same time.

In the foyer, Hua Muqing was holding a can of soda, and was wiping his mouth in embarrassment. He probably choked after taking a sip.

"It's okay, it's okay, you guys continue...cough cough cough...I'm interrupting." The pink-haired boy ran downstairs as if fleeing.

The two looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

"We seem to have missed one person?" Hua Qi asked.

"It's okay, he already knows..."

After he finished speaking, the gentle and lingering kiss fell without hesitation...

The young man's cheeks were thin and red, and his eyes were blurred. Hua Yuru reached out and stroked the broken hair on the other's forehead:

"What should I do, I really want you to grow up quickly, but I don't want you to grow up quickly?"

The boy's eyes sparkled, and he smiled: "Then I will be your boy forever."

The flirting hands stopped.In the narrow chest cavity, something was throbbing and pounding dully.

The two looked at each other, and each other's eyes were their own reflections.

15 years old and 26 years old, sometimes there is not that much difference.

One is young and precocious, with a quick mind, and the other is calm, tolerant, and thoughtful.The characters are the same but different, unique and complementary.

Hua Yuru stretched out his arms and pressed the other party tightly into his arms.Embrace each other quietly.

—You are indeed my boy.

The boy I love deeply,

The boy I would not share with anyone,

The only boy in my heart who will never be replaced.

I love you.

never changed.

The author has something to say:

I've been too busy recently, I haven't read a book for a long time, forgive me for some confusing scenes and sentences!I have time to go to the library and sit down.

……

It feels like this is the first time that my brother confessed his feelings. At the end of the writing, I thought it could be over like this? (Ovo~)