as long as you love

The journey back and forth from Xinxiang was delayed for a long time, and he stayed to help with some matters. Huayuru returned to the city the next day.

I went back to the company first to deal with the accumulated business.

Pei Jue was also there, helping him sort the materials into categories, introducing him to the general situation of each case, and improving a lot of progress.

The matter was finally settled when the lights were gone, Pei Jue looked at him, and said at the corner of his mouth, "Want to have a drink?"

"No, my kid hasn't seen me for two days, and he still doesn't know how to lose his temper when he goes back."

"Qiqi's temper has remained unchanged for so many years." Pei Jue sighed,

——"I rely too much on you, and you are also used to it."

The Chinese Confucianists spread their hands innocently.

"By the way, you should follow up on the matter of Yue Ling's family."

Confucianism in Chinese tapped the table with his finger: "Look at the attitude of the factory owner. It's really not good. Use some tricks to make him pay the compensation."

"You are really kind to that teacher."

"I'm just a little girl who hasn't graduated from college yet. She's helped Qiqi for so long, shouldn't I be more protective?" Huayuru asked rhetorically.

"Yes, everything can be related to your brother, I can see clearly, you are a 500k pure gold younger brother."

"Haha, maybe it's true, I won't tell you anymore, go home and see Qiqi."

Hua Yuru said, picked up the coat on the chair, and slipped out cheerfully.

Pei Jue: "..."

Who can tell him why he has the illusion of being sprinkled with dog food when he listens to the tone of this brother doting on his younger brother? ?

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Hua Yuru returned home from the company and went to Hua Qi's room, but there was no one there.Ask Aunt Wang, Aunt Wang is also surprised, she clearly watched the young master go in.

The two searched all over the room, and finally Hua Yuru found Hua Qi curled up in a corner in the studio on the third floor.

With a "snap", the lights came on, and the people in the corner visibly trembled, as if frightened.

Huayu Confucianism was also stunned: "Qiqi, why are you here? Why don't you turn on the light?"

As they approached step by step, the people in the corner seemed to be in a nightmare, shouting: "Don't come here!! Don't come here!!!"

Huayu Ru stopped in his tracks, his expression became solemn, and he said softly: "Qiqi, it's me. Don't be afraid, brother is here."

"Don't come here..." The child buried his head in his knees, his voice became crying, and he hugged himself tightly.

"Qiqi?" The Chinese Confucianism tried to take a few steps closer: "Qiqi?"

"Brother?..." Hua Qi finally woke up, looking at the figure in front of him, the tears accumulated in the corners of his eyes rolled out instantly.

Taking a closer look, the child's head was covered in cold sweat, and his hair was soaked and stuck to his forehead, with a look of embarrassment.

Hua Yuru stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, his voice was low and comforting: "What's the matter, are you having a nightmare? Why are you here?"

"I don't know..." Hua Qi said hoarsely, her body still trembling uncontrollably.

"I... I dreamed of two people, a man and a woman. They were covered in blood, and they were looking for me. I just hid and hid... When I woke up, I was here."

Hua Yuru's complexion changed, he hugged his thin body tightly, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's all over, it's all a dream, it's okay..."

Hua Qi clung tightly to the shoulders of Huayuru, and the warmth from his familiar embrace gradually calmed him down. After a long time, he asked a question in silence:

"Brother, why do people die?"

Chinese Confucians rarely encounter questions that cannot be answered, but they are stuck here.He thought for a while, then rubbed Hua Qi's hair: "Elder brother can't understand this question. You are still young. When you grow up, you will be able to figure it out yourself."

"Then you will die too?"

"Yes, but it will take a long time."

The child didn't say a word, but the hands hugging Huayuru's waist tightened even more.

Hua Yuru patted him reassuringly, brushed away the child's sweaty hair, and wiped the sweat off his forehead.

"Let's sleep with my brother today, okay?" Hua Yuru picked him up and asked.

Hua Qi leaned his head on the shoulder of Huayu Confucianism, wrapped his arms around his neck, and nodded wearily.

Hua Qi fell asleep before Hua Yuru brought him into his room.Hua Yuru gently put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and held his hand, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.

Psychologically speaking, nightmares are sometimes a metaphor for the shadows of childhood, and they are a kind of venting of repressed hearts and memories.

What is Qiqi's shadow, the Chinese Confucianism can somewhat guess, but those are the memories that Huaqi himself has forgotten.Huayuru didn't intend to mention it again, and he didn't want Qiqi to learn the cruel truth.He thought that with him watching him, he would always be able to keep him safe for the rest of his life.

But Chinese Confucianism has forgotten that people are not as good as heaven.All accidents and turning points will not be transferred by human will.

As a result, many twists and turns in the future made him unexpected and regretful.

The world has changed, who can find the appearance of the first acquaintance?

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In the blink of an eye, it was Hua Qi's 12th birthday. Both Hua Xianjie and Sun Ru rushed back from abroad to attend Hua Qi's birthday party.This is also the first birthday party held in China since Hua Qi came back from the United States.

Different from the previous family banquet, this year there are more "uninvited guests" such as Du Ze, Yue Ling, Pei Jue.

The "uninvited guests" made this year's birthday party very lively.It wasn't until after 10 o'clock in the evening that the banquet broke up unsatisfactorily.Du Ze wanted to go back to school, so Pei Jue took Yue Ling home along the way.

After seeing off the guests, the family of four sat down and chatted in the living room. Somehow, the topic came up with the issue of Chinese Confucianism getting married.

It was also the first time for Huayu Confucianism to be brought up by his parents on the issue of marriage, so he was naturally taken aback: "Mom and Dad, I'm not old, am I? Why did you suddenly bring up this matter?"

Sun Ru was choked up, Hua Xianjie smiled and said, "It's not your mother. On the plane back, I saw a young couple with a pair of twins, but she was so envious. She was teasing the two children all the way. .”

"..." So you want to get married and have one for her to play with?Chinese Confucianism is full of black lines.

"24 is not too young, you really don't think about it? I think the girl just now is not bad. She is from a normal university, gentle and generous." Sun Ru was talking about Yue Ling.

"Mom, don't mess with the mandarin ducks, it's still early." Huayu Confucianism said helplessly, turned around and saw his younger brother absent-minded, and changed the subject: "Qiqi, what's wrong today, are you unhappy?"

Unexpectedly, Hua Qi was uncharacteristically not too enthusiastic about his brother's question, but just gave a vague "hmm".Under the gaze of the three of them, he put down the teacup he was holding in his hand a little stiffly, and said, "I'll go back to sleep first."

After speaking, I went upstairs.

Hua Yuru kept looking at him, went upstairs and turned left, and before he could say "your room is over there", he saw Qiqi exiting the open study with a look of annoyance and returning to her own room.

The three looked at each other.

"What's wrong with Qiqi? It's his birthday today, why aren't you happy? Yuru, go and see him."

Hua Qi returned to the room without turning on the light, and fell on the bed, raising one hand to his forehead.

He felt sick.

The matter originated from a scene in the evening.

He was in the garden and saw a man and a woman kissing in the shade of a tree.

Originally, this was fine, the key was the protagonists of the kiss, one was Yue Ling, a teacher whom he respected and loved, and the other was his older brother, Chinese Confucianism, whom he had been thinking about since he was a child.

The angle Hua Qi stood at was very ingenious. The two of them didn't notice him. He only glanced at it, and then quickly left as if fleeing.When he came back to his senses, he was already in the bathroom of his room.

As soon as he thought of the scene he saw just now, Hua Qi felt dizzy for a while, unable to think about anything, even his pale face in the mirror was blurred.

Dizzy and uncomfortable, Hua Qi began to retch, he finally understood that he felt that the scene he saw just now was disgusting, he hated the two people who let him see this scene, and hated himself who thought so.

Unresolved heart disease, depression can not.

"Qiqi, are you there?" The inquiry from outside the door interrupted Hua Qi's memory.

Hua Qi turned around, turned his back to the door, and closed his eyes.

"I'm coming in." Hua Qi felt that someone opened the door, approached slowly, turned on the bedside lamp, and stayed by his bed for a while, thinking that he was going to leave, but then reached out with a hand and touched it. his forehead.

Hua Qi had to hold his breath to keep his whole body tensed so as not to let out a sound.

Fortunately, that hand left quickly, helped him tuck the quilt, and left.

The moment the door closed, Hua Qi opened his eyes in the dim light, his thoughts were chaotic, and he couldn't sleep until late at night.