Follow the shadow

When someone who has not been in touch with for a long time calls suddenly one day, it is probably not a good thing. For example, at this time, Su Yun's high school teacher called him.

Her student who passed away unexpectedly for many years suddenly gave her a rose, which was carefully trimmed and had water droplets on it.When the teacher received it, he just saw the moment when the roses bloomed.

It can be said that the time card is very precise.

On the phone, the teacher didn't want to say more, just wanted to get his help.Su Yun also didn't want to push people too hard.Although he has a good relationship with this teacher, it is a teacher-student relationship after all. He doesn't know his own depth, and he doesn't know the other party's style of life.

But fortunately, no matter what the student is now, he didn't mean to hurt the teacher, and the teacher's tone on the phone didn't mean to be overly panicked or urgently ask Su Yun to get him away.

Su Yun's teacher, surnamed Zong, Zong Fangwen, is now a leftover woman in her 30s.To say that this ghost is some kind of enemy of hers is a bit unrealistic for a woman.

Su Yun and Zong Fangwen made an appointment, took the wallet and left without discussing with Xu Yang.

The talisman papers rushed over, and a long sickle was formed in Su Yun's hand. He turned his back against the door, and the long sickle cut it off.

He moved swiftly and without hesitation, as if he knew that Xu Yang would hinder him.

Concealing the pain caused by the tingling in the heart, Su Yun seemed to be a perfect fit with her former self, but the price was too high.

Xu Yang appeared with a gloomy expression and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Something happened to the high school teacher, I'll go and see her." Su Yun said casually, "If you want to go, go together, if you don't go, get out."

Xu Yang didn't answer, went back to the house with a gloomy face, changed his clothes, and went downstairs with the car keys.

Without Ning Sheng to mediate, the relationship between Su Yun and Xu Yang could only freeze.Su Yun felt a little motion sick, so she curled up in the back seat and dozed off after getting in the car.

The grotesque dreams are like your own shadow under the lamp, following closely every step, never procrastinating.

What Su Yun saw when he opened his eyes was only the blurred candlelight in the room, but when he closed his eyes, it was nothing but darkness.

Once he bumped into a wall while struggling, and his eyesight in one eye continued to decline. Perhaps because he stayed in this small space for a long time, he gradually saw double images in both eyes.

As proud as Emperor Jing Ning, he naturally would not tell others about his physical condition, but when he found that he couldn't even see the person he wanted to see clearly, he suddenly felt tired.

Loving someone has nothing to do with hate, it has nothing to do with the situation, it has nothing to do with that person... and it has nothing to do with it.He knew who he loved, but at that moment he suddenly realized that loving someone has nothing to do with his own life or death.

He can continue to love even if he dies.

...

While driving, Xu Yang observed Su Yun from the rearview mirror, only to see that the sleeping person in the back seat with his eyes closed was frowning and his face was getting worse and worse.

The teeth tapped lightly on the lips, and with force, a stream of blood flowed down the corner of the mouth.Su Yun looked ignorant, sinking into her dream.

Xu Yang stopped the car, opened the car door, leaned over and gently pushed Su Yun's shoulder, "Zicheng?"

Su Yun's body was shaking, but it was hard to notice because of the driving just now.

"Leave me alone..." The faint voice was almost imperceptible.Xu Yang gently held him in his arms, and his original indifference fell apart.He found that he couldn't wake up Su Yun no matter what!

"Zicheng!" He tried to wake up Su Yun, but he could only watch Su Yun's breathing become weaker and weaker.In the end, he had to mobilize his divine power to protect Su Yun's heart.

He didn't know why this happened. He was too familiar with Su Yun, but he forgot that the other party was also like him, who knew his lover's heart and mind clearly.

He can pretend to eat with a big appetite, but throw up after eating. He can also sleep soundly every day, and slowly open his eyes in the silence of the night.

A person may not be able to fully understand a person even if they stay close to each other, let alone Xu Yang's sudden retreat.

The destination had to be changed, and Su Yun couldn't go to the hospital in this state.Xu Yang rushed home with the man in his arms, found an iron box from the cabinet in the bedroom, and stuffed the elixir inside into Su Yun's mouth.

Su Yun's teeth were clenched tightly, and her breath was suspended, but it gave people an overly peaceful feeling, as if he knew the result clearly in his heart and felt very good.

Xu Yang regretted it, regretted his indifference to the other party in this short period of time.Su Yun rested her head on his shoulder, and the thick dark circles under her eyes obviously didn't come out in a day or two.

Xu Yang put the medicine in his mouth and forcibly pried open Su Yun's teeth, and the pill melted instantly when it fell into his mouth.

Xu Yang covered him with a thin blanket, hugged him in his arms, and still clasped his wrist with one hand to repair his spiritual veins.

for a long time.

"Xu Yang...you kill me..." Xu Yang shivered slightly, watching Su Yun slowly open his eyes, but his eyes were in a daze.

"Zicheng?"

"Kill me...count me...please..."

Xu Yang touched the corner of his eyes with trembling hands.

"I'm dreaming every day, I would go back to that house every day, grab food with a group of dogs, my body was stuffed with messy things, but even so, I still wanted to pretend that nothing happened when you appeared...Xu Qingke... Have I owed you anything? If you want to treat me like this, you haven't forgotten anything and still treat me like that..."

"Zi...cheng..."

Xu Yang closed his eyes forcefully, forcing back the tears inside. If he hadn't participated in Qi Yue's punishment back then, hadn't done those things to him, but had truly been a person who had no desires or desires, maybe he would still Leave a leeway.

Looking at the person in his arms, his eyes were slightly closed, and he didn't know where he was looking with his scattered eyes.

He hugged the person tightly, and finally carried him to the hospital.

The doctor tactfully advised them to see a psychiatrist after inquiring that there was no accidental injury.Xu Yang knew in his heart that the pain could still be cured, but there was little hope for his heart disease.

He came here just to seek a kind of comfort, to receive external forces and falsely tell him that he did not cause all this by himself.

Su Yun's eyes were lightly closed, and she sat there quietly listening to the doctor and Xu Yang talking about medical terminology. After listening, she leaned against the wall and fell asleep.

This time he slept very lightly, and he seemed to hear the cry of the baby in his dreams, but he soon realized that it was not a dream.

He opened his eyes blankly and subconsciously looked for Xu Yang.

"Zicheng?"

"Did you hear...the cry of the baby..." Su Yun's voice suddenly paused, a deformed baby appeared in the supposedly dark world, it crawled on the ground, and there was a human body with twisted limbs outside the window. "

When Su Yun got up, she tripped over the leg of a stool and fell into Xu Yang's arms.

He squeezed Xu Yang's sleeve tightly, "Why, why can I only see ghosts in such a dark world?" Why continue, what did he do wrong to bear all this.

Su Yun's voice was full of tears, and Xu Yang froze, "Where is it?"

"what?"

"Where is the ghost?"

Su Yun could hear the chill in Xu Yang's tone, but he didn't care anymore.

The crying sound in the ears became more miserable, and something exploded, and the crying stopped suddenly.

The corridor became extremely noisy, the nurse put down the things in her hands and rushed, everyone was surprised at the sudden death of many patients.

Su Yun sat there peacefully, as if nothing had happened, as if he had nothing to do with the world anymore.

You see, if there is one person who is willing to overcome difficulties for you, and one person is willing to go through life and death for you, then that is already very good, what else... can you ask for extravagantly.

His eyes gradually closed, and soon he couldn't hear anything.

Watching Su Yun fall into a deep sleep again, Xu Yang came back against the crowd, picked him up carefully, and his amber eyes gradually returned to normal.

He was careful to avoid every speck of blood, deluding himself into suggesting that none of this had anything to do with him.

Xu Yang drove home, and there were a few people standing sporadically in front of the house. The leader, Bai Yang, glanced at the person in his arms, and asked weakly, "What did you do to Your Majesty?"

For an outsider, he felt that it was better for Su Yun to choose someone to be his lover than Xu Yang, but for Su Yun himself, there were tens of thousands of people in this world, none of which was as good as Su Yun.

"Accompany him." Xu Yang opened the anti-theft door and went in, stabbing straight with a sharp knife.A wall of air formed around Xu Yang's body, and Xie Jingtao was thrown away.

"Thank you brother!" The accompanying few people lost their voices.Xie Jingtao leaned on the wall and stood up, his legs trembling, "It's okay! I've become a ghost, what can I do? Listen to me, Xu. Even if you are the king of heaven, I gave it to you by His Majesty, and you I have nothing to do with half a dime, what qualifications do you have..."

Bai Yang suddenly covered Xie Jingtao's mouth, "Xu Shangshu, since you want us to accompany him, you definitely don't want him to wake up and find the wreckage of his soul floating here."

Xu Yang looked him up and down, his eyes were indifferent and haughty, obviously he didn't mean to take them seriously.

"Take care of your people." Xu Yang didn't mean to talk nonsense with him, he sent Su Yun into the bedroom and locked the door behind him, but he didn't care about their existence.

"Brother Yang!" Xie Jingtao fell badly just now, and now his head is still dizzy. He was supported by his brothers and sat on the sofa. Caught and humiliated. Speaking of which, we were incapable back then, but what about now? Can’t we fight if we can’t win?”

"You can." Bai Yang coughed lightly, signaling those who wanted to respond to shut up, his expression was indifferent, and his tone did not show the slightest emotion, "I'm afraid your knife will be gone before you die."

"you!"

"Whether His Majesty is doing well, it's not good for all to see. But how do you know that he can't bear such a life? If you take him away forcibly, does it mean that you can give him better?"

"Why can't I, I'm the son of General Xie's family, Su Yun's childhood playmate, I spend more time with him than this traitor, why can't I give him a better life?"

"Because Su Yun doesn't love you, he can save you and save your life, but he won't try to go against the fate to change your fate, just like you, even if you help him, can you force yourself to fall in love with someone of the same sex?"

Xie Jingtao made him choke, "I..." He opened his mouth for a long time but couldn't utter a word, so he could only vent his anger on others, "Hey, you guys don't watch the fun here, you all go and walk around Let's go! Bai Yang! What do you mean by returning to me?"

Bai Yang pursed his thin lips lightly, "What is the general thinking? I'm just making an analogy. If you were a woman, I would still say that you like women."

"you…"

The door lock of the bedroom was unlocked, Xu Yang glanced at the two people on the sofa, and helped Su Yun to walk there.Su Yun closed her eyes, her complexion was not very good-looking, but she smiled sincerely, "Bai Yang, Xie Jingtao."

There are four great joys in life, wedding night in the bridal chamber, when you are named on the gold list, sweet rains come after a long drought, and old acquaintances meet in a foreign land.What's more, they are people who haven't seen each other for thousands of years and should have lost their souls?

Time has passed so long that no one cares about what happened.

Xie Jingtao jumped up, "Your Majesty!"

They hugged each other, and Su Yun tilted her head and asked, "Anyone else?"

Just as Xie Jingtao was about to answer, Xu Yang gave him a sharp look and scared him back.Bai Yang said, "I let them go out, there are too many people here and there are few people looking for trouble."

lie.

Su Yun is blind, but his brain is not disabled.He didn't point it out, he just groped for the sofa and sat down, bent down to pick up the fruit and the knife from the table.Xu Yang stood at the side with his head bowed, unable to help, and no one needed his help.

Although he couldn't see it, Su Yun's apple was peeled very well, and it tasted delicious, but the other three people just looked at it motionlessly, but it was extremely weird.

"Your Majesty, if you want...we can try..." Bai Yang said cryptically.

Su Yun smiled and said, "I am 27 years old, and I have known him for 20 years. In my previous life, I lived to be 21 years old and spent seven years with him. I don't know what these 27 years are to him. I am a mediocre person. At that time, the country that everyone expected was the capital of life, but now I have to wait for someone to give me a meal. For me, freedom is no longer important. I live or die just to appease a person who is hurt. It's just a heart."

Bai Yang thought Xu Yang would be angry, but the other party silently poured a glass of warm water into Su Yun's hand.

Su Yun held the warm cup, closed her eyes tightly, and held back the tears that were almost gushing out.He thought that he really loved Xu Yang. Although he had lost his dignity in love long ago, when love became a habit, he couldn't stop like breathing.

It's a pity that he is not a person who can be respected after all, so this heart has become worthless.

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Su Yun: When I become what I used to be...

Xu Yang: I suddenly regret everything I have done