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The park is very close to the breakfast place, and there are many old people doing morning exercises. Yin Hua and Yin En walked casually, but the argument never stopped.

"Yin Hua, you can't just look at people on the surface. If you meet a scumbag or a scumbag in your relationship, you will definitely suffer."

Yin Hua sighed and said very seriously, "She is really not a scumbag, you have to believe my vision!"

Yin En retorted, "Do you know her past? Do you know who she is? Don't be sold by her and count the money for her!"

Yin Hua fell silent, licking her mouth, "Do you know her past?"

Yin En sighed, looked at the sparkling lake, and said, "I know, she used to be a mistress for others, and her mother and she were both pimps."

pimp?

Yin Hua was not sure, and said, "Xiao En, rumors are fiercer than tigers, and some things may not be like that."

"No wind, no waves, these things are more or less likely to be true, no matter which part I find unacceptable."

Yin Hua and Yin En sat down by the lake, the wind was blowing slowly, and Yin En heard Yin Hua talking.

"Xiaoxue told me that she used to be a mistress and had an abortion, but then she broke up with that man and never did that kind of thing again. She has repented."

"Are you serious? Her past is so bad, and she doesn't love herself so much. Do you really think it's enough to repent of this kind of thing?"

Yin Hua leaned on the back of the chair, slowly talking about the past.

"Do you remember what you told me when Dad was in prison?"

Before Yin En could speak, Yin Hua started asking and answering, "Father is corrupt, but he can repent after he goes to prison, and those who truly repent will become good people again after they come out."

"Do you think corruption is not bad? Dad's corruption and bribery have forced many children to go to poor schools. Many children from ordinary families have been ruined because of him in this life, but Dad can be forgiven by us. Why can't Xiaoxue? "

Yin En was lazy to have such a debate with her again, and asked directly, "I will choose one with her."

Yin Hua and his godlike eyes looked at him like a rabbit, a little helpless, unreasonable, and wronged, but so what, he was doing it for her good.

Yin Hua said angrily, "I won't choose, you are all people I love, and I will not abandon any of you."

As expected, Yin En stood up and strode away, Yin Hua held her breath and did not chase.

When it was time to chase after him, Yin En was nowhere to be found.

The phone rang, and a WeChat message from Zhou Jiaxue "Are you coming back?"

Yin Hua, who had her own filter for Zhou Jiaxue, felt that her words were cautious, which made Yin Hua feel distressed.

"I'm back, I'll buy you milk tea, what do you want to drink?"

The other side replied, "No, just come back."

Yin Hua looked up, the old man in the park was doing morning exercises, someone was rowing in the lake, the wind was blowing, the willow leaves were shaking softly, the world was still the same.

Zhou Jiaxue could feel that Yin Hua was in a bad mood and seemed very preoccupied.

It must have been a very unpleasant conversation.

Yin Hua was chopping vegetables, while Zhou Jiaxue was watching in the kitchen with the cat in her arms, begging carefully, "Did Xiao En say anything?"

Yin Hua didn't tell the truth, afraid of hurting her, "I didn't say anything, and it will be fine after a while."

Zhou Jiaxue pointed at the cat's head, knowing that Yin Hua was not telling the truth, but she didn't dare to ask.

Such a strange silence was only broken during the meal, Yin Hua struggled and asked again.

"Xiaoxue, did your mother pull a pimp?"

People with a guilty conscience can think of a lot of things that others say casually, and sure enough, Yin En thought that he had been pimped.

"Well, she did." Zhou Jiaxue's hands were shaking, tears filled her eyes, she thought it was useless but she still had to explain to Yin Hua, "But I didn't, I didn't pimp, I persuaded them."

Zhou Jiaxue's tears flowed down, and she put down her chopsticks to wipe her tears. She felt that Yin Hua would not believe it like many people did, and she felt that this love would die.

Yin Hua stood up in a panic, pushed the chair to the noise, sat next to Zhou Jiaxue, wiped her tears with a piece of paper, and embraced her, "I'm sorry, I'm just asking, I know you can't, you are very kind."

The worry that had been suppressed for a long time came out vigorously at this moment. Zhou Jiaxue cried and said, "No, I am very bad. What they said is true. I was a mistress, and I had many abortions. I can't save it."

Yin Hua patted her on the back, regretting that she was too talkative.

"No, no, it's over, the past will be turned over, and we have changed our ways."

Zhou Jiaxue cried even more sadly, "No, I'm dirty, I ruined my own future."

Zhou Jiaxue hugged Yin Hua, crying until she died, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if... if you want to leave me... I, I can accept it...Really, I understand."

It's me who made myself miserable, no wonder others don't like me.

Yin Hua hugged her and coaxed her, "Don't leave, I won't leave you, you have nothing to do to me, let's admit our mistakes and live a good life, there is still a chance."

Zhou Jiaxue cried in a mess, and what she said didn't match the words, "I want to change...but it's too late...I...I donated a lot of money...a lot of money to orphanages...I...I'm helping children who don't have money, Don't hate me, okay, I... I really... know I was wrong. "

Yin Hua also began to cry, "No, I won't hate you, you've changed your mistakes."

Yoon's questioning was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Zhou Jiaxue has been stuck in the terrible conclusion that no one will love her for the past few years and cannot extricate herself.She often thinks that if someone like her who doesn't love herself and destroys other people's families can get happiness, then it's too unfair to those girls who love themselves and are kind.

So she forced herself to work desperately and donate money desperately, as if she could atone for her sins by donating money, but she always felt that it was as useless as killing someone and worshiping Buddha.

Zhou Jiaxue sobbed and said, "I don't deserve happiness, I...I'm so hateful...People like me...should die."

Yin Hua sighed, feeling that it didn't make sense to her, she was a little angry, but she was very distressed, "Stop saying that! You have changed! You are entitled to happiness! You can make up for it! I don't mind, I don't care, I only know that you are cute, please stop thinking like this! You are so cute in my heart!"

Zhou Jiaxue was still sobbing, "I'm not good enough for you, you are too kind."

Yin Hua cried while being angry, "Since you think so, then treat me well in the future, don't leave me, and repay me with your future life, is that okay?"

Zhou Jiaxue cried and nodded wildly, Yin Hua kissed her forehead, and listened to her saying, "I am really terrible, many people say that I am disgusting...the past...is disgusting..."

Yin Hua put her arms around her shoulders, let her snuggle into her arms, and said over and over again, "It's not disgusting, I can accept it, you correct it, I forgive you, if they don't like it, they don't like it anymore, I like it, I love you dearly."