babysitter

My name is Li Xingyue.

My name is Li Xingyue. My parents love me even though their relationship is not very good.

The first time I saw Xiaoxue was when I followed Nan Chunsheng to his home in K city to play.

Then my long youth was occupied by her.

I was only sixteen or seventeen at that time.A year in your 30s and [-]s feels longer than a year in your [-]s.

I liked her for three of those long years.

I met her in the first year of high school. She is a top student in K[-] Middle School, a suitor, and is recognized as beautiful.

But she doesn't talk much and has few friends, so there are very few ways for suitors to start.

Fortunately, Nan Chunsheng is her good friend, so I have many opportunities to get close to her.

My ability to flirt with girls was developed at that time. Others were still writing love letters and I had already started sending her various albums and discs.

Why send that?Cultivate common hobbies, the lyrics are euphemistically written, which is better than your own handwritten love letter.

Many years later, when I got into Xiaoxue's car, I found that several songs were in the album I gave at that time.

We played tennis together and rode bicycles together. Although there are light bulbs like Nan Chunsheng and Jiang Yuyuan, I think my love path is still smooth.

On Xiaoxue's birthday that year, it was so cold that I took the bus from city A for almost two hours to find her, asked her out, and set off fireworks downstairs at her house.

In Bulinbulin's fairy stick, she was wearing a hat and smiling, and I sniffed my nose and thought it was worth it.

"Did you know? Nan Chunsheng and the others call me Xiaoxue."

"I know, I'm waiting for you to let me call you Xiaoxue."

She looked at me with a smile, her face was a little red, "I was born in Xiaoxue's solar term, so they call me Xiaoxue."

That's great, Zhou Yuan sounds good, and Xiao Xue sounds good too.

I never told her that I like her because words are not as powerful as actions.

But I know she knows, when she smiles, it's very obvious. Although she is older than me, I think she is like a little sister.

Later, she took the college entrance examination, and I waited for her to come out holding flowers in a very vulgar way, and then asked her if she wanted to fall in love with me. I saw many boys looking at this side.

She took the flowers and smiled to speak, but I watched her being torn apart before I heard her speak.

I met her fabled stern mother.

But it's not important, she looked back at me, I know, Xiaoxue likes me.

I didn't see her that summer. Nan Chunsheng said that her mother was very strict with her and never left her almost every day, and she didn't let her use her mobile phone.

At that time, everyone thought that Lu Shiyi was really a pervert.

Later she went to college, and I still skipped class to see her in my third year of high school.

She came to study in my city, and I am even more sure that she loves me very much.

She has a lot of classes, but she will still take the initiative to ask me out, we hold hands to watch movies, eat, walk on the road, happy, happy.

Later she told me not to go to her, she would take the initiative to come to me and told me to study hard in the third year of high school.

I said yes and waited for her to come and see me.

She comes to see me often.

During that time, I was very happy and fulfilled. I studied hard, listened to the class carefully, and then waited for her to come to see me with something.

Until one day, my test scores were a mess, and I was shocked, so I went to her school to find her.

Few people go through that door, the trees are dense, and few people come. This is a place for our date.

I saw her walking side by side with a man in casual clothes.

At first I thought it was her dad, standing there waiting.

But the man made a gesture to kiss her, so I rushed over and punched the man.

She grabbed me hastily and was about to cry.

I think she must have been wronged.

I'm going to pull her away.

But she went to help the man up, "Are you okay?"

The man wasn't angry, didn't smile, pointed at me and asked "Is he your brother?"

Lao Tzu is her boyfriend.

"My friend." She said that, and I really wanted her to die.

"Say it again." I looked at her, and I could see her in a blur.

"Li Xingyue, stop making trouble! Let's talk about what's going on!"

God damn catch rape scene.

I turned my head and left without wiping my tears, thinking that I would make her regret it.

I know that I am handsome, like Peng Yuyan, so I also tried to exercise in Australia.

Australia is really nice, the air is good, the sea is blue, the sky is blue, and there are many animals. I live a happy life.

I also have a good career in Australia. I also heard that she changed her name to Zhou Jiaxue. I also know that she reported the matter of her lover’s family. I think I am very chic.

I said something awesome and continued to live my life.

But love is not going well.

I met a lot of girls, and it was okay at the beginning, some chatted and others talked, but after a while, I felt bored, bored, and looked down on them.

I really didn't intend to change girlfriends frequently, but I changed a lot for no reason.

I talked to a friend of mine, and he said that I hadn't let go of my knot, and I always didn't trust these girls.

I said, "Oh, it's okay, it's okay, it's hypocritical, I just haven't met the right person."

The guy smiled and said nothing.

After a month, I pushed things back and returned home.

Hmph, I want you to repay this debt of love for so many years that I have never touched a leaf among thousands of flowers!

It didn't go very well at first, did she smile a little more than before?It doesn't seem to be there, anyway, but I think she has an abortion and what, if a rich second generation like me is willing to approach her, she should be easy to deal with.

When I found out about her suicide, she had already been rescued. I couldn't tell what it felt like, but I just thought that she was very fragile at that time, and I could take her down at this time.

Then he confessed his love and asked her if she would follow me.

She is lying on the hospital bed, beautiful is beautiful, but I don't want to touch her face, don't want to hug her.

She told me a lot in detail.

"Actually, I wanted to reject that man at the time. I wanted to applaud you when you rushed out and beat him up. But he is really my father's nobleman, so I helped him. Didn't I yell at you? I I regretted it at that time, and after you left, I wanted to slap myself. Didn’t you go abroad later? I sent a lot of messages and you didn’t reply, I really don’t know what to do.”

I didn't speak, looked at her, and found that I didn't even panic from knowing she committed suicide until I came to the hospital.

"I can't go to Australia with you. I don't love you now, I really don't love you. I regret hurting you and ruining our relationship, but now, I really don't love you anymore."

Ah, actually I don't love you anymore.

I didn't say it, because the next thing I heard her say, "I have a lot of nightmares, and one of them is the way you turned and left that day. I have dreamed about it for several years."

That's great, it's good that you are in so much pain because of me.

I sat lazily, found a place to lean against, and said, "Ah, forget it, I don't love you anymore, since you have nothing to do, I'll go back."

Zhou Jiaxue laughed while lying on the hospital bed, and I also found it a little funny.