I won't tell the field I like him

In the spring, it was clearly not yet the date for the meeting once in March, but the Chang family suddenly issued a notice that an impromptu meeting would be held at the end of the month.

This gathering was extraordinarily grand.Normally, only the clans belonging to the Changyi sect attended the gatherings on weekdays, but this time, the entire demon extermination world was invited.

This means that some neutral families, as well as some families who have always wanted to join the field but have no connections, will come.

When Qi Yin received the news, she was very surprised. She didn't understand what Zhang Jingsi meant by doing this all of a sudden, so she asked him directly.

And Chang, without any worries, told her the situation truthfully.

"There are anti-demon masters from the Chang faction who secretly collude with monsters, trying to weaken the power of the Chang family, and have secretly hurt many subordinates of the Chang family."

"So you want to lure out that demon master?" Qi Yin understood, and then became worried, "But the date you have set is not good, I have to go far away."

"Oh? Where?"

"Go to Nara Prefecture."

"Is there a commission?"

"no……"

Qi Yin hesitated for a moment, chose to believe in Chang, and told him, "My mother...is now the abbot of Guangming Temple."

The field was silent for half a second, "Really, Mrs. Xishanyuan..."

"She is doing well, and she will send me letters every once in a while, this time because her birthday is coming up, I want to visit her."

As Qi Yin said, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, her gaze was softly gazing at the flowers and trees in the courtyard, "By the way, I want to tell her that I did it."

It has been seven years since Qiyin's mother left Xishanyuan's house.

In the past seven years, Qi Yin has not slackened in any way, and has been working hard to revitalize the family together with the clansmen who stayed in the Xishanyuan family.

Today's Xishanyuan family has a very high reputation in the world of eliminating demons, and every day they receive invitations from various families who want to visit her, and the business is getting smoother.

Qi Yin saved the money she earned. She has already planned to call workers to renovate the entire Xishan Courtyard after the rainy season is over.

The ancestral home with a history of hundreds of years is already very dilapidated and very dangerous to live in.It's not the same thing to always fill in. After asking the opinions of the tribe, she made up her mind to renovate and rebuild the house.

Retaining the classical style, but re-planning the pattern, making effective use of the place where the ancestors built the ancestral home without consideration.

In addition to celebrating her birthday, I went to visit my mother this time for this reason.

Dad is gone, and the uncles have cut off contact with the Xishanyuan family, but although Qi Yin's mother left, she is still the wife of the Xishanyuan family.

Qi Yin thought that such a big matter still needs to be told to her.

***

On the day when the Chang family held a rally, Qi Yin came to Luliang County.

Guangming Temple has a history of 500 years. It is an orthodox temple of the Pure Land Sect and the temple with the most incense in Luliang County.

The mother and daughter have been very busy these years. Although they have kept in touch by letter, they have not met in person.

Qi Yin didn't take the initiative to find her mother because she hadn't fulfilled the promise she made at the beginning.

And her mother was guilty of not going to see her.

At that time, the situation of Xishanyuan's family was not good. Because of the loss of her husband, she had a heart attack and couldn't sleep every day and night.Because of worry and fear that the monster would retaliate after her husband passed away, Qi Yin's mother was under too much pressure, she had mental hallucinations, and was depressed.

The daughter felt sorry for her and told her to leave Xishanyuan's house and go out to relax and recuperate.

She listened to her daughter's words at the time, but regretted it every night in the future.

How can such a big family support a 15-year-old daughter?

As a mother, she was confused for a moment and left her daughter at home alone.

Qiyin's mother, who left Xishanyuan's house, was running around after her spirit and body gradually improved.She went to every temple in Japan back and forth to pray for Qiyin and Xishanyuan's family, and finally chose to stay in Guangming Temple as the abbot.

May the little things she does make life easier for her daughter.

…………

Having not seen her mother for seven years, when Xishan Yuan Qiyin stepped into Guangming Temple, she was still a little inexplicably timid.

She thought a lot about what she would say to her mother after seeing her, but in the end she didn't say a word.

She just stood there, staring closely at her mother who was gently cleaning the stone statue of Inari God in the temple. Although she still managed to maintain the calmness that she should be the head of the Xishan Temple, the corners of her eyes could not help but turn red.

"...Mom." After a long time, she spoke.

Qi Yin's mother heard the voice and turned her head slowly.

She looked at her slim daughter, and after a moment of daze, she respectfully said, "Master Xishanyuan, you are here."

Qi Yin followed her mother into the temple and knelt down in front of the low table in the squatter room.

My mother is getting old, and her hair is also dyed with silver threads, but Qi Yin can be relieved that there are no dark circles under her eyes that never fade away.

"Is everything all right?" She stared at her mother's kindly gaze into her eyes, and asked.

"Thank you, Master Xishanyuan, for your concern. I am fine."

"That's good... By the way, I came to visit today specially for this purpose." Qiyin motioned to Ayaka who was behind her to take out the gift she had prepared.

Ayaka delivered the carefully wrapped gift to Qi Yin's mother, she couldn't hold back, choked up and called the wrong address: "Ma'am, happy birthday."

"Please ask Ms. Ayaka to call me the abbot." Qi Yin's mother smiled, and looked at Ayaka with wet eyes tenderly, "Thank you for the gift, I really bothered you."

Ayaka still wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, and retreated behind Qi Yin.

Qi Yin asked: "...Did you receive the letter I sent you earlier?"

Qiyin's mother paused while pouring tea for Qiyin and Ayaka, then smiled and said, "Got it."

"You haven't replied to me yet."

"Master Xishanyuan, I am no longer qualified to interfere with the affairs of the Xishanyuan family."

"Nothing? You are the mother of the current Patriarch of Xishan Courtyard, and the wife of the previous Patriarch of Xishan Courtyard!" Qi Yin was a little excited.

Qi Yin's mother's eyelashes trembled slightly, and then she sighed, "...but I left."

"I made you leave!" Qi Yin saw that her mother was blaming herself, "I made you leave!"

"You don't have to say that. After all, I was too fragile at that time."

After many years, Qi Yin's mother had already looked away and answered frankly.

"........."

Qi Yin could no longer refute.

"The past is over. If you want, I am willing to take you back." Qi Yin clenched her hands tightly and said firmly to her mother, "I have done what I promised."

"...I know. Master Xishanyuan, I have been paying attention to you. But..."

Qi Yin's mother shook her head, "I'm sorry, Master Xishanyuan, I don't intend to leave, I have a very good life in Guangming Temple."

She had made up her mind, and Qi Yin could not force it.

"I see." Qi Yin sighed deeply, and said with some self-deprecating, "I am troublesome."

Qi Yin's mother looked at her daughter lovingly.

Obviously, he has made up his mind not to interfere with her and the Xishanyuan family, but he still can't bear to make her feel sad.

"Master Xishanyuan, I am very proud of you. Although I am no longer qualified to interfere, I think it is the right decision to renovate and rebuild the ancestral house."

"You have been a child I am proud of since you were a child. You are self-disciplined, outstanding, and hardworking. Everything is considered for the family. As long as it is a decision that you think is appropriate, it must be correct."

After Qi Yin's mother said this, she took out an envelope from her sleeve and handed it to Qi Yin.

"This is the savings I have saved over the years. Although it is not much, I hope it can help you rebuild your ancestral house."

Qi Yin was not willing to accept money from her single mother, she quickly refused, but her mother pressed her hand and held her hand tightly in her palm.

The temperature of the mother's palm came from the back of her hand, perhaps because of her poor health, the temperature of the palm was actually lower than the back of Qi Yin's hand.

But this is the body temperature of Qi Yin's favorite mother.

"Master Xishanyuan, although I can't go back with you, I can't witness the renovation of the ancestral house with my own eyes, and I can't spend the next day and night by your side, but—"

"Just like your name, I will sincerely pray to the gods every day in the temple and pray for good news for you."

Qi Yin was stunned.

Thousands of words, when it comes to the mouth, can only be transformed into a simple 'thank you' in the end.

Qi Yin was annoyed that she was so bad at expressing herself, but fortunately, her mother understood her.

Next, Qiyin took Ayaka and had a good chat with her mother for a while.Before leaving, she hesitated again and again, but she still told a thing that has been hidden from everyone.

"Jing Sihe proposed to me. It was last year, and I haven't agreed to him yet."

"Jingsi...does it refer to the field?" Qi Yin's mother was slightly taken aback.

Prayer nodded.

Sure enough, the next second, she saw her mother frowning.

Subconsciously, Qi Yin couldn't help but speak for Zhang Jingsi: "I know, as the patriarch of the Xishanyuan family, I shouldn't trust the Chang family. But the current Patriarch of the Chang family is Jingsi, and he and I I grew up together, and he has been helping me all these years..."

"Mom, I want to trust him."

After Qi Yin finished speaking, she was a little worried, but she mustered up her courage and waited for her answer seriously.

What if the mother objects?

If that's the case...would she still agree to Shizuka?

The answer is yes.

Although he hasn't told Zhang Jingsi yet, Qi Yin has made a lot of considerations over the past year and has made up his mind.

She is an adult and the head of the Xishanyuan family. She knows what she is carrying and what decision she should make.

She knows him and is willing to trust him. Even if she is not supported by her mother, she will make her decision.

But if you can get a blessing, that's even better.

Qi Yin waited patiently for her mother's answer. She knew that her mother had always disliked Chang Yimen who failed to save her father at the beginning, and the chance of blessing her was very slim.

But she guessed wrong.

Her mother raised her hand, not as the abbot of Guangming Temple, nor as the wife of Xishanyuan, but as Qi Yin's mother, and patted her head in comfort and doting.

"Jingsi is a good boy, Qiyin, mom is happy for you."

She lightly stroked her daughter's hair and said softly, "Be happy."

***

It was already evening when we left Guangming Temple.Qiyin originally wanted to go home directly, but Nara was a little far away from Kanagawa. Seeing that it was getting dark, she thought about it, and asked the driver to drive to Shizuka's home in Kumamoto Prefecture.

It's already so late, the rally he held today should be over, right?

I don't know if it's going well or not?I want to find out the demon extermination master of the anti-field faction, have you found it?

Curious, Qi Yin stepped into Chang's house, and after asking the servant Chang Jingsi's current location, walked through the garden to the backyard.

Tonight's moon is very round and bright, and the air is very good. Qi Yin guessed that he might be watching the moon and drinking, but when he found him in the pavilion, he actually fell asleep sitting on the bench leaning against the pavilion pillars.

"...?"

Qi Yin walked over lightly, approached, and carefully looked at Chang's sleeping face.

Is this guy really asleep?Did you drink too much while admiring the moon? Are you drunk?

Qi Yin blinked, she looked at the defenseless appearance of Chang Jingsi, who was usually powerful, and felt a little funny.

Once she falls asleep, her usual sharpness will disappear.

The aggressive facial features softened under the moonlight.

The more Qi Yin watched, the more fascinated she became, she just stared at him like that, thinking: Why is this guy so good-looking?

Even if he almost lost an eye, even if he has been watching him for 13 years, he is so handsome that people can't take their eyes off.

"Hey, Shizuka? Shizuka?"

Qi Yin tried to call his name twice, but got no response.

Thinking it was a little funny, she sat down next to him in a good mood, thought about it, and asked softly: "Ahem, cough, what... are you really asleep?"

Still no response.

That's great, if you're usually embarrassed to say something, even if you've been dating for two years and you still insist on not telling him yourself, let's take this opportunity to tell him.

"I like you."

She moved her lips slightly, watching his reaction nervously.

The field Jingsi still didn't respond, his black hair covered half of his face, and his chest in kimono rose and fell steadily with his breathing.

It seems to be dead asleep.

Qi Yin emboldened her, and this time she got closer, and said seriously to him, "I like you."

As soon as the words fell, her wrist was suddenly grabbed, and before she could react, her body was already being pulled forward.

A big warm hand was fixed on the back of her head, and immediately after, there was a warm touch on her lips.

He plundered wantonly in her mouth, with a hint of alcohol, aggressive but also intoxicating.

Qi Yin was imprisoned in his arms and kissed for a long time before he let go.

Her face was flushed, and she looked at his cheerful and smiling face under the bright moonlight, and asked angrily, "Aren't you asleep?!"

Chang Jingsi put her lovely reaction in his eyes with a smile, and replied: "No, I'm just a little tired, I'm just closing my eyes and resting my mind."

Close your eyes and rest?

"Then why didn't you respond when I spoke to you?"

"I just wanted to tease Sister Qiyin. But I didn't expect to hear such words." As he spoke, he raised his hand to touch her hot cheek, and said with a smile, "I'm very happy."

Prayer: "..."

Qi Yin snorted. In order to calm down her hot body after being kissed fiercely by him, she turned her face away and changed the subject, "How is the meeting?"

"It was very successful, and the demon extermination man who colluded with monsters was also found." Shiba Jingji briefly summarized what happened today, "Natsume Takashi-kun helped me a lot."

"...You went looking for him again." Qi Yin complained.

Dechang admitted: "His ability is indeed very useful. However, he still hates my appearance."

Having said that, he raised his eyes and looked up at the moon in the night sky calmly, "Natori also seems to be worried about my appearance, and actually protects him in secret. Haha, it is really distressing to have different positions. Obviously I really want to join forces with them, And always get rejected."

He said it easily.But how could Qi Yin fail to understand his subtle loss.

No one else understands, perhaps only Qiyin in the whole world knows that Jingji Chang is actually a lonely and sensitive person.

As the heir of the Chang family, he has burdened too much, so he has no choice but to seek only profit.

Everyone thinks that he doesn't care what other people think and does things unscrupulously, but is that really the case?

If he had resorted to unscrupulous means, he would not have allowed himself to leave because he was concerned about his mood.

Chang Jingsi's tenderness may not be obvious enough, but he never thought of using the power of the family to trap her.

Just like he would gently ask the wild cat on the side of the road if he was interested in going home with him, even if he was rejected, he would just smile regretfully and quietly watch the cat leave.

Forced to maintain the strength of the family, sometimes there is no way to do it, but he actually doesn't like to force others.

That's why after Natori and Natsume refused to join forces again and again, they didn't say anything and drank in silence.

The scenes that we have experienced together since childhood reappeared in front of our eyes again. Qi Yin looked at his side face quietly watching the moon with the corners of his lips curled up, and took his hand actively.

"In the past, you told me that I am not alone on the road of eliminating demons. Now I want to return this sentence to you."

"Jingji, you are not alone."

She spread out his left hand, which had worn the engagement ring a year ago, and put the left hand that also wore the ring in the car when she came, into his palm.

"We have walked together for so many years, please let us go on together in the future."

After saying this, Qi Yin took the initiative to hug his neck and kiss his lips.

With persistence over the years, she has suffered a lot in order to revive the family.

She used to hate his bad mouth, his inappropriate cynicism, and his excellence overshadowing her own brilliance.

But is it really just because you hate him that you want to surpass him?

Or, there is also a little bit of it because he is unwilling to be inferior to him, so he works hard to catch up with him and stand by his side.

…………

On the way to the bedroom in Dichang's arms, Qi Yin put her arms around his neck and leaned on his shoulders, thinking that they had really grown up.

That slender and beautiful boy had grown into an extremely oppressive man.

Qi Yin knew what would happen next, that was the step they never took after being intimate for countless times.

She used to be afraid and worried every time, but today... After making up her mind on everything, she turned out to be extremely looking forward to it.

It's just that when he put her on the bed, she still couldn't help it, and warned him: "If you do something you shouldn't do in the future, betray me, you will die."

"How could it be, sister Qi Yin really knows how to joke."

With a smile in his eyes, Dichang planted a kiss on her forehead and whispered in her ear, "You know, I love you."

"........."

It wasn't the first time I heard him say that he loved her, but Qi Yin's face still turned crimson in an instant.

"Where is Sister Qiyin?"

Before taking off her clothes, Dechang looked into her eyes and asked with a smile, "Can you repeat what you said in the pavilion before?"

What was said in the pavilion?

Qi Yin blinked, recalling, was it she who thought he was asleep and said "I like you" just now? ?

Seeing Zhang Jingsi waiting patiently, Qi Yin licked his lips, turned his face away and said: "I can't say it anymore, it was an accident just now, I swore before that I would not tell you that sentence."

"Hey..." Zhichang blinked his eyes, as if he was a little disappointed, "I see, well, I know—"

Before he could finish his words "I see", Qi Yin interrupted him.

She put her hands around his waist, hugged him actively, and buried her head in his chest.

"Although you are a very bad person, your words are not pleasant, and your personality is bad, but...I love you, Shizuka."

"It's true, I love you very much."

***

Three months later.

After three full months of renovation and reconstruction, the ancestral house of the Xishanyuan family has taken on a new look. It has changed from a dilapidated and ancient appearance to a grander one than the ancestral house of the Chang family.

The family of Xishanyuan has a high reputation in the world of eliminating demons because of their outstanding charms. After the renovation of the ancestral house, Qi Yin invited most of the good families to visit.

The Chang family was also invited.

The relationship between the two Patriarchs has been made public, not a secret, and the two have also decided to get married at the end of this month.

Interestingly, unlike the marriage between ordinary families, it is said that after marriage, the Chang family and the Xishanyuan family are still just ordinary cooperative relationships and will not merge.

The head of the Dechang family will not take the opportunity to swallow the Xishanyuan family, and the head of the Xishanyuan family will not take the husband's surname just because they get married.

They will be one, yet separate at the same time.

The Xishan courtyard house is bustling with activity.Qi Yin smiled and greeted the demon exorcisers from all over the country who came to congratulate her. Seeing that the time was almost up, she walked outside the house.

A young man in a dark kimono stood outside the door.He had short black hair around his ears, and his long hair was tied behind him. His right eye was covered by a charm, and only his slender left eye was exposed.

Zhang Jingsi stood not far from the door, smiling as he watched Qiyin walking towards him.

"Why are you still standing outside the door? Come in, Mr. Dechang." Qi Yin walked up to Chang Jingsi stepping on clogs, and greeted with a smile.

Zhang Jingsi looked down at her, smiled, and followed her into the Xishanyuan home.

"It's a beautiful yard." Zhang Jingsi sincerely praised him when he first started.

"Of course, how about it, is it not worse than your Chang family?"

After Qi Yin made a joke, she suddenly remembered something.

It was like what Zhang Jingsi had said to her when she first visited Chang's house more than ten years ago.

She took Zhang Jingsi's hand, with amber eyes shining with dazzling stars, and said to him cheerfully: "Welcome to Xishanyuan's house, this is your first time here, do you want me to show you around?" ?”

"I Won't Tell Chang Jingsi I Like Him"

Finish.

The author has something to say: the text is over!

In a few days there will be a few episodes~

It has not been easy for Qiyin and Jingji along the way, but I am very happy to be able to bring you a little bit of their growth.

This is a story that I have always wanted to write, from the standpoint and perspective of the demon extermination, I hope you like it.

Thank you for your support and company all the time~ I love you all, see you later