Bian Huai

I've had a good half of my life, and I've been admired, but there's still a blemish.

That stain is my love.

From the perspective of others, my family is harmonious, I have both talents and looks, I have money and power, I am accompanied by a beautiful and good wife, and my children are dragons and phoenixes, like a winner in life.

Even I once thought so myself.

It wasn't until an astonishing incident happened in China one year that I realized that I was so stupid.

When Longxing Longyue was 15 years old, a large-scale incident in which the bosses of two groups jumped to their deaths was suddenly reported. When the news was reported, I happened to be sitting with her.

Two photos were posted on the screen, one was cold and ruthless, and the other was gentle and gentle, both were about my age.

I only glanced casually, at peace with the stranger's death, but she wept.

The first time she cried was on our wedding day, and the second time... is now.

She tried her best to restrain her heartbreak, but how could she escape the eyes of the person next to her pillow, so I asked her why she was sad, was it someone she knew?

She froze for a moment, then suddenly smiled wildly at me with a gloomy face, but she was honest, saying that the man she loved the most was dead, and she cried so heartbreakingly that she almost passed out.

"Bian Qun, Bian Qun." He kept repeating these two words.

Should I comfort her?

Ridiculous, really ridiculous.

I didn't even know that there would be a day when I would be jealous of others. I covered my chest, trying to relieve the pain in my heart, but her sobs kept coming, like Ling Chi's knives were aimed at me.

I still remember when we first met, she was wearing an off-white gown, like a fairy isolated from the world, sitting by the pool with a blank expression, looking at a pool of lotus in a daze, I was fascinated by it.

On the day of the wedding, she secretly cried, probably because she didn't want to marry me?I secretly thought that I would try my best to treat her well in the future, but I never thought that I would fall in love with her.

Probably because I have everything, except for work, my life is unremarkable. At that time, she, who only accounted for a very small part of my life, added a lot of color to the boring life.

I gradually fell in love with her and pestered her to conceive a child.

She didn't reject me too much. After giving birth to the twins, I saw her smile for the first time. The relationship between the two of them was no longer as cold as before.

They are not good at expressing their feelings. They have treated me like a guest for more than ten years, and I thought that even if she doesn't love me, she still likes me.

It's just that she never thought that she could hide someone in her heart for such a long time, it's really infatuated.After she said those ridiculous things, I had a big fight with her.

I have been drinking with me for days, so I never went home to see her, and I didn't dare to check the relationship between that man and her. I was afraid that I would go crazy with jealousy and kill her.

But I still hope that she will come to me to apologize, who made me love her?

During that period, my friends saw that I was in a bad mood and dragged me to the bar to have fun.Because I don't like those yingyingyanyanyan and noisy environment, so I walked away. When I passed by a private room, I heard a familiar voice, and I stopped by accident.

"Ah um... slow down... Qun... Bian Qun..."

"Ma'am, how many times have I said it? My name is Han Qun, not Bian Qun. That's right, I won't slow down..."

"Hmm... ah... group..."

Who else could it be but her?

What was my reaction at that time? I didn't react immediately, but my mind went blank.

I dare not imagine her lying under someone else's body, just hearing the extravagant voice inside makes me sick.

I ran into the bathroom and vomited for a long time until I couldn't vomit anything anymore, then I got up and left that hellish place.

Since that day, I have made no further attempts to find out about her, nor have I filed for divorce.The sad thing is that even at this point, I still don't want to touch other women. She is drunk every night, and I have nightmares.

I can't figure out why she treats me like this, and I can't figure out why I still keep that meaningless piece of paper, and the two of them are wearing disgusting skins, and they have continued that ridiculous relationship to this day.

Being so cowardly, I thought that life would not have ups and downs because of anything, until I met a child.

When they first met, he was already drunk and was hugging a man and kissing him passionately in a bar.

There are a lot of men around me, but no one dares to play in front of me, so when I saw a bunch of men waiting in line to kiss boys, I was really surprised.

"Why, are you interested? That kid is pretty, but he's a little self-willed, and his demands are too much, but he only dares to play tricks in my bar." The friend beside him has been watching the development progress there, Be an audience with me.

It was also surprising that those men stood obediently, and those who had kissed them left voluntarily and went back to their seats.

When he moved his gaze over there, a new player had already entered the field, and he was holding the kid in his friend's mouth and pressing it on the cold coffee table to gnaw.

"How can he jump so much, his parents don't care."

"Well, I heard that he is an orphan. No one cares about him. I guess no one can care about him. He has a very strong temper. Once I asked him if he wanted to follow me, but he said that he only followed those who obeyed him, not ordered him The one who kissed me and ran away."

I laughed and said that you, the hotel owner, didn't use some hard methods to force you?

He just smiled awkwardly, and walked towards the source of the excitement after saying "Wait for a few minutes".

After a while, under the siege of a bunch of men, he hugged him and fell asleep.

I looked at the scene in front of me and wanted to laugh, thinking that this person is not a mascot, let others hug him around, and is there someone escorting him?

He held him in his arms and didn't let him go. He wiped his face with a wet towel like an old mother, and straightened his clothes again, "Hey, they won't let you go until you mention your name. A blindheaded fool."

"Probably because you know that I don't play with men, so you can rest assured?"

When we parted, I thought he was going to take him home, but he suddenly threw him at me, like throwing a puppy or a kitten: Gentleman, this is for you to play with, I promise you will have a lot of fun.

I looked at the distant figure, then at the child in my arms who was as beautiful and exquisite as a doll, and sighed helplessly.

Since he was said to be interesting, I also wanted to see how interesting this kid was. When I got home, I took the trouble to shower him and threw him naked on my bed.

Looking at his sleeping face that night, I thought I had met an angel.

The next day I woke up earlier, in order to tease him, I also dragged myself naked, sending him into my arms a little more.I can be his father now, and I am also surprised by what I have done.

Strange to say, although I have never touched a man's naked body, I have no resistance to his body at all.

Probably because his skin is white, tender and smooth?

I stared at his pretty face amusedly, while imagining his reaction after getting up.

Sure enough, after waking up, he was startled, got up after a while, observed me quietly, and swallowed secretly.

Then he clutched the quilt and fiddled inside, only seeing a bulging lump. After a while, he blushed slightly, let his head out to catch his breath, and patted his chest and said: Thank you.

"Sorry...um...I didn't trouble you last night, did I? Where did you pick me up?"

He said pick it up, watching his cautious probing, I somehow suddenly thought of those stray cats, "In the bar."

I saw him relieved, and started peeking at me again.

"Are you afraid of me? In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't remember. You just need to remember that I won't hurt you."

He bowed his head and remained silent.

"I'm short of a lover now, are you interested? I don't like men, I won't touch you, but I will give you money... You just need to be there when you are called. Do you think this deal is a good deal?"

Yes, overnight, I made this decision.

I also inquired about him from my friends last night, I know him!Very short of money, and almost no place to live.

I'm a little tired of being a woman, and I can save the need to always be on guard against being conceived by a woman. If I were a man, even if I was tricked and accidentally fell in love with him, I don't have to worry about the future.

His reaction was a little small, he just opened his mouth and yawned, and tears ran out: "Where in the world does such a good job come from, even if you don't touch me, uncle... um, brother, you don't mean to use me to serve you Your pig friend and dog friend?"

To someone I met for the first time, I don't know why he can speak so freely and dare to say anything.

"At such a young age, my imagination is really rich. I just want to find someone to chat with me. By the way, I need a partner who can attend the party. In a word, dare you?"

He leaned over to me uncertainly and asked, so close that he could slap my face with his breath: "You really don't like men?"

I looked into his dark eyes and nodded with a smile.

"Then what about this?" His eyeballs rolled around, his eyelashes flickered with the beautiful peach blossom eyes, and suddenly he slid his hand down my lower abdomen.

I squinted my eyes and looked at him, wishing I could immediately pull him up and teach him a lesson, to let him know that I am not someone he can easily provoke, but he lifted the quilt, turned his back to me, and rode on my stomach as if he was in a show. .

For the first time in my life, someone dared to sit on me and point their butt towards my face. Although the shape is quite upturned and the flesh is soft and tender, I am not interested in men.

"Hmm... let go." If he turned his head to look at me, he would definitely find my dark face.

Probably because he thought it was not fun for me not to respond, he obediently stopped.

"Puhaha, okay, okay, I believe you, if someone sends money, there is no reason not to accept it. Except for stealing and touching, sir, you can tell me, I will obey you, my slave, Ha ha ha ha……"

"However, there is one thing that needs to be prepared in advance, sir. I'm a little skin hungry and I can't help but pounce on it. You must be careful, sir." After finishing speaking, he hurried into the bathroom to urinate, He ran back in a hurry and jumped on me and groped me for a while.

"Don't move around." I grabbed him and pressed him under me, but I forgot that neither of them had a clue.

He bit his lower lip lightly, his long eyelashes blocked his dark eyes, he smiled narrowly at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly changed his cute and pitiful appearance, twisting his body under me.I felt a smooth leg rub against my place, coupled with his previous actions, my body reacted disobediently immediately.

I was so shocked by his actions that I didn't dare to move. He still had time to joke with me: "I think it's better for Mr. to give up early, otherwise it's not good to be turned around by me." After finishing speaking, before I was unprepared The lower lip moved closer.

I suddenly realized: what my friend said was right, this child is really difficult to control.

I couldn't grasp him the first time we met, and I can't hold him anymore.I know that I can no longer sit still with those lovers before, so I try my best to restrain myself when we meet recently, but I didn't expect him to tempt me so much today.

It's not the first time I've learned how to seduce people, but tonight he is really charming and affectionate.

His whole body was only covered by a long gown, and I just now realized that the snow-white long gown had become transparent due to being soaked, and it was clinging to his body at this moment, his collarbone, skin, and two red spots were barely visible under the cloth If now.

And his slit that reached to his waist at some point exposed his two straight and slender thighs to the air. Looking at him, I couldn't help thinking that when I hug him, he always likes to hold his two legs together. The cross is around my waist.

He twisted his slender waist and stroked my body, panting to kiss me, I couldn't help responding, and he jumped on me like a puppy happily, and I subconsciously caught him.

The two of us kissed more and more intensely under the warm water, clinging to each other, forgetting ourselves.

Until he broke away from me suddenly, and lay on his back facing me in the bathtub with his legs open, the clothes next to his body were messed up by my stroking, and his slender waist seemed to break if he twisted it.

While looking at me with coquettish eyes like silk, he looked at me pitifully, and at the same time lifted the long gown behind him, revealing his white and rosy legs, and pulled my fingers into his mouth tremblingly to open his mouth.

Something seems to be going wrong.

As far as I know, he never allows anyone to touch his backside.

I woke up suddenly.

I know he wants me, but I thought he just wanted to have sex with me...

But the look in his eyes at the moment told me that what he was praying for was not a hearty sex, but a stimulating and happy love.

For me like this, I can't guarantee him, and I'm not confident about his playfulness.

I do pet him and love him, but love is a little different here, and I can't guarantee that I will really fall in love with him, and besides, I haven't completely let go of that person.

The most important thing is that the person my wife cared about back then was actually Bian Huai's dead father.