i'm mentally ill

"Stop!" The woman stopped when she saw that Bai Tian was about to run away.

Bai Tian turned around, frowning tightly, speaking with difficulty.

"grandmother……"

"You know, I'm not your grandma." The woman's words were still low and kind, but they broke the last glimmer of hope during the day. "You can call me Vice President."

The clearly warm words felt so cold during the day, and the cold voice continued.

"It's been a dream for a long time, and it's time to wake up. You know it, don't you? You know it in your heart." The woman went around the table and walked in front of him, handing him a diagnosis sheet.

Bai Tian couldn't speak, that's right, he knew it, he just avoided it consciously, and didn't think about it.

The already blurred memory is recovering, at first he thought he was just an ordinary doctor, living an ordinary life of a normal person.And as various things happened, he found all sorts of strange things about those things, which made him doubt and confirm.

Why is there psychotropic drugs in his meals, why his "colleagues" look at him with pity, why the girl patient next to Li Yan knows him, why...

He remembered, he remembered it all.Wang Xin is right, he is a doctor, and he is the patient.It was the people in the hospital who painstakingly played a play with him. In the end, he did not realize his "sweet dream", but found himself in the falsehood...

Oh, how ridiculous.

The diagnosis list in front of me looks so familiar. It turns out that this is not Wang Xin's diagnosis list, but his daytime one.

name: daytime

Sex: Male

Age: 26 years old

After multiple observations in our hospital, he was diagnosed with paranoid personality disorder and had a tendency to violence. The patient was very intelligent and suspicious, and had many escape records. It is recommended to take deep care.

Note: The condition is getting worse, hallucinations appear, and multiple personalities are suspected.

How did he get mentally ill during the day?

"It's all you, it's all you, ruining my youth! My life! I even gave birth to you a little bastard!" The woman's howl was sharp, shaking her eardrums.

"Fuck you! Where's the money? Where's the money? I want to win it back, those grandchildren!" The man pushed the woman away and rummaged around in the already dirty and cramped house.

"No money! Shameless, how can I put up with a man like you, woo woo woo."

"Father...Mom...don't argue..."

"roll!"

"what!"

The quarrel between men and women continued, and no one noticed the boy who was thrown into the corner.

The forehead seems to be bleeding, blood... the daytime consciousness is getting more and more blurred, blood, so scary...

Bai Tian was always used by the gambler father to vent his anger, beat him when he lost, and beat him even when he won.In mild cases, the nose and face are swollen, and in severe cases, the head is broken and bleeding.The problem of bloodsickness fell at that time.As for the mother?Just watch from the sidelines...

When I woke up during the day, I was standing in a messy home. There was blood everywhere, bloody pools and bloodstains, and the surroundings were very quiet. The noisy parents were lying on the ground in a strange posture, not breathing, and the whole body was cold...

Later, he was taken away by the police.Not long after that, he was sent to a mental hospital again...

And now, he is still in a mental hospital.After so many years, there is no sign of getting better, but the body is getting worse and worse.

"Dual personality..." Bai Tian's lips trembled and he murmured softly.

"It's night." Seeing that Bai Tian had already recognized the reality, the vice-principal was also very distressed when he saw that he was in a daze.

The child was sent here when he was young, and she kept watching, and later pretended to be his grandma in order to cooperate with Bai Tian. At that time, she also felt pity for him from the bottom of her heart.

"After you came in, you began to become suspicious, anxious, violent and fantasized. You always doubted the doctors around you, so you refused to cooperate. Your health is getting worse and worse. Maybe you subconsciously feel that you are in danger. That’s why this personality self-help was born.”

"another me?"

Haha, the night is me, am I the night?It turns out that I have never been understood by anyone. In the end, it is myself who loves me.

"I know it's hard for you to accept, but this is the truth." The deputy dean continued, "Actually, we also know that Heiye is doing research. It is undeniable that he is a smart personality."

The vice-principal picked up a tablet of medicine on the table and showed it to Bai Bai, "He researched it, we tested it, and it's...very effective for you."

"Us?" Bai Tian understands, isn't it just a mental illness, ha ha... Bai Tian laughed at himself inwardly, smiling coldly and desolately.

"Now that you have regained normal consciousness, we plan to take semi-mandatory treatment for you in the next step."

"What if I don't cooperate?"

"To be honest, we don't want to go to that step, but your physical condition does not allow you to go on like this anymore... Moreover, this is Hei Ye's wish." The vice president tried to persuade him.

He couldn't speak for a while during the day, too many things happened today, which made his mind messy, and now he has only one thought in his mind. "Let me see him again..."

The deputy dean agreed to him, and Bai Tian successfully returned to the dormitory when it was just getting dark. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Ye Ye lying on the bed, exactly the same posture as when he left.

Heiye turned his head and showed him a familiar smile, "You're back."

Bai Zhou opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.Pulling his mouth, he pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying.

Heiye didn't urge him either, but waved to him in a comforting manner.

Maybe they didn't need to say anything at all, the day slowly approached and lay down next to the night, with their bodies folded on top of each other, their ears rubbing against their temples.

After a long time, the voice was choked and hoarse when he spoke again, "They... said..."

"It's my wish, I never regret it." Hei Ye stroked his back, so considerate and gentle.

"You will disappear..." The day stood up and looked into the eyes of the night, trying to see his emotions through them, but there was nothing but peace.

"I originally existed to protect you. Whether it's you as a young boy or you now. Gods block and kill gods, and Buddhas block and kill Buddhas." Heiye said slowly, seeming to reveal a hint of madness.

"My parents and the others..." Bai Tian's eyes widened, the young him... the memory that disappeared, and the words of comfort when he was lonely...

"Will you hate me?" Hei Ye also looked into his eyes, as if looking for some kind of answer.

"No, I love you..." The long-planned tears slipped from the eyes and fell on the cheeks of the night, so hot, so hot...

I never asked for anything, but I sincerely wish now, God, don't make me heal, I just want to keep the one person I care about, the only one, the one I love.

The two kissed affectionately, like a parting carnival.

On the second day, Bai Zhou was taken away by the doctor, and he was treated with controlled treatment for half a year.

During the day, his condition gradually improved, until he saw the night again a month ago.It was in his recovery room, and the doctor said that it was beneficial to the treatment, so he was asked to exercise properly to adjust his mood.

He hadn't seen the night for a long time, and it wasn't until he came here that Day realized that he had never seen the night outside the dormitory, but that day, he did see him in the recovery room.

Heiye was wearing a casual sweatshirt, with short hair, standing at the window, the light came in and he looked so sunny, he was smiling and waving to him, as if to say goodbye.

During the day, he stared at the night closely, for fear that he would disappear in the next second, until the figure of the other party faded under the sunlight and became transparent.

Now Baitian is 30 years old, he has already been cured, returned to a normal life, and even opened a grocery store next to the school.

People say that a man stands at 30, but in the daytime he feels that [-] years are like a day. Apart from eating, drinking and sleeping, what he does most every day is miss the night.

On this day, the sun was shining and the weather was fine.During the day, he suddenly remembered the thing he had promised to take the night to look at the sky.Thirty miles away in the suburbs, there is a field of wild gardenia bushes, which resembles the smell of Ye Ye, so I decided to go there during the day.

He took a taxi during the day, so it was only half an hour when he saw the gardenia bushes all over the mountains and plains.

"When I'm in a bad mood, I always look at the sky." Bai Tian remembered what Hei Ye had said, so low and gentle, as if it was right in his ear.

He wasn't sure whether he was in a good mood or not, he only knew that he was missing the night a little bit.Looking at the blue sky, smelling the light and beautiful fragrance of flowers, I only feel a little sore nose during the day.

"I miss you..." The words murmured out, choked with bitterness.

The gardenia fragrance became stronger and stronger, and a whisper came from the side, "What a coincidence, I miss you too."

The moment he turned his head to look, his eyes widened. The wish he had been looking forward to suddenly came true. It was both surprise and throbbing.

"Dark night..."

"I'm here, I'm back..."