so-called life

The so-called birth 8.

Yan Heng knew exactly where to find Liang Cheng, everything had to be traced back to the period when they were passionately in love.

Once Yan Heng took Liang Cheng to row a boat, and when they reached the middle of the river, it started to rain heavily.Thunder and lightning flashed in the sky, and the boat was swaying, which frightened Liang Cheng very much. At that time, Yan Heng hugged Liang Cheng, suppressing the fear in his heart, and kept hugging like that.Until the first ray of sunlight pierced through the thick clouds and projected on Liang Cheng's hair, the spots of light jumped.

That was the first time Yan Heng realized that even sunlight can be so charming.

Later, Yan Heng got to know Zheng Wei, and secretly mingled with Zheng Wei, all because he wanted Liang Cheng to live a better life.The first money Yan Heng got from Zheng Wei was used to rent a house.The new house is next to the river where they used to row boats. When you open the window in the bedroom, you can see the light and shadow reflected on the lake, sparkling and shining into your eyes.

From then on, Liang Cheng liked to lean against the trees by the lake and quietly look at the center of the lake.As happy as it is sad.

Yan Heng remembered that the day Liang Cheng broke up with him, he rushed out like a nervous breakdown and never came back.Yan Heng was not willing to return the house. He already had enough money at that time, so he simply bought the whole house, and he would come back occasionally to look at it.

There were even a few times when he saw Liang Cheng leaning against a tree, silently watching the center of the lake.Since Liang Cheng left, Yan Heng often had hallucinations, sometimes very serious.He didn't know if it was a hallucination too, so he never got close.

That relationship, for both of them, hurt each other too deeply.

For some reason, Yan Heng is so convinced that Liang Cheng is there.

He asked the driver to take him to the villa area, then got out of the car, and walked towards the direction of himself and Liang Cheng's family alone.

From afar, he saw Liang Cheng's shadow, leaning against the old tree, motionless.

At night, the wind by the lake was very strong, and the rain was blowing on people's faces, which was icy cold.Yan Heng walked over softly, without disturbing Liang Cheng.

But Liang Cheng straightened up suddenly, approached the lake, and jumped over the railing without hesitation.

Yan Heng hurried over and pulled Liang Cheng back.

"What are you doing?!" Yan Heng was in a hurry, he didn't expect Liang Cheng to commit suicide.

"You don't have to worry about me." Liang Cheng was not surprised at all, and replied calmly, as if treating a stranger he had never met.

Yan Heng didn't let go, but still hugged Liang Cheng tightly.

"Look at me, Liang Cheng..." Yan Heng's voice was trembling, and he begged a little, "I love you... Liang Cheng, I love you. Forgive me? I don't need Zheng Wei now, but I can also let you Have a good time. I really don't want to lose you..."

"I never felt bad at that time, and you and Zheng Wei were not together because of me. You were making excuses for yourself." Liang Cheng smiled bitterly and hoarsely.

"I... I did all this, obviously for you!" Yan Heng forcibly passed Liang Cheng's body, trying to make Liang Cheng look into his eyes.

Yan Heng discovered that Liang Cheng had already burst into tears.

At this moment, Yan Heng's mind went blank, and he didn't know what to say.Looking at Liang Cheng, Yan Heng kissed him uncontrollably.

In the next second, the smell of blood filled the mouth.Then, there was the sound of falling water.

Liang Cheng would rather choose to jump than forgive Yan Heng.

Yan Heng jumped into the water without thinking.He was very good at water, and he grabbed Liang Cheng, but Liang Cheng was struggling to get rid of him. Yan Heng tried several times, but he couldn't pull Liang Cheng up.The lake water was very cold, Liang Cheng's physical strength was overdrawn first, and he had no strength to resist.Yan Heng carried Liang Cheng ashore and called the driver to pick them up.

Liang Cheng's health was not good, and he shivered from the cold after landing on the shore.Yan Heng hugged him tighter, and straightened his wet hair like a small animal.

Liang Cheng was extremely weak, and his voice seemed weak: "Yan Heng, we are even. I don't hate you, and I never hated you. I just hate myself. Even if you save me, I won't live long. It's just a matter of time."

Yan Heng covered his lips with the back of his hand, a little anxious, but he did not forget to reprimand softly: "Don't talk about life and death, you still have a long life."

Liang Cheng laughed softly, and passed out in Yan Heng's arms.

……

Yang Qihui waited until dawn, but he didn't wait for Liang Cheng.At this moment, Yang Qihui's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Su Lan.

"Yang Qihui, let me ask you." Su Lan was a little anxious, "Is your current boyfriend the Liang Cheng I mentioned to you?"

Yang Qihui gave a "hmm" and was a little impatient: "Now is not the time to talk about this. I can't find him now, and I don't know where he went."

"Hurry up to the hospital now, Liang Cheng is here, and I'll wait for you at the door."

Yang Qihui trotted all the way to the street and didn't get a taxi for a long time. He ran all the way to the hospital like a madman.The water from the rain yesterday hadn't dissipated, splashing all over his body, Yang Qihui didn't care about it, he just felt scared at the moment, he was afraid that something would happen to Liang Cheng, and he was afraid of losing him forever.

When he arrived at the hospital, Su Lan was waiting for him at the door, seeing Yang Qihui out of breath, she found it incredible.

"It's nothing serious, I didn't make it clear." Su Lan took Yang Qihui upstairs, "It's just that the body is too weak, coupled with lack of energy, passed out, and now I'm awake."

As soon as Yang Qihui went upstairs, he saw Yan Heng waiting outside the ward.

"He just fell asleep." Yan Heng made a soft gesture, "Don't go in."

Yang Qihui looked through the window, Liang Cheng was really fast asleep.Only then did Yang Qihui feel relieved, and sat in a position far away from Yan Heng, and looked at him vigilantly by the way.

"You were with him last night?" Yang Qihui couldn't help but asked first.

"Yes." Yan Heng also questioned Yang Qihui's identity: "Are you really his current boyfriend?"

Yang Qihui nodded and ignored Yan Heng.

"He almost committed suicide yesterday." Yan Heng warned, "You have to watch him carefully in the future, he is too emotional."

Yang Qihui grabbed Yan Heng by the collar, pulled him up, and asked, "Did you force him, didn't you!"

"Yes," Yan Heng said calmly, "I let him stay with me."

Yang Qihui swung his fist, Yan Heng staggered and fell to the ground.Yan Heng's cheekbones were black and blue, and the back of his head was smashed, leaving bloodstains on the white wall.

Immediately a nurse ran over, hurriedly stopped Yang Qihui's second punch, and pushed Yan Heng to bandage the wound.

Yan Heng smiled and stood up, regardless of the bleeding wound, but looked directly at Yang Qihui, and said to him word by word: "I give up. But you have to be nice to him, otherwise... I will make your head bloom .”

Looking at the back of Yan Heng limping away, Yang Qihui felt sad.Yan Heng is far less hateful than he thought, at least, they both love the same person.Even Yan Heng's love for Liang Cheng was deeper than his own.

Yang Qihui walked into the ward, Liang Cheng was staring at the ceiling.

"feelling better?"

Liang Cheng turned to look at him and nodded.

Yang Qihui sat down against the hospital bed and asked Liang Cheng, "Would you like to listen to my explanation now?"

Liang Cheng had a cold, and his voice was very low: "Say it."

Yang Qihui began to talk slowly: "After graduating from university, I chose to start my own business. Because of good management, the company grew bigger and bigger. When I met Zheng Wei, he hadn't graduated from high school. He didn't do well in high school. In addition, there is no one at home to discipline him, so he came out to mix with the society early. He was completely different at that time than he is now, it's a world of difference."

"Later he worked as a bartender in a bar, and I frequented that bar again, and we got to know each other. After a few years of being together, Yan Heng appeared. I didn't take him seriously at the time. Everything is up to Zheng Wei's temperament. After being tossed about by him so much, the company closed down, I owed a lot of debts, and all my savings were used to pay back the money, and I became nothing."

Liang Cheng listened quietly, thinking of the time when he broke up with Yan Heng.

At that time, I also let Yan Heng do everything.

"Later, I got into a car accident and saw you," Yang Qihui looked up at the ceiling, "It's in this hospital, you remember."

"Yeah." Liang Cheng added, "I lost something."

Yang Qihui continued: "Later, Deng Yi helped me find a job in the library where your father worked. Then Zheng Wei came to me and wanted me to help you find you, and then took the opportunity to humiliate you and make you leave the city. I I declined at the time because I didn't expect to see you again."

"So after you saw me, you chose to follow me?" Liang Cheng laughed at himself, "I'm really self-indulgent."

Yang Qihui quickly explained: "But after I finished eating with you, I already gave up this idea. I really think you are very good."

"Even if you're telling the truth." Liang Heng almost forgave Yang Qihui, "Then why didn't you tell me later?"

"Aren't I afraid that you will be angry?" Yang Qihui said with a smile.

"Actually, there are some things that you don't need to tell me in detail." Liang Cheng looked out the window, with his back turned to Yang Qihui, "Since you are keeping it from the other party, you must have some scruples."

"I won't do it in the future." Yang Qihui promised, "I promise to discuss everything with you in the future, so... are you hiding something from me?"

"Yes." Liang Cheng was very calm.

"Then can you tell me?" Yang Qihui asked tentatively.

"No, at least not now." Liang Cheng replied decisively.

"why?"

"Because I have some scruples," Liang Cheng said calmly, "I want to be with you for a long time."

Yang Qihui didn't ask any further, since Liang Cheng didn't want to say it, he was willing to wait until the day Liang Cheng was willing to tell him in person.

……

Because his body was fine, Liang Cheng was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon.Yang Qihui decided to take Liang Cheng to go to Deng Yi to apologize, explain clearly what disturbed the wedding, and arrange another wedding time by the way.

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