bend you

The author has something to say: I am here to dig a hole, the new article "Bend You"

In fact, I didn’t want to write about them when I started a new text, but everyone wants to read their stories, so I’d better write about them first.

I didn't think of this name at first, but I always thought of contract lover V or breaking him.But one day a message asked me what was the name of their story, I wrote it as "Bai Wan You", and suddenly felt that "Bai Wan You" is better than Contract Lover V and "Bai Wan He".

It's equivalent to saying to Xiao Ran in Xiao Li's tone, break up with you.

say some precautions

1 This article is a brother article, a half-brother article, really a brother, if you don’t like it, don’t look forward to it.

2 may be abused.

3 There is no meat, and some of them are not written deeply, because they cannot be posted after writing, and they will be locked after posting.So the basic things like meat are fine. If you are in a good mood, you will write it in the file uploaded to the group.

4. Try to finish it with about [-] words.

5 There is still no style of writing, it is still poorly written, and it is still a plot that makes people complain.

6 At least three changes a week, there is no fixed time for changes.

7 This is only a notice.

Xiao Ran had a dream, it was the first time when he was five years old he saw Xiao Li who was seven years old.

It was snowing that day, as heavy as goose feathers, everything was covered by white snow, leaving only pure white everywhere.

Dad took his mother and himself back to live in the villa in his hometown.

Xiao Li stood at the corner of the stairs, wearing a gray and white striped plush cardigan and black trousers, watching them enter the door with a stern face.

At that time, his first instinct told him that Xiao Li didn't like their coming.

"Xiao Li, come here." Dad greeted him, but he didn't move at all, still standing stubbornly.

Mom pushed herself, pointed at Xiao Li affectionately and said, "Of course, this is your brother. Call me brother."

He grabbed his mother's clothes, looked at Xiao Li timidly and called out "Brother."

He remembered that after Xiao Li gave him a disgusted look, he said coldly in a childish voice, "My mother never gave birth to a second child, and I don't have a younger brother." After speaking, he turned and walked upstairs.

His father called his name angrily, but Xiao Li didn't turn his head at all, his mother reassured his father not to be angry, and Xiao Ran stared blankly at the empty stairs.

A month later, his parents held a wedding, and he appeared as a flower girl, but Xiao Li did not attend the wedding at all.

He remembered that when he was about to go out to the church that day, he looked up and saw Xiao Li standing on the balcony on the third floor, looking into the distance alone. He looked down at him in disgust, then turned and went back to the house.

After that wedding, relatives all acknowledged their existence, but Xiao Li still went his own way and refused to admit that we were a member of the family.Never called mom, never called his brother.Even if his father criticized him, he just hung his head stubbornly, clenched his hands tightly into fists, and would never speak.

For this reason, my mother persuaded my father not to be angry, let me play with Xiao Li more, and told myself that Xiao Li was lonely because of the loss of my mother. You are the younger brother who has a blood relationship with Xiao Li, and Xiao Li will know you mind.

How did you get close to Xiao Li?Xiao Ran's head hurts a little, he must have bumped into a wall countless times, must have been teased countless times, finally softened Xiao Li's heart, or as he grows older, Xiao Li gradually understands that they will definitely exist in his life?

In short, after a few years of running-in period, the relationship between the family has been quite harmonious.

He still remembers that his mother took him and Xiao Li to buy clothes, and the waiter praised his mother for being lucky and having two handsome sons.Xiao Li remained silent and did not refute.Being bullied by others, Xiao Li would rather protect himself than get hurt.He couldn't do the homework, so Xiao Li explained it one by one for him.And Xiao Li would give him all the presents he received, including chocolates for Valentine's Day.For the sake of the family and the convenience of taking care of myself, I chose medicine that I don't like very much, and I always patiently comfort myself who is broken-hearted and listless.

Xiao Li is a good brother, he always thought so, at least before this incident, Xiao Ran always thought so.

But why didn't Xiao Li continue to be a good brother, why did he break their relationship?

Xiao Ran opened his eyes, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes. If sleeping could escape everything, then opening his eyes would have to bear all kinds of reality.

Seeing the person sleeping soundly, Xiao Li fell into memories.

The first time I saw him, his little face was full of bewilderment, his eyes were bright like twinkling stars, he timidly called him brother, but at that time he hated them very much.

Although he knew that his parents rarely saw each other since he could remember, and they always quarreled when they met, their relationship has long existed in name only.Even though he knew that his mother's death had nothing to do with them and that his mother died in a car accident, Xiao Li still couldn't let it go. Xiao Ran was only two years younger than him, that is, when he was two years old, his father had already had an affair without telling his mother. .

What I had been hearing from other children before happened in my own home.

His parents are at odds, at least he still has his parents, but now he only has his father, a stepmother and a half brother, and they are a complete family.For quite a long time, he treated them indifferently, disguised himself with indifference, and covered up the unwillingness and pain in a seven-year-old boy's heart.

Even though women treat him well, even better than their own children, he still doesn't appreciate it, and he even once thought that the reason why women treat him well is to show his father.

Xiao Ran is more like his follower, his elder brother surrounds him all day long, letting himself take pleasure in teasing him to vent his sulking.

But Xiao Ran would not alienate him because of his teasing and deliberation, even though he saw the timidity shown by Xiao Ran knowing that he was venting on purpose, he still followed him.Gradually he got used to having such a person by his side, otherwise he would always feel that something was missing from his sight.

As he grew up and got used to their existence, Xiao Li gradually became relieved.They stopped teasing Xiao Ran on purpose, and eased up a lot towards women. They have treated themselves very well for so many years, after all, what they lost is lost forever.

How could he fall in love with him? Xiao Li lost his mind for a moment. He didn't know when it was, maybe it was when he saw a girl wanting to pass a love letter to him through him.When I saw Xiao Ran mentioning a certain girl's eyes shining, or seeing Xiao Ran walking side by side with that girl, I felt a very unpleasant feeling in my heart. In short, it hurt my heart, as if I was going to something .

Xiao Li was also confused and afraid for a while. He realized that he was seriously ill. He was so ill that no one was allowed to have close contact with Xiao Ran except himself and his family, otherwise he felt very uncomfortable.He once wanted to stay away from Xiao Ran, but seeing Xiao Ran talking and laughing at people other than him, he realized that he couldn't stand Xiao Ran smiling so happily at others.

He began to use despicable means to secretly destroy the love of the women around Xiao Ran for him time and time again, to make Xiao Ran's love end before it even started, and to comfort him in hypocrisy again and again, but his mind blossomed with joy.

I also know how absurd, how despicable, how unbearable, and how dark it is for me to do so.But if he didn't do this, he couldn't bear it at all. Jealousy made him go crazy.He carefully concealed his love for Xiao Ran, and controlled his desire to touch Xiao Ran.

Even though he knew that Xiao Ran would always leave him, staying for one more day like this counted as one day.He also thought that maybe one day in the future he would be too tired or Xiao Ran would really leave his side.Then he will let go and leave here, avoiding Xiao Ran far away.

At least before this incident, he had always thought so, but if Xiao Ran's drunken and sarcastic words hadn't hurt him, his love for him would not have exploded.