bend you

When he brought Xiao Ran home, Xiao Ran was already asleep in the car. Xiao Li dragged him upstairs and returned to the bedroom. After helping him take off his clothes and shoes, he sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the sleeping man for a long time. A man, touching that person's cheek with his hand, couldn't help but bent down but didn't kiss him after all. ()

Afraid of more contact, I can't stop being intoxicated.He straightened up and gently tucked the blanket for him.

The person who fell asleep hummed and babbled, as if in a dream.

Leaving the bedroom, Xiao Li went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of white wine. Baijiu is easy to get drunk, and when you get drunk, you can indulge yourself and let go of all your worries.

After drinking a bottle, Xiao Li took off his coat and shirt with all his body, and threw them on the chair.Shirtless, he wobbled into the living room and fell onto the sofa, with one leg resting on the coffee table. Out of the corner of his eyes, he saw the photo on the coffee table.

Leaning forward to take the photo, she caresses tenderly and obsessively at the happy smiling person on it.

"Xiao Ran, Xiao Ran." He couldn't help whispering.

What do you tell me to do, I can't let it go, I can't forget it, and I can't get it.It's like trapping him tightly in a cage, unable to break free and unwilling, it's been ten years, ten years, when will he be freed?

"Xiao Ran." He kissed the photo reverently, and couldn't let go of the kiss. The touch on his lips was like cold glass, but he was satisfied with Xiao Li.

His longing, his love can only be solved by relying on this photo in the dead of night, and the person in the bedroom that he longs to touch, Xiao Li dare not take a step beyond the thunder pool. Get away from yourself.

The desire in his body became more and more driven by the alcohol, and usually he would go back to the bedroom, but this time he untied his belt belt with his hands in a fever, took out his lower body, and masturbated to the photo.

"Xiao Ranha, Xiao Ran, Ranha, Ranha." Xiao Li shouted obsessively, his hands kept moving, as if that person was by his side.

"Bangdang."

The voice behind him startled Xiao Li, who was addicted to masturbation, his pupils suddenly shrank when he turned around, and his heart sank to the bottom.

Dumbfounded, Xiao Ran stood in the half-open door with a posture of holding something, looking in astonishment at the man who was masturbating while holding up his own photo.

There was a few seconds of silence, but it seemed like a century had passed, Xiao Ran shook his head undoubtedly, he must be dreaming, otherwise why would he see his brother doing that kind of thing in front of his photo, Still calling his name.

Xiao Li's heart sank even more, what would Xiao Ran think when he saw his nasty behavior?The cock that hadn't vented yet softened because of the fright, Xiao Li silently pulled it into his pants, his mind was in such a mess that he didn't know how to explain what he did.

"Brother, I, I'm going out to drink water." Xiao Ran spoke with difficulty, completely unable to believe what he saw, and retreated a few steps to the door. "I'm not thirsty anymore, I'm going to bed."

"Xiao Ran." Xiao Li gritted his teeth and called out to him.

Xiao Ran, who was about to close the door, paused for a moment, he lowered his head, not daring to look into Xiao Li's eyes, tightly gripping the door frame, trying to make his voice very relaxed, "Brother."

"Go."

Xiao Ran hesitated stiffly, then walked towards the kitchen bravely, opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of mineral water, holding it tightly in his hand.

Xiao Li silently stood up from the sofa, and walked towards his bedroom without looking at him.He needs to be quiet and allow himself to think of a good excuse to explain this.

How to explain such an embarrassing thing?

Xiao Ran was also very awkward, his brother actually masturbated with his own photo and called his name, which made him very embarrassed and puzzled, could it be brother?Looking up at Xiao Li's past back, he hesitated for a second and then called out, "Brother, I can understand this matter."

understand?

Xiao Li was stunned.

"Brother, do you like men?" Xiao Ran asked cautiously, shaking the bottle of mineral water uneasily, and uttered the words he had accumulated for many years.

Xiao Li turned around and looked at him silently.

"I guessed it too." Xiao Ran said anxiously, "Brother has never had a girlfriend before, and he has never been on a blind date. He has never shown affection for a woman, and he has never mentioned any woman to me."

Xiao Li is silent, his feelings for more than ten years have been overturned on one person, how can he tolerate others in his eyes and heart?

"Actually, homosexuality is nothing." Xiao Li's silence made Xiao Ran think that he was acquiescing, and his inner guess was not denied. Xiao Ran was still shocked, but tried his best to show understanding. "I can understand."

"You can understand?" Xiao Li raised the corners of his mouth ironically.

"Although I don't like men, if it's my brother, I can accept it."

Xiao Li's eyes darkened a bit, and he clenched his hands unconsciously.

But Xiao Ran still said unconsciously, "Our family has two children, as long as I get married quickly and have a baby. Even if brother really comes out, I don't think dad will push him too much."

"Get married? Have a baby?" Xiao Li repeated in a low voice, his eyes flashed a dangerous cold light.

But Xiao Ran still said naively, "Yes, I will get married and have children earlier, so that I can confess to my family."

"Confession?" Xiao Li sneered.

Xiao Ran didn't know what he said wrong, which made Xiao Li seem very dissatisfied, so he had no choice but to explain, "Brother can be with the one I love by being honest with my family."

"What if the person I love doesn't love me?" Xiao Li approached Xiao Ran, lowered his head slightly and asked calmly.

"Eh?" Xiao Ran was taken aback, he had never seen Xiao Li's expression so lonely, he felt a little uncomfortable, he raised his trademark sunny smile to cheer him up, "If you really have someone you love, you must work hard to chase after him." ah."

Xiao Li looked at the person in front of him affectionately, and frowned suspiciously, "Chasing?"

"Yeah, like I fail every blind date. Although I know that I am not as attractive or handsome as my brother, I am not discouraged. Failure is the mother of success. One day a girl will see My strengths fall in love with me."

"You want to be loved that much?" Xiao Li narrowed his eyes and asked coldly.These words of Xiao Ran deeply hurt his heart.

Xiao Ran was slightly depressed, "Who doesn't want to be loved, I'm in my twenties, and I haven't been in a relationship once. My classmates and children are all three years old, and I haven't found a girlfriend yet."

"I'm not enough?" Xiao Li said in a low voice, with anger and questioning hidden in his voice.

Xiao Ran looked at him strangely, and said seriously, "Brother, what you gave me was family affection, what I want is love."

Xiao Li said in a feverish manner, "I love you?"

In silence, the two looked at each other.

From Xiao Li's gaze, Xiao Ran saw persistence, earnestness, stubbornness, expectation and love.He stayed there for quite a while, his mind was in a mess, and he said with difficulty, "Brother, this joke is not funny. I'm sleepy." Turning his head to avoid Xiao Li's eyes, he turned around and wanted to leave, but Xiao Li caught him wrist.

"It's not a joke. I love you." Xiao Li felt as if he had let go of the burden he had carried for more than ten years the moment he said it.

There was another silence, Xiao Ran suddenly understood the scene just now, he had guessed the wrong direction, the shock in his heart had made him not know how to deal with it, he lowered his head not to look at Xiao Li's expression, let himself try to calmly say " Brother, you are my real brother. Our relationship is only family, there can be no other. And I don't like men, I just want to find a woman who loves me, you will cause me trouble, I will move out tomorrow live."

"Xiao Ran, do you want to run away from me?" Xiao Li stubbornly refused to let go.

"Brother, I'm not gay. I want to find a woman. And don't say such crazy things. You make me feel very uncomfortable. I never think about other aspects of you. "

His heart hurts like a stabbing pain, and the wishful thinking of more than ten years has been in vain. In the past, you were his brother in his heart, and he could get close to him wantonly, but now it is difficult for you to get close to him and touch him.

He only wants women!woman! !woman! ! !

"Do you know why you haven't been able to find a girlfriend?" Xiao Li was already dizzy with the jealousy in his heart, he said coldly, and decided to go all out and say, "Because all the women who get close to me are isolated by me."

Xiao Ran looked up at Xiao Li in shock, and asked in disbelief, "What? Could it be Meimei?"

"It's also the one I asked her to call you."

Xiao Ran suddenly shook off his hand, waved his hand and punched him, Xiao Li was knocked to the ground, and Xiao Ran shouted angrily, "How could you do this?! For your own selfishness, you are so terrible to me. Yeah, you disgust me so much."

"Disgusting?" Xiao Li wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, smiled desolately, his blank eyes made people feel heartbroken, "I also think I am disgusting, very dirty, haha, haha, haha."

Xiao Li's abnormality made Xiao Ran speechless, staring at the desolate person sitting on the ground, he couldn't bear it anymore.But the anger in his heart still made him decide to draw a clear line, "I don't care about the past, but you don't want to do it anymore. I only regard you as my brother, nothing else, please adjust your attitude towards me. mentality. I won’t tell my parents about this, but I don’t want to have a next time, or we won’t be brothers anymore. And I will move out tomorrow.”

Xiao Ran's words seemed to sprinkle a handful of salt on Xiao Li's wounded heart. He stood up and stared at the person he had loved for more than ten years.If you leave, you will really lose it.Now that it is irretrievable, at least let yourself kiss the lips that you miss so much.

Suddenly pulled over and kissed that knife-like mouth.It's as sweet and delicious as I imagined, making people want to stop and don't want to let go.

Xiao Ran was stunned in astonishment, he never expected that Xiao Li would actually kiss him, he reacted and resisted after a few seconds of blankness, but he missed the best opportunity when he kissed for the first time. , said intermittently, "Oh, bastard, pervert, you are not, call me brother."

The body's desires were clamoring, the alcohol was coming up again, and his mind became more and more unclear, but the blending between his lips and teeth made Xiao Li unable to let go, it was so fragrant, so sweet, so delicious that people couldn't let it go No more.

Originally, he just wanted to kiss, but he found that his **** was more greedy, wanting more, more.If, if you let him be his own person, won't he leave himself.Let him be the same as himself, can he stay by his side?

This idea popped up in his mind, before he could think about it, his body had already locked and pushed down Xiao Ran in advance.

He forcefully kissed the lips that kept saying that he was a brother and couldn't be like this, roughly stroked the delicate skin that couldn't be moved away, and tore off the clothes and pants that hindered their further development, ignoring Xiao Ran's exclamation, scared , Fear, let ** rush into the long-awaited place.I just want him to sink like myself, I want to pull him into the abyss too, so that he can't do without me.

bend you