bend you

"Sit with me."

Xiao Li's tearful eyes hit the softest part of Xiao Ran's heart.Xiao Li in the past, even if he had multiple illnesses, he would not show a feeling of pity.But Xiao Li at this moment made him feel like a child who needed company, and he couldn't bear to refuse his request at all.

For Xiao Li's change, Xiao Ran didn't think deeply about the reason, what he couldn't bear to refuse had already occupied all his thoughts.

"it is good."

Xiao Li, who was full of sorrow, smiled when he heard the good word, let go of the hand holding Xiao Ran's clothes, and motioned him to sit by the bed.

Xiao Ran took advantage of the opportunity and sat down on the chair beside the bed, sat down, but still didn't know what to say.

Just when he was racking his brains to think about the topic, Xiao Li said with emotion, "I haven't been sick for a long time."

"That's right, the last time you were hospitalized was more than ten years ago." Xiao Ran couldn't help but recall what happened at that time, and recalled, "At that time, you suddenly had acute diarrhea, and I was so scared that I called an ambulance and took you to the hospital. .”

"Yes, acute diarrhea." Xiao Li smiled wryly, "I haven't eaten sashimi since then."

"You had a cold at the time, and you didn't eat the right food, so you suddenly fell ill. At that time, I was really scared. I almost thought you were going to die."

Xiao Li stared at Xiao Ran's side face, as if recalling a funny scene, he said with a smile, "I remember you were crying like a cat, telling me over and over again that you don't want to die, you woke up me who was sleeping."

"My parents weren't there at the time, so I was afraid." Hearing Xiao Li's teasing tone, Xiao Ran glared at Xiao Li angrily, seeing Xiao Li looking gently into his eyes, he turned his head very quickly after being startled.

The anger that had just eased suddenly cooled down again, "The drip is almost empty, I'll go out and get it." He stood up in a hurry and walked outside.

After walking out of the ward, Xiao Ran let out a long breath. He and Xiao Li can still talk smoothly, as long as they find that balance point, or a way of getting along that can be maintained.The easiest way is not to look into Xiao Li's eyes.Those eyes always reveal the emotion that scares him, making him always want to run away.

After the drip was changed, the two tentatively chatted about some everyday topics. Most of Xiao Ran's focus stayed on the balcony, while Xiao Li's eyes mostly stayed on the opposite TV, and the two of them had very little eye contact. , it was also a lot easier for Xiao Ran.

You come and go, looking for topics intermittently, and chatting until Xiao Li finished his second bottle of drip.Xiao Ran helped him pull out the needle on the back of his hand, gave him a few instructions, and left the hospital after packing up.

Sitting on the bus, Xiao Ran realized something was wrong.Today's Xiao Li made him see the appearance of Xiao Li in the past, and made him a little strange.During this period of time, was it really Xiao Li who was tough, disregarding his wishes, and domineeringly bullying him, or was the gentle, warm, and always thinking of him Xiao Li the real Xiao Li?Xiao Ran was at a loss, he vaguely felt that there was an answer in his mind, but it was hidden too deep, and he couldn't dig it out at all.In the end, he simply didn't want to think about it anymore. If he could choose, he would rather choose the former Xiao Li.He hoped that after this incident, Xiao Li could look away and truly understand that they were impossible.Xiao Ran knew very well that it was impossible for them to return to the way they were before, but if they could get better, he was willing to work hard.

He didn't go home directly, Xiao Ran went back to the apartment first, he had one more thing to do before going home, he needed to meet with Sun Yiyi and talk about what happened that day, otherwise it would be like a fishbone stuck in his neck Just as uncomfortable.

Finding Sun Yiyi's contact information from Xiao Li's cell phone, Xiao Ran took a deep breath and dialed it out, his eyes fixed on Sun Yiyi's name on the screen.

"You said that we are not suitable, you said that time is the best healing medicine, it will dilute everything. But you forgot that time can't erase everything, I will still be in pain." The hoarse singing sounded, Xiao Ran held the hand of the phone trembling slightly.

The singing stopped, and a very soft female voice gave a hello.

Xiao Ran said nervously, "Hey, Yiyi, it's me."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, causing Xiao Ran's heart to rise to his throat, he tensed his body and held his breath to listen,

A few seconds later, the voice rang again, "Is it Xiao Ran?"

"It's me, Yiyi, let's meet sometime."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, Xiao Ran repeated again, "Yiyi, let's meet sometime."

"Xiao Ran, don't look for me anymore, please don't mention it again, let us forget what happened that day." The familiar voice trembled in my ear.

Xiao Ran couldn't help becoming nervous, "Yiyi, what's wrong with you?"

"Xiao Ran, don't talk about it, we all need to learn to let go, this matter is over. Don't call me, don't see me, let me forget about this matter." An angry voice followed the other end of the phone There was a sound of "beep beep, beep beep."

Xiao Ran blankly glanced at the hung up phone, and silently pressed the hang up button.Looking at the phone, he thought decadently that Sun Yiyi was more free and easy than him, could read better than him, and could put it down better than him.

Others have already let go of the things he can't let go of, and he is still bothering others, Xiao Ran smiled self-deprecatingly.

Should he let it go?

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