bend you

I have never been so afraid before, the fear in my heart is like suffocation, as if I am really going to lose Xiao Li, knowing that death is impossible, but I still can't stop trembling.

Bai Chenxi was by his side, originally wanting him to change the soaked clothes first, but Xiao Ran refused to leave the operation door no matter what, so he had to find a white coat for him to put on.

The time passed by every minute and every second made Xiao Ran's fear grow bigger and bigger. When he saw that the lights in the operating room were off and he was suffocating, the doctor pushed open the door and walked out.

"How is it?" He asked anxiously, ignoring the fact that his white coat fell to the ground.

"It's been bandaged, and it's fine. You should be able to wake up after a nap."

Hearing what the doctor said, Xiao Ran felt relieved. He looked at the person who was pushed out from the operating room, and hurried over.

Looking at the person lying on the car with gauze wrapped around his head and still sleeping, his nose was sore, and he almost touched his cheek with trembling hands, calling softly, "Xiao Li, Xiao Li? Can you hear me?"

Seeing their brotherly love, the little nurse couldn't help being moved, but Xiao Ran refused to move away, she couldn't do this job, "Doctor Xiao, let me push the dean into the ward."

Bai Chenxi originally wanted Xiao Ran to go back first, but seeing Xiao Ran's persistence, she ordered a few words before leaving.

Xiao Ran stayed by Xiao Li's bedside every step of the way, he regretted it so much, it was obviously not his fault why he hit him, it was he who gave Xiao Li a chance, and he also ruined their relationship.Everything was his fault, all his fault.

He looked at the sleeping face on the hospital bed annoyed, cried and begged, "Xiao Li, wake up, wake up, please? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry."

Tired of crying and dumb, Xiao Ran lay on the bedside and fell asleep in a daze.

"Xiao Ran, why are you sleeping here?"

In a daze, someone touched his head, Xiao Ran frowned, and when he was about to go back to sleep, his eyes widened in surprise, and he sat up.

Xiao Li in front of him has already woken up, sitting on the bed, covering his head with one hand, looking at him with puzzled eyes.

With a sore nose, tears welled up, and Xiao Ran almost threw himself into his arms, hugging Xiao Li's neck vigorously, crying and saying, "You woke up, woke up, you scared me to death, you scared me to death. "

Xiao Li smiled calmly, patted his back with one hand, comforted Xiao Ran's out-of-control emotions, and said helplessly, "Don't cry, I'm fine. What's wrong with my head?"

Hearing Xiao Li's question, Xiao Ran felt embarrassed. He wiped his tears with his sleeve, and shyly withdrew from Xiao Li's arms, like a child who made a mistake and didn't know how to explain.

Xiao Li saw his movements, he looked around the ward, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and he was even more surprised, "Why am I in the ward? What happened?"

"You don't remember?" Xiao Ran lowered his head and twisted his hands together uneasily.

Seeing Xiao Ran's guilty look, he smiled, and tried his best to recall, "I remember you and I went to Ji Moqian's house to visit him. You were drunk, and I drove you home. How did I get to the hospital?" Xiao Li closed his eyes in pain, shook his head, and said in confusion, "I don't remember anything from now on."

After hearing Xiao Li's words, Xiao Ran's whole body shook, he looked up in shock and stared at Xiao Li's confused face, shook his head vigorously, and said anxiously, "That happened a long time ago."

"A long time ago?" Xiao Libuxin frowned and denied, "It obviously happened yesterday, how long did it take?"

"What date is today?" Xiao Ran grabbed his hand and asked eagerly, hoping that he could tell the date he wanted.

Xiao Li thought for a while and answered him with certainty, "X month X date." Just a few words made Xiao Ran's whole body cold, as if he had fallen into an ice pool and lost consciousness.

The results of the examination came out soon, the brain suffered a severe impact, and there was a slight concussion. As for why Xiao Li couldn't remember what happened in the past few months.It can only be explained as selective amnesia after the brain is stimulated and impacted. The things that Xiao Li rejected from the bottom of his heart were forgotten along with the smashing of Xiao Ran's vase.

Xiao Li's memory only goes to the day when he and Xiao Ran went to visit Ji Moqian, and all the memories after that are forgotten.In other words, he is still secretly in love with Xiao Ran.

Xiao Ran sat alone in the corridor outside the ward for a long time, the sunlight came in through the glass, moving from the left to his body bit by bit, until the darkness enveloped him.

He regretted what he had done to Xiao Li, but in his heart he was faintly grateful for Xiao Li's amnesia and their memories.

Rather than letting Xiao Li clearly accept his decision to marry Sun Yiyi, amnesia may be the best relief for him.

With Sun Yiyi's pregnancy, and with Xiao Li's amnesia.Everything that happened to them was like a stone sunk into the bottom of the sea, never to see the light of day.Maybe one day Xiao Li will think about what happened in the past few months, but maybe they will have their own lives at that time.

Xiao Ran felt so tired, so tired, and really wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, to find someone to confide in his troubles, but now he didn't know who to talk to, he had to bear everything silently.

Covering his cheeks with his hands, he suppressed all his emotions and impulses, opened and closed his lips, and repeated three words

"sorry Sorry sorry."

As a doctor, Xiao Li accepted the fact that he lost his memory very frankly, and believed what Xiao Ran said, that he accidentally slipped and fell on his head.

Fortunately, except for amnesia, he has no physical problems, and the concussion is not obvious, and he can be discharged after a few days in the hospital.

Regarding the past few months, Xiao Ran and Luo Xue had a private conversation. He told Luo Xue that he and Sun Yiyi had a child and would marry Sun Yiyi as his wife.Since Xiao Li can't remember anything, let's just pretend nothing happened. He hopes that Luo Xue can keep it a secret for him, and don't tell Xiao Li what happened to them in the past few months. If Xiao Li can't remember, Just go on like this.

"Have you really thought it through?" Luo Xue asked after a long silence after listening to what he said.

Xiao Ran nodded silently.

Luo Xue looked at him disappointedly, and shook her head again and again, "Xiao Ran, you are really selfish. Is amnesia really a relief for Xiao Li?" Luo Xue didn't ask Xiao Ran to give him an answer. He left with a glance.

Xiao Ran covered his face in pain, and suppressed his crying in a low voice.

Xiao Li's amnesia is an end to their love.

At least Xiao Li won't be in pain.

But the heart really hurts, it hurts, it seems to be torn apart.

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