[entertainment circle] little star

"Xiaoxi, yes, I'm sorry." Sheng Huaijin rubbed her dizzy head and stammered, "I, I didn't want to do anything to you, I just...I feel a little uncomfortable...it hurts, I want to be closer to you ...It won't hurt so much...If you don't want to, I won't force you, don't look at me like that..."

Xu Xi was still crying and kept trying to hide.

"Xiao Xi..." Sheng Huaijin stretched out a hand and slowly approached Xu Xi.

"Don't touch me!" Xu Xi roared vigorously, the broken and hoarse voice immediately shocked Sheng Huaijin, and he saw clearly how terrifying his figure was in his tear-filled eyes.

Xu Xi fears him to such an extent that he regards him as a monster, a demon, which he has been unwilling to face, but at this moment, he has to face it, and has to face this problem squarely. What should Xidu do if he sees him like this?What if Xu Xi never forgives him again?He had always wishful thinking that one day he would be able to wait for Xu Xi to turn around again, but now looking at Xu Xi's eyes at this moment, he couldn't deceive himself any longer.

Sheng Huaijin withdrew her hand and looked at Xu Xi crying, feeling an extremely heavy pain on his heart.

"Xiaoxi, I..."

"Don't! Don't touch me!" Xu Xi finally couldn't bear it anymore, and tried to cry and scream... completely releasing the pain and fear that had been suppressed in his heart for so long, he couldn't control himself, shouting His throat was broken, but he still couldn't stop.The sharp and mournful shout pierced the tranquility of the long night, making the night darker and longer, like a nightmare from which one would never wake up.

Sheng Huaijin was shocked by the hysterical Xu Xi in front of him. He loved Xu Xi more than anyone else, but he didn't even have the courage and strength to go up to hug Xu Xi to comfort him. He really didn't dare to stimulate him any more. Xu Xi didn't even dare to speak. Just making a sound would arouse Xu Xi's deeper fear.He immediately got up, and while slowly backing away, tried his best to comfort him: "Don't do this, stop shouting, Xiao Xi, I won't come over... Stop shouting, calm down! Xiao Xi!"

Xu Xi's throat couldn't bear the load under this powerful cry, and when he uttered again, it was like blood, and he became weaker and weaker until he couldn't make a sound at all. Xu Xi finally stopped screaming. At this time, Sheng Huaijin had already retreated to the door.

"Xiao Xi..."

Xu Xi turned her head and glanced at Sheng Huaijin in a panic, then turned her head and hugged herself tremblingly.

Sheng Huaijin couldn't take another look at Xu Xi either, he ran out of the bedroom in a hurry, then stopped, covered his heart and slowly squatted down.There is no pain in his body now, and no part is normal.

He touched his face, raised his head and tried to make his voice not so choked: "Xiaoxi... I... I did something wrong again... But I really didn't do it on purpose, don't do this... I will I drank too much, and then... I feel a little uncomfortable. I can only feel better when I am next to you. Don’t worry, I won’t come here again. Yes... I don't expect anything extravagantly, as long as you are willing to accept me slowly, I can give you whatever you want, even if you ignore me like now... I can wait for you, no matter how long Willing to wait."

Xu Xi was still in an uncontrollable panic, wondering if he had listened to Sheng Huaijin's words.Sheng Huaijin simply sat down on the ground, and kept using his gentle and deep voice to tell the little things about the past. Only after recalling each one did he realize how much he missed the past.Xu Xi still didn't answer, but the chaotic breathing gradually calmed down.

While talking, Sheng Huaijin felt that the abdominal pain that he had been trying to ignore just now became more and more obvious. The veins on his forehead were bulging, and the cold sweat kept dripping. Now it is difficult to support his waist to straighten up. Leaning against the door frame, she laughed self-deprecatingly, and said, "Xiaoxi, are you really going to ignore me? I'm in so much pain, it's true..."

Xu Xi was still silent.

I don't know how long it took, but the pain became more and more unbearable. Sheng Huaijin shook off the cold sweat on her head, thinking... Is this because of drinking too much wine?Speaking of which, he didn't know exactly how much he drank, but he just felt that his current condition might not be good, and the pain became more and more intense, which even made it difficult for him to breathe, and he couldn't bear the first thought in Sheng Huaijin's mind anymore. The first reaction is that it may be gastric perforation due to drinking too much.He clutched his abdomen, unable to scream, and then his body couldn't bear the force, and fell to the ground with a "boom".

This fall was not light, and Sheng Huaijin really felt what it means to be in pain. He fell to the ground and groaned twice, curled up in pain, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Xiaoxi..."

From Xu Xi's angle, he couldn't see the door. He was still hugging himself, but he could only hear the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground, and then Sheng Huaijin moaned through gritted teeth.He didn't know what was going on, but there was some unstoppable worry in his heart.Sheng Huaijin's voice sounded too strange, as if he was suffering great pain.

While Xu Xi was still hesitating, she heard Sheng Huaijin's dull, throaty growl.Xu Xi hesitated for a while, but he could still hear Sheng Huaijin's unbearable groans. The sound made Xu Xi flustered. Sheng Huaijin, he looks very bad.

Xu Xi trembled and walked a little closer, but said nothing.

Sheng Huaijin almost exhausted all her strength to raise her head to look at Xu Xi, and whispered, "Xiao Xi..."

"You..." Xu Xi wanted to ask him what's wrong, but he didn't know why, he was always afraid that Sheng Huaijin's appearance was a disguise, and he was afraid that if he approached again, Sheng Huaijin would still pounce on him again.

But Sheng Huaijin's painful expression was so realistic, Xu Xi couldn't help but think, if it was true... what if he was really suffering?

Xu Xi stood hesitantly at a not far distance and looked at Sheng Huaijin, but never stepped forward.

Sheng Huaijin's patience had reached its limit, he gritted his back molars and choked out a word, saying, "Xiaoxi...call..."

Xu Xi finally believed that something was wrong with Sheng Huaijin. He was stunned for a while, and then started to look for his mobile phone. After finding the mobile phone, Xu Xi was so panicked that he didn't know what number to dial. He was about to cry He walked to a place one meter away from Sheng Huaijin with his mobile phone, and asked in a crying voice, "What, what should I do, who should I call?"

"120..."

Xu Xi dialed the number with trembling hands, but her fingers trembled so badly that she couldn't dial the number accurately for a long time.Sheng Huaijin's groans became more and more uncontrollable, and Xu Xi became more and more frightened. Just as he finally dialed the phone, Sheng Huaijin moved to Xu Xi's side at some point.

Compared with the physical pain at this moment, Xu Xi's resistance made Sheng Huaijin more uncomfortable. He needed Xu Xi's warmth so much, otherwise he really couldn't bear it.

"Xiao Xi..." Sheng Huaijin struggled to call Xu Xi's name, then gently grabbed Xu Xi's hand.

But it was such a small action that made goose bumps all over Xu Xi's body. The fear of Sheng Huaijin had been etched into Xu Xi's flesh and blood. He approached again unexpectedly, and Xu Xi immediately screamed reflexively. Then he fled with a very frantic speed, ran out of the room, and stood trembling at a distance.

The veins on Sheng Huaijin's forehead popped up, and he yelled with all his strength: "Xiao Xi!"

Xiao Xi's lips were pale and her face was blue, she didn't dare to breathe when she looked at Sheng Huaijin.

Sheng Huaijin felt that such a big man like himself was almost forced to tears, and he didn't know what to do, so he could only endure the pain in his body, and begged, "Xiaoxi, don't go... I didn't lie to you, it's true, it's really hard..."

"Don't, don't come here..." Xu Xi took a small step back, watching Sheng Huaijin leaning on the wall and trying to stand up.

He felt that his eyes were blurred, and what he saw was not Sheng Huaijin's miserable appearance, but... Sheng Huaijin's ferocious face and the cruel torture that day.The closer Sheng Huaijin got, the more he had the thought: It's all fake, Sheng Huaijin was just pretending...he would approach slowly, and then tear himself to pieces.

Xu Xi couldn't control such thoughts in his heart, and finally at the moment Sheng Huaijin stretched out his hand towards him, fear erupted again. He had no extra thoughts in his mind, he only knew that he had to run and leave this nightmare.

So, in silence and pain, Xu Xi turned around and ran away.

The moment his figure disappeared in front of Sheng Huaijin, Sheng Huaijin was finally drained of all the strength in his body, and fell heavily on the ground when his eyes were dark. His body collided with the hard floor and made a loud impact sound, but he was completely unconscious. The old Sheng Huaijin couldn't hear her at all.

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Xu Xi didn't stop, running crazily, as if his legs weren't his own, he was numb and tired, and he finally stopped.

He didn't know how long he hadn't stepped out of that house, he just felt that when he went out again and saw the streets of the capital, it felt like a world away.He looked down at himself, he was still wearing pajamas and slippers, like a lunatic, clutching the phone just now.

He was so embarrassed that many people were looking at him curiously.

When he finally had no strength, he remembered... He had already escaped from Sheng Huaijin's cage, and he couldn't believe it himself.

But there was no excitement in his heart, on the contrary, tears flowed down unstoppably, and soon covered his cheeks.