If you are sick, you should give up treatment

Xiao Zimo woke up again. He had already arrived at the hospital. The pale walls and the strong smell of disinfectant were the standard configuration of the hospital no matter how you looked at it.

Hospital?

Why is he here?

He clearly remembered that it was on his bed at home.

"you're awake?"

Xiao Zimo was taken aback, how long had he not heard this person's voice?

"Why haven't you slowed down yet?" The man asked again, his tone full of concern.

"...Long time no see, Dr. Lin." For a few seconds, Xiao Zimo wondered if he had a new hallucination.

"It's been a long time. It seems that your life is not very good." The man in front of him is still the same as in the memory.The ever-changing white doctor's uniform, his amiable face, coupled with his sunny and gentle smile, have a very good affinity.

"You're getting more and more promising, you know? You almost had a stomach perforation. Can't you be nicer to yourself?" Dr. Lin immediately changed his face again, probably because he felt that he was not convincing when he smiled. The corners of the mouth were straightened, with a look of hatred and distress.

How much of this is really distressed, or how much is just out of his professional ethics and professional habits?

Dr. Lin is 15 years older than Xiao Zimo. The year they met, Dr. Lin just graduated from university. The new doctor was full of enthusiasm and hope for his career, but it was a pity that he met him that year.

Xiao Zimo felt that if the meeting at the beginning could be chosen, the doctor would definitely not want to meet someone like him again.

"Why are you distracted again? Is your condition serious again?" Dr. Lin asked again without getting a response from Xiao Zimo for a long time.

"Okay? It's still the same." Xiao Zimo touched the snake wrapped around his arm subconsciously. The python is still there. I don't know when it started. As long as the python is still by his side, Xiao Zimo I feel that everything can be faced, not to mention that it cannot be cured in the first place, so why tell the other party that I am more serious.

When he was young, he was locked up in a mental hospital because he told everyone about everything.He left there and didn't want to go in again.

In fact, it is very simple to look normal, as long as he distinguishes what is an illusion and what is real, and then treats what he sees and hears as if they did not happen, so that he can disguise himself as a normal person.

When he was young, he couldn't tell the difference, but now he can tell most things clearly, what is reality, what is real, and what is just his imagination.

Just like now, he clearly saw the huge spider behind the doctor, but he could pretend he didn't see anything with a blank face. He was no longer a child, and he would no longer tell others what he saw.

"You are acting like you are lying now, and your attention is obviously less concentrated than before." Dr. Lin seemed a little unhappy, was it because he was too well-behaved before?Now lying in front of him makes the other party feel uncomfortable?Xiao Zimo panicked habitually, and then felt a little ridiculous, he was no longer his attending doctor...

"Did you send me to the hospital, doctor? I should thank you, you are not my attending doctor now, and I'm still bothering you." Xiao Zimo changed the subject, he no longer wanted to discuss with anyone His condition, he was sick, he knew clearly, he didn't need others to remind him over and over again.

It can't be cured anyway, can it?

So why bother with this issue?

Didn't even his attending doctor give up on him?

Now he looks like he cares about himself again, which is really disgusting.

Xiao Zimo touched the snake with his lowered hand, and fell into a low and dark mood. He seemed to have noticed that Xiao Zimo was in a bad mood. The python rubbed against his arm. He knew that it was trying to comfort him. They were fake. Yes, but for him, he feels more comfortable and caring than things in the real world, and most of them are even cute. This is probably one of the reasons why his condition is getting worse, right?

Because they don't want to face reality.

"...You don't need to thank me. Fortunately, you still remember to call me when you have a problem with your body. Although you didn't say anything, based on what I know about you, you don't have any special facts. I don’t know how to call me, so I went to your house on the basis of chance, otherwise, I can only find your body at your place in a few days.” Doctor Lin said a lot of words in embarrassment, Xiao Zimo It is rare for him to thank himself in such a formal and unfamiliar manner. Dr. Lin has always been quite conflicted about his patient.

Telephone?Is your condition serious again?

Xiao Zimo was taken aback. Although he had hallucinations before, he had never experienced memory faults or memory impairments.

He clearly remembered that it started with a stomachache.He just went back to bed and continued to sleep without calling anyone.

"By the way, didn't I tell you before? Don't put your spare key in the flower pot at the door, it's too unsafe for you to do so." Dr. Lin remembered another thing, and continued to instruct .

"Doctor, you are still as worried as ever, but if you hadn't put the key in the flower pot, you would have no chance to save me today, right?" Safe?As far as his dilapidated house is concerned, no thieves would think about it. Xiao Zimo squinted his eyes. The flower pot in front of his house should be watered. Every time it is watered, it will be very happy.

Dr. Lin was dumbfounded, and looked away when Xiao Zimo squinted his eyes. There was really no way to refute this. If it wasn't for the key, Dr. Lin probably would have just knocked on the door. Will leave, instead of being afraid of what happens, use the key to open the door and go in.

"Okay, I know you're worried about me, and I'm old enough to know what I'm doing." More than ten years of intersection has made the relationship between the two of them very subtle, and sometimes Xiao Zimo even felt that It's not that I have an additional attending doctor and father.

"You, you, this child!" Doctor Lin was anxious, but he had nothing to do with Xiao Zimo.

Seems a little angry?Xiao Zimo looked at Dr. Lin's expression with some uncertainty.

"The patient just woke up, don't let the patient get too emotional." Two more people came in the ward, and they should be the doctor and nurse here, and they began to conduct various examinations on Xiao Zimo as soon as they came in.

Xiao Zimo glanced secretly. The work ID cards on the chests of the two were very good. They belonged to the Fourth Hospital, not the psychiatric hospital where Dr. Lin was.

"Senior Sister! I'm the one who is very excited!" Dr. Lin rolled his eyes at the person who just spoke. The relationship between the two is very good. Dr. Lin is rarely so rude to anyone.

"Well, okay, you were excited. It was like the sky was falling when I sent it here. Isn't this your illegitimate child?" The tone was perfunctory, but none of the checks were missed, and the movements were steady and skillful.

"Senior Sister!" Dr. Lin jumped. He was obviously in his 40s, but now he looked much younger.

"Well, I know, I'm joking." There is not much sincerity in these words. "Okay, there's no big problem. You can go back to work. Be careful not to skip work and get caught. I'll take care of your eldest nephew for you."

Dr. Lin: "Sister!"

"Ah, ah, ah, I'm joking, take good care of the patients."