If you are sick, you should give up treatment

I haven't heard from Li Siwen for a long time. Xiao Zimo planned to call him to show his love to the patients, but a man answered the call, and Xiao Zimo was not well.

【who are you? 】The other party's tone is obviously not very happy, and the three words can express deep displeasure.

"Well, I'm looking for Li Siwen, I'm his friend." Looking at the number, it was indeed Li Siwen's, Xiao Zimo's head was full of question marks, Li Siwen was not the kind of person who would hand over his phone to others.

[Xiao Zimo? 】

"Ah, yes." Xiao Zimo was a little surprised, he didn't expect the other party to recognize him.

【... Siwen is hospitalized, you can go and see him. ] After finishing speaking, the other party hung up the phone, which made Xiao Zimo even more baffled, why did you hang up before you told me where I was?

Xiao Zimo was wondering, and after a while, he received a text message.

【Qinshan Psychiatric Sanatorium 2401】

...How could he be in such a place?

Xiao Zimo never thought that one day he would see Li Siwen in a place like a nursing home. He lost a lot of weight, and he could clearly see the hollows on his cheeks, his hair was shaved, and a layer of short hair grew The hair stubble was no longer as delicate as it used to be. Wearing a large hospital gown, the whole person looked much smaller, pale and sickly.

"Yo, honey, came to see me?" Li Siwen was still wearing a restraint belt, the kind that restricts the patient's activities. This kind of thing only appears in patients who are extremely manic and tend to hurt others, or have serious self-harm His eyes were empty, and when he saw Xiao Zimo, he seemed to regain his spirit. "I'm sorry to let you see such a mess."

"What's your situation?" Xiao Zimo frowned. Apart from transvestism, Li Siwen was not sick at all, so he definitely wouldn't be hospitalized.

"I was taught a lesson, and then I was thrown here. I didn't expect him to tell you that I'm here." Li Siwen didn't care much, and smiled happily without heart. Seeing Xiao Zimo in the days when people were not ghosts made him feel very at ease.

"Stop laughing, it's ugly."

"Xiao Zimo, you are such a nuisance." The emotions completely collapsed, and the tears poured out like a flood that opened the gate. He had never cried before, he didn't cry when he was dumped, he didn't cry when he was taught a lesson , I didn't cry when I was locked in this dark place, but because of Xiao Zimo's words, my nerves couldn't be stretched. He didn't have to pretend in front of him.

A very sad story. Li Siwen summoned up all the courage to confess his affairs, was dumped, and was beaten up. In line with the idea of ​​getting together and breaking up, Li Siwen was sad, but it was not true. Those who want to die or live are all adults, and how many of them have not been hurt by love?Especially for a special person like him who went to the bar to get drunk, but was arrested again. Only then did Li Siwen know that the cute boyfriend he always thought was not a simple office worker at all, but a prince of the underworld... …

When I came to check the accounts, I happened to meet Li Siwen, who had been drinking a little too much, flirting with someone he didn't know, and then Li Siwen urged me sadly. In Shi Lei's conception, the two just broke up, and Li Siwen came out to indulge. Li Yu, and then more intense quarrels, hands-on, and after Li Siwen sobered up, he was locked up in a nursing home. The most annoying place in Li Siwen's life was the first time he was sent in by his parents, and the second time was Sent in by the man he planned to spend the rest of his life with.

"You should reflect on it here." These were the last words the man said to him. He took everything from Li Siwen, his mobile phone, his ID card, and everything from the outside world, but he was the only one. People stay.

Li Siwen's nightmare began. He was cut off, disciplined, locked in a small room, and forced to take a lot of medicine every day. The smell of disinfectant is everywhere, and no one communicates with him. The last time Xiao Zimo was with him, and the last time it was a regular hospital, he was only regarded as a special hobby. They were all vitamins that didn't hurt or itch, and they wouldn't slander and trample him. At that time, he and everyone knew that he was not sick, but it was different here, he was just a patient.

Everything in the nursing home made him feel like he was trying to drive him crazy, did he just hate him that much?I hate it so much that I want to destroy him...

So... is he going to die?

Li Siwen had the idea of ​​committing suicide for the first time, and then it was out of control. There is nothing that can hinder a person who wants to die. He felt that it was aggrieved and ridiculous for him to die here, but he still chose this path .

But he woke up again, still in this dark ward, he was controlled by restraint belts, and even the last dignity and decency were deprived, and all thoughts were lost.

From then on, he was no longer the high-spirited Li Siwen, but a miserable wretch who couldn't even choose to die.

"Zimo, I miss you." After exhausting all his strength and crying for a long time, Li Siwen calmed down, his face was full of tears, Li Siwen had never cried like this before, he was always elegant and noble , like a high-ranking queen, "At the beginning, we were together."

He felt that it would be fine if he chose Xiao Zimo, Xiao Zimo was very soft-hearted, especially for acquaintances, he would never really hurt the other party, Xiao Zimo was tender in his bones.

"Don't you dislike me?" Xiao Zimo lowered his volume because he noticed that the light in Li Siwen's eyes was disappearing.

"Now I don't dislike it anymore." Li Siwen wanted to smile, but it was difficult, the lines at the corners of his mouth were ugly and stiff.

"I have someone I like." He told him.

"Really, does he know about you?" See, Xiao Zimo is indeed a gentle person, he will refuse what he can't give, even if he knows he is joking.

Xiao Zimo's illness is quite serious, although sometimes it makes people feel very cute.

"knew."

"You are very happy, I... no, I have a chance..."

The two fell into silence. The brilliance in Li Siwen's eyes slowly disappeared, and finally turned into a pool of stagnant water. Neurological drugs have great side effects on people, and it will make people more fragile, impermanent and prone to collapse... …

"Siwen is asleep." Someone came into the ward again, Xiao Zimo punched him without thinking, his teeth were gritted, the other party didn't escape, he was punched hard , but due to the difference in physical fitness, the lethality of this punch was not very great, and the opponent only took half a step back slightly.

"You still have the face?" The person who was beaten was none other than Shi Lei who locked Li Siwen here.

"... Siwen's condition is very bad." Shi Lei explained, the courtyard said that it was because Li Siwen had no desire to live and he wanted to die.

"It's torture and medicine to keep you a normal person here, can you get well?" Xiao Zimo has never been so angry, he has always been indifferent to outsiders, and only a few are surrounded by him people of the world.

"Feel sorry."

"Apologizing is useless?!" Xiao Zimo's entire mental strength became manic, and he even thought of killing him... Now he has the ability to kill the other party unconsciously...

"I thought it would be better for him." Shi Lei didn't believe Li Siwen when he said that he was a man. He felt that he was looking for an excuse to break up with him, and he used such a bad excuse. He was angry Yes, and then moved his hands, even though he had never touched a woman before, but his anger burned all his reason, they broke up, Shi Lei withdrew dimly, but he was not at ease, he wanted to refute, let him know, such absurd The reason was an insult to him. Shi Lei, who was out of his mind, investigated Li Siwen's matter, and told him that Li Siwen hadn't lied to him at all, and he was even sent to a mental hospital because of this incident.

There were some inexplicable turmoil in Shi Lei's heart, Li Siwen didn't make excuses to play tricks on him, but told him a secret.