If you are sick, you should give up treatment

"Are you okay?" The two went out and got into the car. Xiao Zimo sat in the driver's seat but didn't start the car, didn't say anything, and didn't have any expression on his face. He just stared blankly at the steering wheel. I don't know what I was thinking, and the sinking made Kun feel a little distressed.

"Not good." Xiao Zimo who spit out these two words is really not very good. Originally, Kun thought that he would bring this matter over, or tell himself something else, even if he cried a lot. It's better than the current look with indifference.

"Do you need me to hug and hold you high?"

Xiao Zimo: "..."

Xiao Zimo, who was still collapsed, suddenly lost his mood, a little dumbfounded, how many weird things did Gu Gu see behind his back?

"Do you want to cry?" Kun suggested, it must be the most dangerous for him to hold back like this.

"Oh, no." Xiao Zimo smiled wryly, feeling that it was not worth it at all. He had been disappointed with Xiao's father and Xiao's mother for a long time. He came back this time just with a fluke in his heart, thinking that they would get better. But obviously I thought too much, they are still the same, even if they get better, it has nothing to do with me. "To be honest, it's quite refreshing to say those words." Seeing Xiao's father jumping into a rage, Xiao Zimo felt even more relieved and excited.

In fact, at the earliest time, they still loved him, their only child, and they also had a happy life, but then it changed. When did it start?Xiao Zimo recalled, and slowly peeled off from his memory, probably from Xiao Zimo's increasingly serious illness, probably from the high medical expenses, from running around borrowing money, to all relatives and friends. From the easy living conditions to buying a piece of meat, you have to think carefully, from the increasing pressure of life, to no matter how much money you earn, no matter how much you pay, Xiao Zimo does not get any better but gets better and better. The more neurotic, even the beginning of destroying things and hurting people, these made this crumbling home even more dilapidated. Xiao's mother shed tears every day, and Xiao's father became more and more irritable. The money is getting less and less, and then life is more depressing and gloomy.

At that time, Xiao Zimo had told Mother Xiao that he would get better and he would protect her well.

At the beginning, Xiao's mother was gratified, thinking that it was worth everything, but later on, she could clearly see the disgust from her mother's eyes. She must have been really tired, and she was panting under the pressure of life. But get angry, she can't help it, she can't spend the bleak second half of her life with a burden that can never be recovered, yes, burden, at this time, Xiao Zimo is no longer her beloved child, but The reason for all her pain, if there is no Xiao Zimo, she and her husband will be more loving, have a healthy child, have a good income, and they can travel with the whole family instead of not knowing the next meal like now Where is the anxiety, because she doesn't need to spare all the time to take care of her, she can still choose a stable job she likes, meet three or five friends during the holidays, and have an afternoon tea.

All enjoyment is so beautiful.

But now there is nothing, because of Xiao Zimo, these are gone...

"It would be fine if I didn't have you." After saying this, the resentment was out of control. When people start to despair, it is easy to complain about others and put all the responsibility on others, not to mention, she is now What if the root cause of this situation is really someone else?A breaking point, a reasonable explanation of all the reasons, can break away from the depression of reality at once, and find the comfort in the heart.

Certainly, the existence of Xiao Zimo was the original sin, and then Xiao's father and Xiao's mother, who couldn't stand it, agreed to divorce. At that time, apart from the old house, there was only a few thousand yuan in the family. No one was willing to continue to take care of Xiao Zimo. , Xiao Zimo's condition deteriorated to the point that doctors suggested sending him to the hospital for long-term treatment. How could the two of them still have money?Xiao Zimo was left at home by the husband and wife, but they never came back. Xiao Zimo curled up at the door alone, one day, two days, three days, one week. Because he won't come back, that time was probably the most difficult time for Xiao Zimo, he couldn't tell what was real and what was fake, and he didn't have any income, even though he was an adult, he started to go out alone, He has to support himself, he works everywhere, but he is often dismissed soon, because he is a patient...

He is different from others, only by being like others can he survive in this world...

Xiao Zimo began to squat on the corner of the street day and night, like a beggar, he observed the passers-by, and then imitated them with every movement and expression, so that he could be like others and make himself look normal , Xiao Zimo, who must be different from others, can't even support himself. Now many people say that Xiao Zimo's acting skills are not a major. It's a miracle from heaven, but only Xiao Zimo knows what's going on. Where did these acting skills come from? These words sound quite ironic. Compared with those who studied in majors, he must be playing other people all the time. Is there any actor with such rich experience as him?Complimenting others, Xiao Zimo never took it to heart, and he never thought it was an ability to be proud of, a miracle from heaven, but it was just because he played too many other people...

Xiao Zimo became normal. From the point of view of behavior, he gradually became like an ordinary person. Even his attending doctor thought it was a miracle. Xiao Zimo smiled, looking very sober and normal.

You see, he is not a normal person, but he can be a normal person, as long as he is like everyone else.

Later, Xiao Zimo came into contact with dubbing by accident, and it was only then that Qian Mo became a household name, and this job that did not require contact with others most of the time was even more popular with him.

Everything Xiao Zimo is doing now is never because of good luck or talent, but the last struggle after being cornered.

So in his heart, his parents had long since lost their status, and all he had was a touch of disappointment and expectations.

"But you look sad." Kun said to Xiao Zimo.

"Bone, you are so annoying." Can you not expose him?After all, he was normal.

"I just don't want you to be sad." Kun liked the heartless Xiao Zimo even more.

"Okay, got it, I'm fine."

"Are you all right?" Kun reconfirmed.

"No."

"...It's a pity that I can't hug and hold each other high."

"..." Can Bupi die this time?All the atmosphere is taken away by this sentence, okay?

"I really don't need it?"

"Shut up and go home." Annoyed and angry.

"Well, let's go home."

Xiao Zimo took another look at the closed door and started the car.

You see, he is very good now, with bones, pythons, piles of mushrooms, Su Wei, little milk dog, and many, many people who love him and are kind to him.