death waltz

"Bian Law!"

With a wail and hoarse voice, Ji Yige's whole body went limp, paralyzed on the ground in despair.Tears rolled out one by one, hitting the ground and stirring up dust.

A second passed, and it seemed like half a century passed, but there was no gunfire, only a bolt sound passed through the air into the ears.

Ji Yige was gasping for breath in exhaustion. Fortunately, fortunately, there was only one bullet in the gun.Just as he breathed a sigh of relief, Bian Lu smiled and dropped the gun at his feet.

She raised her eyebrows, looked deeply at Ji Yige, her eyes met, tenderness and blood were present in her eyes.The corner of the mouth is lightly raised: "Yi Ge, I love you."

Before Ji Yige could react, Zuo Wenqi, who was standing by the side, changed his expression drastically, and shouted in surprise, "That's not good!"

Bian Lv snorted, no longer thinking about it, turned around and rushed towards the railing quickly.

Ji Yige's breath was blocked in his throat, he got up as fast as he could, and followed Zuo Wenqi to rush forward.

Bian Li is going to jump off the building!

Bian Lu's feet were still half a meter away from the railing, his hands supported the railing, his legs jumped out, and his whole body was suspended in the air.

The time seemed to be elongated, and it seemed to be in slow motion, Bian Lv turned his head once and for all, the smile on his face was brighter than the fading sun.As soon as the hand was released, the whole person fell straight down.

Half of Zuo Wenqi's body was pulled out of the railing. With all his strength, one hand seemed to embed his fingers into the railing. The entire railing was deformed by grasping. He dropped another cent.

Ji Yige followed closely behind, desperately pulling Zuo Wenqi back, and tightly holding the hand holding Bian Lv, sharing the weight for him.Little by little, pulling people back at an ant-like speed.

Bian Lu looked at them indifferently: "Let go."

"I won't let it go," Ji Yige's face was already flushed, but Ji Yige shook his head resolutely, the strength in his hand remained undiminished: "Bian Lu, I won't let go!"

But Bian Lu didn't waver at all: "If we go on like this, there will be no good results. If you saved me this time, I will still die."

Zuo Wenqi, who had been silent all this time, said, "Bian Lu, didn't you hear Director Cai's dying words? He let you live well!"

He smiled miserably, but it was uglier than crying: "What right does he have for me to live! He killed my parents and raised me so much, why didn't he kill me too!"

After finally pulling it up a centimeter, Bian Lu struggled, and Zuo Wen directly pinched five deep handprints on the guardrail with his fingers, frowning tightly, and pulled him back again holding his breath.

The blood in Bian Lu's eyes became more and more intense, and Ji Yige's mood was even more serious. Yan Yun's words from a long time ago rushed back into his mind again.

At this moment, Bian Lv has collapsed!

Worry, anxiety, despair, all negative emotions filled Ji Yige's mind, Bian Lu had no intention of living anymore, so what if he was saved this time?

He wanted to die with all his heart, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

Zuo Wenqi's voice sounded again: "Don't you know? Director Cai has an antisocial personality disorder. I don't know what caused him to get sick that night, but people with this kind of disorder cannot self-control."

"So what?" Bian Lu looked straight into his eyes: "How could he say he died after telling me the truth! It's good now, he's dead, why should he want me to live!"

Zuo Wenqi yelled directly: "Then what do you ask him to do! Do you ask him to surrender! Do you want him to spend the rest of his days in prison?!"

Seeing that Bian Lv remained silent, Zuo Wenqi's excited voice gradually calmed down: "Don't you understand? He has been tortured by his own regrets all his life. You have never seen him in pain. He lived only to think about it." I just brought you up! Do you know that when you were 20 years old, he arranged everything for you, and then he was ready to commit suicide! If you hadn’t happened to have an accident that year, he would have died long ago! Bian Li, Don't you understand? All the meaning of his being alive is for you, now that you know everything, how do you let him live!"

"The truth," Bian Lu asked word by word, "Why did he tell me!"

Zuo Wenqi lowered his eyes, but returned to normal in a second: "He has already prepared to commit suicide, and now everything has to be resolved, and it is time for him to let go."

Bian Lu was silent, and the days with Master appeared in front of his eyes like a movie, and every bit of the past 30 years was not missed.From the moment I recognized him, Master began to appear frequently in my life. After my parents passed away, I raised myself alone without getting married.

do you hate him

A voice suddenly appeared in Bian Li's mind, it seemed to be his own, but it seemed to be someone else's.

hate it?

Bian Lv also asked himself.

Don't hate, can't hate.

After so many years of relationship, the other party may be out of redemption, but for himself, he is caring and cultivating with heart.

Instead of hating the other party, Bian Lv hated himself.He hated himself for being cowardly. The first moment he heard the truth, the first thought that came to his mind was that he would rather not know anything!

Yeah, he'd rather not know anything.

So, what right does he have to ask others, life or death, isn't it his own choice?

Gradually regaining his clarity, Bian Lu looked at the two people directly above him, and finally, he fixed his eyes on one person, whom he couldn't see through until now: "Teacher Zuo, why do you know so much?"

Zuo Wenqi looked at him indifferently: "If you want to know the answer, then go find it yourself."

With such a simple sentence, it is naturally impossible to arouse Bian Lv's awareness of survival. There is no struggle, and no effort to make progress. The three of them just silently stalemate.

But Ji Yige felt that his hands were getting heavier and heavier, if he let it go on like this, he wouldn't be able to hold on for long.Taking a deep breath, he closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, even Bian Lv was slightly shocked by the determination in them.

He made up his mind and said, "Bian Lu, if you die, I won't live either."

Bian Lu's heart ached, and the corners of his eyes were hot, but he just looked at the speaker lightly.This glance is like the light from the deepest part of the universe, passing through billions of stardust, passing through the chaos of soldiers and horses, staying straight in the inner layer of the eyes.

How could he be so cruel.

He held the hand that was holding him tightly with his backhand, and exhausted all his persistence and strength in just four words: "Pull me up."

It wasn't until the person was pulled up that Ji Yige dared to breathe a sigh of relief, cried and rushed forward to hug him, full of despair and pain: "Bian Lv."

"I'm sorry." Just three words, Bian Lu didn't say much, and patted the opponent's back lightly, the red in his eyes faded away.

Three people were standing there, and a terrified voice came from the door of the roof: "Captain Bian, are you all right?"

Following the sound, Yan Yun rushed over with the remaining four people, and the one who just made the sound was Chen Beilin who saw Director Cai.

They were all standing a few meters away from Cai Yizhong, everyone's faces were full of doubts and worries, Chen Beilin even leaned on Yan Yun's body a little dizzy, this time Ye Yuran didn't tease him anymore, just looked at Jing Zixu He glanced at him and didn't speak.

Bian Lu didn't ask them to ask more questions, but just shook his head: "It's okay, we'll talk about it when we go back."

But this time back, Ji Yige never saw Bian Lu again.