Journey to the West: the reincarnation of the white fox

After a long time, she looked away from me, stared blankly at the distant sky, and sighed softly, "I know, you can't understand what I'm saying, and you can't even hear me at all. But I always I want to tell you, tell me what's on my mind."

My body has froze.

What's on your mind?What's on your mind?What's on your mind?

I am worried that she has been hiding something important from me, which will make me feel even more guilty.

If not, at most it's just another burst of nervousness, which I've gotten used to since I hit the Heavenly Court.All kinds of strange magical methods, all kinds of unexpected punishments will always make me nervous for a while, whether it is the three eyes of Erlang Zhenjun, or the gossip furnace of Taishang Laojun... At the beginning, I took it seriously and did not worry about it. In the end, victory is full of excitement, freedom, happiness, pride, and body and mind; later, it gradually becomes numb, conceited, doing whatever it wants, and making trouble; and later, it meets the real opponent—the Tathagata, and the tension has not disappeared. He was crushed under Five Fingers Mountain.Nervousness has become a habit, as simple as drinking water and sleeping.

When I met Xie Bingying again, I already felt sorry for her.The guilt in my heart can't be added, but when she wants to speak her mind, I still feel a little nervous.I have already deeply understood my original mistakes, there is no sophistry, evasion, and unrepentance. The reason why I didn’t apologize is just because she couldn’t hear my apology at all, and I couldn’t have any valuable communication with her.Fate really likes to play tricks on people, and finally let me know the truth of the matter at the most unexpected moment - "The big horse monkey is Xie Bingying, and Xie Bingying is Ye Luyao."

She continues her story.

"Frankly speaking, I still wanted to live at that time. Although I didn't have magic spells at that time, I could live freely on the lush Huaguo Mountain, isn't it good?"

"If there was nothing wrong with you at that time, I would try my best to avoid death. But you were shot by a bow and arrow. At that time, your arm seemed to be nailed. Maybe the toxin of the bow and crossbow made you numb, maybe You had other injuries at the time. But anyway, death was just a stone's throw away."

"Therefore, a raging fire was ignited in my body. It was a Brahma fire that only a nine-tailed white fox could ignite. Once the Brahma fire was ignited, it quickly burned all over my body, and quickly burned every part of my body. From head to Feet, from head to toe."

Having said that, past events follow one after another.I have that happy 500 years on my mind. For 500 years, I have been with her day and night, laughing and playing, and we have already gotten along with each other tacitly.It's just that I was a fool and always thought she was a monkey, but I didn't know her true identity.

Da Ma Hou, my close friend, a century-old attachment, a deep friendship, a ruined past, a longing that has disappeared... She is by my side, alive again...

There were very complicated thoughts in my eyes, so many past events rushed to my face, my hands began to tremble, and I couldn't help but sneer in my heart: So the person I always thought disappeared has always been by my side.Careless me, I have been kept in the dark!

I took a deep breath and continued to listen to her story.

She shed tears and continued: "At that time, what I saw in my eyes was only your raised right arm, but what appeared in my mind was your familiar face. This face seemed to be able to touch it as soon as I stretched out my hand." Yes. You tilt your head, your eyes are so gentle, so kind..."

"And when I rushed forward desperately, you opened your mouth and screamed, but you were swallowed back by the strong wind... Enough, this is enough, Wukong. With your heart, I am willing to make any sacrifice. Although There are crossbow arrows hitting me constantly, and demons standing up to stop me, but it is useless. Once the Brahma fire is ignited, there is death and no life."

"The Brahma fire burned to the extreme, and the entire area was reduced to ashes. All the demons, all the monkeys, all the stones, all the trees... except for the concave slope where you are. Then, the whole world fell silent."