Huai Jin

"I have someone I like."

Thirteen years ago, Wei Yanze, a 13-year-old boy, entered the second class of the second year of high school after being divided into arts and sciences, and met a beautiful girl.

The girl's surname is Bai, and her name is Albizia Julibrissin, which is the flower of Albizia Julibrissin, which is a symbol of eternal love.Her name is tender and poetic.

Bai Hehuan was probably the common goddess in the hearts of the male students of that class.

But the goddess' little follower is not Wei Yanze, nor is it any outstanding boy.As we all know, the goddess' servant is her playmate since she was a child, a little cripple with a disability, and the little cripple also has a nice name, Huai Jin.In ancient times, people often used "Huaijin holding Yu" to describe a person's noble character. What a good word, the boys wondered, how could the owner of this name be a little lame?

Children aged [-], [-], and [-] always have to hang a few famous sayings and aphorisms to decorate their facades, but few of them really implement the principle of "a person cannot be judged by his appearance, and sea water cannot be measured".

It is generally believed that first-year senior high school students have not yet adapted to school and are more obedient; third-year senior high school students are facing the pressure of the college entrance examination and can't make waves; second-year senior high school students are in a period when they have adapted to the new environment and have no pressure, so they are the most mischievous and dare to treat school rules as nonsense , the most young couples walking around the campus hand in hand.

But Bai Hehuan was too calm, filled a drawer with love letters, but never let go of anyone's appointment.

Every April and May, when the weather gets warmer, it is the school's annual art festival.Many men and women with no names and surnames began to show their talents on the stage. Wei Yanze took advantage of this opportunity to become a man of the school with a modern dance.

At that time, Wei Yanze was a freshman in high school.

In the second year's art festival, Wei Yanze prepared a dance as usual, and successfully invited Bai Hehuan to participate in the performance.

The cooperation was very successful, and the two were passed on as a couple.

Wei Yanze was complacent, thinking that if the rumors were not clarified by the parties, it meant tacit approval.

Not long after that, on a Friday evening, after school was over, many students hurried home, the teaching building was empty, and Wei Yanze blocked Bai Hehuan on the narrow stairs.

She went upstairs with a little haste, but Wei Yanze didn't notice.

Bai Hehuan has shoulder-length curly hair, but the school prohibits students from perming and dyeing their hair, so she tied her hair into a low ponytail, leaving only a strand on her cheek. Fair and clean, she looked a little more mature than ordinary students.

Wei Yanze looked down at her beautiful eyes, but most of the courage he mustered was lost.

Wei Yanze asked: "Can I chase you?"

Bai Hehuan shook his head, then pushed him away, and strode upstairs.

The young Wei Yanze had a lot of arrogance in his heart, so he was taken aback by such a straightforward refusal.Wei Yanze patted the handrail of the stairs, turned to follow, and asked the reason reservedly.

In the classroom, Huai Jin was on duty with a lame leg. Bai Hehuan stopped by the door and answered Wei Yanze's question. She said, "I have someone I like."

Wei Yanze asked softly, "Who is it?"

Bai Hehuan secretly looked at Huai Jin through the window, and said with a smile, "I like her."

Wei Yanze made a hoarse voice: "You, you are..."

Bai Hehuan generously admitted: "Homosexuality."

Wei Yanze looked down at her bright smiling face, and said with a dry smile, "Stop joking, if you don't like me, just tell me, I'm fine..."

Bai Hehuan interrupted him, "Can you keep it a secret for me?"

Wei Yanze nodded confusedly, "Okay."

After bidding farewell to Bai Hehuan, Wei Yanze rode his bicycle home, and on the way, he felt more and more that something was wrong.The boy searched and searched, but found nothing unreasonable, and finally forcibly made up a reason to persuade himself not to give up.

Young Wei Yanze thought, how could there be so many homosexuals in the world?Even if Bai Hehuan is, how can he fall in love with such a little cripple?

"It must have been made up on purpose to reject me!" Wei Yanze thought suspiciously, "I want to talk to her about it!"

So on the second day, Wei Yanze entered the classroom early in the morning, and went to Bai Hehuan's table with his schoolbag on his back.Bai Hehuan and Huai Jin were at the same table. These two little sisters were always the first to go to the classroom for morning reading, but Huai Jin was nowhere to be seen today.

Wei Yanze took out bread and milk from his schoolbag, and asked Bai Hehuan: "I brought you something to eat. Strawberry sandwich, fresh milk, I brought from home."

Bai Hehuan smiled and said politely, "I've eaten, thank you."

It was the first time to give someone something to eat, Wei Yanze was so nervous that his palms sweated, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "Then you can eat it later."

After speaking, he did not leave, but sat down at the front table of Bai Hehuan.

Wei Yanze folded his arms on the table, looked at her and said, "Huanhuan, I really... like you very much. Will you promise me?"

Bai Hehuan didn't raise her head and said, "Didn't we agree yesterday?"

Wei Yanze quickly retorted: "That doesn't count yesterday, I don't believe what you say."

Bai Hehuan was a little impatient: "It's up to you."

Wei Yanze left disappointed.

For several days in a row, Wei Yanze was in a bad mood, but he was not a person who couldn't control his emotions and showed his face to others. He kept well in the state of "I'm not in a good mood, let me be quiet", lonely alone Go to and from school.

Until he met Huai Jin, a cripple who was also lonely at the bus station.

Due to Huaijin's frailty and sickness, walking is difficult, Bai Hehuan and her have always been inseparable. They are partners who grew up together, and everyone simply thinks that the relationship between the two is iron-clad friends. Who knows that there is still a secret What about human affection?

Wei Yanze felt aggrieved in his heart, looked at Huaijin's unsteady shoulders as he walked and thought: What's so good about this little cripple?Even if you like women, you should like someone with good conditions!

After scolding people, he parked his bicycle next to Huaijin, and asked with a pretty face, "Why isn't Huanhuan with you?"

I can't blame Wei Yanze for being curious. Since he confessed, Bai Hehuan and Huai Jin, whom she likes, seem to have had a conflict, and their relationship is not as good as before.

Seeing that it was him, Huai Jin also had a smile on her face. She said, "I won't go home with her. She will go home alone. She doesn't know the way. You should take some time to see her off later."

Wei Yanze asked doubtfully, "Did you quarrel?"

Huai Jin smiled and said softly, "There is no quarrel."

Huai Jin looked at Wei Yanze expectantly: "Remember to take her home...the bus is here, I'm leaving, goodbye." After that, she followed the waiting queue to board the bus. Stepping her legs up, Wei Yanze saw a passenger give up her seat, she thanked her repeatedly, and the car drove away.

Wei Yanze was puzzled, but he turned around and went to look for Bai Hehuan.

Wei Yanze met Bai Hehuan at the school gate, she walked slowly, turned around every three steps, and didn't know who to expect.

Wei Yanze couldn't help reminding: "She's already in the car."

Bai Hehuan nodded and said with a smile, "You're so fast, you don't even wait for me!"

"She asked me to see you off, saying that you don't know the way." He patted the back seat of the bicycle and said, "Come on, I'll take you home."

The evening wind made the boy's T-shirt bulge, Bai Hehuan pressed his face to Wei Yanze's back, Wei Yanze was startled, and naturally slowed down the car.

He heard small sobs.

Wei Yanze had been talking for a long time, wondering whether it was uncomfortable to drift away from the person he liked, but in the end he could only joke with her, "Don't be so moved!"

Bai Hehuan didn't reply. After a long time, when Wei Yanze thought she would not speak again, she left his back and said loudly, "Thank you."

The clearer and louder the voice, the less nasal it is.

You like her so much, just like I like you so much.But when I was young, my liking for you will diminish. As time goes by, the emotion will fade, and your liking for her has accumulated for so many years.So I suddenly realized that I just can't get you, regardless of gender.

Amidst the lively chirping of cicadas, the chaotic first semester of the second year of high school came to an end.

Wei Yanze sent Bai Hehuan home for the last time.

The two bought a popsicle each at the entrance of the alley, and sat on the benches on both sides of the boulevard to eat. The sun was scorching, the shadows of the trees were whirling, and the breeze was blowing. Wei Yanze felt extremely comfortable physically and mentally.

Wei Yanze asked: "I haven't asked you yet, why didn't she agree to you?"

Bai Hehuan turned her head to look at him, and said with a smile: "She thinks we are right."

A man and a woman who are equally outstanding and outstanding in appearance are all right in everyone's eyes, but it is different for Huai Jin who knows certain things. Her requirements are even lower. Yes.She is inferior and cowardly, afraid of becoming the villain who ruins Bai Hehuan's life, so she tries her best to push Bai Hehuan to Wei Yanze.

There was an inexplicable sense of sadness in the air, the popsicle melted in the mouth, and the tip of the tongue was numb from the cold, Wei Yanze nodded, and said in a vague voice: "Well, that's right."

Wei Yanze said again: "There are two months of summer vacation, please do your best!"

After eating the popsicles, setting up a party, and exchanging holiday greetings, Wei Yanze rode away in the wind.

Many times, when we come out of a less optimistic and beautiful encounter, we have a better self than before we experienced the trough.

Wei Yanze was still the excellent Wei Yanze, he got a little tanned during the holiday practice, and his muscles became stronger.

On the first day of school, he saw Bai Hehuan and Huaijin walking hand in hand. As usual, they were like ordinary girlfriends, separated by half a meter, holding hands and swinging on a swing.

But Wei Yanze knew that what these two hands held was no longer friendship.

The author has something to say:

I'm trying a new way of writing, the plot may seem a bit messy, sorry, sorry~

I don't know why, the chapters are always locked, so I...updated again O_o