Huai Jin

In the first 18 years of Bai Hehuan's life, the wind went smoothly, he never experienced hardships, and he never knew the power of the world's vision.

In her eyes, there is no such word as alternative.

In her cognition, she has the ability to fight against the world.

Bai Hehuan will definitely do what Bai Hehuan believes in, regardless of the consequences, and insist on going her own way.She talked about her love so perfectly that she deceived herself - not something that she thinks is perfect can be recognized by the public.

The accident at the high school graduation party, the classmates looked at the monster-like eyes, and presented the bloody reality to her forcefully and directly, teaching her that there was nowhere to hide.

Bolstered by the wine he drank in the KTV, Bai Hehuan ran home, knocked on the door of his parents' bedroom, and unknowingly... came out of the closet.

At first, the Bai family couple didn't listen to her "drunk nonsense", they just threw her out of the room and asked her to rest earlier.

After being locked out, Bai Hehuan calmed down a little, and decided to pick a suitable day to confess to her parents.

As a result, early the next morning, Bai Hehuan couldn't wait to emphasize to the second elder again-your daughter, I like women, and I am gay, what does the second elder have to say?If not, I'll move on to the relationship!

Only then did the couple understand that there is no such thing as drunken nonsense!

In a fit of rage, Father Bai slapped his daughter a foot away, knocking down Duobaoge, and a shelf of porcelain and jade ornaments fell into scum, leaving the floor in a mess.

Since then, Bai Hehuan has been placed under house arrest, and Huaijin came to the door several times, but all of them were turned away.

Not long after, the results of the college entrance examination came out, and the students also chose their own paths and flew to all corners of the country one after another.The day before his departure, Bai Hehuan finally saw Huaijin—her mother took pity on her, so she unlocked the door with her own hands and asked her to meet her sweetheart.

Bai Hehuan does not admit her mistakes, does not admit defeat, her spine is still straight, but the person she likes is far inferior to her.The person she likes has low self-esteem, cowardice, and a pathological love for self-sacrifice.

The two of them have the same grades. When filling out their volunteers, they agreed to take the university entrance examination in the same city, and now they both passed the entrance examination smoothly.Bai Hehuan eagerly told her about her plan: "When you arrive at school, call me, and I will go to your school to find you. From now on, the sky will be high and the emperor will be far away, so we can be at ease, and no one can control us!"

After Huaijin listened quietly, she nodded with a smile.

Bai Hehuan kissed her and said cheerfully, "See you in the capital."

Later, Bai Hehuan couldn't wait for anyone, and finally called home. Her mother loved her the most, and she personally shattered her hopes. Her mother said on the phone: "Huaijin has already figured it out. Listen to her mother." Going back to school and going back to school."

Bai Hehuan refused to believe it, and went home on the pretext of vacation, wanting to see Huaijin.

Father Bai snatched the phone and shouted sternly: "As long as I'm not too old to move, I can lock you up! You want to see that cripple? Unless I die!"

Bai Hehuan finally knew that she had neither the ability nor the means, what she had was only affection and ignorance.

Curiosity killed the cat, ignorance killed the man.

Since then, the two have completely cut off contact.

Many years later, one day at the end of spring, Bai Hehuan was packing up the sundries at home and found an old notebook.The book is still a popular style a few years ago. The cover pattern is a starry sky, and there are idol stickers given by the university roommate.

Bai Hehuan recognized at a glance that it was her past diary.

From the day she came out to her parents, the notebook recorded a total of four years of growing up—at first, she held a grudge against those who hindered her, and later, hated herself for being powerless, and after a long period of healing, she became peaceful, she Gradually, she learned to understand her parents, Huai Jin, and all those who were different from her.

Two years after arriving in college, the diary is full of trivial details, such as "one day I met a person who looks like you", which can be forgotten when you turn around.

Bai Hehuan placed the diary on the middle shelf of the bookcase. The position was neither high nor low, and it was very conspicuous so that she could read it at any time.

Then, Bai Hehuan received a call from her mother.

In the past few years, the number of phone calls from her parents has gradually increased, and the two sides are no longer at war with each other. Her mother often persuades her to go home and have a look, but Bai Hehuan never went back.

Bai's mother asked as usual: "Do you have time to come back and visit us this year?"

Bai Hehuan still copied the rhetoric countless times: "Work is too busy, let's see the situation."

After finishing sorting out the bookcase, Bai Hehuan realized that the person on the other end of the phone hadn't spoken, so she asked, "Mom, why didn't you speak?"

Bai's mother said, "Huaijin... has gone."

Bai Hehuan rushed back to her hometown in the south without stopping, eager to see that person for the last time, but it was too late after all, when she got the news, it was already too late, leaving her alone to go to the building.

Over the years, the buildings in the community have become dirty and old, the concrete floor is cracked everywhere, moss grows in the gaps, and it is rainy in late spring, making the road surface muddy.

Only the green plants in front of Huai's house seem to be the same pots as before - jasmine, spider plant with white border, camellia and azalea.At the beginning, Bai Hehuan and Huai Jin planted these flowers and plants together. After Bai Hehuan left, someone took care of them for ten years.

Bai Hehuan stayed in her long-lost home for two days, and Bai's mother couldn't help asking her to make a boyfriend, so Bai Hehuan had to return.

Then, a cold caught her so badly that it almost took her to the underworld.

One night, Bai Hehuan woke up from a dream, and saw Chen Shiqi as soon as he opened his eyes. He had been guarding her for several days, and his chin was covered with stubble.

Bai Hehuan thought to himself: Since you didn't take me away, then I have to start all over again.

Because I also want to be like everyone else, start a family, and live my life.I give you this seat at home, as long as you are still alive, no matter where you are in the world or the end of the world, it belongs to you.When you are by my side, I form a family. When you are not by my side, I am homeless.Now you give up the seat, you want me to find a suitable owner for it.

Bai Hehuan hated this world, and was grateful to everyone.When she first met Chen Shiqi, his words acted as a guide, leading her to see a new world.There is only one reason why Bai Hehuan became the "Iron Lady" in the business world - Chen Shiqi.

There is only one reason why the "Iron Lady" failed miserably - Huai Jin.

For a long time after sending Huai Jin away, Bai Hehuan didn't understand that she treats the world with truth, kindness and beauty, why the world still fools her?

Bai Hehuan accepted Chen Shiqi's marriage proposal, and decided to take him home to meet his parents, thinking that I will be like this all my life, and it's good, at least I won't end up alone.

At that time, she was walking the dog in the community.

Just like that evening 20 years ago, she led the dog and walked past the bench where Huai Jin was sitting basking in the sun...

That person was huddled in the chair, facing the sky full of sunset, but was concentrating on looking at the computer, Bai Hehuan didn't notice her.When Bai Hehuan went upstairs, she suddenly saw that the door of Huai's house was unlocked. She stepped forward and knocked on the door. Sure enough, someone opened the door. Bai Hehuan was very nervous, for fear that the other party was just a new resident.

It was Huaijin's mother who opened the door. The once radiant female professor had gray hair.

The reunion was unexpected.

Two years ago, Huai Jin's condition deteriorated, and the Huai family took all their savings and sent her to the United States for treatment, but she was tired of the endless treatment, so she simply died.Huai Jin returned to her hometown with all her heart, hoping to use the last remaining time to remember her past events well.

Bai Hehuan proposed to take Huaijin to the north for medical treatment, but no one agreed, Bai Hehuan lost his temper and kicked over a pot of spider plants in front of Huai's house.

Huai Jin held her back and refused to let her go, and said with a faint smile: "I have survived life and death, so death is nothing?"

"Yeah, I'm not even afraid of life and death, so death is nothing?" Bai Hehuan sobbed, "Do you want to stay by my side? There is no one to cherish here, except me. Come with me?"

Huai Jin still shook her head: "Don't ruin your life because of me."

Parents, career, love... Many people and things flooded into Bai Hehuan's mind. She was silent for a while, then suddenly reached out and took off the engagement ring on her left middle finger.

Huai Jin held her down and said anxiously, "What are you doing?"

"You've been compromising all your life, and you're going to settle for one or the other... Now that you're dying, and you're still thinking about others, is it worth it?" Bai Hehuan said, "Don't be afraid, I can live without anyone."

Huai Jin said helplessly, "Why do you bother?"

Bai Hehuan asked: "Will you come with me?"

Huaijin looked at Bai Hehuan in a daze, and nodded slightly.

It would be great to die by your side.

Birth and death killed you in the past, and farewell killed me in the past, so who will kill the second farewell?

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