he is my man

In the first few days, Shen Chennan didn't notice anything wrong, until one time, when he came out of the dormitory, he saw Su Ge walking towards him, ready to go back to the dormitory.When Su Ge, who was still talking to Cheng Fei, saw Shen Chennan, his face changed, and then he strode towards the dormitory.Shen Chennan called him, but he ignored it.Shen Chennan frowned, what happened to Su Ge?

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"I won't go to eat, go back to the dormitory to put the books first, you go." Su Ge said to Cheng Fei and the others holding a pile of heavy books.

Cheng Fei saw that it was inconvenient for him to carry so many books, so he went to have dinner with his classmates.

Su Ge was holding the book, it was so heavy, he walked very hard.At this time, he saw a familiar figure not far away. If it wasn't difficult for him to leave with so many books, he would have slipped away long ago.

Shen Chennan seemed to be waiting for him here on purpose. When he saw Su Ge, he frowned, "Su Ge, are you hiding from me on purpose?" Like a thief being discovered by the police, Su Ge was speechless. Just want to find a place to hide.

"I'm asking you something!" Shen Chennan's voice was mixed with dissatisfaction and anger, and he stepped forward and grabbed Su Ge's arm.Su Ge let go of his hand, and the book fell to the ground.

"Let go!" Su Ge struggled to break free.

"Tell me why." Shen Chennan didn't intend to let go at all, but gripped even tighter.Su Ge didn't speak, he just felt a blockage in his throat, he wanted to say something but couldn't say it, he lowered his head.

"Raise your head up and tell me why!" Shen Chennan became inexplicably irritable, and then rudely raised Su Ge's chin to let him look at him, only to find that Su Ge's face was covered with tears. His heart tightened and he wanted to Angry, but unable to get angry again, he slowly let go of his hand, turned his face away and stopped looking at him.He didn't know why Su Ge avoided him like this, and he didn't know what happened.He didn't want to force him to ask anything, he didn't want to say it.

Shen Chennan sneered, desolately. "It was you who said to be my friend." Then he left without looking back, leaving only Su Ge standing in the wrong place and the messy pile of books on the ground.

Su Ge finally couldn't help crying, squatting on the ground and picking up books one by one, tears kept falling.

He knew that he was too much, he hurt Chen Chennan, and he, who had always been regarded as a friend by Shen Chennan, hurt Chen Chennan in turn, damn it, really damn it!Su Ge beat his thigh hard, he hated himself, it was all his fault.

But what can I do.Why didn't Su Ge want to simply be friends and suppress his heart, but he couldn't control it, and Shen Chennan would find out one day, and it would be too late to regret it.

Su Ge was sad, and so was Shen Chennan.

From that day on, Shen Chennan disappeared.

The doors of his dormitory were all open, and when he looked inside, there was no one at all.Every time Su Ge returned to the dormitory, he would intentionally or unintentionally look at Shen Chennan's dormitory, but every time he walked away disappointed.He clearly said that he really didn't want him, but Su Ge couldn't control his heart.He also wants to be the same as before, just be an ordinary friend by his side, but can he do it?He wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to speak. Can Shen Chennan really accept him who likes boys?

Missing deeply weighed on his heart and chest, making it difficult for him to breathe. Missing, it turned out to be so difficult.

"Where's Chen Chennan? Do you know where he went?" Su Ge couldn't wait to ask Cheng Fei as soon as he returned to the dormitory. He didn't notice that Cheng Fei was playing LOL excitedly, and he didn't have the mood to pay attention to him at all.Su Ge simply unplugged the computer, "I'm asking you something!"

"How do I know. You see, the computer can't even play, and it will die soon!" Cheng Fei hurriedly plugged it in, turned it on, and logged in.

It seemed that Cheng Fei didn't know either, and Su Ge didn't want to say anything more, so he rushed out.He went to the playground, classrooms, cafeteria, and even searched the toilets, but found nothing.Facts proved: Shen Chennan really disappeared.

Su Ge remembered that Shen Chennan also knew Lu Yicheng and Xue Yang, so maybe they would know if he asked them.Su Ge knocked on the door of the student union office, Lu Yicheng opened the door, poked his head out, saw that it was Su Ge, and opened the door. "Why are you? Is there something wrong?"

"Is Shen Chennan here? I have something to do with him."

Lu Yicheng shook his head, "He's not here, he hasn't been here for a long time."

In fact, Lu Yicheng and Xue Yang also went to look for him, but they couldn't find him, and no one answered his cell phone.

"Then do you know his mobile phone number?" Su Ge walked anxiously.He really regretted that he didn't ask Shen Chennan for a mobile phone number at that time, and now it's even inconvenient to find someone.

Su Ge got the mobile phone number and hurried back to the dormitory. In order not to be heard by Cheng Fei, he ran to Shen Chennan's dormitory to make a call.

The caller ID of 'idiot' was displayed on the phone, Shen Chennan turned black and pressed it off.Still smoking in his mouth, he took a long breath.

When Su Ge heard the sound of hanging up the phone, Shen Chennan must have known it was him, but he continued to call, and was hung up mercilessly. After he called N times and was hung up, Su Ge called again, only to hear Hearing a cold female voice: "I'm sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off..." Su Ge threw the phone aside angrily and stomped his feet anxiously.

Shen Chennan is really angry, what should I do if he doesn't talk to me anymore.Su Ge pulled his hair and didn't know what to do.

The day of the blind date finally came, well, since we can't avoid it, let's face it.Su Ge hasn't eaten or slept well in the past few days. As soon as he closed his eyes, the phantom of Shen Chennan appeared, even in his dreams it was Shen Chennan.He brushed his teeth and washed his face casually, and even his hair was too messy to comb.He just went to a certain tea restaurant.And this tea restaurant also has a very earthy name: In the Mood for Love Tea Restaurant.

Su Ge didn't want to make a good impression on others at all. He didn't want to care about other people's thoughts, and he had no time to care about them. He just wanted to end this blind date as soon as possible.

In front of her was a refreshing girl, who was fairly handsome. Seeing Su Ge's appearance, she was stunned for a moment, but she remained calm.Although Su Ge has messy hair, she can see that Su Ge is also a good-looking boy.

"Hello, my name is Zhang Mengfan." The girl said politely.

"My name is Su Ge." Su Ge said absent-mindedly.

Su Ge felt that this atmosphere was very strange. He had never been alone with a girl like this before, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Zhang Mengfan took out a comb and handed it to him, "Your hair is messed up by the wind, comb it." Then he smiled sweetly.

Su Ge was also taken aback for a moment, then picked up the comb and combed his hair embarrassingly.Sure enough, he looks good, but his eyes are swollen, Zhang Mengfan looked at Su Ge. "What happened to your eyes?"

Su Ge took his heart back, "No, I didn't sleep well." Then he smiled awkwardly.

"You are really special!" Zhang Mengfan said with a smile.Su Ge is the most different person he has ever seen. He is different from other pretentious people, and he feels that being with Su Ge is very real.She actually had a little good feeling in her heart.

After chatting for more than half an hour, Su Ge knew that this girl named Zhang Mengfan was 20 years old, a freshman, they were not in the same school, they had a good family background, and had never had a boyfriend.

Su Ge in Zhang Mengfan's eyes: 20 years old, 1 meters tall, good character, average family background, overall evaluation: good.

Su Ge looked outside from time to time, he had almost ignored Zhang Mengfan.

"What are you looking at?" Zhang Mengfan moved his face closer and looked outside, but he didn't see anything.Su Ge leaned back subconsciously, not wanting to get too close to Zhang Mengfan.

"No, it's nothing." Su Ge felt guilty, but Zhang Mengfan didn't notice it.

"Where are we going next?" Zhang Mengfan said sweetly after taking a sip of coffee.

"Anywhere, anywhere." Su Ge was not in the mood to think about this, he just wanted to let the time pass quickly, and then went back to each house and found each mother.

For some reason, I always feel a familiar atmosphere, just around.Su Ge took a look, and sure enough, Shen Chennan was sitting on the table opposite him, propping his head on his hands and looking at the two of them.Su Ge was stunned, why is he here, then...he saw it just now?