he is my man

Chapter 44 Can't Live Without Him

Su Ge has been listless for the past two days. He can't see Shen Chennan, he can't even speak a word, and he doesn't know where his mind is going in class. After a class, Su Ge is staring blankly at the blackboard. The book has never been opened.

Finally, Su Ge couldn't bear it anymore, and sneaked to the gate of Shen Chennan's class, and saw the group of women stretching out their claws to Shen Chennan from a long distance.Su Ge spat on the ground angrily, stomped his feet, full of jealousy.

How good is Shen Chennan's grades, why do you ask him questions, why are there so many questions!

Su Ge couldn't calm down, and even the hand reaching for the phone in his pocket was trembling because of being too angry.He glanced inside resentfully, then tapped his phone frantically, and sent a text message: Shen Chennan, please stay away from them for me!

After the text message was sent, he was dumbfounded. His tone just now seemed to be very fierce, and then he became messy.

At this time, Shen Chennan glanced at the text message, raised his head and glanced outside the door, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, Su Ge was really jealous!

Seeing that Su Ge raised his head and saw Shen Chennan looking at him, he staggered and fled... Shen Chennan stood up on his own, completely ignoring the girl next to him, and went straight to the empty seat not far away...

After a long and difficult time, Su Ge felt that he had grown flies, no, if this continues, he will become more and more depressed. It is more important to explain everything to his parents as soon as possible.However, tell them will not kill people?Su Ge's newly aroused fighting spirit disappeared immediately, and his whole body slumped down, slumping limply on the table.

Finally on Saturday, Su Ge opened the door of the house full of thoughts, and took a look inside. Lin Su had already prepared lunch and was waiting for Su Ge to come over for dinner.Su Ge took a deep breath, put on his slippers, and walked in.

When eating, Su Ge put down his chopsticks solemnly, and mustered up the courage to ask Lin Su: "Mom, what do you think of Shen Chennan?"

"Very good, what's the matter?" Lin Su put a piece of meat into Su Ge's bowl.

"Uh...it's nothing." Although I felt sorry for Shen Chennan, Su Ge still couldn't say it out, after all, it was really hard to say something like this.

Su Ge was a little absent-minded while eating, and Lin Su easily noticed it, and asked, "Xiao Ge, what's the matter? What's the matter? Tell Mom."

Su Ge was stunned for a moment, then quickly waved his hands and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

"You child, you obviously have something on your mind. Can't you tell your mother about it? Don't keep it in your heart."

Su Ge closed his eyes tightly, opened them again, took a deep breath, bit his lips, and said hesitantly: "Mom, I...I have someone I like." He pinched his nails deeply Into the meat, he must be mentally prepared.

"Yes, it's a good thing to have someone you like, but how do I see you being unhappy?"

"Mom, I...I..." Su Ge frowned, put down his chopsticks, walked to Lin Su's side, hugged her tightly, with a sore nose, "But I like a man."

Su Ge could feel Lin Su's body trembled suddenly after hearing this sentence.Lin Su's eyes were wide open, her lips were also parted, she was so shocked that she couldn't say a word.Seeing this, Su Ge hugged him even tighter, "Mom, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Lin Su collected himself and said in a trembling voice, "Why?"

The corners of Su Ge's mouth twitched, the tip of his nose became more and more sour, and finally he couldn't help but shed tears.

"Why does my son fall in love with men? Why?!!!" Then his eyes turned pale, and his whole body softened, "Why..."

Su Ge was just crying on the sidelines. He thought he could tell her clearly, but he could still encourage himself and say, "It's okay, mom will understand me." However, until now, Su Ge didn't have the courage to continue to say down.It turned out that in the face of love, how powerless I was.

Lin Su pushed Su Ge away mercilessly, and then gasped for breath. This bolt from the blue made her overwhelmed.Then he glanced at Su Ge coldly, and saw Su Ge sitting on the ground with his head down, then got up and walked into the room.Su Ge only heard a "bang—" and his whole body trembled, his mind went blank.

The plates on the table were full of food, and the rice in the bowl had not been eaten for a long time. By the time Su Ge realized it, the food had already been completely cold.He glanced at his watch, it was past four o'clock in the afternoon, and it was almost time for dinner.Su Ge heated up the food in frustration, then walked to the door of Lin Su's room, knocked on the door, "Mom, it's time to eat."

There was no sound inside, which frightened Su Ge, thinking: Could it be...

Su Ge shook his head desperately, no, no.He knocked on the door desperately, and yelled in a panic: "Mom, mom! Don't scare me, mom! Mom, open the door quickly, open the door quickly, okay!" Su Ge's heart was jumping up to his throat He didn't dare to think, and never thought that this would be the case.

If love must sacrifice family affection, what should I do?Shen Chennan, I'm sorry for you, I can't choose between love and family affection.Am I too greedy?I really want to have both.what do I do?

Su Ge twisted the door lock hard, but couldn't open it no matter what.Lin Su was silent, and finally, after Su Ge screamed wildly for several minutes, she slowly moved her bloodless lips: "Who is he?"

"Shen Chennan." Su Ge closed his eyes in despair, leaving only two lines of tears, dripping on the ground with a "tap-tap--".

"I should have thought of it earlier." Lin Su said hoarsely, "No wonder."

"No wonder?"

"Chen Nan often comes to visit me and your dad, and every time he comes, he brings supplements or a bunch of fruits." Lin Su paused, and Su Ge heard the sound of pumping facial tissues and blowing his nose. La" sound.Lin Su continued: "Chen Nan is indeed a good boy, but why do you like each other? Let me tell you why you don't like Zhang Mengfan, it turns out..." Lin Su choked up and stopped talking.

It turns out that Shen Chennan is also working hard to keep us together...

"I don't know why, but I just like him. I used to forget him too, but I can't let him go, and I can't forget him. I just know that I can't live without him." Su Ge lowered his head, leaning against the door, Weeping and talking.

"You have to see clearly, he is a man."

"I know very well that I just like him as a man, nothing is clearer than this." Su Ge was still very firm.

"Let's not talk about whether you can have children, don't you even care about the rejection of you by the outside world? What people around you will think, what our relatives will say if they find out, haven't you thought about it?" Lin Su opened door, looking at Su Ge with red eyes, looking very haggard.

"Mom, I haven't thought about it. I can't say that I don't care what others think of us, but I don't want to give up because of others' rejection. Because, there is nothing wrong with us. We can like each other only because of our fate, Mom, are you My dear mother! I am also your biological son. Are you going to cruelly kill our innocent love?"

kill?Am I really going to kill it?Lin Su was a little shaken.

Lin Su never thought that Su Ge would say these words so seriously, you son of a bitch!

"Call your dad and Chen Nan, we need to have a good talk."

Su Ge was relieved when he heard that Lin Su's attitude had changed a bit.

Su Ge returned to the room and sent a text message to Shen Chennan: Come to my house in a while...

In the evening, both Su Zhen and Shen Chennan arrived, they were all sitting at the dining table, no one spoke, Su Ge felt that the silence was a bit scary.Lin Su and Su Zhen stared straight at Shen Chennan, and Shen Chennan also looked at them. Su Ge swallowed and dared not speak.

Finally, Lin Su broke the terrible silence, she cleared her throat, "Are you two really not afraid of others' opposition when you two are together?"

Shen Chennan said calmly: "I don't care about other people's opinions, they say theirs, we live ours."

"Chen Nan, I know you are a good boy, and we like you very much. If our Su Ge was a girl, we would absolutely agree with you being together, but you are both boys, and you really can't be together " Su Zhenyu said earnestly, "Our family is Su Ge, the only son, how can you have offspring together?"

Su Ge couldn't hold back at last, he held Shen Chennan's hand tightly with one hand, looked at Shen Chennan affectionately, and said: "Dad, Mom. I know you are doing it for my own good, so that I won't be criticized by others Dao [-], for the sake of having children to take care of me after I read it, and for the sake of carrying on the family line. But can you understand our current mood? We love each other but we can’t be together, is it necessary to treat us like this just because we are of the same sex?” Su Zhen Both Lin Su and Lin Su were speechless.

Shen Chennan took out a tissue and gently wiped away Su Ge's tears, "Don't cry."

"I'm fine." Su Ge forced a smile, then turned to Lin Su and Su Zhen, "We really love each other, please don't break us up, I beg you."

Lin Su sighed, looked at Shen Chennan, "Do you really love Su Ge?"

"Without Su Ge, I can't live." Su Ge couldn't believe that Shen Chennan was so calm when he said this sentence, and he seriously doubted the authenticity of this sentence.

Lin Su's heart skipped a beat, she didn't expect Su Ge and Shen Chennan to say the same words, and she didn't expect Shen Chennan to like Su Ge so much, she hesitated whether to agree or not.She secretly pinched Su Zhen to let him speak.

I just know I can't live without him.

Su Zhen said: "Can you treat Su Ge well all your life and never leave him?"

Shen Chennan seemed to understand something, smiled lightly, and rubbed Su Ge's head in front of Lin Su and Su Zhen, with a doting expression on his face, "In this life, I only want Su Ge alone."

"What are you doing?" Su Ge couldn't help but blushed, and lowered his head, not daring to look at Lin Su and Su Zhen.

……

"Wife~" Su Ge yelled to the bathroom while sitting on the bed in his pajamas, "Why are you washing so slowly, come out quickly."

was ignored.

"Husband~"

Ignored again.

Damn, he ignored me, Su Ge ravaged me with a pillow, and finally fell on the bed. He thought for a long time, and finally showed a sly smile, now you still ignore me.

"Master~husband~" Su Ge shouted loudly on purpose, for fear that Chen Chennan wouldn't hear him, and sure enough, Chen Chennan heard it.Hearing the bathroom door being opened "bang--", Shen Chennan was wrapped in a bath towel and cursed outside: "Su Ge, you fucking want to die!"

Su Ge didn't know that he was so loud that he could hear it even outside.Lin Su put on the mask and opened Su Ge's door, and cursed at Su Ge: "What are you getting so nervous at night, if you keep quarreling with me, I'll beat you to death!"

"..." Silence... Then there was shock, "Mom, how could you break into my room like this?!" Fortunately, both Su Ge and Shen Chennan were wearing clothes, otherwise...it would be too scary.

After Lin Su left, Shen Chennan looked at Su Ge with a half-smile, "It deserves it." Endless ridicule...

Su Ge resentfully covered the quilt and didn't speak, thinking: Damn, everyone bullies me!How can there be such a mother? Sure enough, I am the kind of creature called "other people's child"!

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