[Fairy Tail] Evil Creed

Chapter 42 I Love You So Much

Whenever he dreams back at midnight, Leo always thinks of Eliog's back three years ago, the evaporated tear that fell on the ground, the fluttering shape of the black robe, and the silent sadness.

I never thought that one day I would fall in love with someone like this.Leo drank the gin he brought from Kanna with a wry smile.

No one in the guild remembers you, Eliog, it seems that Sidis, the young man who fascinated him at the beginning, has died...Eliog, where are you...

A new wizard came a few months ago, brought by Natsu, the Protoss wizard!Eliog, do you still hate the protoss?Are you happy when I'm not around?Yes, I am not by your side, you must feel much more at ease!

I wish I hadn't kicked you out of the Protoss world if I could, it sucks for a protoss to not be able to go home, I don't know how you got through it, but I'm close to being unbearable This pain is gone....

Eliog, the power you gave me is about to run out... Am I self-willed?I always think that if I die, maybe I can see you with my last glance before I die.

I remember that the first word you uttered when you came to this world was "brother".It seems that human beings have a saying that is right, it is best not to get, and what is lost can never be surpassed.

Eliog, do I lose you again?

There are many people who I have been sorry to in my life, Karen, you, and those guys who regarded me as a partner but I concealed the truth...I thought about many ways to say goodbye to them, but after thinking about it, I found out Leaving without saying goodbye is the best way.

Maybe that girl named Lucy can lead the Astral World to a new direction!

Maybe continuing to contact her will expose my secrets in advance. Although she is still very immature, I feel that she is a very powerful star magician, and there is an outstanding soul hidden in her body .

In fact, Angel and that Brett belong to you, right?

They came to Fairy Tail that day, representing Pale Night to reach an agreement with Fairy Tail, I suddenly remembered the self-introduction you said when you dressed up as Sidis, you are Ukaru from the north...

Ukalu City, a shining diamond on the vast northern continent...

Both Angel and Brett have a void magic power that only you can have. She already knew that I am a Leo!Eliog, you still really hate me!

But you know, I really really love you.

"Loki! What's wrong with you today? Are you out of your mind?" Kanna put down her glass and looked at the handsome boy, "Did you get rejected by that girl? Or you still haven't let go of that blond girl?"

Suddenly returning to his senses, Leo smiled wryly at Kana and dealt with it casually, "Where is it, it's just that I'm a little tired recently..."

"Ah!" Kana smiled inexplicably, "Pay attention to rest! You can't be so unrestrained when dating a girl..."

Leo smiled and said nothing.

Eliog, I don't know if you still remember the night we were together, I never felt that wonderful feeling again, it seems that only you can bring me the resonance of body, body and soul The pleasure, the gentle touch and the fragrant scene, I will never forget it in my life.

Eliog, how could you do this, how could you walk away after completely entering my life... Sometimes I think that if I didn't insist on doing that S-level mission with you, then we Is it still possible to continue walking like this, holding hands with the tenderness of the lips and the fiery soul?

I am willing to swallow the bitter pill of death for you.

Leo was walking home, and the girls on the street were all winking at her, and he also greeted the young girls with the same gentle smile.

Young people always have the capital to show off their love unscrupulously, don't they?

All the people are burning their lives calmly, only I am struggling with mediocrity and living a mediocre life...

Eliog, I feel powerless, a kind of powerlessness that comes from the heart, we are so weak in the face of fate, no matter how hard I try, I can't bring you back to me again, you seem to be forever I can't get rid of my hatred...

i'm dying...

I wonder if you will feel sad for me?If I die?Or you'll be happy that I'm dead!But no matter what, if my death can really make you feel happy, my death will always have some meaning...

These days I can already feel death approaching... how does it feel?Some are like the process of fruit falling into the soil and rotting, from full to dry, from bright to withered, from enthusiasm to depression... It is a feeling of loss, and you will feel that your soul is getting more and more Light, less and less gravity...

I suddenly thought of the scene when I saw a skinny woman jumping off a building in despair when I was doing a mission. She was really like an angel, leaving only a human-shaped black shadow crashing from the tall building with the bright sky behind her back, bringing With desperation and pain, blood-red flowers bloomed brilliantly downstairs of unknown heights.

It seems to be completely relieved...

If it is really possible, please let me die in the world with all the burdens, sins and pains!I don't want to continue to carry these painful things.

three years...

I don't know how to evaluate these three years. At first, I was so happy because of your existence, as if a person who had lost hope finally found an arm to rely on. Yes... I relied on that time You, Eliog, maybe you don't know that it is in that kind of dependence that I slowly fell in love with you.

What does it feel like to love someone?

I have asked a lot of girls I have dated with, but their answers are always the same, they always say that they will think of you all the time, no matter what they do, they will think of you at the first time, every time there is a slightest thing about you The news will prick up your ears and start paying attention.

But is this really love?

I have had all these things they said to you, but in the end the love I found was a sublimation of the soul, a tacit understanding of the body, and a composition of the spirit. No matter what the music expresses, the strings must be in perfect love with the bow...

Eliog, I love you so much, you know that?

Yes, you must not know it!Maybe you are still living a comfortable life in Ukalu in the north!But it doesn't matter, because I am satisfied to meet such a wonderful love during this dying time, even if this love gives me more pain.

You see, you did this to get revenge on me!Why do I just feel lucky?If there is another chance, I will hold you firmly in the palm of my hand and never let you leave me again. I love you more than I love myself...

There is a thorn in my heart, every time I miss you, I feel extremely painful, but every time this pain brings me a strange pleasure, that feeling will make me feel An illusion that you are still by my side, a feeling that you have never left me or this small town.

In fact, you love me!Even if it's only a little bit...you looked so high and unattainable when you left, but I felt...the sadness that came from you, although I can't be sure that you are sad for me, but There should always be a place for me in that sadness...

I wonder if you miss that crazy night as much as I do?I crawled into your bed and enjoyed the pleasure of fish and water...Actually, that night was deviated from my plan. If I can do it again, I will be on it....

The dull pain in my heart became more and more intense, the pain was like a giant hammer hitting the soft outer membrane of the heart, as if the whole heart had been hammered flat, but before I could calm down, it came back again. The hit on the chest gave me such an unbearable feeling...

I don't want to live anymore... If I live in such a hollow place like a walking dead, I will really go crazy... If I can, I hope that I can die in your hands, whether it is Karen Or other people, they are not the closest person to me after all, but you are different, I have been connected with your fate since you were born, our relationship is so close, like a twin vine Intertwined with each other and grow until no one can distinguish each other's existence...

Eliog, I've really reached my limit!If I die, please leave me a miss in your heart, okay?

......

He was sitting at the pier of Magnolia, watching the night tide lapping against the coast, the sound of crashing in the sea, and the seagulls flying in circles under the moonlight, as if they were holding some ancient ceremony Like him, he buried his head on his knees, letting the evening wind blow his hair as warm as the sun.

Tears began to flow uncontrollably, starting from the softest part of his heart, he sobbed lowly, it seemed that only in this way, only in this silent time can he vent the deepest sadness in his heart...

It wasn't until the noisy sound of the pier came to his ears, the hissing of seagulls and the steam of ships intertwined together with the sound of tinkling metal, that Leo belatedly saw that a bright red sun had come from the east. Gradually jump up from the white belly.

One night actually passed like this!

He stood up, straightened his clothes, looked at the dock workers and fishermen who had started to get busy, wiped away the tears on his face, and once again hung that mask-like smile on the corner of his mouth.

In his eyes, the red sun was reflected, but the bright morning sun was neighing hoarsely like a fiery red raven in the boundless blood red...

"It's dawn!" Leo froze for a moment and then showed a helpless smile. He scratched the short stubble of his hair and sighed indifferently.

The author has something to say: This is the portal:::::

My new Fairy Tail.. Please take away "Half Drunk Life"

After reading Mizuchijo’s old texts all afternoon, I’m so excited

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