Pregnant with His Highness' cub before becoming a monk

Li Yi raised his eyes to look at Shifang, and couldn't help worrying about gains and losses.

He used to think that he knew Shifang quite well. He knew that Shifang was soft-hearted and cared about him, so he could always easily grasp Shifang's weakness, and then use his own way to get some distress and indulgence from Shifang.

But I don't know since then, Li Yi realized that his understanding of Shifang didn't seem to be what he thought.

Just like now, when Shifang looked at him like this, he was not sure what Shifang was thinking.

Is it angry, distressed, or something else?

Li Yi couldn't figure it out, and didn't dare to guess, for fear that the answer would not be what he wanted.

"Are you hungry?" Shi Fang asked suddenly.

Li Yi nodded upon hearing this, and said, "A little bit."

Shi Fang got up and said, "I'll get you some porridge."

After he finished speaking, he got up and walked out of the room. Li Yi looked at his back and wanted to stop him, but then he thought that Shi Fang would not leave at this time, so he felt a little relieved.

After a while, Shifang came back with an extra bowl of porridge in his hand.He sat on the side of the couch and carefully tested the temperature of the porridge. After confirming that the temperature was suitable, he scooped up a spoonful and brought it to Li Yi's mouth.

Li Yi saw that Shifang's eyes were a little tired, and he was reluctant to let him bother to feed himself, so he took the porridge bowl and drank it all in one go.When he put down the bowl, he realized that Shi Fang was staring at him intently with red eyes.

"Brother..." Li Yi called him a little helplessly.

"Fortunately, you're fine." Shi Fang lowered his eyes and said.

He only said such a sentence, and then said nothing.

But Li Yi heard too many emotions from his words.

Li Yi knew that although Shifang didn't have the kind of friendship he expected for him, it didn't stop Shifang from caring about himself, even caring so much that he could risk his life for him.At the moment when the explosive/powder in the hotel lobby was ignited, Shi Fang could jump over and stand in front of him without thinking.

When the last injured person became him, Li Yi could fully imagine how worried Shifang would be.

At this moment, Shifang said this lightly, because his emotions have been exhausted.

So when it was confirmed that Li Yi was fine, Shi Fang didn't even have time to be happy, because he was so tired.

At that moment, Li Yi's heart suddenly seemed to be stabbed by something.

He used to be too greedy for Shifang's care. In exchange for this care, he deliberately made Shifang feel sorry for him, and used the guilt and pity Shifang felt for him to "force" Shifang to care about him.

But at this moment, Li Yi suddenly regretted it.

His elder brother had loved him for so many years, and suddenly he was a little reluctant to let the other party continue to love him.

Probably because of the scene where the other party sacrificed his life to protect each other, the anxiety that had been in Li Yi's heart for a long time suddenly settled down.This is a person who would not care about his life for his sake, how could he have the heart to take those small thoughts again and again to exchange for the moment of tenderness he wanted?

"Is your head still hurting?" Seeing Li Yi frowning, Shi Fang couldn't help asking.

If it had changed from the past, Li Yi would definitely take the opportunity to pretend to be pitiful, so that Shi Fang would stay by his side and take care of him because he felt sorry for him.But at this moment, compared to Shifang's company, Li Yi hoped that Shifang could feel more at ease and sleep well.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Li Yi smiled at Shifang and said.

As soon as he finished speaking, Huo Yansheng's voice came from outside.

When Shifang went out to look for porridge, Huo Yansheng knew that Li Yi was awake, and there were so many things going on outside, Huo Yansheng had to ask Li Yi for advice, so he didn't dare to delay too long.

"Brother, go eat something and take a rest." Li Yi said to him, "I have a few words with Huo Yansheng."

Shi Fang didn't think too much when he heard the words, and saw that Li Yi looked okay, so he left with confidence.

During the day when Li Yi was in a coma, Huo Yansheng and Yan Changsheng had already handled the matter in a mess.

Huo Yansheng saw that there was nothing wrong with Li Yi, so he didn't dare to hide it from him, and told Li Yi exactly what happened. "Why did magistrate Zhang drive those Dazhou people out of the city?" Li Yi asked with a slight frown.

"Because...he found out that people from the East Palace would come to inspect, and also heard..." Huo Yansheng hesitated for a moment, a little hesitant.

Li Yi raised his eyes to look at him, with a little sharp eyes, and asked, "What did you hear?"

"I heard that His Highness has always hated the people of the Great Zhou, and killed many people of the Great Zhou in the capital." Huo Yan said: "He felt that the people in the East Palace were naturally the same as His Highness, and would hate the people of the Great Zhou, so he sent all the people in the city The people of Zhou were driven out of the city."

In order to prevent these people from returning rashly, County Magistrate Zhang also threatened them, claiming that as long as the people from the East Palace came to inspect, they would hide outside the city honestly, and when the inspectors left, they would continue to let them enter the city, otherwise they would be killed. Don't even think about stepping into Dingfu County.

"Ridiculous!" Li Yi said coldly.

Li Yi killed many Dazhou people in the capital, but those people were without exception the secret work of Dazhou.

In his opinion, magistrate Zhang's move was downright stupid!

Huo Yansheng sensed Li Yi's anger, and said, "Magistrate Zhang has been in Dingfu County for many years, but he hasn't made any political achievements. The people in Dingfu County have lived and worked in peace and contentment in recent years, all relying on the management of the previous county magistrate for many years. It's not surprising that people who do such things for the sake of flattery."

In addition, in the eyes of county magistrate Zhang, those people are all from Dazhou, so there is no need to worry about being negligent.

Firstly, they had nowhere to ask for advice, and secondly, he didn't think anyone would care about the life and death of those Dazhou people.

It's just that he never thought that his stupid decision would kill dozens of people by accident...

"It's not wrong for that person to ignite the explosives in front of me and County Magistrate Zhang." Li Yi said, "In the final analysis, this matter has nothing to do with me. I don’t know what the consequences will be if any rumor spreads thousands of miles away, if I hadn’t beheaded those big Zhous to show the public, maybe what happened today would not happen.”

Huo Yansheng hurriedly said: "Young master, why should you blame yourself? This matter is all due to Zhang County magistrate's own cleverness. What has it to do with you?"

"I know. I don't think I did anything wrong in the execution of those meticulous things." Li Yi said: "But it is my responsibility to have such a stupid official who disregarded the laws and acted arbitrarily at the banquet."

Although Li Yi doesn't like Dazhou people, he is not a person who cares about others' lives in vain, and he can also distinguish the difference between a fine worker and an ordinary person.No matter how much he hated the people of the Great Zhou, he would never want to see the people of the Great Zhou die tragically on the land of the Great Banquet for no reason.

And for some reason, when he heard Huo Yansheng talk about the magistrate Zhang driving those innocent Dazhou people out of the city, he suddenly remembered the situation when Shifang was reprimanded by the courtiers that day.

Shi Fang had obviously never done anything. He had grown up in a banquet since he was a child, and he hadn't even had much contact with his father, who was from Da Zhou.But the imprint belonging to the people of Dazhou was invisibly engraved into his life, and it would never be erased in his life.

At that moment, Li Yi somewhat understood why Shifang insisted on leaving the capital.

Li Yi always thought that he gave Shifang many choices, but in fact Shifang had only one way from beginning to end.

Unless his identity as a Da Zhou man could no longer bother him, Shi Fang would not choose another path.

On the other side, Shifang was finally able to catch his breath, and he felt so exhausted that he wished he could fall asleep.

Shi Jiu was afraid that he would fall asleep and didn't know when he would wake up, so he got some food and wanted him to eat something before going to sleep.

"Your Highness will be angry after knowing the whole story, right?" Shifang stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, but didn't put it in his mouth. Faint officer."

Shi Jiu said: "That stupid official lost one eye and was seriously injured, so he has learned a lesson."

"It's a pity that the dead are already dead." Shi Fang sighed, looked at the porridge in the bowl, and remained silent for a while.

Shi Jiu knew that Shi Fang was not in a good mood, so he tried to change the subject.

"I don't know if they will continue to look for you after so long without hearing from you." Shi Jiu said, "Brother, shall we go by ourselves or go with them?"

Shi Fang thought for a while and said, "They should have something to do when they come here."

The implication is that it is not appropriate for him and Shi Jiu to follow.

But Shifang was more concerned about being afraid of exposing his traces.

He didn't want to live the days of being hunted down again.

Shi Jiu looked at the porridge in Shifang's hand, and reminded, "Brother, the porridge is getting cold."

Shifang finally came to his senses after hearing the words, and put a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, but for some reason, he didn't have the slightest appetite at the moment. Nausea.

Afraid that Shi Jiu would be worried, he endured the discomfort and took a few sips before putting down the porridge bowl.

Seeing that he had no appetite, Shi Jiu didn't force himself, so he packed up the dishes and went out.

She could tell that Shifang was too tired and desperately needed to rest.

In fact, Shifang was really exhausted and wished he could fall asleep for a day and a night.

But when he lay down, he didn't feel sleepy for a long time.

The mouthfuls of porridge he just drank kept churning in his stomach, making him want to get up and throw up.

Fortunately, the feeling of wanting to vomit was not particularly strong, but it was suppressed by Shifang for a moment.

Before falling asleep in a daze, a short thought suddenly appeared in Shifang's mind.

But soon drowsiness swept over him, washing away his unformed thoughts.

On that day, Li Yi wrote two documents overnight, one was sent to the capital, and the other was sent to the yamen of the upper state capital of Dingfu County.Although County Magistrate Zhang was injured, the matter should be investigated and should not be left alone.

Early the next morning, Li Yi and Shi Fang went to the countryside.

Now the matter has finally come to a conclusion, Shifang's previous promise of chanting sutras for everyone can finally be fulfilled.

When Shifang chanted sutras for them, Li Yi kept quietly by his side.

Li Yi has seen Shifang chanting scriptures many times before, but at those times, Shifang gave him a more deserted feeling, as if there was something between him and this ordinary world, which made Li Yi feel very distant.

But for some reason, what Li Yi saw from Shifang's expression today was compassion.He was actually very reluctant to use this word to describe Shifang, but when his eyes fell on Shifang, this word was the first thing that came to Li Yi's mind.

At that moment, Li Yi unconsciously felt a pain somewhere in his heart.

He thought to himself, his elder brother doesn't know how big his heart is, he pretends to be a lot of people and things.

But he is so merciful and has never had any malice towards the world. Even when he was practicing in the temple, he would pray for all sentient beings every day, but what the world rewarded him was always more disappointment and more malice.

Li Yi thought in his heart, if only he cared for him more in the past.

When leaving in front of everyone's graves, Li Yi walked behind Shifang, and suddenly said, "Brother, don't go, stay here."

Shi Fang stopped and looked back at Li Yi, without making a sound, his expression seemed to be asking Li Yi why he said this?

"I know you don't want to stay in the capital because you feel that your identity will affect others." Li Yi said to Shifang seriously: "Since you are not in the capital now, your identity is no longer Shifang, and you will not Involves anyone, so stay."

Shi Fang thought for a while, and said, "It's not just because of this reason that I want to leave."

"Is there another reason for me?" Li Yi said: "I know you never have any other thoughts about me. You don't know how to face me, so you would rather avoid it and keep out of sight, right?"

Shi Fang frowned, and seemed to disapprove of Li Yi's statement, but he did not refute it.

"What if I tell you that I won't have that kind of thought for you anymore?" Li Yi asked.

Shi Fang looked at him, as if he didn't quite understand what he meant.

Then Li Yi said again: "If my thoughts for you are the same as you are for me, and I don't have any distracting thoughts or unrealistic fantasies, then can you stay here without any grudges?" gone?"

"Why did you say such a thing all of a sudden?" Shi Fang asked. "Because I suddenly figured it out." Li Yi looked at Shifang seriously, with a rare seriousness in his expression, and said: "Until those worries in your heart are eliminated, and you can make choices according to your own will." Before, I could temporarily remove you from my heart, so that you don't have to worry about it anymore, and you don't have to avoid me anymore."

Until he figured out a way to untie the knot in Shifang's heart, so that Shifang could make choices without any scruples.

Shi Fang asked, "What do you want to do?"

"I want to untie the knot between you and Da Zhou." Li Yi said.

Untying this knot was not an easy task in Shifang's view, and he even wanted to persuade Li Yi not to waste his time.But when he thought about it again, this knot was actually not just about his own fate. With Li Yi's temperament, this matter would eventually come to an end.

Not to mention anything else, just based on the meticulous work that Da Zhou unscrupulously sent to the banquet, we should ask them for an explanation.

Shifang did not give a definite answer to Li Yi's question today.

But he was in no hurry to leave, because after leaving Dingfu County, there was only one road in the opposite direction from the capital.

If Shi Fang does not go with them, he will go back.

Leaving Dingfu County and continuing to the north, but two days' journey will lead to Beijun.

This Beijun City is much larger than Dingfu County, and it is the hub connecting the north and northwest, so many merchants from all over the city gather in the city, which is very lively.

Li Yi and the others were originally a small caravan in Qiaozhuang, and even had accompanying goods, so it seemed very natural in this Beijun city, almost no different from those small caravans from all over the place.

As soon as their carriage entered the city, they felt the noise in the city.

Shi Fang seemed to be very tired these few days, and he was not very energetic all day long. He almost slept most of the time in the carriage.When the carriage entered the city, he was awakened by the noise outside, and when he opened his eyes, he realized that he had fallen into Li Yi's arms at some point.

In the past two days, Shifang and Li Yi were in the same carriage, and he woke up from Li Yi's arms in various postures almost every time.Sometimes leaning on Li Yi's shoulder, sometimes leaning on Li Yi's lap... He obviously sat up well before falling asleep, but when he fell asleep, he changed his appearance.

In the past, when Li Yi got along with him, he was the one who relied more on him.

Now the two of them seemed to have changed roles, which made Shi Fang unable to react for a while.

But for some reason, Li Yi seemed to switch very well, without any discomfort.

"Are you awake?" After Li Yi noticed the subtle movements of the person in his arms, he whispered in Shifang's ear, "If you're not sleepy anymore, come and take a stroll with me, okay?"

Shi Fang got up from Li Yi's arms, then leaned against the edge of the car window, raised the curtain to look out, and saw people coming and going in the market outside, and it looked really lively.Anyway, he had enough sleep at the moment, and just wanted to go down for some activities, so he accompanied Li Yi out of the carriage.

"I see that you haven't eaten seriously in the past few days, and you seem to have a bad appetite." Li Yi walked side by side with Shifang to the busy market in Beijun, and said, "I heard from Mu that some people leave the place where they live. If it takes too long, you will become acclimatized when you arrive in a relatively unfamiliar place, and your symptoms are probably due to acclimatization.”

Shi Fang heard the words and thought for a while, and his situation these days seems to be getting more and more serious.

At first, it was just a lack of appetite, but now not only is my appetite getting worse and worse, but my energy seems to always be poor, and I like to be lazy.

"There are many kinds of food here, and some restaurants even have the taste of the capital. I will take you to try them all and see if there is anything that suits your appetite." Li Yi said to Shifang again: "If you like , we can poach their cook away."

Shi Fang looked at him and asked, "It's your first time in Beijun, how do you know so much?"

"I asked in advance when I was on the road." Li Yi said.

At this time, there were a lot of pedestrians on the street. Li Yi walked beside Shi Fang, protecting Shi Fang with one hand from time to time, as if he was afraid that people passing by would bump into Shi Fang.

Shifang used to be used to Li Yi's dependence on him, but now he suddenly became the one being protected by Li Yi, and he just felt very uncomfortable.

It was as if the boy who acted like a baby to him had changed overnight. The sticky eyes that looked at him before had become much calmer now, and even the tone and tone of his speech were gone. The former obedience, on the contrary, has added a sense of calmness that Shi Fang is not familiar with.

In fact, Shifang noticed the change in Li Yi a few days ago.

If you look carefully, Li Yi's changes should have started from the day he woke up from a coma.

The little habits that Li Yi developed when the two of them got along with each other changed almost in a day.

Shi Fang could hardly help wondering whether Li Yi had been stimulated after his head was blown off by the bomb.

But he couldn't tell whether Li Yi's change was good or bad for a while.

His more feeling is just not used to it...

"The mutton here is delicious, but you seem to prefer to be a vegetarian now. If you can eat some meat in the future, we can come and have a taste." Li Yi looked at the shops on the street and asked Shifang as he walked. Said: "Why don't you buy some snacks to take with you? If you don't want to eat, you can fill your stomach at any time when you are hungry on the road."

Shi Fang didn't really want to eat snacks, so he shook his head, and his eyes fell on a shop selling candied fruit on the street.

"Do you want candied fruit?" Li Yi quickly noticed Shi Fang's gaze, and pulled Shi Fang into the shop without hesitation.

Shi Fang passively followed Li Yi, feeling that Li Yi seemed to treat him like a child, and his attitude of "coaxing" was so obvious that Shi Fang felt a little embarrassed.

The owner of the candied fruit shop warmly greeted the two of them and said, "You two young masters, would you like some candied fruit?"

"Can I try one?" Li Yi asked.

"Of course you can. This is a sweet taste, and that is a sour taste. You can taste it as you like." The boss said hurriedly.

Li Yi stared at all kinds of candied fruit, chose a candied date, and was about to pass it to Shifang for him to taste, but saw Shifang picked up a sour-looking apricot, put it in the into the mouth.

"Is it delicious?" Li Yi asked.

Shifang nodded and said, "It's okay."

Hearing this, Li Yi asked the boss to make a bag of preserved apricots immediately, and then asked the boss to make a bag of each of the surrounding ones that looked similar in taste.He remembered that Shifang's taste seemed to be on the sweet side in the past, so he asked the boss to pack a pack of candied dates as well.

"I remember that you didn't like sour food in the past. Is it because you have a bad appetite?" After the two came out of the candied fruit shop, Li Yi handed the bag of preserved apricots to Shifang, and hugged the rest in his arms. arms.

Shi Fang was obviously taken aback when he heard the words, and said absent-mindedly, "Probably so."

Li Yi didn't think too much, and continued to look at the shops on the roadside while walking forward.

But Shifang kept thinking about Li Yi's words over and over in his mind. He really didn't like sour food in the past, but his taste suddenly changed recently.

He picked up a candied apricot and put it in his mouth, he thought of something and couldn't help but dazed for a moment.

After a while, Shi Fang subconsciously looked back at the candied fruit shop, just in time to see a woman with a slightly protruding belly, stepping into the shop.

He couldn't help but pause, and asked Li Yi, "What day is it today?"

"Fifteen." Li Yi said.

Shifang counted the days when he left the palace, and it has been more than three months.

The thought that had been faintly resurfaced a few days ago popped up again today...

Before he left Zhuangzi, Chu Yunfeng didn't know whether it was intentional or not, he deliberately asked him a few specific performances about a certain problem.At that time, Shi Fang didn't pay attention to it, but Chu Yunfeng was very skillful in his recitation, so Shi Fang still inadvertently wrote down the key points.

Now such a match... surprisingly, they all match up.

Shi Fang subconsciously looked down at his lower abdomen, feeling a little irritated for no reason, and the preserved apricots in his mouth suddenly tasted bad.

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