On the end of love at first sight [e-sports]

At noon, Jiang Zairan didn't have dinner with Lu Xingyan and the others. He said he wanted to get together with his old classmates, but Lu Xingyan told him to be careful and ordered a takeaway.

The weather was hot, Yuan Kai wanted to ask him to go out to play, but Lu Xingyan didn't want to go outside to bask in the sun.

In the Internet cafe, he remotely played a few training matches with a few people in the base.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon,? He received a call from Yan Zhun.

When Lu Xingyan picked it up, Yan Zhun got straight to the point.

"Guess where I am now?" When you come up, you play charades, which makes people lose the desire/desire to communicate.

Lu Xingyan is too lazy to accompany him to guess and guess,? Where can Yan Zhun go when he is at work?

"BK Club."

Yan Zhun: "No thinking!"

Lu Xingyan: "Are you okay?"

Yan Zhun: "Didn't I come to congratulate you? Qi Feng and Yuan Ke are going to be suspended for life, and the official blog will be released later. I will definitely notify you in advance of this kind of good day to celebrate together!"

Lu Xingyan: "You don't need to tell me, we have already guessed it."

Yan Zhun didn't give Lu Xingyan any shame, and said, "I called you to remind you of something."

Lu Xingyan: "What?"

Yan Zhun: "You know BK's current manager is Chen Ping, right?"

After Chen Ping joined BK, he kept a low profile. Although the manager didn't have to play,?, he always had to appear in other activities.

Chen Ping had almost faded out of their sight in the past six months. If he hadn't been mentioned, they would not have remembered him.

Of course, apart from TG, how could Lu Xingyan forget Chen Ping? That was the main culprit that caused TG to fall apart!

Yan Zhun: "I came to BK twice to investigate. Chen Ping's attitude before and after was very normal. My subordinates happened to see him calling in the corner, and he couldn't hear him very clearly. What Chen Ping said? It is related to the order at home."

Lu Xingyan frowned slightly, and quickly rejected Su Mian's invitation to rank, "What does Chen Ping want to do?"

"How would I know this? I'm not a clairvoyant. I'm just here to inform you so that you can prepare in advance."

Yan Zhun: "By the way, there is another important thing. The matter of Yuan Ke and Qi Feng has nothing to do with Chen Ping. The BK team should disintegrate soon. Chen Ping has already found a next home. I heard it is KOG Team."

Lu Xingyan smiled: "He really has many ways to go."

Yan Zhun: "And they are all low-level teams. They are more than enough than the top and more than the bottom. Chen Ping will only continue to go downhill."

Yan Zhun and Lu Xingyan should be avoiding other people by calling. Otherwise, if others hear him teasing other teams casually, he still wants to do this job.

KOG is no better than the BK team, and Chen Ping went there just to get rid of the current predicament, they are nothing to be afraid of.

What Lu Xingyan needs to worry about is, what tricks does Chen Ping want to do?

Chen Ping has dealt with him, Su Mian, Jiang Yi, and Lin Juncheng.

After such a long time, Jiang Zairan joined TG later, but Chen Ping wanted to do something to Jiang Zairan?

When Jiang Zairan came back from the examination room, it was almost time for dinner. Yuan Kai suddenly changed his mind and generously said that he would invite the two of them to dinner.

I invited Malatang, which is stewed in a large pot on the street next door. This Malatang is a time-honored restaurant. Sitting on the street and blowing car exhaust, the owner stands in front of the stove and serves you. It is cheap and delicious, but it is a bit hot.

When Lu Xingyan and the others passed by, they found that this small street shop had changed its decoration, with a layer of glass doors installed outside the shop.

There is nothing more blissful than not having to feel the unpleasant smell of trash cans, car exhaust, and the chilly air conditioner.

It was rare for Boss Yuan to treat guests, Lu Xingyan smiled and told Jiang Zairan to eat more, Jiang Zairan nodded vigorously.

It took the two of them two hours to eat hundreds of yuan of Yuan Kai. Those who didn't know it thought they were sitting in a hot pot restaurant and consuming at a slow pace!

This kind of small shop only costs dozens of dollars per person, Lu Xingyan really doesn't care about other people's money, so he directly ordered several boxes of fresh beef and mutton rolls, and finally stuffed them all into Jiang Zairan's stomach.

Yuan Kai's face was ashen, and he stood outside the door after paying the money, pointing at Jiang Zairan: "Didn't you say that you can't eat too spicy food these two days? You eat the most, you really are not afraid of diarrhea?!"

Lu Xingyan stood in front of Jiang Zairan and pushed away Yuan Kai's pointing hand.

Jiang Zairan smiled, without feeling guilty at all, and hiccupped, clasped his hands together at Yuan Kai: "Thank you, Papa Kai, for your hospitality."

Lu Xingyan: "Thank you Brother Kai for your kind hospitality. Our children's food will depend on you for these two days!"

Yuan Kai's arrogance suddenly faded.

Forget it, there is only one college entrance examination in life, so just endure these two days!

Yuan Kai said he wanted to go back to look at the store, but he slipped away without looking back.

Jiang Zairan took Lu Xingyan's hand, and said he wanted to go to the river to digest food, and Lu Xingyan readily agreed.

The weather in June was extremely hot, and the river breeze brought refreshing coolness. At this point, the shallows were full of old men and women who came for a walk. They brought their granddaughters and grandchildren, and they looked happy.

Lu Xingyan pointed to the group of people below, and said with a smile: "They all bring their children, and I bring my children too!"

After finishing speaking, he hooked Gou Jiang Zairan's finger.

When Jiang Zairan heard the words, his eyes crooked with laughter, and then he heard Lu Xingyan add another sentence.

"I'm taking my grandson out to play!"

Jiang Zairan immediately lost his face. Lu Xingyan still remembered that he asked his grandfather to take it?

This man really holds a grudge.

Jiang Zairan: "Ningcheng has a slow pace of life, so it's very suitable for retirement!"

Lu Xingyan: "What do you think, come back here when you get old?"

Jiang Zairan shook his head, Lu Xingyan didn't speak, waiting for him to continue talking.

Jiang Zairan stopped and stood in front of Lu Xingyan, blocking his way.

The summer solstice has not yet arrived, and the days are already longer than the nights.

At 06:30, the sky was still bright, and the place where it connected to the river was glowing orange-red like fire.

Jiang Zairan was hooking Lu Xingyan's index finger with his index finger, but he withdrew his hand for a second, then changed direction and clasped Lu Xingyan's fingers tightly.

"I don't know where I will live in the future, but I will only stay in the city with you."

Lu Xingyan's heart beat faster, he suddenly picked up Jiang Zairan, and easily placed him on the concrete platform.

In order to prevent the river from rising up, the platforms here were built very high. After Jiang Zairan sat on it, his feet couldn't touch the ground at all.

Lu Xingyan stood in front of Jiang Zairan, with his hands on his sides, and his head naturally resting on his shoulders.

"Brother?" Jiang Zairan asked softly, holding his head.

When Jiang Zairan came back, he found that something was wrong with Lu Xingyan. During the meal, Lu Xingyan was absent-minded.

Lu Xingyan: "Knowing about the fight between you and Yuan Ke, I was very angry at first."

Jiang Zairan: "Huh?"

Lu Xingyan: "I'm thinking, can't you think about yourself? I'm afraid something will happen to you."

Jiang Zairan looked apologetic, he didn't know that Lu Xingyan would be so worried about him, "I'm sorry, but I'm really prepared, I'll be fine."

"There are contingencies in everything." Lu Xingyan raised his head and looked directly at Jiang Zairan, "Aran, what I want to say is, can you also consider for me?"

Jiang Zairan's heart trembled, he put his arms around Lu Xingyan's neck, and pulled him towards him, their foreheads were pressed against each other, Jiang Zairan's speech was incoherent, and he just apologized.

"I don't need your apology." Lu Xingyan held his face with both hands, and said softly, "If you don't say anything and keep supporting, I will feel bad."

Jiang Zairan lowered his head, hooked his finger on Lu Xingyan's, and shook it lightly. This was his unique way of apologizing with a coquettish air: "I'm sorry, I made you worry."

Lu Xingyan pursed his lips. In the few hours since Yan Zhun called him, he had been thinking for a long time. Jiang Zairan was about to take the exam, and he didn't want Jiang Zairan to think too much before that.

However, he was also afraid that something might change in the next few days.

After all, no one knows what Chen Ping, who is hiding in the dark, wants to do. He can only ask Jiang Zairan who knows the inside story.

Lu Xingyan thought over and over again, but still opened his mouth: "Aran, can you tell me the truth, what is your relationship with Chen Ping?"

Jiang Zairan was startled, Lu Xingyan hugged his face, and his body was restrained, unable to escape.

Lu Xingyan used this method to trap him every time, and then talked with him, in order not to let Jiang Zairan have the possibility of escaping.

Lu Xingyan: "I am acquainted with the disciplinary team. He tipped me off. He heard who Chen Ping was on the phone with. The content of the conversation was about you." As long as the difficult words start, after that It's easy to say.

Lu Xingyan was not as nervous as he was at the beginning, and blurted out what had been buried in his heart for a long time: "I heard Kipa say that during the Spring Split, Fu Xiao threatened you backstage, and then I went to the hospital to ask Fu Xiao, I heard many things from him, including Chen Ping..."

—— Lu Xingyan may not know what you are doing

——When you were a child, you pushed your mother down the stairs and caused her to lose her child, and now you send her to a mental hospital with your own hands

——Jiang Zairan, Lu Xingyan doesn't know you are such a scary person, does he?

Jiang Zairan's lips trembled, panic filled his heart, and he said with a dry smile, "...Did Kipa hear that?"

"Well, I heard almost everything," Lu Xingyan nodded, "He told me before, I think this is your private matter, so I didn't want to tell me, and I didn't ask you..."

Lu Xingyan looked at Jiang Zairan's pale face, the pain in his heart wave after wave, his palm pressed against Jiang Zairan's cheeks tightly, his voice was gentler than Jiang Zairan's every time he had heard it.

"Aran, I'm sorry, about you and your mother, I asked Brother Kai privately, when you were on vacation in Hawaii..." Lu Xingyan was also a little incoherent, he wanted to say a lot, but he was already confused when he said it up.

Jiang Zairan looked at him without blinking, the helplessness in his eyes was clearly visible.

Fortunately, Lu Xingyan did not see anger or disappointment.

Lu Xingyan let out a breath, let go of Jiang Zairan's hand, and hugged him tightly into his arms.

Unable to see Jiang Zairan's expression, he seemed to have a buffer.

Lu Xingyan: "I know you have your reasons for not wanting to confide, but, as I said just now, can you also consider for me, if you don't say anything and keep supporting, I will feel distressed."

Therefore, Lu Xingyan has always known since then that the sentence "I suddenly miss you so much" at that time was not a sigh for no reason, but Lu Xingyan's heartache for him.

Jiang Zairan breathed lightly, the distance between the two was so close, he could easily smell Lu Xingyan's faint scent.

Lu Xingyan took a shower when he came out, and now he smells of spicy hot pot again. In fact, apart from his status as a professional player, Lu Xingyan is just an ordinary 19-year-old boy. This kind of light fireworks makes him more real .

It's not that it's far away, Lu Xingyan is right in front of him, and now Lu Xingyan is still his boyfriend.

Lu Xingyan was apologizing to him tactfully, it was obviously not Lu Xingyan's fault, why should he apologize?

His past is not so difficult to talk about, the difference is just a matter of whether to talk about it or not...

Jiang Zairan raised his hand, hugged Lu Xingyan back, put his cheek against his neck, and whispered the story of him and his mother.

What Lu Xingyan knew, what Lu Xingyan didn't know, all kinds of trivial things.

"It was she who took the scissors and cut open the little bird's belly in front of me..."

"I didn't steal the money. She framed me. She likes to come to school to look for me. I don't want to see her, and I don't want her to go crazy in front of my classmates. If she can't find me, she will go back. That's why I want to skip class... "

"Fighting...the fighting is real, because they took the initiative to provoke me, and I couldn't fight back..."

……

As night fell, the two still did not let go of each other.

Jiang Zairan's voice became hoarse at some point, and his tears wet Lu Xingyan's clothes.

Lu Xingyan did not intend to let go of Jiang Zairan, nor did he speak, and listened quietly to his confession.

"It's not that I don't want to tell you, but those days have passed. This matter has nothing to do with you, brother. I have the ability to deal with my mother's affairs now. I, I have overcome my fear of her. I don't want to put Her matter brought into our relationship, like the days when we were forced to separate, I don't want to have a second time."

Lu Xingyan guessed the reason, but he still felt distressed when Jiang Zairan said it himself.

Why is his Aran so obedient?

Good thing he felt distressed.

Lu Xingyan was finally willing to let go of Jiang Zairan. He wiped away the tears on Jiang Zairan's face, lowered his head and kissed the corners of his eyes that were red from crying, and said softly: "Ah Ran, no matter what happens in the future, please be sure to Tell me I'm not ordering you, I'm asking you."

Jiang Zairan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he really felt Lu Xingyan's tenderness.

He was wrapped in Lu Xingyan's warmth without a single gap.

"I like you, I like everything about you. If I can't even accept your fragility, I don't deserve your likes."

The nasal cavity and throat seemed to be worn out, and every breath was painful.

Jiang Zairan loved this pain very much, because he was cared about and loved by Lu Xingyan.

……

Lu Xingyan asked Jiang Zairan to take it easy on his own, and ran down the hill to buy Jiang Zairan his favorite wave soda.

Jiang Zairan's eyes were still swollen with the sweet soda in his mouth, and his tears had stopped.

Lu Xingyan: "So, what contact did you have with Chen Ping?"

Jiang Zairan: "I wanted to go to TG to play professionally before. I contacted Chen Ping and showed him my personal information. He said that he needs to know the family situation of each player..."

At that time, Jiang Zairan had reached the age of 16 and qualified. Just when the TG club was recruiting a new batch of youth trainees, Jiang Zairan went to Shanghai in a frenzy.

When he was talking to Chen Ping, Chen Ping could see that he was hiding something. Jiang Zairan was not stupid, he only said that his parents were divorced and his mother lived in a mental hospital, and he didn't say much after that.

Chen Ping said that he can let Jiang Zairan enter the youth training camp, but the premise is that Jiang Zairan needs to pay a membership fee of [-] yuan.

Lu Xingyan laughed angrily after hearing this.

I have never heard that the club pays the youth trainees, but I have never heard that the recruited youth trainees need to pay fees to the club. It is [-].

Chen Ping really wants to speak?

Lu Xingyan took a deep breath. The matter between Yuan Ke and Qi Feng was caused by TG. Chen Ping must hate them to death. The persimmons were soft. Given the family backgrounds of Demon and Kipa, Chen Ping naturally did not dare to move. There have been no scandals since [-], and he and Juncheng are in the favor of the people. The only one Chen Ping can control is Jiang Zairan.

Lu Xingyan stroked Jiang Zairan's hair, and said, "Don't think about other things during the exam. I was afraid that Chen Ping would do something small so I asked you in advance, so I could take precautions. No matter what happens later, I will handle it. You don't have to worry about it."

Jiang Zairan nodded obediently, and hugged Lu Xingyan again. The two sat on the table, blowing the evening breeze, and chatted for a long time.

……

When Jiang Zairan came back for the exam, he didn't want Lu Xingyan to accompany him.

The round trip took more than ten hours, and Lu Xingyan had almost no time for training. He was worried that Lu Xingyan would be tired.

But Lu Xingyan said: "The college entrance examination should be accompanied by parents, right? I don't worry about Yuan Kai, that guy is careless, I have to explain it to him face to face."

With moist eyes, Jiang Zairan threw himself into Lu Xingyan's arms, and pressed his cheek against his chest.

It turned out that his family was not only in Hawaii.

"Don't get your snot on my clothes!" Lu Xingyan sighed softly, but hugged him tightly.

Jiang Zairan's voice was choked with sobs, and he whispered: "Brother, you are so kind to me."

Lu Xingyan wanted to say something good, he is not a qualified boyfriend, he is always very fierce to Jiang Zairan, Jiang Zairan has no complaints, and always follows behind him.

All he can do for Jiang Zairan is in life, try to take care of him in every detail.

Tonight the moon is bright and the stars overhead are dim.

Jiang Zairan leaned on Lu Xingyan's shoulder, listening to the sound of the river lapping on the bank, and Lu Xingyan's low voice in his ears.

I never thought that the heaviness that has been suppressed in my heart for many years will be completely released today. It seems that all the pain I have encountered in the past has been written off today.

From now on, in his whole life, he can finally write Lu Xingyan's name completely.

Jiang Zairan slowly closed his eyes, and silently repeated in his heart.

Brother, you are so kind to me.