crematorium please go away

Chen Shuyi tested several times to confirm that the ability to hear the voice of the heart can be turned off.Just say "stop" in your mind.

For the skill of "Mind Reading", Chen Shuyi respected and thanked Bumin.First of all, he believed in his own ability, after so many years of hard work, he didn't rely on some damn superpower.

The second is that sometimes it is better to be confused. You don't need to know so much and so much detail.We are all human, no one is sunny every day, and there are more dark thoughts, which is normal. After all, the so-called good people are those who have a stronger sense of morality and are more able to control their own behavior.

Listening to other people's voices every day, whether others would mind or not, Chen Shu didn't know, he thought he was going crazy.

However, although Chen Shuyi can stop this ability, when he touches other people, he will still passively activate this ability. Fortunately, there is no limit to the number of times the command "stop".

On the way to being taken to the cafeteria by Yang Chunhua to eat together, Chen Shuyi felt good.

He himself looks cold, and employees generally don't want to stay with the boss, and there are not many opportunities to touch others.

When entering the elevator, Chen Shu realized something and reminded Yang Chunhua: "By the way, you are a vicious supporting actress."

"Who?" Yang Chunhua pointed at herself in surprise, "Me?"

"From the perspective of the protagonist, you like me." Chen Shuyi was not embarrassed when he said this, he was not afraid of hurting Yang Chunhua's feelings, because he knew that Yang Chunhua had no love for him at all.

Yang Chunhua was quiet for a while, and waited for the elevator to reach the restaurant floor before saying: "Although I haven't met your 'lover' yet, I'm already starting to hate him."

The friendship between Chen Shuyi and Yang Chunhua is quite stable, but Chen Shuyi is gay, and although Yang Chunhua is straight, she is actually more like an asexual. Anyway, Chen Shuyi has never seen her show that kind of interest in any human beings.

There was no way the two of them would be together anyway.

Yang Chunhua continued: "I think Shen Ping is more reliable than me as this vicious supporting role."

Chen Shuyi originally wanted to refute, but after thinking about Shen Ping's character, he nodded: "You are right."

Shen Ping can also be regarded as a classmate of the two, but that guy is a rich third generation, the most wealthy third generation.But ordinary people can't figure out what's going on in his mind. Of course, it's also possible that their brain circuits are different because of their different life experiences.

All in all, that guy's brain circuit has nine twists and turns, even if this guy falls in love with Chen Shuyi, the female monkey who snatched his mineral water bottle on Mount Emei tomorrow, it won't be a surprise.

Besides, everyone is in their thirties, if Chen Shuyi didn't fall in love, he really didn't have time, and Yang Chunhua didn't have the urge to fall in love.

Only Shen Ping has time, money, good looks and loves sports.But his urge to have a vigorous love affair only happened once in high school, and his love river became a stagnant pool after that.

Especially when everyone graduated from university six years ago, Shen Ping insisted that he was very interested in Buddhism, and he wanted to go to the mountain to become a monk no matter what.

At that time, Shen Ping's eldest brother was also rebellious, unwilling to inherit his father's family property, insisted on going out alone, set up an investment company, and earned his first pot of gold in life.

Both of them were looking forward to their future, feeling that the sea and the sky were free to fly, and then Shen Ping's brother's company was bought by Shen Ping's father.

After taking care of his eldest son, he swung his iron fist at Shen Ping, and finally both of them were captured by their father.

Big brother Shen Ping, a talented young entrepreneur, was forced to inherit the family business. Their family manufactured electronic equipment, such as mobile phones, TVs, computer game consoles, and it took Shen Ping's big brother a lot of effort to understand their business thoroughly.

As for Shen Ping... Shen Ping's brain is actually very good. He is now the CEO of a subsidiary of their group. The company's main business is home game consoles, and the cooperation with Chen Shuyi and his company is very close.

Although he loves sports and looks more sunny, he is also a man of science and technology with a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder.He is a top-1 university in China, and he has just passed the top five majors in electrical engineering.

Shen Ping also knew these things early, and he can be regarded as a talent, so he is actually very suitable for their family's industry, but he chose to run up the mountain with the bald master after graduation.

His parents didn't know what was in their son's two-and-a-half-pound brain. Their only request to Shen Ping was not to become a monk, and it would be best if their future partner was a living person.

Shen Ping is a strange person, a strange flower that grows wantonly and twists and turns.

He's great, but he's not right.

Chen Shuyi and Yang Chunhua went to have lunch, and then sat down in a place with few people.

"Since you already know that such a person may appear in the future, why not fall in love?" Yang Chunhua said as a matter of course, "Do you remember the boss of Guixiang Company that we cooperated with last year? The little girlfriend he is looking for now is better than his My daughter is one year younger, only nineteen."

"You can move your mind but not your mind." Yang Chunhua raised Erlang's legs, her trousers were pulled up a little because of her movements, exposing her calf, which was a section of metal pipe.

Yang Chunhua was born with deformed legs, so she always likes to wear long trousers to cover it up: "As long as you like me, everyone will just play around and there will be no problems."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Chen Shuyi to refute, Yang Chunhua shook his head again: "No, that's not right, you are too easy to be attacked by those veterans in love."

"That's not what I care about." Chen Shuyi sighed, "I just feel that my 'lover' who came out of nowhere doesn't seem to understand me very well."

If he knew enough, it would be impossible for him to think that he was having an affair with Yang Chunhua anyway.

After that dream, Chen Shuyi actually took the time to read some novels with similar settings.

Some of the protagonists in those novels have reached the point where they need to be arrested by the police. In the final analysis, all the previous sadomasochism is for the comfort of the final "crematorium".

A well-written crematorium article can arouse the reader's emotions. After the initial frustration, the refreshing feeling of revenge in the crematorium plot can pull the reader's emotions to the highest point, and slowly fall back after this "burst point" passes. , with the abuse of Gong, the Gong is getting worse and worse, and some readers will start to feel sorry for the Gong. Of course, it is also possible to change the Gong.

This is the kind of writing that is relatively good, but there is also a part, Chen Shuyi doesn't think Gong is such a heinous crime.

Gong is obsessed with other things. If Gong is the president, then he will be passionate about his career. If he is cultivating immortals, then he may be practicing.

In short, the protagonist will be neglected for various reasons. The protagonist is wronged and refuses to talk about it.

This kind of final attack will get worse and worse, but it inexplicably gave Chen Shuyi a sense of fragmentation and collapse, as if this person is not a bastard himself, but for the final crematorium service, even if this attack he is the one hanging from the iceberg , and will eventually become a hysterical rotten person inexplicably.

Chen Shuyi suspected that he was in the second category, or even worse.

After all, even those colleagues who have worked in their company for a long time know that Chen Shuyi and Yang Chunhua are impossible.

When Yang Chunhua was in high school, she was in the same class as Chen Shuyi. At that time, Chen Shuyi and Yang Chunhua were just two poor ghosts.

Yang Chunhua was even worse. She was born with deformed legs, and she couldn't stand up at all. Her body was normal, but her calves were only as long as a three- or four-year-old child, and she was skinny and unable to walk at all.

At that time, the only labor force in Yang Chunhua's family, that is, her grandfather built a small wooden stool for her and let her walk with it.

Their high school classroom was on the fifth floor, and Yang Chunhua was basically memorized by Chen Shuyi in those three years. That's why, in the end, when Chen Shuyi wanted to start a business, Yang Chunhua immediately resigned and followed.

Part of the reason is to repay Chen Shuyi, and part of it is because she really trusts Chen Shuyi's ability.

Chen Shuyi's dullness is dullness, but not so dull that a friend who has been with him for more than ten years doesn't even know whether he likes him or not, and he is not a fool.

"There's no need to be so resistant to mind reading." Yang Chunhua suggested, "Maybe it can help you find the protagonist."

"Indeed." Chen Shuyi nodded, he guessed that this ability appeared because he had been looking for a year, but he hadn't found his lover yet.

Chen Shuyi actually didn't think he could quickly find the protagonist with the mind reading skills, after all, there wasn't even a suspicious person around him.

His first priority is still to focus on his new projects.

But obviously, Chen Shuyi took it for granted.

Today's work is not too busy, it's rare for Chen Shuyi not to work overtime.

Chen Shuyi actually has a driver, but Chen Shuyi only let the driver drive when socializing, other times Chen Shuyi is more used to driving by himself.

It was 09:30 pm when he left the company, and the company's normal commute time was from 06:30 am to [-]:[-] pm. He left later than most of the employees in the company, and he didn't have dinner.

Chen Shuyi felt that his stomach was a little uncomfortable, so he parked the car at a convenience store near the company, and wanted to eat something to solve it.

After entering the door, Chen Shuyi noticed the clerk at the convenience store, and nodded at him, saying hello: "Still at work?"

"Ah?! Yes, yes! I just changed shifts with my colleagues." Wei Sibai spoke awkwardly.

Wei Sibai and Chen Shuyi can barely be regarded as classmates, Wei Sibai is a class lower than Chen Shuyi, but they both belonged to the student union in high school, so there is a little overlap.

Chen Shuyi doesn't know enough about Wei Sibai, the two of them are not from the same world.

Wei Sibai seemed a little too...enthusiastic. He was in the student union before. He had a good relationship with everyone, and he often chatted with Chen Shuyi.

It's a very normal chat, worrying about some things that normal high school students would worry about.For example, the stricter control of parents, such as the conflict between some classmates and him, or asking if they want to hang out together.

But at that time, Chen Shuyi didn't care about these at all, he was a bit extreme at that time.

In the third year of middle school, Chen Shuyi's father died unexpectedly. His grandparents passed away early, and his grandmother was still alive, but his grandpa was also paralyzed in bed, and all the burdens of the family were placed on his mother.

Chen Shuyi couldn't do anything, his mother would not let him drop out of school, saying that Chen Shuyi dared to drop out of school, so she jumped off the bridge.

Chen Shuyi's indifference and alienation were cultivated in high school, because he can only study hard and do his best, so that he can have hope in the future.

As long as he has time during summer vacation and winter vacation, Chen Shuyi basically does odd jobs. He doesn't want to be a burden to his mother.

At that time, life was very difficult, but the inexplicable self-esteem of the adolescent Chen Shuyi was very strong.

He can't play well with students like Wei Si Bai.

Wei Si Bai's complaints fell on Chen Shuyi's ears almost all of them were Versailles.

He complained that his parents could not respect his decision, but Chen Shuyi was calculating what to do with the little savings of the year and the tuition fees for the second half of the year.

Moreover, Chen Shuyi really couldn't bear the inexplicable sympathy of these students, and the appearance of understanding him and wanting to redeem him.

Those sympathies boiled down to one sentence, roughly: "You are so pitiful, but people always have to look forward, you are not suitable for keeping a straight face, it would be nice to smile more."

Chen Shuyi hated the self-righteousness of these students.

Not suitable for a straight face, more smiles?But indifference is the only attitude he can express, why laugh?After all this, he still laughs?What's so ridiculous?

Since it is said that he is no different from others, why don't you take special care of him and just ignore him?Is it hard to see him as a normal person?

He thinks he can become the light in his life, illuminating something for redemption.In the eyes of Chen Shuyi at that time, this kind of self-righteousness was really stupid and arrogant.

Chen Shuyi, who is now 32, is much calmer.

He knew that those classmates who cared about him at that time were also kind, but for Chen Shuyi at that time, all this was unacceptable.

But he is still not the same as Wei Sibai.

Wei Sibai would often send him messages. Chen Shuyi had asked Yang Chunhua before, and Yang Chunhua said that Wei Sibai would often send him messages too.Chen Shuyi didn't care and didn't respond.

There is no need to respond, and he doesn't know how to respond. The reason is that their different experiences lead to different ideas, and they cannot chat together harmoniously.

Wei Si Bai and him couldn't go any further to become friends.

"That's all." Chen Shuyi put the rice ball and fruit juice he brought in front of Wei Sibai, "Please warm it up for me."

"Ah, okay." Wei Sibai stretched out his hand and touched Chen Shuyi intentionally or unknowingly.

[He is still so indifferent. 】

Chen Shuyi frowned, and just about to stop the meditation, Wei Sibai's voice sounded again.

【Chen Shuyi, I have loved you for so many years, how can you remain indifferent?What the hell is your heart made of! 】

Chen Shuyi looked up in surprise, and looked at Wei Sibai.