The burden of true and false idols

The sky is like splashed ink, as thick as a dark river, dripping wet raindrops.

In the empty classroom, only the lights in front of the blackboard were on.The wind poured in through the window, and the pages of the books on the table were blown, making strange noises.

The boy and the girl stood facing each other, staring at each other.

The girl showed a sad and scared expression, while the boy leaned his legs against the corner of the table and looked at her coldly.

"Luo Jun, let's not do this." She squeezed out a weak cry through her almost trembling teeth.

The boy opened his mouth slightly and refused coldly: "I don't."

Chen Ling's shoulders were also shaking, and she felt sore eyes and heat: "You obviously don't like me, why do you have to treat Yu Mi like this? He didn't do anything wrong."

Luo Jun raised the corner of his mouth: "So you fell in love with him?"

Chen Ling shook her head. She took a few steps back and sat down heavily on the chair.In the dimly lit classroom, the girl sobbed helplessly.

After a long time, she almost sobbed and said, "I don't want to be like this anymore, I feel like a bad person. I met Yu Mi at the entrance of the cafeteria in the evening. His expression was so scary, I've never seen him like that before."

Luo Jun's eyes fell on her back, and saw the slender girl's thin back rise and fall.

What an exasperation.How can you make such a pitiful look?In this way, did Yu Mi fall in love with it?

He remembered the scene when Yu Mi told him that he liked a girl.The two of them lay on the bed and chatted together after playing video games, Yu Mi suddenly turned her head, and said greenly and happily: "I fell in love with a girl, she is so nice, I really love her."

It turned out that just like what was written in the book, the love affair was just beginning, and the love was expressed frankly.

Luo Jun tilted his head, puzzled: "Why does he like you? Sister."

Chen Ling froze, his eyes became sad.

As Luo Jun approached step by step, Chen Ling subconsciously clenched his clothes tightly.He stopped opposite her, squatted down again, and looked at her from behind the desk, looking carefully at every skin on her face.

"It's not like that," Luo Jun said regretfully, "Even though we have different fathers, you and I don't look alike at all."

Chen Ling couldn't help shedding tears, she begged the boy opposite: "Don't be like this, please don't be like this."

Luo Jun touched the bridge of his nose, eyes, and lips with his fingers, and said softly and sighing: "I still expect him to like you because you are a little bit like me."

Chen Ling's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at him in astonishment, with tears still streaming down unconsciously.

"You..." Chen Ling felt a little out of breath. She stared at Luo Jun, as if she had suddenly learned some terrible secret.

"Yes." Luo Jun pressed the corners of his eyes, "I like him."

Chen Ling opened her mouth wide and her chest felt uncomfortable. She really couldn't think of any reason to explain Luo Jun's actions.She has always tolerated him, but now she is very angry: "Since you like him, why did you tell him that you like me, and let him hurt so much?"

Luo Jun's eyes were filled with dark and unclear emotions. Occasionally he didn't understand why he did this, but he felt clearly: "Hate is easier than love, and it is much deeper. He will always remember me."

Chen Ling was stunned for a long time.

The sound of the rain is getting low, and the classroom is very damp and cold.Chen Ling slowly raised his sleeves and wiped away his tears little by little.

She stood up and walked towards the door of the classroom: "You are simply crazy."

Chen Ling looked back at him again: "I don't owe you anything. It wasn't my mother who took your father away, and it wasn't my mother who made you lose your home. Dad never loved your mother, it was your mother who couldn't let go, yes You can't let go."

"Luo Jun," the girl's voice was slender and crisp, "I won't go bad with you."

Seeing that she was about to walk away, Luo Jun smiled like a brother who was so gentle as hell: "Sister, have you stopped talking to me?"

Chen Ling shed tears again, she tried not to cry, and did not look back: "You are very good to me, but you don't like me, you hate me."

"You hate me but play with me. You like Yu Mi but want to hurt him. But I hate you, Luo Jun, I won't talk to you anymore."

Chen Ling left.The classroom was empty, and Luo Jun could barely feel his presence. He lowered his head and looked at his palm.

In the darkness, he faintly saw the lines there, intertwined, like the veins of a leaf.Will it grow like a plant, he thought, when it grows so big and tall that he can cover himself with wide leaves when he raises his hand.

No one can see.

Mom is gone, she no longer screams and cries in the dark room, no longer pulls his hair and beats and curses, no longer hugs him tightly with red eyes, making him scared and having difficulty breathing .

I am so lonely.My Yu Mi, can you stop liking her, don't like her who is already loved by her parents, and like me instead?

"Cut!"

Director Zhang applauded again and again: "The eyes at the end are so contagious."

With shining eyes, Xiao Fu walked up to Xu Wang and said sincerely, "It's really great. Although he was silent, he seemed to be able to feel the words in Luo Jun's heart."

"I'm a little sad." Xu Wang said in a low voice.

"Eh?" Xiao Fu was taken aback, "Is it too deep into the drama?"

Xu Wang gently rubbed his shoulders, and silently walked towards his lounge.

Xiao Fu was stunned for a few seconds, but still chased after him.Director Zhang called him, Xiao Fu waved his hands and mouthed: "I'll go and have a look and talk to him."

Xiao Fu walked over quickly, Zhang Dao felt the back of his head in wonder, and sat back on the stool.

Director Zhang has cooperated with Xu Wang several times.It is completely clear that he is not an actor who is not easy to get out of the play, he almost has a precise grasp of reality and drama.

Probably because I was in a bad mood.Director Zhang thought, but they are both young people, so it is fine to ask Xiao Fu to enlighten him.

Xiao Fu pushed open the door of the lounge and saw Xu Wang sitting on the sofa with no expression on his face.He closed the door to get closer, thought for a while, and locked the door again.

Xiao Fu thought about Luo Jun's emotions at this moment, slowly approached Xu Wang, sat next to him, and said softly: "Luo Jun, I lied to you, I will not ignore you."

He imitated Chen Ling's voice, making a thin and fragile voice.

Xu Wang raised his head, his eyes were a little confused: "Really?"

it works!Xiao Fu secretly applauded, and imitated his vocal cords earnestly: "Brother, don't be afraid, what I said was angry. I know you are so kind to me."

Xu Wang bit his lower lip and asked hesitantly: "Then...can you show me somersaulting?"

"Okay." Xiao Fu agreed without hesitation, and stood up handsomely and neatly to complete a backflip.

Xu Wang looked at his waistline, his eyes became distant, and he smiled slightly.

Xiao Fu suddenly understood: Chen Ling is doing somersaulting!Xiao Fu turned over!

He walked back in front of Xu Wang, waved his hands in front of his eyes, and asked: "Okay?"

Xu Wang stretched out his hand, encircled his waist, buried his head in his abdomen, and said softly, "Xiao Fu."

"What... what's wrong?" Xiao Fu felt that the atmosphere was a bit subtle.

"Have you seriously considered Yu Mi's feelings for Luo Jun?"

Xiao Fu thought for a while, and said: "Yu Mi is a straight man. He only has brotherly affection for Luo Jun. But he does take Luo Jun very seriously, and it is a very deep brotherly affection."

Xu Wang's face pressed against his clothes, and began to shake slightly, Xu Wang was smiling.

Xiao Fu was puzzled: "Isn't that so?"

Xu Wang raised his head with a smile and looked at him: "That's right. Yu Mi is a straight man. Xiao Fu, are you acting in your true colors?"

Xiao Fu sat next to him and put his elbows on his lap: "I think it's easier for me to act, and Yu Mi is indeed quite similar to me. Moreover, his emotions are relatively simple, and he doesn't need to deliberately think about it. The director didn't What pressure do you put on me?"

"It sounds a bit unchallenging. However, it's really difficult to play a role well. Even if you want to play yourself."

Xu Wang suddenly grabbed his shoulder and looked at him steadily.

His eyes were extremely sad, lonely as if he was the only one left in the world, wronged but stubborn.When I glanced at it, I felt tears were shining, but when I looked closely, there were no tears at all.

Xiao Fu was stunned, feeling extremely unbearable in his heart, and there was something else vaguely hidden.

"Do you want to kiss Luo Jun?" The voice whispered in his ears.

Xiao Fu couldn't see anything except those eyes, he leaned over uncontrollably, put his arms on Xu Wang's side, approached him, and felt Xu Wang's warm breath.

He even closed his eyes a little bit.

Suddenly his lips touched something cold, Xiao Fu was so cold that he opened his eyes, Xu Wang's pen was placed horizontally in front of him.

Xiao Fu came to his senses in an instant, embarrassed to death, and explained in a stumbling manner: "Then... I... I didn't mean it."

After thinking about it, he felt something was wrong, and questioned Xu Wang: "Why did you tempt me to kiss you?"

With a calm face, Xu Wang said to him: "I was thinking, if Luo Jun treats Yu Mi like this, will Yu Mi want to kiss him too?"

Xiao Fu rolled his eyes a few times, frowned, a little dazed: "I don't know."

"Throw yourself in. Yu Mi is not a simple straight man, he is just like you, he also has feelings for a handsome guy like me." Xu Wang stood up, put on the demeanor of a film king, and said calmly and calmly, "You You need to think in Yumi's way. Deal with Yumi's emotions."

The more Xiao Fu listened to it, the more uncomfortable he became.Is this accusing him of not understanding the characters well, or is he boasting that he is attractive?But he had a good attitude towards the play, and immediately said: "Okay."

But he asked again: "Why did you say you were sad after filming just now?" His eyes were full of accusations of "you are an actor".

Xu Wang turned around, leaned closer to him, and said slowly: "Because I want to teach a fool to film. He is a little slow, and I feel a little frustrated."

Xiao Fu was not convinced: "Where am I slow? Do you know how smart I was when I was a child? I can chase girls in the second grade of elementary school. Are you still stupid?"

Xu Wang raised his eyebrows: "How did you chase after him?"

"We sat in the same row for the exam. I quietly asked her if she would do some math problems, and she said no. I am a smart kid, and told her cheerfully that I would."

"And then?" Xu Wang looked at him with a smile.

Xiao Fu straightened up proudly: "I told her, the answer is 520!"

……

Xu Wang hit the nail on the head: "It's like this during the exam, the teacher doesn't care?"

Xiao Fu blushed, and resentfully said: "The teacher told us to get up, stand up for the exam, and stop talking."

Witty Xiao Fu quickly changed the subject again, and before Xu Wang could laugh at him, his brain lightened up again, and he asked him loudly: "You don't have to lie to me when you teach opera! Why do you ask me to do somersaults?"

Xu Wang said innocently: "Because you are so handsome doing somersaults, I want to see it."

Xiao Fu was flattered by the praise, and he was too embarrassed to blame him, so he muttered, "For you have vision."

He turned around and walked outside, waving his hands coolly: "Get ready for the next scene."

Xu Wang looked at his stretched body, lowered his eyelashes, and began to regret his impatience deep in his heart.

That boy was so easy to bully, he couldn't help bullying and teasing him over and over again.

Is it a bit too bad?He tried to provoke him in various ways, teasing him and pushing him away pretending to be serious.

Xu Wang pressed the corner of his forehead, and couldn't help but curl the corner of his mouth.Since I can't help but bully him more fiercely in the future, it's better to get him used to it early.

the next day.shooting scene.

The court was full of heat, even though it was winter, the teenagers were still sweating in thin single clothes.

With a basketball in his hand, Xiao Fu nimbly bypassed a big man who was two heads taller than him, and rushed to the front quickly. Before the opponent teammate approached, he jumped up and threw the basketball in his hand towards the basket.

He moves handsomely and beautifully.It's just that the brows are full of hostility, and it can be seen that the heart is extremely unhappy.

When he fell back to the ground, he heard the cheers of the girls around him, and the basketball was shot accurately.

Lifting up his clothes and wiping his sweat, Xiao Fu turned and walked towards the bathroom expressionlessly.

"Yu Mi, bring a bottle of Coke when you come back!" A classmate's voice sounded from behind.

Without looking back, Xiao Fu raised his hand while walking, slightly curling his fingers to signal that he heard it.

A few male students murmured in the background: "What's wrong with him? Is he in such a bad mood?"

"Did you quarrel with Luo Jun? I haven't seen them together for more than a week."

"That's right. Usually they are so good that they can't wait to stick together."

"I don't know how to persuade you. Luo Jun didn't even talk to us."

As soon as he walked out of the playground, the wind blew on his body, Xiao Fu felt the coolness, and shrank his neck uncontrollably.

The leaves on the boulevard were rustling, Xiao Fu suddenly saw Xu Wang walking towards him.He pursed his lips tightly, not looking at him, staring straight ahead.

Xu Wang didn't look at him either, but as the distance between the two shortened, Xu Wang didn't know if he approached him intentionally.

When passing by, Xiao Fu's nose suddenly smelled a fragrance.

It was a very special smell. The cold and strong smell swept him all at once, making people feel cold and inexplicably dizzy.

Then, the smell of wood spreads out, gently spreading out, diluting the dizziness, but it still has the coldness like fine snow, with a hint of sadness that is not revealed.

Xu Wang walked over.The fragrance gradually faded, but gradually became quiet and peaceful.

Xiao Fu stopped in place.I didn't expect myself to say: "Luo Jun, when did you start using perfume?"

His voice was so low that it was almost inaudible, and he was extremely confused, as if the dizziness from the perfume had not completely dissipated.

But Luo Jun heard it, and he replied coldly: "When you don't know."

When Xiao Fu froze, he became angry, depressed and puzzled.Why did Luo Jun speak as if he had done something wrong?

He can ignore it.He can tell Luo Jun "you like her, just say it out, I won't be angry".However, it was Luo Jun who kept saying "Yu Mi, you don't deserve anything."

Xiao Fu clenched his fists.He won't, never will forgive him.He will not care about anything like a fool like before.

However, there was still a little scent of Luo Jun's body in the air, which made Xiao Fu turn his head away like a fascination.

He saw Luo Jun's back.It was snowing heavily.

No, no snow.But he seems to be walking in the heavy snow, lonely and contradictory, like the fragrance.

Xu Wang walked forward step by step, feeling the unbearable pain as if his heart was being cut by a knife.

Didn't he want Yu Mi to hate him?He couldn't understand it himself.He seemed to be expecting that Yu Mi would come to find him again, to find him who was already filthy.

It's like five-year-old Yu Mi holding his hand when he was a child.

Something was suddenly smashed on the back.Xu Wang only froze for a second, then quickened his pace and walked forward.

He felt a moan in his chest, though he made no sound.He was panting violently in his heart, sweating profusely.But he walked very fast and upright, like the coolest boy in school, walking past the wind.

Yu Mi hated him, hated him.Yu Mi was still childish, throwing things at him naively.

Xu Wang's hands couldn't help shaking, he didn't know whether he was in pain or ecstasy.When he thought of Yu Mi being full of sharp emotions towards him, he was as excited as if the sea waves were coming.

The most boring of all.Love it or hate it.Call him obsessed.

He bought a pack of cigarettes downstairs, lit it tremblingly, and smoked one tremblingly, watching the smoke disperse.

The house was empty, there were still plastic bottles on the window sill, and colorful life balls were raised in the turbid water.

Xu Wang leaned against the wall, his body slipped, and he slid to the ground like a fish.He felt something sticking on his back, and his skin began to feel hot and painful.

Ah, it must have been Yu Mi who threw his stone.

Xu Wang burst into a smile, he was really like a lunatic, he was so excited about the pain, he folded his arms to catch the stone that was probably thrown into the hat, thinking like a lunatic, this is Yu Mi's love for me. Proof of hate.

He smiled so happily, spread out his palms, but saw a hard fruit candy unexpectedly.

He tried to bend the corner of his mouth again, but felt that it was so sore, and his facial muscles began to twitch.

Big teardrops rolled down his cheeks, scorching hot.

Xu Wang wept uncontrollably.Damn it, Yu Mi will torture me for the rest of my life, he thought sadly, I will never be able to leave him in this life.

The author has something to say: Luo Jun's perfume is Artisan's Road to Hades, it smells so damn good.

In this chapter, Luo Jun's true emotions are exposed.Is a fragile but stubborn boy.

Remember Xu Wang's crazy hint: Yu Mi is not a simple straight man.

Wow, it's late, I should go to bed.