The burden of true and false idols

"The devil keeps wriggling around me / Ripples around like impalpable air / I swallow it, pain in my chest / Still full of eternal, sinful desire / desire."

The blank paper under the pen was suddenly pulled away, and the stern voice of the class teacher rang in my ears: "What are you writing?"

Xu Wang was startled, then slowly raised his head, stood up and said calmly: "I'm sorry, Teacher Yang, I will definitely not do other things in class next time."

Teacher Yang looked at him a few times, folded the piece of paper, put it in his pocket, and walked back to the podium. "Sit down and listen to the class, come to my office after class."

Xu Wang gently put down the black pen in his hand: "Good teacher."

in the office.

Teacher Yang's eyes were fixed on the piece of paper, pinching the edge of the white paper with his stubby fingers.Xu Wang stood up straight, the sunlight outside the glass window was strong, falling on his white shirt.

Lao Yang didn't look at him, but still stared at the paper: "Luo Jun, what's on your mind recently?"

"No, Teacher Yang." He was like a soldier answering an officer's question.

Lao Yang then turned his head and pointed at the paper: "Why did you write this kind of sentence?"

Xu Wang laughed, thin dust was flying in the transparent sunlight, his eyelashes trembled like gold powder: "Mr. Yang, that's just an excerpt from a poem."

He looked very innocent, as if he was really happy, but his eyes were so hollow, as if he was laughing at the ignorance of the head teacher.

Lao Yang returned the paper to him with complicated eyes, and finally patted him on the back: "If you are under pressure, you should talk about it appropriately. Parents, teachers, and friends are all fine. You are prone to emotional problems at this stage, which is normal. Yes, don't hold back."

Xu Wang bent down slightly and bowed to him: "Understood, thank you."

Xiao Fu kept staring at him, until the end of the scene, he was engrossed in watching Xu Wang's performance.

Very layered performance.All kinds of emotions are piled up together, but they are not the same in severity. It is very difficult to distinguish different emotions and express that subtle difference.

Obviously, this is insignificant to Xu Wang.

Xiao Fu secretly cheered for himself: You can do it too!study hard!Can't lose!

Now that there is no role for him, Xiao Fu sat on the ponytail again, spread out the book and began to review.Speaking of which, he was still very grateful to Xu Wang. Those annotations were very concise, but pointed out the key points to the point, and it was much easier for him to review.

After reading the book earnestly for most of the day, Xiao Fu's back was sore as he nestled on the ponytail.Although he is very popular, he can only be regarded as a newcomer among actors.It's not his turn to specialize in the lounge.

He stood up and stretched, maybe because his posture was so good-looking, the actors who played his classmate in the same group thought he was dancing, so they also made a few moves to cooperate.

Xiao Fu was happy, the soul of dancing was burning, and he immediately danced with him.The two people came and went, fighting and dancing happily, and the atmosphere on the set was lively for a while.

When Xu Wang walked over, Xiao Fu caught a glimpse of him, and immediately changed his style, giving a break in an incomparably handsome manner, and still looked at him vaguely.

The actor who danced with him was not happy, and jokingly accused him: "We agreed to make sand sculptures together, but you secretly abandoned me!"

Xiao Fu put his index finger in front of his right eye, smiled evilly, and shook his finger again: "No, I didn't make an appointment with you, I have the burden of an idol."

Meeting Xu Wang's eyes, Xiao Fu blinked triumphantly: Look at how cool I am.

However, the indifferent Xu Wang turned his eyes away and walked straight to the bathroom.

Xiao Fu was frustrated, why is this damn man so cruel!

Xu Wang seemed to hear his inner voice, stopped in his tracks, turned around and hooked his fingers at him.

Xiao Fu laughed, and ran over: "Brother, did you see it?" He quietly pointed to the little partner of Dou Wu, "I will suppress him unilaterally!"

"Xiao Fu, I heard it!" The poor little friend tried hard to maintain his dignity, "I let you!"

Xiao Fu was extremely arrogant: "Then you have to be more obvious."

Everyone on the set laughed.

Xu Wang slightly bent the corner of his mouth and asked, "Do you want to wash your hands together?"

Xiao Fu glanced at the dirty hands that had just supported the floor, as if very distressed: "I can't stand it anymore, my annoying cleanliness is really disturbing."

Xu Wang thought of all kinds of irresponsible behaviors of this person, and endured a hard laugh in his heart.Why are you so cute!

After washing his hands, Xiao Fu was about to go out, but unexpectedly his wrist was grabbed.Xiao Fu was taken aback for a moment, and just as he turned around, a piece of paper was stuffed into his palm.

"Wipe your hands clean before leaving," Xu Wang said casually, "Pretend to be decent."

Xiao Fu smiled, lowered his head to wipe off the water between his fingers, but felt the warm breath on his neck again.

Xu Wang supported the wall with both hands, encircling him in his arms.

Xiao Fu looked up at him in bewilderment, what's wrong with this brother?Do I need to cooperate with him?

After thinking about the routine in Ba Zongwen, Xiao Fu stepped back step by step, timidly stuck the cold white tiles on his back, and looked at Xu Wang pitifully: "Brother, what are you going to do to me? No, no Yes! We...we are brothers and sisters!"

Xu Wang: "Shut up."

Xiao Fu's brain circuit was very clear: "That's not right, brother, the heroine in Ba Zong's novel is still chattering after the wall, you should block her mouth with your mouth."

Xu Wang approached him little by little, the clear smell of perfume lingered on the tip of Xiao Fu's nose, he was a little panicked, this brother still wants to act?

Getting closer and closer, almost touching the tip of the nose.

Xiao Fu couldn't bear it anymore, so he had to push Xu Wang hard.I push, I push, I can't push!

Xiao Fu stared dumbfounded at Xu Wang, who was born with supernatural power, approaching him with strong coercion, so nervous that even his hair was slightly raised - this person was too imaginative, it was blown up by Xu Wang's breath.

Click!The roller coaster in Xiao Fu's mind finally returned to its original point.

Xu Wang pressed close to his ear and said softly: "This is called unilateral suppression."

The sound is so nice.

Xiao Fu couldn't describe his current feelings, so he had to ask Xu Wang a question: "Brother, do you know what it feels like to ride a roller coaster?"

Xu Wang smiled, and stroked his curled hair knowingly: "I see, you are feeling dizzy now."

The dizzy Xiao Fu was pushed out by Xu Wang's shoulders, feeling very uncomfortable: Xu Wang is very good at acting, even a little bit better than him - there is so little dust in the air, there can't be more !

The next thing to do is to shoot their rivalry scene, which is the extremely tacky and coquettish school blackout scene that has attracted much attention.

Xiao Fu stretched himself in front of the desk, with half of his arms squeezed onto Xu Wang's body.Xu Wang flicked the back of his hand: "Go away."

"I don't." Xiao Fu stretched his arms further and leaned his back against him, almost hanging on Xu Wang's body. He squinted his eyes, "ah, it's comfortable."

Xu Wang put one hand on the desk and turned the pen, and pressed the other hand on Xiao Fu's ribs, and asked again: "Can you get up?"

Xiao Fu, a boneless chicken, can lie down and never sit down, and defends his territory to the death: "What can you do if you let my brother rely on you? How hard you study, be good, don't bother brother."

Xu Huan's heart skipped a beat.Xiao Fu changed his lines and replaced all "brother" with "brother", so the meaning of revenge should not be too heavy.

The hand pressing on his ribs moved slightly, and when Xiao Fu realized that it was too late to be in danger, Xu Huang's hand moved up quickly, flexibly scratching his armpit.

Xiao Fu was rolling with laughter, but begged for mercy: "My good brother, I was wrong, please forgive me, let me go."

Xu Wang took revenge calmly, while scratching him, he asked softly, "Which one is the elder brother?"

Xiao Fu was about to burst into tears. He was very ticklish and frightened, so he quickly admitted his mistake obediently: "Good brother, brother Luo Jun, you are the big brother. What kind of brother am I? I am your younger brother."

Xu Wang raised his head and smiled slightly.

It was suddenly dark all around.Immediately, ghosts and wolves began to howl in the classroom, with those clapping the table and whistling, it was very lively.

Xu Huang's hand was still on Xiao Fu's armpit, and the young man lying on his lap twisted his body, his eyes were full of tears, shining brightly in the darkness.

In the darkness, Luo Jun's heart that had been imprisoned for a long time suddenly woke up somehow.

Amidst the noise, he put his hands on the wall by the window and leaned over slowly.

It's getting closer, he is away from the boy below him.

He smelled a grass-like smell emanating from the young man, as if it was still covered with clean dew, it smelled terrible.

Xiao Fu held his breath, he knew he was acting wrong at this time, Yu Mi thought that Luo Jun was still arguing with him, so he wouldn't feel nervous.But it doesn't matter, the camera must capture Xu Wang's face now, his eyes are the most important.

"Okay students, I won't be calling today, everyone pack your schoolbags and go home."

Deafening cheers resounded through the entire teaching building, as if some kind of plague broke out, so noisy and annoying.

Xu Wang's face stopped a centimeter away from Xiao Fu, he pulled him up and said, "Let's go."

After the filming of this scene, I immediately changed the location to film another scene. The actors couldn't stop their emotions, so Xu Wang walked downstairs quietly without saying a word.

Xiao Fu followed behind him, trying to figure out the emotions of the characters. He made a mistake just now, although it didn't affect anything, but he couldn't accept it. He must act well in the future!

He was so engrossed in thinking that he accidentally stepped on the empty steps, but before he could face the ground, Xu Wang caught him in front.

"Thank you brother." Xiao Fu was hugged in his arms and thanked obediently.

Xu Wang leaned closer to his ear, and said in a low voice, "I was in the bathroom just now, just practicing."

Xiao Fu suddenly raised his head.That almost kiss in the practice classroom?

Xu Wang let go of him and helped him stand still.Xiao Fu admired him: "Brother, your acting skills are so good and you still need to practice? You are so dedicated!"

What an amiable and respectable actor!and!He also clearly told Xiao Fu that he was practicing!

Why did the recognized talented actor confided in front of him that he needed to practice acting?Of course, in order not to discourage mediocre actors, to make them believe that they can also rely on practice to reach his height!

Perfect genius!Wonderful characters!The pride of the film world!

Xu Wang glanced at Xiao Fu's sparkling eyes, and knew that this person was completely wrong.He just wanted to imply that he didn't make a lot of flirts.

Xu Wang continued to walk forward and couldn't help smiling.However, seeing how cute he is is not a loss at all.

outside the school gate.

The two walked home together.The cheerful students around were chatting with each other, and the high-pitched voice of some girl passed Xiao Fu's ears.

She said: "The seventh class is so miserable, their head teacher wants them to continue their self-study with a flashlight."

Xiao Fu paused, Class [-] is Chen Ling's class!

Xu Wang looked at him: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Fu smiled smugly: "I have to go back and wait. Chen Ling is so late after class, I have to send her home. The opportunity to perform has finally come!"

Xu Wang said softly: "Didn't you agree to go to my house to play games?"

Xiao Fu winked at him, and gave him an ambiguous look: "Which one is more important, you silly boy! Wait for brother to bring his girlfriend!"

He grabbed his schoolbag tightly, and ran handsomely in the opposite direction of the flow of people, his short black hair fluttering in the cold wind.

Which is more important?He answered the question silently and briskly in the cruelest manner.

Xu Wang stood there, and the people around him pushed, rubbed his shoulders, stepped on his shoes, and gradually left.

He felt that the surroundings were quiet for a moment, and he saw that Yu Mi had already run to the steps without looking back.

Taking out the cold mobile phone from his pocket, Xu Wang's knuckles were stiff, and he typed out a few words and sent them.The light of the electronic screen was particularly glaring in the dark, and Xu Wang looked at the steps again, but there was no one there.

The phone vibrated twice, and Chen Ling replied: I asked my father to pick me up.

Xu Wang moved the corner of his mouth a little bit, and smiled bleakly.He was still staring at the invisible figure, and he firmly remembered the appearance of that figure rushing towards the dark building.

The information on the phone is like a guarantee, a guarantee that he will clear all obstacles in the end.

All the people are gone, scattered, just the fallen leaves above their heads.A gust of cool wind came, coldly pressing the dead leaves against his cheeks.

Yes, I know that one day I will be redeemed, I can even estimate the exact date.

However, during that long wait, I stared at his back over and over again, I waited helplessly, I felt sad, and I understood anger better than anyone else.

At the end of the day, when the light closes my eyes, I become a monster uncontrollably.I know, I know I'm going to get what I want.But until that comes, I am hopeless, and only pain and blood can soothe me.

The author has something to say: the opening verse is from "The Flower of Evil".

Xiao Fu is too sculpted at the moment, he almost treats Xu Wang as his elder brother, and there is still a long way to go before his emotional awakening, so he can't feel it when he teases him.Haha, it's so cool to think about it this way, the sullen man flirts openly and secretly, but the other party is indifferent~