My BE is all over the world

When Kazama Yu woke up, what he saw was not the dark bricks in the cell, but the white ceiling.The white one even looks like it has been newly painted, without any gray color.

He glanced around casually, only to realize that this was his room, but it was not his and Sawada Tsunayoshi's home, but the room that belonged to him in the headquarters.

The back of his neck still had the side effect of being knocked out, and it was painful and heavy, as if he was going to fall down again with his newly sober thoughts.Kazama Yu lowered his humming tone, clutched the back of his neck and slowly got up by the side of the bed.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't move, this movement made him discover the problem.

The movement of his hand was restricted, and when he was supporting the bed, the other hand was also dragged and pulled over.Something fell heavily on his wrist, Kazama Yu looked down, and saw something like handcuffs around his wrist that imprisoned him.However, unlike the handcuffs, the iron chain in the middle of him is longer, which still allows Kazama Yu to move around more conveniently.

Kazama Yu knew something about this thing.Previously, the lab thought hard to detain the captives of the flames, and finally started to design the handcuffs used to imprison the flames.Kazama Yu never knew a lot about the things over there, and now some reactions are simply "ah, they succeeded in their research."

But to be honest, this thing is really ugly and needs to be optimized.

"I'm sorry Ayu, I know you dislike the heavy one." Sawada Tsunayoshi leaned against the opened door, still holding hot milk in his hand, he looked over with apology, "but There is no way, that is already the best optimized version available, you must bring safety measures.”

This was the first time they met after the banquet. Unlike the line conversation, the two looked at each other face to face, and there was no way out for each other.

Kazama Yu raised his head and looked over, he stood up with his body propped up, the chains were shaken and hit together, making a slight noise.His eyes fell on Sawada Tsunayoshi, looking at him greedily, but the words were addressed to another person.

"Where is Liu Dao Mu?" Kazama Yu asked, "Where is he?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi touched the tip of his nose and walked over.Standing close to Kazama Yu, facing each other, he carefully handed over the milk in his hand. He lowered his eyes, looked at the rising heat, and replied casually: "Although I know that Ah Yu wants to take revenge, but the first thing to do is to wake up. In a word, you are asking me where the other man is... Is this a provocation for lovers?"

His words were very soft, as if he was chatting about the daily life of the day, but his eyes from above were dark.The hot air sprayed between breaths accompanied Sawada Tsunayoshi's bent body and landed on Kazama Yu's neck. Kazama Yu was forced by the oppressive momentum to retreat, but hit the bedside and fell back again.

Sawada Tsunayoshi watched condescendingly, while Kazama Yu's tightly closed lips and teeth bit the tip of his own soft tongue in an attempt to suppress those inexplicably rising things.

Kazamahae's little moves have always been familiar with Sawada Tsunayoshi, when he was by his side before, he has been working hard to correct those bad little habits.But during the days of leaving, Kazama Yu seemed to have left everything behind.

He stretched out his fingertips, poked Kazama Yu's lower jaw and imprisoned it, and forced him to raise his head with a strong force that could not be refused, so that the face had to face the scrutiny of his gaze: "Open your mouth."

Kazama Yu seemed to have never heard of it.

He tightened his grip on his jaw, using his attitude to force Kazama Yu to open his mouth.

Kazama Yu finally conceded defeat, opened his panting lips, the slightly flickering tip of his tongue was bloody bitten by himself, and the smell of blood and iron permeated his lips.

Sawada Tsunayoshi asked: "Ayu, what did you promise me?"

You promised me that I would not hurt myself because of tension and loss, and would not use pain to comfort myself.

"You also said you quit smoking."

But the clothes he was wearing still had a heavy smell of smoke that hadn't dissipated.

Kazama Yu couldn't support his body with both hands, so he simply swayed the chains casually by his side.He was calm: "I forgot."

Sawada Tsunayoshi looked into his eyes, as if he was stabbed in the heart by Kazama Hae's extremely uncooperative attitude and pretended indifference.

He supported the bed with one hand, raised his knees against the bed, bent down and grabbed Kazama Yu's collar, forcing him to look up at himself.Kazama Yu had nowhere to hide, the collar was held in the palm of his hand, and the suddenly tightened collar grabbed his throat, bringing a sense of restraint.

Kazama Yu frowned and wanted to say something, but the words were tightly blocked at the corner of his lips.

Sawada Tsunayoshi's magnified face covered Kazamaha's face, and only Sawada Tsunayoshi's face was reflected in those suddenly widened white pupils.

There was a soft touch on the lips, warm, but with the ruthlessness of biting.The other party was soft-hearted and reluctant to hurt him, and he bit too hard, the sharp teeth restrained their hostility, no blood was seen, only deep and shallow traces of teeth marks.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was kissing him.

The slight tingling on his lips made Kazama Yu aware of this, his thoughts were not in the slightest confusion, but sober and terrifying.

He didn't respond as usual, he just lowered his eyes.There was no way to retreat, his back was pressed against the cold wall, the coolness of his body and the coolness of the wall behind him seemed to be mixed together.

Kazama Yu's sigh was scattered in the broken kiss.

……

They kissed many times.

The kiss full of joy after the victory of the war was sweet, like honey, with a sweet taste that made them soberly experience the taste of victory and survival.The kiss of reunion after a long absence is bitter, with tears and a little bit of blood, and the thickest and most intense hug.Going out to play, hiding behind the tree under the blooming fireworks, the kisses on everyone's backs are light, the careful kisses are so light that they can be parted at the touch of a touch, but they leave traces of love on the soft heart.

But never a kiss like this.

It was clearly close, lips and teeth were entwined, and the smell of blood was swept over by Sawada Tsunayoshi, not wanting Kazamaha to taste it.They were very close, and their body temperature was close to each other, but they couldn't keep each other warm.

This kiss is cold.

The indifference that goes deep into the soul seems to freeze each other's souls together, then shatter and be buried under the dust.

Sawada Tsunayoshi asked him: "Before you make an appointment, you know that this is all fake, and this agreement is also void, right?"

Kazama Yu licked the remaining blood from the wound on the tip of his tongue. The answer to this question was too obvious: "Yes."

The promise of a request after the task is completed can never be fulfilled.

Because his task will not be completed.

This is something that is settled before departure.

"Why?" Tsunayoshi Sawada clenched his fists.

Kazama Yu lowered his head to avoid Sawada Tsunayoshi's gaze, he gathered the chains around him and played wantonly, trying to use the sound and this to distract his attention and dissipate the current atmosphere here.

"It's just that we don't think we are suitable."

Not suitable?

Years of chasing side by side, struggling and running to catch his own actions, even if it is not loving himself, it is his obsession, but now the answer he got is just a sentence that is not appropriate?

Although Sawada Tsunayoshi's ability to cover up his emotions is getting better and better, almost no one can see through it except his teacher reborn, but Kazama Yu is his childhood sweetheart after all, not to mention that he also occupies the identity of a lover and gets along day and night.If Kazama Yu looked up at this moment and was willing to take a look at Sawada Tsunayoshi, and if he met those eyes, he would definitely take back what he was going to say next.

But Kazama Yu didn't look up, and still said the words that needed to be exported.

"You don't suit me, and you don't love me, so there's no need." He said, "There's no need to drag you into my deadlock."

He is a dead end, there is no way to solve it.

This is Kazama Yu's clearest understanding of his almost ruined life.I thought that escaping from the laboratory would be a relief, and that meeting Tsunayoshi Sawada would be a bright future, but it really didn't work.Fate has never been kind to him, and the world has never been kind to him.

"..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi did not speak, but represented his answer with actions.

His fingers stretched out and poked forward, and finally landed on the chain that Kazama Yu had been looking at.With a hook of his fingertips, he took the chain and threw it into the palm of his hand, and gripped it fiercely. Under Kazama Yu's suspicious eyes, he pulled the middle of the chain and pulled it up, and was pulled along with Kazama Yu's hands. Go up and lean against the wall behind you, unable to move.

The cold wall was particularly harsh, and Kazama Yu couldn't help but bowed his waist to avoid it, but this was just following Sawada Tsunayoshi's wish.The two people's faces were close to each other because of bowing, just after kissing him, the blood on the tip of his tongue was still slightly stained on the side of Sawada Tsunayoshi's lips, which was extraordinarily bright red.

"You're wrong, Ayu." Said Tsunayoshi Sawada, his voice was low and his Adam's apple was rolling, "I love you."

"Please trust me once and tell me everything once, okay?"

Kazama Yu opened his mouth to say something, but he hesitated to speak, and in the end, only other words came out: "Don't you know everything? Reina told you everything."

"It's different." Tsunayoshi Sawada pressed in, rubbing Kazamaha's face with the tip of his nose, "That's different, you didn't say it yourself, you didn't tell me yourself."

So what if you know?Kazama Yu never said those things by himself, and Kazama Yu never confessed the deepest filth to him.This means that Feng Jianyu has never changed, and he is not willing to let him enter the barrenness of his heart to see if he can irrigate that sapling, a kind sapling, and bring hope and new life.

"What I said, you won't like to hear it." Kazama Yu said, "Because what I want to say is a reply about other words."

Sawada Tsunayoshi paused: "Ayu, tell me, I'm listening."

Kazama Yu looked at his eyebrows and eyes, his hands were chained and unable to move, fortunately he got up with some strength, raised his head and kissed Sawada Tsunayoshi's forehead.

"As for the topic of you loving me, my answer is..."

"I do not believe."

Kazama Yu's words made Sawada Tsunayoshi fall into the ice cave.

"Isn't the reason you love me because you owe me something and want to make it up to me?"

When his words fell, Tsunayoshi Sawada let go of the chains tightly held in his palms, and Yu Kazama's hands and body slid down, but Tsunayoshi Sawada passed under his armpit and held him tightly in his arms. , buried his neck.