My BE is all over the world

Sawada Tsunayoshi has pushed that door countless times. At first, he was facing the future with his friends, and he was cautious and uneasy when he sat in the position of Vongola Judaime. Now he has become accustomed to walking step by step.He never thought that the initial emotion would still appear on him.

Take a deep breath and exhale lightly.He slowly repeated this action, and finally stretched out his hand, his palm pressed against the cold door and slowly pushed it open. When he opened the door, he saw blood splattered all over the floor, a fallen corpse, and an open door on the big screen. The video call, and... Kazama Hae sitting there.

The people on the other side of the video call saw the arrival of Sawada Tsunayoshi, their eyes lit up, and they seemed to put some hope on him.

"Judaime! Kill him! Kill him quickly!"

"kill him!"

Angry voices sounded one after another, and they kept turning in Sawada Tsunayoshi's ears, while Kazama Yu raised Erlang's legs and looked full of sarcasm.

Sawada Tsunayoshi knew from the first moment he saw them that they were looking forward to his attack on Kazama Yu.But he didn't know what Kazama Yu had just done, which changed the goal of this group of people from catching Kazama Yu to killing him completely.

They probably realized one thing, that is, Kazama Yu is not simply someone who will surrender when caught, this person is a "lunatic", no one should think about it, no one can take it from him What the heck, the only way to get rid of him is to kill him.

Kazama Yu raised his hand and pressed the mute of the video call to prevent their conversation from being exposed and heard by the people over there.Looking sideways at the few people who were still alive, Kazama Yu lowered his head and sneered, drew his gun mercilessly, and shot them all to death in front of everyone.

"Now is our time. No matter how we evade this battle, we will never escape it." Kazama Yu said, he looked up, looking at Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes with the tenderness hidden in the deepest part, "I think Ask one last question."

"Ask." Sawada Tsunayoshi's glove was on fire, and his frown was finally relaxed.

"you……"

--Do you really love me?

He didn't finish that sentence, but Sawada Tsunayoshi understood.

Sawada Tsunayoshi's indifferent and rational eyebrows and eyes are full of warmth as usual because of the death mode, but unexpectedly make people feel sad.

He said, "I love you."

……

What is love, what is hate?

Kazama Yu lived and grew up in his own world. Because his parents were policemen, he lived on the front line for many years. As a protected police family member, Kazama Yu lived in a very limited place since he was a child. He studied in his own home. Come teacher.The number of times he meets his parents is actually very small.But every meeting is filled with warmth.

Sleeping on a cold chair because of being too sleepy, and being uncomfortable because of the narrow space and posture, the little child would frown when he fell asleep.But it was different from night to dawn in the past, a pair of big warm hands lifted him up and hugged him in his arms, and the warm chest became his support, bringing a comfortable feeling.

"Sleep, kid." Someone hummed a nursery rhyme, "Your dad and I have always loved you."

what is love?Kazama Yu didn't know, but what he knew was that his parents loved him.

Because of love, no matter how far away parents are, no matter where they go, they will come back to him and be firmly held in his palm.

But why can't you stay by my side all the time?

The little child tugged at the corner of the clothes where his parents left and asked.

"Because of responsibility, because of the police badge on his shoulders, that cannot be let down." Father shook his fingertips and said incoherent words, but the seriousness in his words did not decrease in the slightest.

The mother on one side knelt down and patted his head gently, and gave a completely different answer: "And the most important thing. Because of hatred. The mafia killed people in my hometown, and left it for those who went back to find their parents." I only have corpses and flames all over the place. We have to get back from them one by one for the blood and tears."

When she said this, there was a burning fire in her mother's eyes, the fire was hot, and with countless hatred, Kazama Yu let go of the hand that was holding the corner of her parents' clothes tightly in fear.

The father patted his mother on the shoulder to signal her to be quiet, and whispered to her: "Don't say those things to the child. We didn't have too much company with him, so don't bring hatred to him. Love and happiness are what he should have. s things."

……

Is hate more important than love?

Kazama Yu was drawing on the paper, with two small hearts opposing each other, and a hate was written on the bottom left, which he filled with color with a black marker.On the bottom right side, there is love written all over it with a red pen.

What is love and hate?

He had no chance of getting answers from his parents.

The flames that burned his parents' hometown eventually fell on his home, and his parents' blood and screams intertwined, turning his home into ashes.

He saw the burning flames and was dragged away from the ground by the collar of the Mafia.The thin clothes were frayed, the knees were bled, and the white snow fell from the sky, falling on the wound, and the coldness slightly relieved the pain.But in fact, he could bear this kind of pain, except that when he looked at his collapsed home, there was a flame burning in his heart.

He was told by his parents that he must live on, take revenge for them, and fight for their hatred.So he obeyed, dragging the responsibilities that did not belong to him and the hatred that belonged to him, and walked down.

He looked through the mirror, and suddenly found that his eyes in the mirror were more and more like his mother back then, as if they were carved out of the same mold.

……

While in the lab, he had a teacher.She is a beautiful and coquettish woman who is also quite famous in the world of the mafia. With her beautiful appearance and ability to understand people's hearts, she walks among countless powerful and powerful people. Her cross-dressing skills allow her to always approach the target easily. Then one hit kill.

The teacher was entrusted with the task of teaching him the human heart.

When meeting occasionally, Kazama Yu can always find different men around the other party.The men always follow behind her like little tails, trying to exchange expensive jewelry, villas, and clothes for a turn of her eyes, or a smile on her lips.

Those men followed her spontaneously.

"Is it because of love? So how can you tie someone up?"

When he was a child, he didn't tie up his parents, watched them go to death, and survived by himself.He wants to learn to grasp a person, and to be able to grasp the person he cares about in the days to come.

Hearing Kazama Yu's question, the teacher raised his eyebrows, as if he didn't expect that a child of this age could not distinguish between love and hate, and this seemingly taciturn and sarcastic child would have such doubts.But after getting to know him growing up, it seems that he has an idea of ​​Kazama Yu's appearance.

"The answer is simple."

The teacher smiled and said that the beautiful long golden hair is like the layer of golden mist sprinkled on the sea, with the taste of sunshine that does not belong to this cold world.

"It is because of love, but also because of hate. Love and hate can bind a person." She said, "They love me, so they are willing to follow me, trying to bind me and let me belong to them. But being tied The only ones are themselves, they have become captives of love, my puppets. They hate me because I play with people's hearts and never give affection for them. They can't get what they want, and they are unwilling."

While talking, the teacher casually lifted a strand of long hair from Kazama Yu's side and put it in his palm, and kissed lightly, "But love is hard to explain to you, but hate this thing... you Don’t you already have a deep understanding?”

Kazama Yu looked up and looked at the hair she had kissed.

"The fundamental reason why you can stay here has never been that we have restricted your freedom and trapped you here. Even if we send you away, no matter how long, no matter what, you will still come back here in the end, for your parents , revenge on us for your hatred."

"Even if the revenge is successful, your hatred will never disappear. The rest of your life will be bound by us forever and shrouded in our shadow. You will be awakened by nightmares when you dream back countless times in the middle of the night. Dreams It’s all about us, and you’ll see our shadows in countless people, and that’s what you fear and hate.”

"This is the power of hate. It is enough to bind a person's life."

The teacher's voice is very nice, with the peculiar coquettish tone of a lover, but it makes Kazama feel like falling into an ice cellar.

A few words have seen through half of his life.

Kazama Yu was not convinced, and then met Reina.He learned fetters and friendship, but when he was about to understand the meaning of love, he was completely cut off by a dagger that pierced his body.

When the base was destroyed, when Kazama Yu was still suffering from the aftereffects of brainwashing, he saw the teacher before he was about to die.

The teacher seemed to be relieved. After all, she once read a storybook with Kazama Yu, told stories, and talked about her own ideals. She wanted to be an ordinary little girl alone. There was a golden wheat field. When the ear shakes, it brings golden waves.

The teacher smiled and said thank you to Kazama Yu.

She gently pinched Kazama Yu's face, her lips parted and closed. What did the teacher say at the end.

"You are very stupid, you don't understand love, and you don't believe that you will be loved. What kind of light can melt your ice-like heart?"

"All your life, you have lived to die. I really... feel sad for you, child..."

What the teacher said was right and wrong, and what was wrong was that he could not meet the brilliant light.

Love and hate can bind a person, but Kazamaha is reluctant to make Sawada Tsunayoshi hate him, so he can only use the "love" that he doesn't understand to bind Sawada Tsunayoshi.

He was wrapped in pain and hatred for the rest of his life, imprisoned by the chains of hatred, but he still clumsily learned to hold Sawada Tsunayoshi with gentle "love".

But this time he let go first.