My BE is all over the world

The family banquet was postponed a lot due to the previous events, but finally the coming day was greeted with the passage of time. Everyone was busy preparing for it, and the guardians also gathered here.Talking and laughing with each other at the banquet, Tsunayoshi Sawada slacked off from the office, avoiding the eyes of acquaintances, and found a small place to stretch his muscles and bones, which was rare and comfortable for a while.

"Master Yunshou seems to be very unhappy..." The new subordinate of Peng Gelie was talking with the people around him in a low voice, with a bit of fear in his tone, "Will he hit this place with his hands? I saw it before." Yun Shou fights really well!"

The people around him patted him on the shoulder and explained to him with a smile: "Master Yunshou hates gatherings, but it's okay. Although he has always resisted this kind of gathering, he has never been absent from it!"

Sawada Tsunayoshi accidentally heard the whole thing, holding the orange juice in his hand and leaning against the wall as if he was embarrassed, and finally chose to walk towards the window.

Hibari Kyouya was leaning against the window not far away by himself, her phoenix eyes raised with indifference and a bit of impatience with the lively atmosphere over there.Seeing the figure of Sawada Tsunayoshi approaching, he raised his face and glanced at Sawada Tsunayoshi.

"Senior Hibari still doesn't want to go over and get together with everyone?" Tsunayoshi Sawada handed the glass of juice that he took on the way to Hibari Kyoya's hand, and asked with a smile.

Hibari Kyouya glanced over coldly, looked at it for a moment before reaching out to take it: "It's very noisy."

Sawada Tsunayoshi rubbed the tip of his nose, just leaned on the other side of the window and looked outside: "Every time we meet, Hibari-senpai seems to like to stay here and look at the scenery outside, but I always feel that Hibari-senpai, you look like... …Not very satisfied?"

Hearing his question, Hibari Kyoumi paused while shaking the glass, took a sip casually before putting the glass down.He raised his fingertips and pointed out the window: "It's different."

"Huh?" Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at his fingertips curiously, and couldn't figure out what was different for a long time, "Isn't this unchanged? Although it was burned, the reconstruction pattern is still the same as before. the same."

When he talked about being burned, it was very easy, as if that incident didn't bring him any blow.

Hibari Kyouya shook his head: "Wrong. Today, it didn't snow."

……

After the banquet was over, everyone left with a smile, except for Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was still leaning against the window, sending them away with a smile under the eyes of everyone, expressing that he still wanted to stay here quietly for a while.

The fireworks were flourishing and dissipated, leaving only him and the emptiness of the room.

Sawada Tsunayoshi shook his head and smiled wryly.

He was still thinking about the words of Hibari Kyouya, so that the emotion that had been deeply pressed in his heart was accidentally punctured a small hole, whether it was love or hate or pain, they all ran out along the crack, His whole body rolled and screamed.

The place where their headquarters is not favored by ice and snow, there are only a handful of days in a year when you can see snow.But every time on the day of their family reunion, no matter what, no matter what the weather forecast reports, they can always welcome a beautiful snowflake on this day, which is gentle and cool but makes everyone feel at ease.

Because it is there every year, because it is there every year, because it comes every year, so Sawada Tsunayoshi is so used to it that he didn’t realize the specialness of this year. On the contrary, Hibari Kyoya, who used to distract his attention by watching snowflakes, is more profound. realized.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was thinking, since when did the snow start to fall here?

Following this question, it is always difficult for him to avoid the person standing on the tip of his heart.

In the depths of memory, a long time ago, they had talked about something.

It was the first family banquet held not long after coming here.Because it was a snowy day when everyone got together for the last time in Bingsheng. We played snowball fights and played with snowflakes together. We piled up big and small snowmen representing them and lined up a row. They stood in front of the snowman. There are photos of the most precious smiles condensed.

That photo is still lying in the drawer of Sawada Tsunayoshi.

During the first family reunion, Tsunayoshi Sawada looked listless by the window.Holding the photo of the snow scene in his hand, he sighed.

Kazama Yu came in with the document at this time, and the end of the document fell down and knocked on Sawada Tsunayoshi's head: "What are you looking at?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi covered his head and got up, handed the small photo in his hand to Kazama Yu, and complained in a low voice: "Ayu, why doesn't it snow here? You said that if there is snow on this day, When we all get together, doesn’t it feel like we’re back in those happy days?”

"There's no need to go back, we've always been here." Kazama Yu vetoed his proposal, and handed him the document, "Hurry up, or we won't be responsible if you don't make it to the evening banquet."

It's too much.Tsunayoshi Sawada thought, why is it so official——.Even so, he nodded and picked up the pen.

Before Kazama Yu left, she couldn't help but turn her head back, lowered her voice and asked, the question was very light, and fell apart on the ground: "Really... do you really want to see the snow?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi was so focused on the document that he came back to his senses at this moment: "Ayu? What did you just say?"

Kazama Yu turned and closed the door, leaving only a sentence of "nothing".

The evening banquet was held outdoors, but there were not many people, and there were only a few of them.They are grilling delicious food and scrambling for it.Rambo pulled several big pieces of meat to run away, but was caught by Sawada Tsunayoshi. Sawada Tsunayoshi was about to teach him not to do this when he found something cool on his palm.

It was white, soft stuff.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was taken aback, and so were the people who were fighting around, everyone looked at each other and seemed to realize something, and they all looked up.

--Snowing.

Unexpected surprise, everyone hurriedly set up the brackets to prevent the barbecue fire from being extinguished, but the children and girls couldn't bear it anymore and ran out without even having time to put on thick clothes, feeling the joy together in the snow scene. gifts.

Sawada Tsunayoshi looked back for some reason, and was looking into the eyes of Kazama Hae, who had been missing before but was now leaning against the tree.

"It's beautiful." Tsunayoshi Sawada said with a smile, "Look, Ah Yu, this is really the most beautiful snow."

……

With candy in his mouth to dispel his bitterness, Tsunayoshi Sawada was thinking about many things.

There have never been any coincidences in the world, only long-planned plans.

All his surprises and expectations were never fulfilled by the kindness of the heavens, but someone did everything and gave him a surprise and a good dream.

He didn't go to Kazama Yu's funeral, he just stood in his office and looked down through the floor-to-ceiling windows to take a far look at the tombstone they erected for Kazama Yu.

He didn't want to face Kazama Yu's death, and he didn't want others to see his fragility.There are countless scars covered under his gloves, which are the traces left by him engraving Kazama Yu's name.

No one knew that the tombstone they erected was stained with the blood of the tenth generation of Pengelie, and he had spent countless nights nestling in a corner, squatting on the ground bit by bit, and engraving it stroke by stroke.The day of Kazama Yu's burial has been postponed a lot, because there are not a few failed pieces carved by Sawada Tsunayoshi.

He always wanted the best for Kazama Yu.

Reina came to him later, and proposed to leave here for a walk, to see what the bright world that Yu Kazama expected would look like.Sawada Tsunayoshi had no reason to keep him, and approved his idea, but before Reina left, he took out a small candy from his most precious little drawer at the bottom.

That was the batch given to Takeshi Yamamoto back then, and he would always eat it subconsciously. There were three left, but he ate one at the end of the banquet, and now there are only two lying here.

He picked up one and asked Reina where it came from. He searched for this candy, but the answer he got was that it had been discontinued.He thought he could get something from Reina, but Reina shook his head.

He wasn't lying.Super intuitive told him so, in the end Tsunayoshi Sawada just smiled and said goodbye to Reina.

On the way home, he ate the penultimate candy. The candy was as sweet as ever, but it didn't taste good in his mouth.

Since then, Sawada Tsunayoshi sealed up the room related to Kazama Yu and did not allow others to enter, and all the cleaning and tidying were left to him alone.The room in the house that belonged to Kazama Yu has never changed.

One day, while cleaning, he came across a small safe. The small safe was hidden very deep, and it was only discovered by Sawada Tsunayoshi when he was cleaning.He took out the small safe and tentatively entered the password.

He was thinking about Kazama Yu, and when he entered it for the first time, it was his own birthday.Under the extremely complicated eyes of Sawada Tsunayoshi, the lock clicked open.

He looked in silently, but what he took out were all scattered and idle things. The seemingly inconspicuous things occupied the entire box, not even a little bit of jewelry wealth.

There is a beautiful little bag, which is the little cloth bag that Sawada Nana wraps every time she brings sweets.There is a beautiful kimono yukata, which was a gift from Tsunayoshi Sawada himself.There is a doll from the shooting booth. It is the second doll that Tsunayoshi Sawada managed to shoot successfully. The first gift was given to Kyoko.

Each one carries the memories of a teenager, these things are far more important than wealth and power, for Kazama Yu.

He counted these memories bit by bit, until he found a small notebook in the corner.

When he opened the book, his super intuition clamored to tell him that there were all the answers in it.He calmed down his mind, and finally opened up the inferiority complex that belonged to Kazama Yu that had been buried in the dust for several years.

"When I was in the hospital bed, I was thinking, obviously he called everyone in his painful dream, ended with Jingzi, but never had my name. His youth has been chasing the people in front, never looking back at me, Isn't his love for me and wanting to be together all lies? He just wanted to make up for me, for that Kazama Yu who left scars for his injury."

"I know I should reject him, but I have the worst intentions, I want to tie him up, I can't say the word 'no'. So I selfishly tied up my light."

"I'm sorry, but no one will love me. Even if it's fake, please continue to love me like this."

The child who thought he was selfish wrote down his thoughts and buried them, feeling inferior and thinking that he should not be loved.

Sawada Tsunayoshi felt the pain in his mouth was unbearable, and he couldn't suppress it anymore. He fumbled in the pocket behind him and took out the last candy and stuffed it into his mouth.

He looked at the beautiful plastic bag shattered in his palm and remained silent.

Not sweet at all, really bitter.

Sawada Tsunayoshi thought.

He finally took out the pen, knelt down on the ground and wrote his answer stroke by stroke on the back of the note.

——Please also indulge my bad little thoughts, and allow me to continue to love you in this life.