My BE is all over the world

When taking Kazamaha away from Hirotsu Yanagi, Dazai Osamu was smiling, but Kazamaha, who was holding his hand, could clearly sense the negative emotions on Dazai Osamu.

Nested in Dazai Zhi's arms, when the two of them were walking home together, Kazama Yu couldn't help reaching out and gently tugging at the broken hair beside Dazai Zhi's ear.

Osamu Dazai came back to his senses: "What's wrong, Yuyu?"

Kazama Yu looked at him with a bit of worry in his eyes: "Dazai...after coming back, no, not happy."

Dazai Osamu's gaze fell on Kazama Yu's body because of his words, and he paused for a long time before he came back to his senses and continued walking with a smile, but his pace slowed down a lot, and he didn't have the atmosphere of rushing home in the past.

"I'm not unhappy." Osamu Dazai said, "I'm just thinking about things."

"Don't ask what you're thinking about." Osamu Dazai suddenly realized something after he finished speaking, took the candy he bought earlier in his pocket, and stuffed it into Kazama Yu's mouth to stop it.

Kazama Yu was caught off guard and a candy was stuffed into his mouth. The hard candy was hard to swallow and it was not easy to bite off at once. Kazama Yu could only keep it in his mouth, and he agreed vaguely.

The way home is not very far, but it still takes some time to walk.In the past, they would all go back by car, but today Osamu Dazai deliberately wanted to walk this distance with Kazama Yu.

Kazama Yu stretched out his head and leaned on Osamu Dazai's shoulder, buried his head in his neck and rubbed it.His movements are very skillful and intimate, falling into the bottomless darkness in Dazai Osamu's eyes.

Kazama Yu's lowering of his head caused his soft white neck to reveal a small section from the cover of his clothes, and his beautiful blue hair spread out without covering it.

Osamu Dazai's hesitation was relieved for a while, he stared sideways at the white tender place in a daze, and after a while he slowly moved up the hand that was patted on Kazama Yu's back, wanting to pinch it. Squeeze that piece.

But was preempted.

A drop of rain fell and landed on the back of Feng Jianyu's neck, and the water dripped down into the clothes.The sudden coolness made Kazama Yu couldn't help shrinking back, but the familiarity with the water still brought happiness.

The pattering rain was falling, and a sudden rain came with a chill.

"According to the time, the rainy season has indeed come..." Dazai Osamu murmured to himself, but he wanted to put Kazama Yu into his arms and speed up his pace, "It's a pity, I originally planned to spend more time with Yuyu today." Let's take a stroll."

Saying so, his arms were empty.Kazama Yu jumped down and landed firmly on the ground.

"Dazai wants it." Kazama Yu said, his hand grabbed Dazai Osamu's hand, and the two held each other tightly, "Then, let's go together."

The sound of rain gradually sounded, and under the rain curtain, they held hands together and walked forward.The rain blurred the scene in front of him, leaving only the heat of holding tightly with the back of the palm.

Kazama Yu controlled the flow of the rainwater, and the son of the sea god ordered the rainwater to be very obedient. When it fell, the rainwater turned around, clearly falling towards their place, but when it was about to touch their bodies, it dodged and fell. Splashes on the ground.

Osamu Dazai was beside him, looking at the rain curtain, he couldn't help laughing.

"Okay." Osamu Dazai stuffed the candy in his hand and passed it into Kazama Yu's mouth, and tapped his lips, "Let's go together."

The voices of the two gradually drifted away, and were finally covered by the sound of rain.

"Will you be unhappy if I do something?"

"meeting."

"Does Yuyu like me?"

"like."

"……puff……"

"What are you laughing at?"

"Happy. Because so am I."

"Fool."

"And... I'm sorry."

The last sentence fell into the dust, and the faint voice could not be traced.

……

At the fork on the way home, Osamu Dazai changed his pace and went to the other side.

Kazama Yu's hand tightened, and he unconsciously increased the strength of holding Osamu Dazai's hand.Osamu Dazai frowned slightly, the clenching beyond the strength of a child made him a little painful.

But he quickly adjusted his state and did not choose to stop.

Osamu Dazai took him to the place where they met, the sea area where he committed suicide and fell to his death.At that time, it was still raining lightly, and the patter did not fall on them.

Kazama Yu looked at Osamu Dazai beside him, shook his legs, and sat on a high stone.

He was waiting for Osamu Dazai to speak.

Osamu Dazai smiled at Kazamaha's gaze, and what he said was within Kazamaha's expectation, but it was inevitable that the atmosphere suddenly cooled down.

Osamu Dazai said, "Yuyu, go back to your home."

He was afraid that once he took Kazama Yu home, more news would be exposed to Mori Ogai, and Mori Ogai would have an opportunity to see his plan.He was also afraid that after returning home, he would not have the courage and was reluctant to speak out about it.

So once in a while...be tough.

The sound of the sea slapping, the rolling waves, and the sound of the rain were mixed indistinguishably.Under the countless noises, only Osamu Dazai's words were clear and terrifying.

His gaze was very serious, because Kazama Yu's protection had never been stained with water, and he appeared very clean under the ever-increasing rain curtain, and had never been stained with worldly things.

Does this earthly thing include him?Kazama Yu thought.

"You don't want me anymore?" Feng Jianyu asked him, lowering his eyes and converging into the darkness, his messy hair that was slightly raised in the past is now drooping down.

"After going back to the sea, don't come out easily, do you understand?" Osamu Dazai instructed little by little.

"You don't want me anymore?"

"No matter who calls you, don't pay attention to him, and don't appear in front of human beings. Even if someone dies in the sea, don't rescue him easily."

"..."

"You don't want me anymore." Word by word, Kazama Yu's questioning words finally turned into a statement, and he repeated it with stubbornness, refusing to give up.

The blue eyes dimmed at this moment, lost their luster, like the surface of the sea in the middle of the night, with an air of indifference.

"..." Osamu Dazai looked at him and was silent for a moment before reaching out and hugging the little mermaid in front of him, "I didn't want you."

Kazama Yu looked up at him.

Osamu Dazai looked away, just pressed his head: "I'll change the previous sentence. I'm not telling you to go home. I'm just keeping you here temporarily."

Gently pinching Kazama Yu's soft face, Dazai Osamu continued: "I'll come pick you up after the matter is over, okay? I'll take you back to our home."

Kazama Yu was silent for a long time, then nodded slowly, and squeezed out a word from his dry throat: "Okay."

……

Returning to the sea, Kazama Yu dived into the deep seabed, her beautiful fish tail swayed until finally she fell into a calm state, allowing herself to float with the current.He raised his hand to gently stroke the scales on his face, and closed his eyes.

[Little Feather, you look a little sad? 】

——…

The annoying emotional and psychological monitoring function, Kazama Yu thought, opened his eyes and grabbed a small paw of the system and squeezed viciously.

——So what.

The system patted Kazamaba's hand obediently.

[I'm just curious, obviously I expected it, but why... still feel sad? 】

——An early expectation does not mean that it is acceptable.For him, this is indeed the best choice so far, but for me, what I accept is... a result I really don't want.

【? 】

——The person I finally caught with great effort let go of me with my own hands.Even if he knew he would come back, but here.

Kazama Yu raised his hand and tapped his heart, the place where the heart beats.

——It will still be sad.

Is that why you ask me to come into contact with the world, to know people, to have a bond?