What happened in the summer of 2020

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After buying the paint, I feel much better.

It turns out that shopping can really make people happy.

I took a photo of the paint bucket and sent it to someone, saying: I will bring it to you tomorrow.

He said: I will pick it up on Saturday, and I will pick you up anyway.

That's right, I remembered that the background was very noisy in the video just now, so I said, "Where were you just now?"

He said: I was having the last supper with my blind date.

I:……

I said: You are too scumbag, why didn't you say it at the time?

He said: I just want to show my scumbag side, and you just give me a helping hand.

I said: don't!I can't take this responsibility!

He said: It's too late, no one wants me anymore, you have to be responsible to the end.

I said: Can't we rescue it?

He sent a Shiba Inu lying on all fours, pretending to be dead.

Where did he get so many Shiba Inu expressions!

I was a little angry, and I said: You are really!Not kidding like that.

He said: Just kidding, we finished eating before the video with you, and she went to the bathroom at that time.

real?I don't really believe it, but when I think about it carefully, a certain person who has a sense of propriety should not do such outrageous things.

He said: The price was heavy this time, I really tried my best, pretending to be smoking and drinking, arrogant and arrogant, and pretending to be violent. If she doesn't say goodbye, I will only be left with the last nirvana.

Um?Smoking, drinking, arrogance, violent tendencies, I said: You, you, are you really pretending?

But what exactly is nirvana?I am afraid of the danger of knowing too much, but I can't help being curious.

I said: Why don't you just use your nirvana?

He said: That's too lethal, after all, she will report to the leader's wife about the progress of the blind date.So I can only pick out those shortcomings that are flawed as a husband but don't affect work as a worker.

Hmph, I thought to myself, you are the scheming BOY!

I said: In this way, you don't have to paint the room, anyway, you will be lonely.

He said: Don't, you bother so much, and you go to find paint after get off work, I will definitely use up every drop.

I said: Actually, I just dropped by.

He said: Why drop by?

Emmm, what are you doing?I said: There is a Shaxian snack over there, and the rice noodles are very good.

He said: Are there any other Shaxian snacks?

I said: Of course.

He said: You are really interesting, Shi Nan.

really interesting?Why do you think this is a bit nasty?

I think the chat should stop here.

Take a deep breath, smell the paint, and carry the bucket to the balcony.

Looking up at the night sky, there are already two or three stars.

In the dark ruins downstairs, only the nail house was brightly lit.

Occasionally, there was a rustling sound, and I don't know if it was a kitten or a puppy getting into the grass, exploring the secrets of the ruins.

I can't help but think, what is a certain nirvana?It can be so powerful that it can make the blind date avoid it all at once.

Could it be—was he really married?

is it possible?

The evening wind in midsummer can't calm the dryness in my heart all day.

My mind opened to a certain past.

What would he have been like when he was young? (A certain: I am very young now!)

I recalled my experience of staying at his house for two nights, but I have never seen any photos.

His home looks neglected, but it doesn't smell old. There are a few electrical appliances that are new but are gathering dust, and some things are broken, not because they are old, but because they are not used properly.

So, what his past is like, I can only imagine out of thin air.

When he was in school, his height should have stood out, right?

At least in college, tall, white and handsome, luck should not be too bad.

It is estimated that there are some edges and corners, and there are good brothers in the boys' dormitory.There are also some topics, and there are good confidants in the girls' dormitory.

He is definitely not a good student who studies hard. He is probably the type who invests less and produces more, and is lucky in every major exam.

Emmm, with such a simulation in my mind, he seems to belong to the type I secretly despised when I was young and ignorant.When I was young, I only worshiped strength, not luck.

I remember that one summer in college, I watched several inter-college basketball games in a row.

Cang Hai does not have a height advantage in the basketball team, but stands out because of his excellent strength, and has passed all the way.

In the finals, the opponent who played against him was a tall and white so-called handsome schoolboy. At that time, I felt that those girls who shouted for him were blind. Only my eyes were sharp, and I knew that tall and white It's just because of the advantage of height, fame outweighs strength.

Until the last few minutes of the final, I was full of confidence, thinking that strength must be the justice that must win.

However, when Cang Hai was grabbing a key rebound, he accidentally collided with Gao Youbai.

At that time, I thought that Cang Hai must have made some kind of protective concession out of humanitarianism, and as a result, he lost the rebound and lost the game.

And Gao Youbai, who won the game, still had a smug face, ignorantly accepting the admiration of his fans.

Now, when I overlap a certain image with Gao Youbai, it seems that the righteousness of my youth is rekindled in my heart.

I lay on the railing, imagining irresponsibly, what would happen to that lucky Gao Youbai?

Maybe when I was working hard to go to self-study, he hastily made a private decision with a beautiful girl for life.

Then as soon as I graduated, I guess I got married early, because the child was about to be born.

Then, the pressure of life and social grievances came one after another, finally exhausting his good luck.

He started smoking, drinking, and talking meanly.

Life became more and more difficult, his temper became more and more unpredictable, and he even began to practice foreign wrestling, showing traces of violence.

His wife finally couldn't take it anymore and left him with the child.

So, he lived in a ruined house and became obsessed with games and chainsaws.Finally, someone introduced a good girl to him, but because of his past marriage and childbirth, he didn't dare to seize the opportunity of happiness that was close at hand. Even though he was full of fire, he could only tease the feelings of a harmless otaku——

DING!

Everything is on point!

Somebody with a green poncho and hair like a dog gnaws in my head.

Suddenly, a sentence floated from the neighbor's balcony: What are you thinking?

I turned my face away, looked at the suspicious look on my neighbor's face, and said sadly: Sometimes you think you already know a person very well, but in fact he still has many secrets.

The neighbor said: brother!I really only lied to you once, when I sublet it, I promised to keep it a secret.

ah?My brain hole has not been completely closed, and I am not too clear-headed.

The neighbor said: Well, I admit, I cheated you at the time, and I also thought it was very funny.

What?interesting?

The neighbor said: But without telling you, I am actually very uncomfortable, you know I am a straightforward person.Last time my colleague came and said that I saw you distracted on the balcony, just like just now, I felt a little guilty.

I said: stop.

The more he talked, the more distracted he was. On this summer night, many residents had their windows open. I was really embarrassed to let him continue.

I said: I didn't just say that you have a secret.

He didn't quite believe his innocence, and said: Then who are you talking about?

I thought that he would not have much interaction with a certain person, so I said: the person who came to dinner last time.

He said: He, what happened to him?

Why do I feel that there is a bit of gossip in the neighbor's voice, I said: It's nothing, maybe life is not going well, and I have encountered some blows.

The neighbor said: No way?The last time I chatted with him, I saw that he was in good condition, life should be pretty smooth.

right.

I should distinguish between imagination and reality!

A certain guy is doing well.

Hmph, so in the end, luck won?