What happened in the summer of 2020

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what?

This is an answer I didn't expect!

It seems very shocking.

However, after careful consideration, there is no solid hammer.

Have someone you like?

who is it?Is it me?

Is it a man?female?Or, baby's mother?

Completely ambiguous!

Some Encouraging Ask: What else do you want to know?

I?I want to know too much.

However, at this moment closest to fantasy, I was silent!

Perhaps, for fear of being disillusioned?

A certain look in his eyes changed and deepened.

I couldn't see what he was thinking.

I am worthless, and I only hold back a word of blessing.

The insincere tone could not even deceive himself.

Going back to work.

In the elevator, there seemed to be several floors of silence.

Suddenly I heard someone say: You know my secret, you will have to work harder as a painter tomorrow.

Oh, right!I have to paint the walls tomorrow!I almost lost my mind just now.

I suddenly didn't want to paint the wall for him.

I just feel that after he revealed the secret, the atmosphere between us has changed a bit.

He has someone he likes.It makes a huge difference to me whether this person is me or not.This uncertainty makes me a little uneasy.

It turns out that exploring other people's secrets is such a laborious task.

I was nailed to the work station in the afternoon, and I didn't even go to the bathroom once, as if I was afraid of bumping into someone.

Is it possible that the person he likes is me?

My performance at the time was really frustrating.

I haven't been liked before, don't know how to react, I've only had experience running away because the person I like likes someone else.

But tomorrow, I still want to paint the wall with him?To be together all day!

Tomorrow is Saturday. Well, I want to go back to the state before I got acquainted with a certain person. On Saturday morning, I can go for a run in the park without any distractions, and then stay at home in an ordinary way.

As soon as the off-duty time comes, the colleagues next to me can't wait to pack up.

I dawdled and was the last to leave the office.

In the end, I ran into a certain person at the elevator entrance, and I had the illusion that he was waiting for me on purpose.

I said: You actually left so late?

He turned around and showed me his backpack.

I said: Have you been fired?Why is there a backpack?

He said: I am going on a business trip next week, and I have to arrange some things, so I will bring some things back home.

Oh, and he'll be out of the office for a week next week, and I feel a little lighter.

He asked: What time will I pick you up tomorrow?

I said: Ten o'clock?I want to go for a run first.

He said: Don't run away, you have to work tomorrow, save more energy.

Will it be so tiring?I said goodbye to him on the first floor, and he had to go to the underground garage.

As soon as I left the office building, a heat wave hit my face.

Today is the beginning of autumn in terms of solar terms, but it is still in dog days.

When I got into the compartment at the subway station, the temperature dropped suddenly again, and the air-conditioning was chilly.

I think there are a lot of people in this world who don't know how to use air conditioners.

When I came home from hot and cold, I thought it would be better to just catch a cold, because if I have a fever, I won’t be able to enter a certain community.

However, such a low-level idea, of course, has not been realized.

The next day I got up early, went for a run in the park, and returned to the apartment before nine o'clock.

Move the paint bucket to the door, find out the tools for painting the wall, put on a dirty T-shirt, look at the time on the phone, remember what Cang Hai said about being in the same room for the third time, inexplicably feel like I have tidied up The dowry is about to send her to a distant place to be with her son-in-law, and she is full of anxiety.

Why is there such a strange feeling?

Maybe I have always experienced something beyond my life experience recently, which caused some confusion in the reaction mechanism.

I am very envious of the kind of careless people who dare to try all kinds of things and don't care about gains and losses, I can't do it.But, I also have to get out of my comfort zone, don't I?

Otherwise, life will be numb and stand still.Looking back on the six years since I joined the work, there is nothing to report, and the days are like old calendars that have been eliminated, far less than the experience of the recent month.

A certain person sent a WeChat message saying that he was coming soon.

I picked up the paint bucket, took the dowry, no, took the painting tools, and went downstairs resolutely.

The sky was gloomy, and I stood waiting at the gate of the apartment with a solemn expression.

A certain car arrived, and he opened the trunk to put paint buckets and tools.

I get in the back seat.

He said: You look a little deep.

I said: It's because of the cloudy sky.

As a result, he turned on the stereo and played Karen Mok's "Cloudy Sky".

I?I quite like this song.

Karen Mok's playlist, after playing "Cloudy Sky", followed by "Fruit of Midsummer", the current season is also considered appropriate.

Then there is "Exercise Everyday". I have just run, and it is also very suitable for the occasion.

And then "He Doesn't Love Me", Me?

He doesn't love me, it's too deserted when holding hands, when hugging~oh~

One even sang along.

I can actually sing this song too, but I have a deep style today, so I have to be reserved.

At first, I tried to interact with me through the rearview mirror, but I found that my audience was not too enthusiastic, so I sang on my own: He doesn’t love me, but even so, he still won my heart~

This song is "A Tale of Two Cities".

Ququ pierces the heart!Back then, when I first came to Shanghai to miss the sea in Tianjin, I loved listening to this song.

I also really want to sing along to a certain person, at least to be his harmony, I know my voice is not magnetic enough, but I am very suitable for singing harmony!

I said: Save some energy, I have to work in a while.

He didn't listen, but encouraged me with his eyes.

I cast my gaze out the window.

After this song is sung, the prelude to the next one sounds, which sounds a bit retro disico feel.

I recognized it, it was "Thinking of a Boy"!Xin said you have the ability to sing this song!

And he actually sang: Everyone is waiting, the time of love has come~

Count you kind.

However, do you dare to sing the back?

There was a long paragraph of parallel sentences at the back, and he couldn't remember the lyrics, so he hummed along.

However, at the climax, he picked up again: Miss a boy!If you want to hide it, you can't hide it!All my elegance is in disarray~

Emmm... I'm convinced.

With the car window still open, he just sang unabashedly about a boy.

He opened the sunroof again.

I'm worried he'll be saying hello to his friends in Central right away.

The song is finally sung.

He finally calmed down for a while.

I said: Don't you blush when you want to miss a boy so loudly?

He stared at me through the rearview mirror, as if asking me to take a closer look at his face.

He proudly said: No matter what the situation, I will not blush.

Is this an advantage?

I said: I blush when I drink a little wine.

He said: I know.

I said: Then you are not ashamed?

He said: Yes, but not blushing.

I said: Then try singing "I'm a Girl".

He said: There is no problem singing "Women's Flower".

I said: You can sing so much.

He said: I have experienced a lot.

Well, you have experienced a lot, and you are right.

He said: Do you mind?

Um?What do I mind?