What happened in the summer of 2020

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The next day, I got off work.

I'm not going to spend the night in a certain house.

After having dinner together, they didn't want to separate so early, so they took a walk along the river.

I told someone that I wanted to go back to being a lawyer.After all, I used to have the ideal of being a lawyer. I changed careers because of psychological fear. If I didn’t take advantage of my youth, I always felt that I would regret it.

One was very supportive and enthusiastically said that he knew a famous law firm.

I said: I don't need your introduction.

He said: why?

why?

In fact, he refused without thinking too much.

I said: Maybe I have a little self-confidence now. I can handle things like finding a job by myself.

A certain person said: Do you want to distinguish so clearly with me?

I said: Of course.

Seeing him deflated, I was actually a little happy.It seems that I like the feeling of bullying him a little bit?Is it true that self-confidence comes from being liked?

He said: Then why are you still discussing these things with me?As if asking for my opinion.

I said: Discuss with you in a general direction, specifically how to find a law firm and pass the interview. I can handle this technical level by myself.

He said: Then do you have a fancy?

I shook my head: I just started watching it, but there is a big restaurant near your house, next to the square where we had dinner last time——

Eh?I said: The one you want to introduce to me is not that one, is it?

He shook his head in denial.

But why do I feel that he is a bit like a proud old fox.

I said: I am serious, I will find the law firm myself.However, there is another thing that you can help out and play to your strengths.

He said: What is my specialty?

I ignored his cheap hints, what I want to talk about is the matter of the female supervisor.

Last night, the female supervisor suddenly came to my apartment and violently output some marriage theory, which really caused me a lot of trouble.

Marriage is such a serious matter, I didn't think deeply about it in the past.

Maybe modern people generally mature late, or maybe it's me who is naive.

When I chatted with the mysterious person on the Internet, I could easily say that I am not married.But that was internet chat, mostly a product of emotion.The remarks made by the female supervisor made me think carefully about this matter.Maybe that's what the matrons are for?

After all, many things in society are not what we are born to want, but we always hear people talk about it and feel that we should do it too.

I confessed to someone, saying: The offer provided by the female supervisor is indeed a bit tempting.

One said: That's because she only talked about benefits, not obligations.

I review the contract every day, of course I know this, but I said: compare horizontally, if you must get married, it may be better to marry her than to marry someone else.

One said: How do you know?How did she know?You have never married.

I can clearly feel the hostility towards a certain female executive. I think I didn’t ask the question clearly. I said: What I actually want to ask you is not the female executive, but the matter of marriage. I haven’t thought clearly about it. , I want to know, how did you firmly believe in not getting married?

Probably my tone of voice was a bit heavy, and a certain person heard my real confusion.

He was silent for a while.We stood by the river and watched the ferry go back and forth on the river.

I kind of regret bringing up this heavy question.Why not enjoy it while love is sweet, instead of struggling with this kind of thing?In life, shouldn't we avoid unnecessary troubles as much as possible?

The ferry docked at the pier, as if it was a proposal, or we had a tacit understanding, so we swiped the code and got on the boat.

Standing on the second deck, with the river wind blowing, I felt a little calmer.

One said: I am actually quite rebellious.Now that I work in a regular manner every day, it seems that I don't have much of my own thoughts. In fact, I thought a lot when I was in school.

I said: You thought it through when you were in school?

He said: Once in an elective class, the teacher said that although chickens are weak, they can reproduce to every corner of the earth.I thought, is this a good thing?Chickens reproduce from generation to generation, and the result of reproduction is that each generation becomes a dish?Then I would rather become an extinct dinosaur than a chicken that keeps multiplying and eating for people.

This, I said: sounds a little tragic?

But it didn't take a few seconds to be tragic, because the ferry time between the two sides was very short, and we got off the boat on the other side.

Although they are all in Shanghai, the two sides of the Huangpu River have completely different styles.

A certain person and I walked on the street shaded by plane trees, in the quiet shadow of the trees, talking about profound and absurd things, from white-feathered chickens to heaven and earth, from the origin of the universe to individual workers.

Someone said that he would not marry because of the pressure of convergence, then he would become a link in the cycle of existence for other people's purposes.

I can't digest everything he said at the moment, but I may be a little inspired.

I really didn't expect a certain idea to be so -- profound?Macro?

I said: I think there seems to be a generation gap between us.

A certain person pulled his thoughts from the stars and seas back to the female supervisor, saying: She is nothing more than marketing to you.

I said: marketing what?

He said: The so-called marketing is to sell you things you don't need.You never thought about getting married, did you?It's like you never thought to buy something.But she described to you all the advantages of marrying her, and all the conveniences that come with her family, as if you would suffer if you didn't marry her.

Emmm... It seems a bit reasonable, but a certain person is a salesman who is doing marketing, and I said: I didn't need you at all?

A certain slut said: I am different, I am what you need.

Uh, I was still in the sea of ​​stars just now, how could my thoughts fall so fast!

There is an art space transformed from an old factory building on the shore.

Maybe it has just been remodeled and during the epidemic, it is not very popular.

A certain person and I planned to hang around here, and then went back by boat.

There is a photography exhibition on the first floor.

I have been in Shanghai for so long, but I have never been in contact with these things, but I remember that a certain person seemed to mention the exhibition, so I followed him in.

There were not many people inside, only soft wall lamps were on, and some photographs of local customs were exhibited.I saw a photo of a mountain that seemed to be from my hometown, so I chatted with a certain person in front of the photo.

At this time, a middle-aged man came, with the kind of artistic vitality that can blur the age.He was probably the person in charge of the exhibition, and he came over to have a chat when he saw that I was interested in photos.

I told him about the rumors about the mountain.

He was very accommodating and accompanied us to see some other works.I was a bit cautious at first, but there are really no other guests in the exhibition, and I think we are kind of fulfilling each other.

The exhibition is of a non-profit nature, collecting the works of retired photographers from all over the world. It has been on display for a while and will soon end.

Middle-aged people asked me if I liked photography.

I shake my head.Maybe talking to strangers will make you feel more relaxed.I confessed that I had a little psychological barrier to images and mirror images for a long time.

It may be because of the evocative atmosphere in the gallery. I told a certain person: At the graduation ceremony, I met Cang Hai in the crowd. We were all wearing very thin graduation clothes. I really wanted to take a photo with him As a souvenir, the result is still nothing.

The middle-aged man said: That's a pity. Taking pictures as souvenirs has a different meaning. A picture is sometimes worth a thousand words.We hold the exhibition because it is inconvenient to travel during the epidemic, and we can feel the scenery through photos.

A certain person said disapprovingly: If you only focus on taking pictures as souvenirs, you will not enjoy your trip.

I think it's a bit socially inappropriate for someone to say that.Fortunately, the other party didn't care about it, and gave us a gift bag when we left, which seemed to contain books.

On the ferry, I opened the gift bag and it turned out to be a calendar!

Or the kind of 360 five days!

I looked at a certain one, and a certain one smiled.

I said: that person just now——

One said: It's my dad.

I? ? ?

One said: How about it, it must be easier to get along with than the female supervisor and his father.