What happened in the summer of 2020

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During the week of July 7th, I was out of the company for the first three days.

Expand in a resort around Shanghai.

The outreach is aimed at grassroots cadres. The usual practice is once a year in spring. This year, due to the epidemic, it was postponed to summer.

The past few days have just caught up with the plum blossoms. The long rainy season has finally come to an end, and it will soon be a sunny day.

Those who participated in the expansion were all grassroots cadres who had been promoted for less than a year.Our company only has me and the female executive, and the rest are from brother companies.

The female supervisor said to me: Why are they all men, but I am the only woman?

I said: That's not right.

She said: What is just right, is it just right for you, or just right for me?

I vaguely felt that she probably saw through my identity. After all, she has a very vicious eye. The key is that she knows a lot and dares to ask questions.

When expanding, there are often interactions, and the female supervisor is always on the verge of being taken advantage of.

Several times she pulled me out as a shield.

I also think it's OK, because I'm not good at this kind of group activities, and I don't want to be negative and out of place. With a shield character, it can leave a memory for people, and I feel less social pressure.

But unexpectedly, because I was robbed instead of the female supervisor, the coach relaxed the standard of activities.I don't know what troupe he led, but he had too many dramas.

There is a water project, which was originally to teach everyone to row a rubber boat to cultivate tacit understanding, because the water surface of the artificial lake is too small, and the boat started playing games by the water after a few strokes.The coach made a blind episode.

Everyone was wearing bathing suits, some of them even only wore swimming trunks. The coach looked at me and told the female supervisor that she should cover her eyes and arrest people to improve their understanding.

To be honest, I didn't really enjoy it.

Because most people's bodies are -- let's just say, swimming trunks make a beer belly stand out.

Not only did I want to arrest people, but I was often slapped and pushed.Fortunately, the blindfold gradually loosened, and I was able to take a sneak peek, so I locked on a person with a good figure and personality, and finally caught him, which was considered a return.

When I got back to the hotel room at night, I clicked on the small software, and suddenly a message from a stranger popped up, saying: How did you do during the day?

I was instantly terrified. (I think this software always scares me more than it gains)

I replied: How did you play?

He didn't reply.

I didn't ask any more.

Until the end of the expansion, I couldn't help but guess who was using the small software.

I really want to ask the female supervisor and let her examine each one with unique eyes, but I really can't figure it out.

On the way back to the city by bus, I secretly clicked on the small software again, but the other party was offline, so I couldn't judge from the real-time location whether it was a person in the car.

It was already late when we returned to the city, and the female supervisor said that I was too hungry, so we had dinner together.

While chatting, we talked about the company's gossip.

I obviously stayed in the company longer, but obviously, the female executive who has only been in the company for a few months knows much more than I do.

At first, I listened with gusto.

However, I soon heard some sad news - the female supervisor said that a certain person was on a blind date recently.

In the previous text, I kept pretending to be open-minded, and I knew that a certain man was a straight man.However, after hearing the news that he was on a blind date with his own ears, he was still a little bit disappointed.

People are really strange, I didn't think he was so good at first, but why did he suddenly feel that he was untouchable, and his good points appeared in my mind.Especially compared with the men he met during the expansion, he seems to be less oily.

I asked the female supervisor: Who did you listen to?

The female supervisor said: Don't you know?Everyone knows it!The person was introduced by a big leader. He has good looks and good family conditions.

Is it?I said: Have you seen it?

She said: No, but from what the personnel said, it seems that they also helped make some arrangements. After all, it was introduced by the big leader, so it can be regarded as official business.

I said lemon essence: The emperor bestowed a marriage.

However, I have a little impression. On the night of the dinner in the middle of the year, after a certain single caused heated discussions, the big leader seemed to have expressed concern.This is not surprising, after all, a certain leader has always been appreciated by the big leaders.

The female supervisor asked me: What do you think about marriage.

I said: I didn't think about it seriously.

She said: How could I not have thought about it?

I said: If you can’t think of it, just let it happen.

She said: The operation of following the fate is only effective if you meet the fate. Otherwise, when you are too old to wait, you can't just find someone to marry, and you still have to plan ahead.

I think she has some truth in what she says, although I don't intend to adopt it.

When I got home at night, I clicked on the small software and found that the mysterious person who talked to me in the resort before had an updated location and was only a dozen kilometers away from me, so he must have left the resort and returned to the city.

In the next two days, I will find time to check his online time, and find that it seems difficult to be online with him at the same time.I think that his chatting up with me that night was probably just a spur of the moment when the night was dark, and he disguised it after returning to work and life.Gradually I stopped paying attention.

I didn't expect much from this mysterious man with no avatar and abrupt speech.

It's just that the emotions in those two days may have been affected by a certain blind date, and I was looking for an unwarranted sustenance.

As long as I don't put it into practice, I can simulate many plots of my love life.Just like for a certain person, I never seriously planned to develop anything with him in reality, but just made an irresponsible fantasy when I was empty and lonely. Now this kind of fantasy is also subject to the moral constraints of bending and isolation. Sad in the fantasy world.

I don't think this should have affected my real body, let alone our relationship with colleagues.But I soon discovered that I was wrong.

On Friday afternoon, a certain person approached me. He said that he had a party tonight and wanted me to join him. I instinctively wanted to refuse.

I said: What entertainment, have customers from Tianjin come?

He said: It is a major client renewal.

I said: contract renewal?There shouldn't be any difficulty in believing in the Fa.

He said: who knows?This year's situation is special, anything is possible.

One came to the office and talked to me face to face.

At this time, I found that when I was about to decide whether to go out or socialize with him, there was a voice in my head saying: I obviously have fantasies about him, but he is on a blind date, should I stay away from it?

But what if the business is delayed?

Should I go for business or private reasons?

Therefore, if YY is too much, it will affect real life.

For a moment, I couldn't think of a word to refuse, and the entertainment was on that night, so I had to reply to a certain person immediately if I went or not.

Under the invisible pressure I put on myself, I agreed to go.