Your Majesty, I am not worthy

The back jaw has a fetus, and the tip of the tongue has a top.

Chu Yuheng's word "combination" is simple to say.

But Rong Mu needs to use up so much of the first half of his life.

He was not born as a son of a noble family, nor could he be able to flirt with Chu Yuheng openly and freely.

But at the moment Chu Yuheng sighed easily and erased all his previous efforts...

The wordless silence ignited the air around Rong Mu, and under the astonishing silence, Rong Mu looked gentle and peaceful, but a little dangerous.

After a long period of silence, Chu Yuheng's lips became dry.

But he couldn't get enough of Rong Mu's face.

Even if the past mentioned by Rong Mu is all hidden with fine knives, just a light touch will leave deep visible bone marks on his hands.

Especially when he heard Rong Mu mention that the wound on his chest was actually caused by himself? Chu Yuheng's face was scalded hotly.

If he remembers correctly,? He also asked Rong Mu face to face whether Hua Huaiyin's injury was caused by it.

How big a face should he have? To be able to forget what he has done.

Chu Yuheng still endured great pain and remorse, his cheekbones endured a terrifying arc, and he pulled the corners of his mouth, and his raised voice was also particularly weird: "Ah Mu...I'm sorry for you."

"Your Majesty, you don't have to do that. Isn't my body already healed... and I can ride a horse immediately. I am already satisfied."

Rong Mu wanted to coax people, so his attitude softened a bit.

"Ah Mu, you deserve better." Chu Yuheng's face softened slightly, but his heart was still pierced with pain, "But I was too proud in the past, so I ignored you, even you, Amu, The heaviest wound on my body was caused by me..."

With a smile on his eyelashes, Rong Mu turned his head: "This kind of thing can't be slapped with a slap. In the past, those were all voluntary. It's like Your Majesty has a bag of dates. I really want those dates, so I used up all of them." All my sincerity is exchanged for one in your majesty's bag; but it doesn't matter, I am willing,? Even if I see your majesty is very decisive when giving dates to others, I comfort myself that it doesn't matter, because one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer .”

But this coaxing is tantamount to coaxing.

Chu Yuheng still tasted the slight coldness in Rong Mu's words, and also succeeded in making Chu Yuheng's bloody face turn pale again.

Chu Yuheng's embarrassment was hard to understand, and amidst the melancholy, his dark eyebrows and eyes, which were somewhat inherently noble, were no longer calm: "Whether it's dates or anything else, I can give you whatever I have!"

"Your Majesty's words are serious..." Rong Mu only smiled, raised his chin slightly and said, "Later, I found out that my sincerity was gone, holding a dried up date, some expectations have disappeared, Even if His Majesty is still lingering in front of my eyes with that bag of jujubes, perhaps in my opinion, he is no longer in the state of desire."

Taking a long breath, Rong Mu's eyebrows relaxed a little, and he made up his mind to explain everything clearly: "If you ask the reason, it's probably because I don't love Your Majesty anymore, so dates are not important..."

But he wanted to say these words a long time ago, but because of the friendship between the two of them for so many years, he never said it.

He returned to Beijing with Chu Yuheng this time, so he had to say something clearly.

It is one thing to go back to Hao Jing this time, but it is another matter whether the two of them can still get along as before.

But seeing Chu Yuheng's injured expression at this moment, Rong Mu seemed to be completely stunned.

Secretly sighing whether his words were too much, Chu Yuheng's whole body was like a tightly stretched string, as if his own breathing lightly touched, Chu Yuheng would immediately burst.

Rong Mu pondered for a moment, then raised his eyebrows, and in the next moment he regained his usual gentleness, handsome and clear: "The jujubes are just examples I picked up at random, so you don't have to take it seriously, what I mean is, if I went back to Haojing, hoping that His Majesty can also let go, the past is over, the dead cannot be chased, and His Majesty will have a long life in the future."

Rong Mu's explanation made him even more sad.

Chu Yuheng straightened his lips, trying to show a smile, but the smile was bitter.

Especially now that Rong Mu has thrown out his past love in an understatement, and Rong Mu has already disappeared.

There was a ten-year gap between them, how could it be so simple to say that it wasn't serious?

At this moment, Chu Yuheng's face was as dark as thick ink, and the smile that he had been holding on to seemed to be frozen in ice.

But Chu Yuheng didn't dare to force Rong Mu anymore.

Rong Mu is a loner, if there is no memory in the world, he will easily fulfill his original intention of committing suicide.

This is what Chu Yuheng was most worried about: "I'll talk about these things when I go back."

Seeing that the person in front of him changed the subject, Rong Mu lowered his eyes and fiddled with Bai Yu's hands, which were neat and beautiful: "Forget it, Your Majesty, let's go to bed early."

As soon as the words fell, Rong Mu bent down and raised his hands to pile up the big cloak next to Chu Yuheng's bed, and disappeared outside the closed wooden door in a blink of an eye.

That night, Rong Mu was placed in the room next door to Chu Yuheng.

There was only an old quilt covered on the hard wooden boards, and even the quilt that covered it had a slightly musty smell.

After running the horse during the day, Rong Mu was still in high spirits, without any sleepiness.

Lying on the couch tossing and turning, Rong Mu's eyes were sparkling like sparks, and he silently recited a few pieces of ancient prose, during which time he could still hear muffled humming from the wooden board next door.

□□Slightly hoarse, with intermittent low coughing.

Rong Mu's mind immediately recalled Chu Yuheng's pale face when he changed Chu Yuheng's medicine before, and the scalding abdomen that his fingertips touched.

Chu Yuheng was injured, but his body was still so hot.

Sighing inwardly, he couldn't recite the poems anymore, Rong Mu threw off the heavy mattress, before he put on his outer robe, he hurriedly put on his cloak and went out.

Chu Yuheng on the other end didn't know that he would cough continuously after falling asleep, and had many dreams at night, but his dream was still sweet.

Chu Yuheng dreamed about the time when he and Rong Mu were not very familiar.

In the dream, Rong Mu still maintained the appearance of his early years.

At that time, Rong Mu's figure was a bit shorter than now, and his body was also thinner than now, his lower jaw was extraordinarily sharp, and the same two sharp canine teeth were shining brightly.

The first time he saw him, Rong Mu's beautiful glass eyes fell on him.

Anyone who intends to get close to him is beaten with ulterior motives by him, and Rong Mu is no exception.

Chu Yuheng guessed that Rong Mu had a plan to get close to him.

At that time, Rong Mu's clothes were simple, and he couldn't pick out expensive accessories from all over his body. When he approached him, he just wanted to make friends with him and cared about his family background.

So he didn't take Rong Mu's intimacy with him.

When Rong Mu approached him, he avoided him; when Rong Mu greeted him, he also turned his face away, deliberately ignoring it, until Rong Mu accidentally fed him a piece of candy, and Chu Yuheng finally let go of his guard against him.

The scene in the dream was extremely real, when Chu Yuheng woke up, it seemed that Rong Mu's figure from ten years ago was still in front of him.

But these are dreams.

He couldn't find out Rong Mu's origin.

Just like what Rong Mu himself said, Rong Mu was abandoned by his family since he was a child, and his life experience is unknown.There are no family relatives, and there are not many classmates and friends, the only one who gets close to him is him, but he still treats Rong Mu like that...

It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a wolf.

If he could go back to the past, Chu Yuheng would definitely take Rong Mu into his arms from the very beginning, and he wouldn't let Rong Mu spend so much time wasting away for so many years, only to be hurt by him in the end.

Grief is like a tide, and the mortal relationship is unbearable to look back on. After waking up from the dream, he has been stabbing Chu Yuheng's pulse bluntly.

He couldn't find any other way to make up for Rong Mu.

Rong Mu wanted to keep himself away from him, but he absolutely couldn't do this.

Thinking that Rong Mu was not far away from him, but he had to keep a distance from Rong Mu, Chu Yuheng wished he could go back to the past and slap his obsessed self to wake up.

He was indeed too much, but he also wanted to redeem it.

He has chased from Haojing to Jiangnan, and Rong Mu has no intention of forgiving him.

Especially today, Rong Mu put his words on the bright side - disappointed, not in love anymore.

I am kind to Rong Mu, Rong Mu compares this to jujube.

He did give dates to others, but he took them back in the end.

He finally understood that his things are not worthy of anyone, only Rong Mu is worth it.

But the jujube he carried...

Rong Mu is gone now.

The more Chu Yuheng thought about it, the more resentful he became, a surge of uncontrollable blood surged from his lower abdomen, and a fishy smell flowed from the corner of his lips in an instant.

And when Rong Mu came in, what he saw happened to be the scene of Chu Yuheng vomiting blood halfway on his side.

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