I collided with my opponent [entertainment circle]

His former assistant had confessed directly to him.

Sheng Xingran and the assistant get along day and night, and they have a good understanding. They often go to the gym and swim together. Hooking shoulders and backs is also a daily operation, but he has never had any feeling of "this person has an inexplicable attraction to me".

So when the assistant confessed his love earnestly and affectionately, Sheng Xingran only felt it was ridiculous: he didn't like girls, but it didn't mean he liked boys.

After categorically rejecting the assistant, Sheng Xing changed his assistant quickly, and confirmed with Lin Feng again and again that he did not want a fixed, long-term assistant, so as not to involve too much in the principles of his private life.

Later, Xiao Xianrou and Big Brother in the circle hinted at him, Sheng Xingran just found it funny: If he likes the same sex, the most likely one would be Lin Fenglai.

Then, as if he had suddenly discovered a brilliance that he had never discovered before, he repeatedly asked Lin Fenglai if he had a good impression of him, and said: Once he realizes that Lin Fenglai has unreasonable thoughts about him, even if it is a small cum Friends and best partners for many years, if they want to break up immediately, they will go their separate ways.

As a result, Lin Fenglai picked up a tennis racket and beat him violently.

Later, when Lin Fenglai was decorating this flat for Sheng Xingran, he put up a big poster of Sheng Xingran on the wall at his own expense, saying: "If you are narcissistic like Sheng Xingran, you should admire yourself alone."

The lonely and self-admired Sheng Xingran couldn't help but slipped his gaze towards Lin Xu from time to time, and was seriously caught up in "Do I like men?" "Do I care about Lin Xu?" "So what if I like men?" Do you like Lin Xu?" in the perplexity of trying to justify and be logical.

Not knowing what was going on in Sheng Xingran's mind, Zai Zai and Lin Xu played around on their own.Tired of playing, two people huddled together to chat, like two small animals cuddling together.

Zai Zai suddenly had a bitter face: "The children in the kindergarten don't believe that my father is a big star, they say that I don't have parents at all, and that I'm a liar."

Sheng Xingran took a few steps to sit next to Zai Zai, and Lin Xu was separated from Zai Zai on the left and right, and artificially separated him from time to time to see Lin Xu's actions.

He stretched out his arms to wrap Zai Zai's shoulders, and said with great loyalty: "After the summer vacation, when school starts, I will pick you up after school and give you a long face."

Lin Xu disagreed.He looked sideways at Zai Zai, and reasoned with him: "Everyone has a job, and a job is just a job. What job you do doesn't mean whether you will be a good father or mother."

He looked up at Sheng Xingran again: "You don't need to prove anything, right? It's not necessarily good for Zai Zai's growth."

Sheng Xingran looked at Lin Xu's face, and took a long time to look away: "You are right."

They considered it from Zai Zai's point of view at the beginning, and reached a consensus: Zai Zai must be protected from exposure.

Lin Xu and Sheng Xingran are too clear about the impact on personal life after being magnified by the media and the public.

So Sheng Xingran admitted his mistake to Lin Xu sincerely: "I was wrong."

"You're right, you just care about chaos." Lin Xu turned to Zai Zai, persuading, "Zai Zai, next time the kids say that again, you can tell the kids openly that it's not like you don't have parents, we all I love you very much, just like the parents of the children in your class love him."

"But," Zai Zai said timidly, "my mother doesn't love me...does it mean I don't have a mother?"

Lin Xu raised his eyes to look at Sheng Xingran, Sheng Xingran was startled, and immediately reacted, saying seriously, "I am Zai Zai's father!"

"Okay." I don't know whether Lin Xu smiled wryly or thought it was funny, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, "Zai Zai can treat me as a mother. But..."

He glanced at Sheng Xingran vaguely again: "In most families, it's the father who sings the good face, and the mother sings the red face. Our family is the reverse minority."

Zai Zai doesn't understand red faces and white faces. Anyway, both fathers have good-looking faces. He only cares: "Then our family is not normal?"

"No, it's normal." Lin Xu said, "Few, doesn't mean it's wrong."

"Oh." Zai Zai nodded ignorantly, "The next time the children say that I don't have parents, I'll tell them that I have parents, and that they love me very much. They are both big stars, Xu Xu's father and Xing Ran's father." Red and white..."

Sheng Xingran burst out laughing, and he picked up Zaizai: "It's time for us to sleep, I'll take you back to your room."

He took two steps, then turned around, looked at Lin Xu with a smile, "Good night, Dean."

Lin Xu was stunned: "You think I'm preaching, and it's very cold, don't you?"

How could he think so.Sheng Xingran immediately restrained his smile, and explained seriously: "No, it is well-founded, convincing, not cold, and it is the dean who can make the cub warm and happy."

"Really?" Lin Xu looked up at Sheng Xingran.

The emotion flowing in his eyes was the lack of self-confidence that Sheng Xingran had never seen in Lin Xu, looking fragile and helpless.

Sheng Xingran's mind went completely blank, he really wanted to hug Lin Xu, whisper to his ear to comfort him, and let all those fragility and anxiety melt into his arms.

Sheng Xingran confirmed that he could no longer stare at Lin Xu.

He hurriedly responded, "Really. Good night, have a good dream", then turned around and walked quickly to Zai Zai's room.

No matter how you look at it, it feels a bit like running away.

When I woke up, the sunlight filtered in through the tulle curtains in the bedroom, imprinting faint patterns on the dark blue sheets.

A slight wind came in, opened the curtains a little, and the sunlight sneaked in through the gap, falling on Sheng Xingran's side face, with the faint fragrance of vegetation in the slightly heated wind.

Sheng Xingran narrowed his eyes slightly, facing the golden halo that diverged when the light beam fell in his eyes.

This is his habit of sobering himself up quickly.

But at this moment, what woke him up was the aroma of coffee faintly wafting into the bedroom.

Startled, Sheng Xingran suddenly jumped up from the bed and ran straight into the bathroom.

Twenty minutes later, Sheng Xingran, who had washed himself cleanly and was well-groomed, walked from his bedroom with a standard red-carpet gait, and walked into his living room and dining room.

He wasn't wrong in his guess, the one who makes coffee is Lin Xu.

Hearing Sheng Xingran's "good morning" like a line, Lin Xu turned his head from the coffee machine and smiled at him, "Good morning."

Lin Xu was still wearing pajamas, and his hair was not particularly well-managed. It was a natural posture at home, but he was more like the owner of this room than the fully armed Sheng Xingran.

After waking up in the morning, he didn't open his mouth, and the naturally dry and hoarse voice was not as serious as Sheng Xingran's: "You said yesterday that you don't need to ask you, it can be used, so I used the coffee machine and kitchen."

Three ready-made sandwiches are beautifully arranged on a delicate dinner plate, with a glass of hot milk on the side.

Lin Xu said, "The coffee beans are not very fresh. I'll buy some later."

Sheng Xingran couldn't make a sound, but nodded passively.His eyes were fully occupied by Lin Xu in his pajamas.Slender fingers, white wrists exposed by rolled up sleeves, slender ankles in the golden sunshine.

Every detail is magnified.Very attractive.

At least Sheng Xingran knew that his sight and heart were all caught by Lin Xu's natural posture.

He supported the dining table and sat down, Lin Xu handed over the finished coffee and placed it in front of him.

He thought: I have seen countless people. Although Lin Xu is very good-looking, it is impossible for me to be attracted by him...

Lin Xu's finger touched the coffee cup, and the moment he retracted it, Sheng Xingran felt that he almost stretched out his hand to hold it tightly.

... planted.

The unfinished psychological construction completely collapsed in Sheng Xingran's heart in a shattered state.

Sheng Xingran has never been in love, and he has never had the crush of adolescence, but no matter how stupid he is, he has no experience, he also knows the feeling of throbbing heart, sore throat, wanting to do something but not daring to do it What is the move.

And why.

He has acted in so many emotional dramas, and has always been called "sincere and natural, able to substitute the audience".Only now did Sheng Xingran realize that his previous emotional dramas were nothing but embarrassing acts, self-righteous acts.

From now on, at least in the scene of the secret love, he can really act in his true colors.

Lin Xu brought Zai Zai and sat down at the table, and sat opposite Sheng Xingran himself, and began to eat breakfast seriously.

Sheng Xingran held the sandwich mechanically, took a bite, and thought it was delicious, but he didn't feel like eating it.

He is so contradictory.

The thoughts that were about to come out must have been hidden for a long time, and finally broke through the ground, breaking a hole in Sheng Xingran's heart, and planting a small seedling of love.

He fell in love with a man.

The man was wearing his pajamas, sitting opposite him, and asked him with his good-looking eyes and a low and soft voice in the morning: "Are you going out because you are dressed so formally?"

Sheng Xingran shook his head.

He doesn't go out.He just deliberately wanted to behave better in front of Lin Xu, so that his charm could be noticed by him.

It seems that they are determined to take the initiative to attack, but they are actually defeated at all.

Lin Xu couldn't help but look at Sheng Xingran's sluggish look as if he was thinking about some important issue, but he couldn't find any suitable starting point to ask.Zai Zai patted his arm suddenly: "Father Xu Xu, your phone is ringing."

Lin Xu picked up the phone, it was a voice message sent by Yang Wenxuan.

He hesitated for a moment, clicked on the message, and was about to convert the voice into text, but Zai Zai suddenly pressed his face against his arm.Lin Xu shook his hand, and the voice was played: "There is a very good book, are you interested in reading the role of the male number one?"

It was a very common business message between peers, and Lin Xu replied directly: "Thank you, Sister Xuan, I will let Qinqin contact you."

After sending Ye Qinqin a message, Lin Xu put down his phone, only to find that Sheng Xingran and Zai Zai were looking at him intently.He was startled: "What's wrong?"

"You...didn't you not cooperate with her before?" Sheng Xingran knew that he had asked too much, but he couldn't help not asking.

"If someone recommends this book, you should respond both emotionally and rationally, right?" Lin Xu replied.

In love, in reason.

Is it for love, or for reason?

Sheng Xingran still focused on Lin Xu, without blinking his eyes: "Do you like her?"