I collided with my opponent [entertainment circle]

Sheng Xingran stepped back a little further.He no longer faced Lin Xu, but leaned against the sofa and lowered his gaze.

The shoulder line that was originally beautifully stretched was gently gathered, like a lost kitten that couldn't find its way.

It's also like a puppy who was expecting warmth and caress but failed, so he bowed his head and whimpered, and was about to leave lonely.

Sheng Xingran calmed down, and the space became so quiet that Lin Xu noticed that his heartbeat was also strong.He knew that this time, he really pushed Sheng Xingran away completely.

Being rejected again and again like this, even if the enthusiasm is as bright as a star, you should give up naturally.

What's more, Sheng Xingran was originally proud.

Lin Xu knew that he had really hurt that glowing pride.

The most frightening thing is that the loneliness in his heart at this moment for "losing Sheng Xingran" is far greater than the apology for "stinging Sheng Xingran".

The simplicity and ease of "he should no longer be attached" was completely swallowed up by the loss of "he should no longer be attached".

Bitten by this disappointment, Lin Xu also lowered his gaze.

Although it was not the first time for Lin Xu that he only rejected a "suitor", but this time, his heart was very empty.

That kind of emptiness quickly condensed into a cumulonimbus cloud that covered the emotions, covering the sky and the sun, full of pressure.

The quiet space is filled with a clear sense of boundaries and distinct embarrassments.

Until Sheng Xingran called softly: "Lin Xu."

Lin Xu didn't look up.He didn't want to look into Sheng Xingran's eyes, and he didn't want to remember his expression when he spoke. He tried his best to take a deep breath to suppress the tearing feeling brought out by his heartbeat, "You say."

"Lin Xu, are you trying to convince me, or yourself? Or..." Sheng Xingran chuckled, "Are you trying to push me away, or yourself?"

Lin Xu moved his Adam's apple, but didn't speak.

"Lin Xu, I once said that I want a chance for you to accept me and be with me. Later, I wanted to exchange it for a chance for you to see my sincerity. But now I understand that this Opportunity, whether you give it to me or not, it doesn't matter."

Sheng Xingran laughed again: "I won't wait."

A trace of sadness flashed in Lin Xu's eyes.He didn't want to tell what the pain in his heart was when he heard these four words, but he just thought blankly, very well, Sheng Xingran, he is finally leaving.

He finally pushed him away.

"You're shaking." Sheng Xingran raised his hand and lightly touched Lin Xu's wrist, "Why are you shaking?"

Why is he trembling?Probably the heart is too empty, unable to support the hardness of the surface.But he couldn't help but support: "Maybe it's because today's awards ceremony is too tiring."

"Oh, is that so?" There was an irrepressible smile in Sheng Xingran's voice.

It's not clear whether Sheng Xingran is laughing at him for not knowing how to cherish, or laughing at himself for wasting time on him.Lin Xu raised his eyes to look at Sheng Xingran.

Sheng Xingran also looked at him with a smile, his brows were clear and his expression was soft.

It's strange, Lin Xu thought, but with just one glance, the dignified and awkward atmosphere seemed to dissipate easily.

The heart also seems to have gained a fulcrum for a short time.

"The teacher taught us, and we will teach Zai Zai the same way in the future." Sheng Xingran said, "'Opportunities must be created by ourselves'. Therefore, it is too passive to just wait for you. And I, I have always been an active And positive people, you know?"

Lin Xu raised his head in surprise, and stared blankly at Sheng Xingran, as if he understood what he said, but also as if he didn't quite understand his intentions.

Sheng Xingran laughed again: "You are too good at giving in. I can understand, but I don't intend to accept it. Lin Xu, you don't have to push me away, I won't back down."

"I said, I won't quit. I won't let you quit either. Even if you think I'm a rogue or annoying, I won't quit." Sheng Xingran sighed deeply, "Until you let me and yourself, See the real you and confirm your true intentions."

true self?Lin Xu was silent.

Sheng Xingran stood up, "You are tired, go to bed early. I will go back first."

When he reached the door, he turned around again and looked at Lin Xu who was still silent, "I won't come to make you breakfast tomorrow morning, when I come back from the set..."

"Sheng Xingran." Lin Xu raised his head, interrupting Sheng Xingran's words.

The original confusion and confusion had been swept away in his eyes, replaced by Qingming's determination and confirmation: "Sheng Xingran, I can't promise you what you just said."

The knuckles of Sheng Xingran's hand resting on the porch cabinet suddenly tensed.

"The current me is the real me. I don't hate you, even in my heart, your status is very important. Just as important as Zai Zai." Lin Xu sighed and confessed his regret clearly, "How much do I know about you?" Well, I will also regret pushing you away, but I can't be lovers with you."

Sheng Xingran froze there, not speaking, and the lines on his face became tense.

"In a person's life, there will not be only one heartbeat, and there will not be only one person who will fall in love. Your conditions are so good, don't be fooled by the stubbornness of getting what you want for a while."

With a good upbringing, Sheng Xingran will not give examples of how popular he is, and how easily he can win other people's sincerity, but Lin Xu knows it all.

It is because he knows that he stops.

It's not about inferiority, it's just that I don't want to drag Sheng Xingran, who has a red carpet under his feet, into a muddy path.

The lines of Sheng Xingran's shoulders were tense.He locked Lin Xu's eyes intently: "Are you telling the truth?"

"Yes." Lin Xu answered simply.

"Have you finished speaking your truth?" Sheng Xingran said coldly, "Is there anything else you want to add?"

"No." Lin Xu shook his head, and locked Sheng Xingran's eyes intently, "Sheng Xingran, calm down for a while, and you will..."

"Lin Xu, these days, what do you think I take you for? Is it an insignificant heart-pounding game that can be forgotten after going home and sleeping?" Sheng Xingran interrupted Lin Xu with uncontrollable anger , "What makes you feel that my love for you is just that you have been unwilling to admit that you like me, so the desire to win because of the 'challenge failure'? You underestimate yourself and me too."

"I apologize if I used the wrong words." Lin Xu replied sincerely.

"You apologize, but you don't take back your decision to push me away, do you?" Sheng Xingran raised his voice a little, with an absolute sense of presence in the quiet late night, "You admit that I am important to you, But you don't want me, do you?"

Lin Xu was silent for a moment, then lowered his eyes subconsciously, and after a few seconds, he looked at Sheng Xingran seriously, and added a faint smile: "Yes."

"Sheng Xingran, we all need to calm down now." Lin Xu stood up, showing off his guests politely, "Good night, go to bed early."

"Good night?"

With the words of restrained anger falling, Sheng Xingran quickly walked back to the sofa.

After pressing Lin Xu directly on his shoulders and pushing Lin Xu to sit on the sofa again, Sheng Xingran lowered his head condescendingly, and the distance between the two of them was shortened to the extreme in a blink of an eye.

Lin Xu stepped back suddenly, trying to distance himself, his back hit the sofa, he raised his hand, and subconsciously pushed to block Sheng Xingran's approach.

But Sheng Xingran grabbed his wrist with irresistible strength.

Holding Lin Xu's wrist with one hand and pressing Lin Xu's shoulder with the other, Sheng Xingran leaned over quickly again, and kissed the thin lips that he loved and hated with all his strength.