I collided with my opponent [entertainment circle]

The live broadcast continued, and the topic of fans quickly changed again: [Did you watch today's hot search? ]

[Diamond CP, Lifetime series? ]

"Rivalry?" Sheng Xingran answered the question that had been swiped through the barrage, "I also said before that Mr. Lin and I understand 'opponent' as a match of strength and complement each other, rather than incompatibility."

A barrage was swiped: [I haven't swiped a gift, can I ask a question?Did you and Lin Xu reconcile because of the child? ]

The corner of Sheng Xing's mouth curled up: "Mr. Lin and I, Mr. Lin, are not having a hard time."

[So you are concerned about him not being hand-skating?Isn't it polite for him to return to you? ]

"No. We... admire each other very much." Sheng Xingran smiled, "By the way, do you know that Mr. Lin's "Cold River Lock" has been finalized?"

[I know, but the material is released intermittently, so it won't be broadcast and skip files at the end of the day, right? ]

"No." Sheng Xingran shook his head, "If the rhythm of the release of the material is inconsistent with the pace of the broadcast, it will consume the heat of the play itself, so the film crew will have full consideration when releasing the material."

After a pause, Sheng Xingran said again: "I have seen the unreleased materials. If you are interested in martial arts, then Mr. Lin's work is worth watching."

[Do you and Lin Xu really have a child together? ]

[What is having a child together?Please pay attention to the correct wording, is it joint sponsorship? ]

[It is related to the privacy of underage children, is it better not to ask questions publicly? ]

When it came to "support", Sheng Xingran's attitude became upright and orderly: "In short, I hope everyone can pay more attention to the people around us who need attention. Every unfortunate person should feel the light equally."

Less than 5 minutes after Sheng Xingran finished the live broadcast, some fans had already posted the complete live recording on the video platform.

Lin Xu clicked in, and quickly pulled to the section he missed——

Sheng Xingran said: "If it's open, it's worth visiting. It's a place suitable for vacationing with your lover."

After answering Dao's question, someone in the barrage immediately caught the key words in Sheng Xingran's words: [Will you go with your lover in the future? ]

"My lover..." Sheng Xingran raised his eyes to look at the camera, and fixed his eyes on it, "I have someone I like, but I didn't catch up."

The barrage exploded.In the live broadcast, half of the staff strayed into it in a panic, waved vigorously at Sheng Xingran, and whispered, "Brother Ran, don't talk about this!"

Sheng Xingran ignored the staff's reminder and still stared at the camera steadfastly, as if looking at someone seriously without giving up, "Or, can you lend me a little luck? I really, really like him. "

The staff seemed to be pulled by someone around them and no longer appeared in the live broadcast.

And the bullet screen exploded again, and I directly brushed #脱粉#, and all kinds of disharmonious bullet screens, and quickly brushed them.

Sheng Xingran glanced at the barrage, the expression on his face did not change at all, and his tone was also light: "Is it because I have emotions and desires that I am not worthy of being a qualified actor?"

"I have someone I like, who likes and respects my profession, and I don't think it conflicts." Sheng Xingran said calmly, "If you feel that there is a conflict, then it's because I don't agree with your three views. Since they don't agree, there is no point in forcing , I sincerely thank you for supporting me, from now on, whether you are a gangster or a passer-by, it is up to you."

The disharmonious content in the barrage was gradually overwhelmed by the colorful barrage of gifts, but Sheng Xingran's expression became serious after seeing the barrage of gifts that had been swiped in a blockbuster: "Don't swipe gifts, don't waste money, I'll accept what you want down."

After he looked up at the camera, he told: "Contact the platform, I will make up for the gift payment, please return the platform to the ID account through the same route."

What responded was Lin Fenglai's voice: "No problem, don't worry."

The colorful gift barrage instantly decreased, replaced by the special effect bold barrage of platform VIP members:

[I just like Mr. Ran who never hides anything, and deserves a brave word. ]

[I always have this kind of behavior style that is consistent with words and deeds, I am not happy to be a fan, do I need you? ]

"Fool..." Lin Xu murmured to himself and quit the live recording.

With Lin Fenglai's cooperation, after sending away the company's publicity and live broadcast team who were on the verge of an enemy because of the self-explosion of the live broadcast, Sheng Xingran changed his clothes, washed his face, and quickly went to Block A.

After ringing the doorbell in a very gentlemanly manner, the door of Block A opened instantly.

Sheng Xingran was taken aback, looked at Lin Xu who opened the door for him, and subconsciously asked, "Are you going out?"

"Yes." Lin Xu turned sideways to let Sheng Xingran in, "On the plane back home, you promised to accompany me to deal with it, can this afternoon be okay?"

"Anytime." Sheng Xingran put on his slippers, but he always felt that Lin Xu's mood was not right. He raised his hand and grabbed Lin Xu's wrist, "What's wrong with you? Is it my live broadcast..."

Lin Xu raised his hand and held Sheng Xingran's arm that was pulling his wrist, with a seriousness in Sheng Xingran's eyes that he had never seen before: "Qin Qin will come over to accompany Zai Zai at about one o'clock, and we will set off when she comes, okay?" ?”

After an hour's drive, Lin Xu parked the car in front of a seven-story old house surrounded by construction fences.

A red "Demolition, Danger, Do Not Approach" warning was posted on the gray enclosure. The walls of the old buildings in the enclosure had been mottled and peeled off. Lin Xu got out of the car and looked up at the waiting building. The demolished building has a gentle look on his face, but it is also mixed with a little bit of desolation.

Sheng Xingran stood beside Lin Xu, quietly looking at his side face, the tenderness that was born in his eyes pierced straight into his eyes, and penetrated into his heart, making him want to hug Lin Xu hard and hold him Rubbing in his arms, protecting him.

After watching for a long time, Lin Xu seemed to come back to his senses, and said softly, "Let's go."

Following the forest sequence, walking into the unit door of the residence, the damp smell derived from the long-abandoned place hits the face.

The stairwell shouldn't be so dark, but the corner window glass is covered with layers of dust accumulated over the years, and the light is vague and ignorant, making the dark stairwell even more cramped and narrow.

Sheng Xingran stepped in, and within two steps, he was staggered by the slippery moss under his feet.

Relying on the sense of balance in the slapping scene to stabilize his figure, he subconsciously worried that Lin Xu would fall too.

Lin Xu, on the other hand, seemed to be wearing night vision goggles. Every step was taken with ease. When Sheng Xingran stabilized his figure, Lin Xu, who had almost reached the stairs, turned around and walked quickly to Sheng Xingran. Beside Xing Ran, in the dim light, his right hand accurately held Sheng Xing Ran's wrist.

Although he knew that Lin Xu was just leading the way for him, Lin Xu's slightly hypothermic hand held his own, and this behavior alone had already made Sheng Xing feel joy in his heart.After walking a few steps and climbing the stairs, Sheng Xingran moved his wrist and turned an angle, from being held by Lin Xu's wrist to holding Lin Xu's right hand.

Two seconds later, Lin Xu's fingers slightly curled up to hold Sheng Xingran.

"We're going to the fifth floor." In the dim light, Lin Xu said, "Follow me, be careful."

Sheng Xingran nodded in the dim light, and lightly stroked the back of Lin Xu's hand with his fingers.

Holding hands, they walked up the damp steps step by step to the fifth floor.On the right side of the stairwell on the fifth floor is a long and narrow corridor. The old iron door cannot see the color of the varnish, and the strong smell of rust rushes into the nostrils.

Lin Xu stood on tiptoe lightly, and wiped his left hand outside the high small window frame beside the corridor.

"I found it." He raised a small key in his left hand, "The key to my house."

Looking up slightly at Sheng Xingran looks a bit childish, that's Lin Xu that others can't see.Sheng Xingran's heart moved, he raised his hand, kissed the back of Lin Xu's hand lightly, and then let go.

He turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone and shone on the iron door.

Lin Xu bent down and opened the door.Unexpectedly, the old iron door creaked, spreading a trace of memory in the silence.

He raised his hand and pressed it to the right side of the wall by the door. After a slight crackling sound, the lights in the room turned on.

"I thought the power was off." Lin Xu said to Sheng Xingran, and walked in.

Sheng Xingran followed the house.

The room is very small. In a small living room, besides the main door, there are three doors open, which should be the bedroom, the kitchen and the bathroom. The room is much better than Sheng Xingran originally expected, perhaps because there are not many furniture , and even a bit of simplicity and cleanliness.

In the living room there is only a dining table with one table and one chair, a wooden double sofa, and a rocking chair, and a rusty radio is placed on the ground beside it.

Other than that, nothing else.

Summer has passed, and in a few days, Zai Zai will change into a small sweater, but there is still heat in this room, which is much higher than the temperature in the corridor.

Sheng Xingran looked at the only window in the living room.wooden.Four panes of glass are the most common type in old houses, but the windows are tightly closed, and the seams between the window frame and the window are covered with layers of adhesive strips, as if no wind would want to leak in.

Lin Xu also looked towards the window, and smiled quietly: "My mother, she said that she would easily get a headache when she heard the sound."

Sheng Xingran didn't know what he could answer, and he also knew what he didn't need to answer.

Walking over, Lin Xu raised his hand, his slender fingers gently brushed off the dust on the laminated strips.

He raised his hand and gently blew off the dust from his fingers, he still smiled quietly, "Before I was ten years old, I thought she didn't talk to me or listen to me because I was noisy and she had a headache. "

The dust was blown off, but the dark dirt on his fingers couldn't be blown off. Looking at the dirt, Lin Xu frowned and walked towards the kitchen.

When he reached the door, he stopped suddenly.

Facing Sheng Xingran's puzzled expression, he smiled leisurely, turned around and walked back to the window.

He raised his hand, put it on the window frame, his fingers gently and slowly curled up, and buckled the edge of the laminated tape.

In the next moment, the adhesive tape that had existed for an unknown number of years and was repeatedly stacked layer by layer to lock out the cold and silent space was torn off with great joy, and the harsh "hissing" sound made Sheng Xingran hear some joy.

He looked at Lin Xu's slender and straight back, and with the action of tearing off the tape, the stretched tight lines clearly showed all the tenacity and stubbornness from childhood to adolescence, from adolescence to the present, as well as the forbearance and perseverance that he never deliberately said. sad.

The tapes were all torn off, Lin Xu rolled them up, put them on the table, and pushed open the window.

The wind flows in, and the lingering heat is finally diluted and eliminated in the exchange of new air.

Lin Xu looked at his dark hands, and smiled at Sheng Xing: "I'll wash my hands, you can do whatever you want."

The sound of water in the kitchen sounded, and he wanted to know more about Lin Xu's childhood living environment. Sheng Xingran quickly walked around the living room and walked into the bedroom door.

The bedroom is also very simple, with a bed, a large wardrobe, and a desk by the window. The desk is covered with cracked glass, and there are many photos under the glass, most of which are young women whose eyebrows are very similar to Lin Xu. A solo photo of a young man and the woman cuddling up together.

Looking through all the photos quickly and carefully, Sheng Xingran didn't see any shadow of Lin Xu.

Walking out of the bedroom, Sheng Xingran walked to the kitchen door.

The kitchen was so small that Lin Xu couldn't even turn around when he stood in it, so Sheng Xingran didn't go in either.Leaning against the door frame, he raised his voice to the sound of water and asked, "Where did you sleep before?"

Lin Xu turned off the water, and couldn't find something to wipe his hands for a while, so he flicked the water drops casually, and walked to the kitchen door: "When my dad was around, he always made the floor in the living room. Before I was six years old, I slept with my mom." bedroom, after six years old..."

Sheng Xingran held Lin Xu's wrist silently, pressed his wet hand on his clothes, and wiped his hands carefully.

"After I was six years old, I followed my dad to play the floor in the living room."

Letting go of Lin Xu's already dry hand, Sheng Xingran looked towards the living room, Lin Xu pointed to the position in front of the sofa: "There is no coffee table, it's very convenient to use the floor."

As Lin Xu said, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Sheng Xingran seriously: "Don't be too emotional, I thought it was quite interesting to play the floor in the living room with my dad."

It's just that my father died later, and when I slept alone on the living room floor, I was a little lonely.

But it's all over.

That was the past that Sheng Xingran could not participate in.He nodded and shook his head again: "I didn't think about anything. I just want you to know that now, I'm here. "

"I know you're here." Lin Xu walked to the door of the bedroom, looking at the window that was also sealed with tape, "Thank you for being here too."

"Tape, do you want to remove it?" Sheng Xingran asked.

"No need. Have you read the photos on the desk?"

"Looked."

"The photo is taken by my mother and her first love." Lin Xu's gaze extended to the window wrapped in tape, "This room belongs to her alone, and everything about her is kept until the day of demolition, when everything is destroyed. be buried here."

The light came in from the window, and the glass was also covered with old dirt, which was not bright at all, and the shadow of Lin Xu was stretched back very long.

The shadow fell on Sheng Xingran's side, and it seemed to be on the same plane as the dark gray of the ground, but it was very clearly defined.

Feeling that Sheng Xingran took two steps forward, walked behind him, and let out a barely audible sigh, Lin Xu tilted his head slightly, and gave him a soothing smile: "I'm fine. It's just that the demolition is going to happen, I always think about it." I still have to take a look. It’s like going home to see my dad.”

When my father passed away, my cloudy eyes were only looking at him, filled with endless worries and regrets.

How many years have passed, Lin Xu can clearly recall the last look in his father's eyes.Therefore, he can believe that he is not completely blocked by the world, and that he is loved by others.

So he tried his best to live, to live without worrying those who cared about him, and to live as if his father would be at ease if he was still alive.

Sheng Xingran hugged Lin Xu from behind without thinking, and quickly pressed a kiss to the corner of his eyes, then pressed his warm side face to Lin Xu's cool side face.

Feeling Sheng Xingran's heartbeat against his back, Lin Xu shifted his weight to Sheng Xingran's arms.

He kept telling himself that it was okay to be alone.For the past ten years, he has also come here like this.

But now, Sheng Xingran gave him another layer of conviction besides his father, that he is not at the end of the world, that he is loved by someone.

So, can he tell himself that it is okay to be no longer alone?

but……

Lin Xu moved his body, and Sheng Xingran relaxed his embrace.

Turning around in Sheng Xingran's arms, Lin Xu looked up at Sheng Xingran, "Have you thought about what if one day we can't go on?"

Lin Xu's eyes were full of doubts that came from getting used to losing for a long time, and Sheng Xingran's heart ached sharply again with those eyes.

Only those who have really lost will be really afraid of losing.Only those who really understand what it feels like to lose will not dare to approach, and would rather not have it than "ever have".

Sheng Xingran tightened his arms, lowered his head and kissed the hair on the top of Lin Xu's head, "I know why you are more afraid than me, and why you are not straightforward. I understand your hesitation and retreat."

Letting go of his arms and ending the hug, Sheng Xingran raised Lin Xu's chin, and kissed him lightly at the corner of his eyes, "Lin Xu, I hope that one day you can really belong to me completely. But if you can't , it doesn't matter, I know I can't really understand your hesitation, so I will respect your embarrassment and resistance."

He knew that what Lin Xu resisted was not "Sheng Xingran", but all the intimate relationships that might disappear.

This is not Lin Xu's fault, this is Lin Xu's sadness.

"I like you. I will wait for you. You can tell me anything, and I will listen carefully." The kiss ran down the cheek and moved to the lips, "I promised you these three things, which will always be valid."

forever.

This word, uttered by Sheng Xingran, seemed particularly trustworthy.

He looked into Sheng Xingran's eyes, where the stars were shining brightly, hiding the possibility of a new universe that he had never had the opportunity to visit before.

When leaving the unit door, Lin Xu looked back at the dark corridor.

When he left last time, the 12-year-old looked back at the corridor in the same way, and when he turned forward, he said goodbye forever, and gave up all his enthusiasm and expectations for life.

And this time...

In the palm of the held hand lay a candy that was fired by Sheng Xing.

Lin Xu turned his head, turned his back to the corridor, and looked at Sheng Xingran standing in front of him.

This time.

Lin Xu spread his hands and picked up the candy.

Peel off the candy wrapper and put the candy in your mouth.

Very sweet.

"After the demolition," Lin Xu glanced at the old building again, "One-half of the demolition fee is the part my dad gave me, plus my salary this year, Qinqin will take care of it and donate it to the Children's Psychological Fund meeting."

Sheng Xingran nodded: "Can I join in the grand event? Please Ye Qinqin handle it together, and I will give her a bonus."

Nodding, and approaching Sheng Xingran, Lin Xu raised his hand, opened Sheng Xingran's pocket, and put the candy wrapper in: "You keep it for me."

Sheng Xingran was taken aback for a moment, then smiled until his eyes crooked, and raised his hand to wrap around Lin Xu's waist: "That's enough."

Lin Xu moved around nimbly, avoiding Sheng Xingran's approaching hand, walked quickly to the front of the car and opened the driver's door, turned his head to Sheng Xingran and nodded, "Little fox, you're home."

Sheng Xingran's Adam's apple twitched, and he walked quickly to the passenger seat, opened the door and sat in.

Lin Xu raised his hand to pull the seat belt, halfway through it, Sheng Xingran leaned over and stopped him.He held Lin Xu with his right hand and took the safety belt with his left hand, and inserted it into the buckle accurately. After a "click", Sheng Xingran's kiss also fell on Lin Xu's lips.

He licked Lin Xu's lower lip, and then ground his upper lip with his teeth: "I accompanied you back to your house. What about you? When will you accompany me back to my house?"

Lin Xu was taken aback, but Sheng Xingran didn't wait for his answer, and stuck his wet and hot tongue into his mouth again, entangled the same softness, and chased after him.

It's too sweet, how can it be so sweet.

The sweetness was evaporated by the body temperature, diffused into the heart, and even the reason was soaked and submerged.

Breathing more and more quickly, sucking kisses deeper and deeper, finally stopped by Lin Xu's gentle bite on Sheng Xingran's lips.

Sheng Xingran retreated to the passenger seat, licked his bitten lips, and smiled: "Our little rabbit is quite fierce."

Sheng Xingran finally fastened his seat belt: "Lin Xiaoxu, I think your father should be very satisfied with me."

"How do you know what my father thinks?" Lin Xu lit the car with red ears.

"If you're not satisfied, he'll tell you to run quickly in a dream." Sheng Xing smiled and winked at Lin Xu, "If I don't dream of Dad at night, it proves that I have passed the test of being a parent."

Back home, Ye Qinqin was taking Zai Zai to do manual homework in the kindergarten.Sheng Xingran, who was eager to join and establish an artistic image in Zai Zai's heart, was reminded by Lin Feng to hold a video conference with the company team.

Zai Zai wanted to play in the sand, and said that he would not affect Xing Ran's father's work, so Sheng Xingran stretched out his arms and picked up Zai Zai, looked at Lin Xu, and reluctantly returned to Block B.

As soon as Sheng Xingran took his cubs out, Ye Qinqin yelled at Lin Xu who was making tea in the kitchen: "I watched Sheng Xingran's live broadcast!"

Lin Xu, who was pouring the kettle into the teapot, shook his hand, and the boiling water spilled out of the teapot.

Putting down the kettle, he took a kitchen towel to wipe off the water on the countertop, and then continued to fill the teapot with boiling water.

Ye Qinqin raised her voice again: "Brother, in fact, Sheng Xingran, it's not bad."

Lin Xu picked up the teapot, put the tea tray on it, and methodically took two small cups for drinking tea.

"As a boyfriend, it seems to be passable." Ye Qinqin's voice sounded again.

Picking up the tea tray and walking out of the kitchen, Lin Xu thought as he walked, if Lin Feng came to know that the top guy in his family was defined by Ye Qinqin as "a passable boyfriend", he might post dozens of video clips from a certain website. Come and bombard Ye Qinqin so that she can face up to Sheng Xingran's popularity and attractiveness.

Seeing that Lin Xu put the tea tray on the coffee table in the living room and sat down peacefully, without any intention of answering her words, Ye Qinqin continued his efforts: "So how are you doing now? Are you giving me a good time?"

"Ye Qinqin." Lin Xu gracefully poured tea into a small cup, "Did Sheng Xingran give you a red envelope?"

"Look at what you said!" Ye Qinqin said seriously, "Am I this kind of person?!"

After finishing speaking, she lowered her voice again, looking a little sneaky: "But Sheng Xingran will give me a red envelope sooner or later, right?"

Lin Xu glanced at her and smiled meaningfully.