Easy to defend and hard to attack

Later Zhou Yi went home in a fog.I feel that my thinking is very problematic.

So he went home and began to reflect on himself.

Do you like Gu Bei?At first, I was just moved, just admiring his righteousness, and then...

The scenes of getting along with each other in the past reappeared in Zhou Yi's mind, and those details flashed in his heart. It turned out that he took it for granted when he was in it at that time, but now he realizes that everything is a generous gift.

Zhou Yi began to face up to his own heart, and finally realized that he really had feelings for Gu Bei.It turned out that the uncontrollable heartbeat when seeing Gu Bei was called liking.

Zhou Yi, who thought about it all night and came to a conclusion, decided not to struggle anymore.The next step is to confess!

He wants to say it before Gu Bei!Zhou Yi no longer doubts whether Gu Bei really likes him, and he can't hide his liking.The true love is hidden in Gu Bei's talking eyes, it is not difficult to find, but it was deliberately ignored by Zhou Yi.

At the moment when he wanted to understand, Zhou Yi was also confused.Falling in love with a boy seems wrong no matter how you think about it.But what can compete with liking?Is there anything better than love in this world?

It's not that I haven't thought about what kind of label the concept of "homosexuality" is in the eyes of others, and it's not that I haven't thought about what kind of eyes I will receive if we are really together in the future.But Zhou Yi, who has never experienced the feeling of liking someone, seems like a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers. He thinks liking is already very rare, why should he care about these extraneous things.

Yes, liking is already so rare, liking is such a personal thing, why should you care about other people's opinions?

After thinking about Zhou Yi, I thought about my parents.Zhou Yi decided that it would be better to hide it from them for the time being.Zhou Yi trusts his parents a lot. He thinks that his parents are people who can understand him, otherwise he wouldn't be allowed to play computer games every day while eating out.

After figuring out everything, it was already late at night, Zhou Yi couldn't resist the drowsiness that hit him, and fell asleep in a daze, and the unformed "plan" in his mind seemed to slip away quietly...

"Hmm..." The next day, when Zhou Yi woke up, it was almost noon. Zhou's mother and Zhou's father had already gone to work, and Zhou Yi was alone at home. Zhou Yi was still woken up by a meaningless text message from his mobile phone...

Sitting up with difficulty, and cursing the spicy chicken text message for a while, Zhou Yi rubbed his hair and got up.

Today, what are you going to do today...?While brushing his teeth, Zhou Yi was thinking about it, thinking about the decision he made before going to bed last night.

In an instant, a trace of red spread from Zhou Yi's neck, and gradually dyed his ears red.People who thought clearly last night felt shy and ashamed at this moment.

After rehearsing in his mind the scene where Zhou Yi wanted to confess his love to Gu Bei, Zhou Yi felt that he could die on the spot.Although I feel that I like to say it in my heart, I still feel ashamed when I think about it.

Zhou Yi thought of n ways to express his love, and finally struggled for a while between texting and meeting.

Zhou Yi, who was still thinking, was startled by the sudden ringtone of the mobile phone in his hand. When he saw that the note on the screen was the word "Gu Bei", Zhou Yi's heart beat a little faster.

"...Hello. Gu Bei?" Taking a deep breath, Zhou Yi answered the phone.

"Zhouyi. Your wallet is left here. Do you want me to send it over or you come and get it?"

Gu Bei on the other end of the phone seemed to have recovered a lot from his cold after a night of rest, and his voice returned to normal. Zhou Yi, who couldn't hear the nasal sound, was a little regretful. If he had known this, he should have lied to him more last night.

Thinking that Gu Bei had actually only been to his house a few times and it was all because of homework and other reasons, Zhou Yi thought about it: "Ah—I really lost everything, or can you please send it to me? I just woke up and I was too lazy to leave Now, you haven't come to my house to play many times, so, why don't you come and play?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, only to hear Gu Bei answer gently in his hoarse voice: "Okay."

When Gu Bei arrived at Zhou Yi's house, he was carrying a bag in his hand. Zhou Yi thought he was being polite, but just as he was about to start scolding, Gu Bei had already sensed his mood. Yang Yang said with the bag in his hand, "You like it. Fat House Happy Water .”

"..." Zhou Yi had nothing to say, and wondered if he could give me more opportunities to speak.

In fact, there was nothing interesting about Zhou Yi's house. After calling Gu Bei, Zhou Yi was a little bit confused.What can be done?Two big boys?

The game console is at Gu Bei's house, so is it possible to go to Gu Bei's house to play games from here?

After bringing Gu Bei into his room, Zhou Yi racked his brains to think what they could do, but Gu Bei seemed to be dazed looking at Zhou Yi's photo album on the desk.

"...?" Zhou Yi looked at him silently, feeling that he seemed to be inexplicably sad.He opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

Suddenly, Gu Bei looked at Zhou Yi and smiled, and asked, "Can I look through it?"

Zhou Yi came back to his senses, let go of the speculation in his heart, and replied with a smile: "Of course! Let me show you my handsome growth history."

This photo album was collected by Zhou's mother for Zhou Yi since she was a child. It can indeed be called "growth history". The earliest photos are even some photos taken by Zhou's mother when she was pregnant with Zhou Yi.

Zhou Yi began to explain intimately from the side: "Oh, this is it. My mother said that I started to lose my skin before I was born, and I lifted her stomach every day."

"Wow this... Oh my god, I don't even know when I took this kind of photo! What the hell? Don't look at it!!"

"I'm in elementary school! I think I was the school bully little prince hahahahaha."

……

While talking and watching like this, the time passed quickly, and more than an hour passed before I knew it.Most of the time, it was Zhou Yi who was talking, and Gu Bei was listening quietly, smiling from time to time.His life, which he could not participate in, seemed to be lived in this way.

Flipping through it, I found a photo of Zhou Yi when he was just in high school, which was his ID photo taken when he entered school.

Looking at the familiar school uniform, Gu Bei's fingers brushed against Zhou Yi's face in the photo uncontrollably, and his fingertips gently rubbed against his chin.

Of course Gu Bei moved very quickly, but Zhou Yi still saw it.Zhou Yi couldn't bear such "gentleness", so he blurted out: "Do you like me that much?"

Gu Bei was startled when he heard this, and looked up at him.

Zhou Yi was also a little confused when he said the words, did the words that didn't go through the brain come out of his mouth?However, the water that is poured out of the spoken words often needs to be poured out, but there is only a gap. If this gap is opened, there is no need to hide the remaining words.

Zhou Yi didn't give Gu Bei a chance to answer the words, so he continued, "I saw my name on the entire page in your draft. And your eyes...you like me." This time Zhou Yi used an affirmative sentence .

Gu Bei felt ashamed for a moment, thinking that no matter what, it would never be such a scene. Sure enough, he couldn't hide his liking?Gu Bei's hand holding the photo album tightened unconsciously, he lowered his head not to look at Zhou Yi, and even wanted to cover his ears, worried that his next sentence would be "so disgusting" and "leave me".

However, Gu Bei heard the person he put on top of his heart, in his usual energetic voice, intermittently said, "You...well, that is to say, I didn't mean to flip through your draft, and I don't know, I guess Is that right...ah no, I mean, I like you too."

Gu Bei, who had not responded all this time, raised his head abruptly when he heard the last sentence, and Zhou Yi greeted him with his usual smile.

Gu Bei couldn't believe it, he opened his mouth, "You..."

Zhou Yi scratched his head shyly, and said, "Well... I don't know what's going on, maybe I like it. Hmm. I will be very happy to see you, and I am very happy to be with you. I also I think you are handsome when you play basketball!"

After Zhou Yi finished speaking, he bowed his head shyly.Gu Bei was silent for a long time, so long that Zhou Yi thought that everything was actually his wishful thinking. In fact, all his guesses were wrong. In fact, Gu Bei didn't like him at all.

Zhou Yi couldn't hold back anymore, only then did he hear Gu Bei speak with great difficulty: "...you took the lead. I don't know when I started to like you. Maybe it's because you... are too dazzling. You Knowing that I am silent, at first I wished I could be someone like you, and I started to pay attention to you unconsciously, but slowly, the focus changed. I never thought that you would like me too...I really, think that I I don’t deserve it, so I never expected it, not even in my dreams.”

Gu Bei paused, continued to touch the photo gently, and said, "Thank you, I am very happy that you like me."

The afternoon sun gently came in from the window, covering Gu Bei's body. The afterglow of the setting sun seemed to be too gentle, which made Zhou Yi feel that Gu Bei, who was in it, was also gentle.

Zhou Yi took Gu Bei's hand and put it on his face, forcing him to look at him, and said word by word: "I'm already here, and you're still touching the photos? Gu Bei, listen to me." , I, Xi, Huan, you, nice to meet you, please give me more advice in the future."

The author has something to say:

Zhou Yi: I'm all here, if you want to touch me, touch me. (Touch me, touch me!)

Then "I took it for granted when I was in it at the time, but now I realize that everything is a generous gift." From Jane's "Arrows as Wings".

There are more than 5 words written here, but it’s really a mess when I look at it myself... I don’t know how to express it, this chapter has been stuck for a long time and I don’t know how to write it down qwq I’m so grateful to see the little angels here, Thank you for your willingness to take the time to read my short post, and I really appreciate qwq (especially the classmate who accompanied me in the comment area, really, thank you very much)