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In fact, when Ji Guitang received the business trip notice from the director, he was extremely reluctant.Because he had an inexplicable premonition that Song Wenke might be about to do something out of his control when he went out this time.

But the orders from above cannot be disobeyed—unless he doesn't want to do it anymore, so Teacher Ji had to obediently pack up his luggage and go on a business trip.

After he came back, it really changed.

As soon as he returned to the dormitory to pack his luggage, he couldn't wait to knock on Lin Kuan's door, but when the door was opened, he found Song Wenke sitting inside, eating melon seeds with his legs wide open, and glaring at him sullenly.

Ji Guitang opened his mouth and looked at Lin Kuan with a look of incomprehension.

"Ah, you're back." At that time, Mr. Lin was watching a TV series with Chief Song. He was interrupted when he saw something exciting, and he still didn't realize it. He didn't raise his eyebrows until he found Ji Guitang's eyes that were obviously not kind. He raised his hand, indicating that he was also helpless.

Song Wenke came to Lin Kuan's dormitory to check in almost every day recently, even if he had nothing to do, he must sit here—even if it was just to chat.

The degree of effort is even worse than when he was chasing Chu Yao back then.

After the tooth was planted, Lin Kuan could not eat too hard food because of the strange feeling in his mouth and he basically had no appetite, so he stayed in the dormitory all day except for class, which undoubtedly brought great convenience to Song Wenke.

Teacher Ji lost the initiative just like that.

Although Song Wenke "occupied the magpie's nest" in a disguised form during the past few days of leaving, Ji Guitang was never a person who gave up easily.In his heart, his status can still be regarded as the "righteous master". After all, Lin Kuan has been with him for so many years, and his relationship is naturally much deeper than that with Song Wenke, so he still stubbornly wants to regain his position.

So in the next few days, the open and secret battle between the two people started in such a vigorous way.

At 06:30 in the morning, Song Wenke bought breakfast after running in the morning, and waited outside the door of Lin Kuan's dormitory to call him to eat. The sleepy Ji Guitang opened the door dumbfounded and looked at the proud Song Chief; at noon, Song Wenke was delayed for some time at home to deal with official business , and waited for the porridge made in the store to rush over, and found that Teacher Ji had already prepared lunch in Lin Kuan's kitchen for the other party to eat. Song Shouzhang, who was so angry that he couldn't cook, beat his chest and stamped his feet; Delivered the meal earlier than Ji Guitang, and found out that no one was there until Lin Kuan's dormitory. When he called to ask, it turned out that Ji Guitang had taken him out to eat donkey meat.

Song Wenke went home dejectedly.

In short, Dao is one foot tall, and Demon is one foot tall. The two people's eye contact was quite fierce, but Lin Kuan, who was busy with toothache, didn't notice all this.

He just felt that he seemed to be very busy. He had to deal with Song Wenke and worried that Ji Guitang would be unhappy. If he blatantly refused, Song Wenke wouldn't listen at all, and he was so worried that he couldn't eat anymore.

But in the past few weeks, he has kept everything Song Wenke has done in his heart. When he can't sleep due to toothache, he can't help but think of Song Chief's every move during the day—it would be a lie to say that he is not moved .

It's been more than a month since the incident, and apart from a tooth being knocked out, he didn't actually suffer much damage. Maybe his feelings for Chu Yu didn't reach the level of "love" at all, and he just felt that he was being tricked. , Self-esteem is very frustrated.

What does Chu Yao's mistake have to do with Song Wenke?He willingly did so many things in order to make up for his mistakes, which was enough.

He slowly let go of the grudge in his heart, and decided to try to restore the previous relationship with Song Wenke.

As for Ji Guitang, he also explained his thoughts to the other party.Although Teacher Ji was unhappy, he had no position to refute.He only thought viciously in his heart: It seems that the troubles have not stopped, and the good times have come to an end.

One morning, Song Wenke asked Lin Kuan to go for a morning run. He thought that the other party would refuse, but unexpectedly he agreed.When the two ran to the noodle shop at the end, Lin Kuan helped Song Wenke buy their first breakfast after their "breakup".

Song Wenke still clearly remembers that morning, the other party suddenly asked him to find a place to sit down, and then asked the boss for two bowls of wontons without asking him what he wanted to eat, and stood patiently in front of the counter to bring the wontons to him. in front of you.

At that time, his teeth could adapt to ordinary food, and his mood improved a lot with his appetite. He smiled eagerly: "Brother Wen, you eat."

Song Wenke's nose was sore when he heard those two words.

Heaven pays off.

After that, the obvious embarrassment between the two of them gradually disappeared. Although Lin Kuan sometimes lost his mind, he was still as patient as before most of the time.

The relationship between Huang Wenyan and Song Wenke actually has a history.

Song Wenke's mother, Wei Shirou, has nothing to do with the government.Her father was in business, so he naturally trained his daughter to be a shrewd businessman. After inheriting the family's company, it was already a norm to stay abroad for a year or so without returning.Song Wenke's grandfather and father-in-law were good friends who grew up together, so the marriage between Commander Song and Ms. Wei actually did not contain much emotion.

She is a completely cruel woman who doesn't care whether her son's sexual orientation is distorted or not.

However, Ms. Wei has a best friend who has a very good relationship. Huang Wenyan is her son. The two families have been in frequent contact since childhood. Two people can be considered a bamboo horse bamboo horse.

He knows Song Wenke's little things very well. He is obviously not gay, and he deliberately took the young and ignorant Song Wenke to a gay bar to teach him how to deal with disobedient men. In short, he is a traditional playboy. Bad water in the stomach.

Song Wenke was originally simple-minded, and Huang Wenyan taught him all those messy tricks such as nurturing and extortion, otherwise it would be impossible to catch a man like Chu Yu.

Although he knew that Huang Wenyan was not a good guy, Chief Song did not have many friends. As long as Huang Wenyan asked him out when he was free, he would definitely go to the appointment.But because of the things with Lin Kuan recently, he has forgotten about him for a long time.

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***

Song Wenke invited Lin Kuan to the bar for the third time, and he still agreed.

After all, the relationship had returned to the previous state, and he was not good at refusing, so he simply followed. Anyway, Chief Song promised to help him stop the drink.

Entering the smoky KTV again, Lin Kuan sat directly beside Song Wenke. Chief Song knew about Lin Kuan's sexual orientation, so he didn't deliberately ask a bunch of women to surround him.

Huang Wenyan was still a little surprised to see Lin Kuan playing with Song Wenke after a few months. He already knew about the messy things between Song Wenke and Chu Yao, so he just glanced at the two sitting together jokingly. .

"The empress of the palace has changed?"

There was a lot of voices in the KTV, no one could hear what they said, Huang Wenyan asked very casually.

Unexpectedly, Song Wenke, who has always been dismissive of such questions, suddenly changed his face, and even turned his head nervously to observe Lin Kuan's reaction, and then glared at Huang Wenyan with a straight face: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Huang Wenyan stuck out his tongue tactfully, turned around and left.

On the way, a group of people gathered around to pour Lin Kuan a drink, but Song Wenke forcefully blocked them back. They looked at each other for a while, and then tried to pull Lin Kuan to guess punches with a smile on their faces, but the leader Song directly waved them away.

Surprised, several people shrank into the corner one after another to discuss what happened.You must know that even if Young Master Chu came here to play, as long as everyone invited him to drink, Song Wenke would let them come, let alone stop him. When the show was over, he directly lifted the person by the waist and left on his shoulders.

And this... They don't even know what the relationship between the two is.

When the show finally came out, Lin Kuan was just a little stuffed, and Song Wenke walked side by side with him under the street lights at midnight, and the atmosphere was quite quiet.

Lin Kuan frowned and sniffed his arm: "It stinks, the smell of alcohol and tobacco all over him..."

Maybe it was because the moonlight was too hazy that night, maybe it was because there was no one on the green and red stone road, maybe it was because there were no cars whistling by on the road, anyway Song Wenke naturally turned sideways and lowered his head to Lin Kuan's. hair, took a deep breath of the smell on his hair, and then murmured: "It is indeed..."

When he raised his head, he saw Lin Kuan took a big step back with a look of astonishment, his eyes full of vigilance and defense.

As if he was going to fuck him.

The atmosphere instantly became awkward.

"..." Song Wenke slowly straightened his back and gritted his teeth.

How can something that has happened be regarded as not existing?He forgot that Lin Kuan was not a fool at all, and he was so naive as to think that the other party had truly let go of him.

Winter in Guangdong is not too cold, but there are occasional cold winds in the middle of the night.Lin Kuan wrapped his windbreaker around him, lowered his head slightly, and said in a muffled voice, "I... our school will be on winter vacation soon, and I bought the high-speed train to go home next Monday."

Song Wenke didn't understand what he meant when he said this suddenly, but he still smiled with a stiff mouth: "Oh..., yes, Chinese New Year is almost here, and it's time to reunite with my family."

The person in front of him seemed to be smiling reluctantly, just nodded, looking hesitant to speak.

But in the end, the two walked back to school relatively silently, and even said goodbye with an indescribable embarrassment.

For more than a month after that, Song Wenke never saw Lin Kuan again.

He didn't expect that the other party would leave S City without even saying goodbye.

***

Lin Kuan was actually a little excited about taking the train home tomorrow.He even couldn't wait to escape the city.

Before meeting Song Wenke, his life has always been leisurely and comfortable, but ever since the things that Chu Yao made were broken, he always felt that he was living under Song Wenke's high oppression.

He doesn't mind being friends with Song Wenke, and even before those things happened, he had thought about him, but ever since he learned that he was being used by Chu Yu because of Song Wenke, he has no way to turn him to everything related to "love". Think about it.

It's like a stone that accidentally got into the sole of your shoe. You can't throw it out, you can only drive it to a corner where you can't step on it, but you never know when it will stab again while walking around. the soles of your feet.

The matter between Song Wenke and Chu Yu was like that annoying rock, he didn't want to recall any unpleasant memories about the two of them, it would only make him feel more suffocated.

But Song Wenke thought that he could easily forget all the unhappiness and truly accepted him without any worries, even pressing him almost every day. Lin Kuan had no choice but to play dumb.

He needs to breathe, needs time to think.

In fact, after the students' winter vacation, the teacher at school still has a week or so of summary work to do, but for the first time, he applied to the leader to complete the task at home.

Seeing Song Wenke's face again, he might really collapse.

Ji Guitang was naturally quite surprised that Lin Kuan would leave school so early, so he asked why.

It wasn't until Lin Kuan faltered and told him that he was actually trying to hide from Song Wenke that Ji Guitang gritted his teeth and raised his fist: "Fuck! What does he mean? Can you force people just because you are handsome? I asked if you would like it." Yet?

"Next time he comes to see you, just say you have an appointment with me, you know? Don't go if you don't want to, you will be driven crazy by him sooner or later..."

Listening to what he said there, Lin Kuan showed a very helpless smile.

The fact is not always the case.

When we were together with Chu Yao back then, it was not that he was not pressed at every step, but at that time he was much more sloppy than he is now.If there is something that he really doesn't want to do, even ten horses will pull him back. When Song Wenke invited him again and again, Lin Kuan actually really wanted to go to the appointment, but as soon as he saw the other person's face, he couldn't help but think about it. The irritating feeling of the previous mess had troubled him for a long time.

No one knew what Lin Kuan was worrying about, not even himself.

***

(The following content may slightly involve the sensitive topic of the same wife, please avoid it if you don’t like it.)

During the Spring Festival travel season, the passenger flow is tense, and the fourth-tier city where Lin Kuan's family lives does not have a subway, and the high-speed rail station is still built in a county far away from the urban area. It will take a lot of time and energy to go home.He slept groggyly for three hours on the high-speed rail, and then continued to sleep on the bus.

Lin Kuan's mother is a woman with relatively traditional thinking. Once Lin Kuan tested her thoughts on homosexuality during a meal, and the usually kind mother immediately became stern and said repeatedly: "What's wrong? , Why do you want to engage in foundation? Do you not care about the succession of the family? Ah Kuan, let me put it here, you are the only seedling in our family, if you dare to imitate, I will break your leg!"

Because of these words, Lin Kuan has not dared to mention his sexuality to his mother.

In a few years Lin Kuan will be 28 years old. He looks decent and tall, and he still teaches in a public school—with a stable job, it should be very easy to find a girlfriend.But his mother couldn't figure out why her son had passed the marriageable age and hadn't been able to find a partner yet.

In the past, when returning home during the Chinese New Year, Lin Kuan's mother would painstakingly find women from all walks of life for him to go on a blind date. Very busy-in short, I tried all means and excuses to try to confuse this matter.However, this year, Lin's mother mentioned this matter to him again, but Lin Kuan agreed in a strange way.

Maybe what happened to Chu Yao really hit him too deeply.

He began to wonder, is it because he has never tried to get along with girls that he feels that he must be a man?He hadn't tried it at all, so who knew if it would work?

The happiest one is naturally Mama Lin.

In fact, she has not had much expectations this year. Recently, Aunt Guan, who often went grocery shopping together, said that her son was with a man, and she inevitably suspected that her son was also gay.If Lin Kuan refused again, she might have to use a feather duster that she hadn't touched for a long time to torture him to see if there was something wrong with his sexuality.

That night, she put the first-hand information she got back from the dating agency on Lin Kuan's desk, asking him to "select carefully" and try to find the wife he likes as soon as possible.Lin Kuan frowned and felt a headache as he turned a few pages of the dazzling roster.

"Mom, it's better for you to come."

After closing the roster, Lin Kuan hurried to cut the horseshoes and eat them.

Mother Lin put her hips on her hips and scolded him: "This is your own daughter-in-law, don't choose the one you don't like, and then blame me!"

Lin Kuan just laughed for a while, and put the refreshing horseshoe into his mother's mouth, and Lin's mother happily flipped through the roster while muttering.

Mother Lin studied carefully all night before finally finding a girl who slightly fits her requirements. Most importantly, she also works in S City.

In this way, there will be no distress of long-distance relationships.

Early the next morning, Lin's mother excitedly contacted the girl's family to finalize the time and place, and dragged Lin Kuan to a very high-end hotel in the city that morning, where they had the first blind date in Lin Kuan's life.

He couldn't remember much about the process. He took a dazed look at what the woman looked like, and nodded when he heard that he was about the same age as him and both of them were working in the same city.A lot of relatives came to the other party's house, and the three aunts and six wives gathered around the big round table, chatting about their own affairs. Mama Lin quickly got along with them, but accidentally left out the two young protagonists. The girls sat next to each other, awkwardly silent for a few minutes, told each other their names and occupations, and then said nothing more.

Lin Kuan's father had the same temperament as him, and this time he was also dragged here by his wife, and he was only engrossed in playing with his mobile phone, and he didn't intend to give him advice at all—in short, the whole meal process was extremely difficult.

When it was almost over, the elders asked Lin Kuan to send the girl home, so that the two of them could develop their relationship alone.

The girl was quite calm, she walked out of the hotel with Lin Kuan, and she calmly said, "Is this your first blind date?"

Lin Kuan had lowered his head sullenly, but when he heard her words, his face turned half red, and he felt a little ashamed.

"……Um."

She is not beautiful, but she is also very cute.Lin Kuan kept repeating in his mind like hypnosis: Try it, if you don’t try, how will you know you can’t like girls...

The girl worked in sales, and it was much easier for Lin Kuan to start a conversation. The two chatted without saying a word, and walked to the girl's house very politely.

Then during the winter vacation of the next half month, Lin Kuan would meet the girls every now and then, because their company's working hours were relatively early, so she returned to S City soon, and asked Lin Kuan to go to the girl after the vacation before leaving. she.

Mother Lin was very pleased to see that the two were developing well, and even kept urging Lin Kuan to let him stop staying at home and leave the girl to live alone in S City, so Lin Kuan had no choice but to change the return ticket to Check in was a week early.

Song Wenke heard the news like a thunderbolt before welcoming back the soldiers who went home to visit relatives on vacation, and was so excited that he crushed the glass in his hand.