The third year of divergence

It is said that the cycle of completely forming and abandoning a habit is 21 days, and the research may not be entirely credible.

The person next to the pillow had been away for a month, and came back only two days, but in the dark bedroom at night, Ji Heyi's routine before getting out of bed is still as proficient as instinct: slow down when fumbling for the phone, so as not to knock it down, it can appear on the bedside table at any time A drinking glass in any corner.He took away the arm resting on his waist, and stuffed the pillow into his arms before the person next to the pillow could utter dissatisfaction.

When opening the door, it is customary to turn on the small light beside the door. If a person who sleeps alone wakes up, he will need this dim light to illuminate the edge of the bed clearly.

After leaving the bedroom and passing by the living room, he caught a glimpse of two fish in the water tank scurrying a few times, quite startled.It's rare that they haven't rested at this time, probably because they were disturbed by people who came to them from time to time to reminisce over the past two days, so Ji Heyi sprinkled some live bait to comfort them.

He brought a glass of warm water into the study room, turned the volume of the speakers to the lowest, the light of the projector shone on the white curtain, and the movie transitioned from the beginning of the film to the beginning of the plot amidst the music.

The movie that Chi Cong sent him was an uncut version, and he had never felt anything about the movie in the theater with a great atmosphere, but now that he heard the familiar dialogue at the beginning, he was really invested in it.

Chi Yan came here when the movie was playing for 10 minutes.

The door lock rang quickly, and he pushed the door open: "You are here, why are you in the study?"

The people who came in walked towards the sofa with their slippers on, and saw the movie screen on the curtain, "Ah..."

He paused, "...you are watching this movie."

"Are you awake?" Ji Heyi turned his head and yawned when he saw him sitting down, "Aren't you used to sleeping on the bed?"

"Huh?" Chi Yan responded for three seconds, "...Did you change the mattress? It seems to be a little harder."

He leaned on Ji Heyi at a slant: "Is there anything I'm not used to, the problem of recognizing the bed—" He laughed with a drawn out voice, "Wherever I can sleep with you is the bed I recognize, the living room sofa bedroom door panel I don't choose."

Ji Heyi lightly pressed his waist with his hand behind his back, making the person who was still stretching his hand towards his thigh couldn't help hissing, and instantly experienced the bitter fruit of this carelessness.

So Chi Yan fell down along with his arms around his waist, and lay on his lap, "...I'll pick the hard back of this solid wooden sofa for a moment, I'll lie down for a while."

Ji Heyi took the pillow at hand and placed it under his waist.

"I slept pretty well, but... I woke up frightened by a dream."

"Ok?"

"I dreamed that I went to your house. When I entered the door, your mother glared at me several times and made me stand against the wall. When I stood up, I began to copy idioms, writing the words 'propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame' stroke by stroke. I didn't finish copying that thick book until I woke up..."

Hearing his serious tone, Ji Heyi couldn't help but smile: "What about me? Am I going to accompany you to copy 'filial piety, loyalty, loyalty'?"

Chi Yan laughed: "That won't work, since it's my dream, you must not even bear the grievance of being stared at." He grabbed the corner of his pajamas and rubbed his face, "... see you tomorrow Your parents are dead."

"Don't think too much, just go back after dinner." Ji Heyi touched his face, and said in one sentence, "Go back to the room and have an early rest, or watch a movie here."

"See a movie."

He said so, but he really didn't have much interest in this movie.He hugged Ji Heyi's waist and turned his back to the screen.

Lying in the background sound of the movie for a while, he stretched his hand behind his back and touched the pillow that Ji Heyi had stuffed in for a long time. It felt very good. Chi Yan took it out to have a look, it was a gray cat's paw.

"New?" He poked the white pad in the middle.

Ji Heyi hummed.

Chi Yan looked up at him: "After raising the fish, are you going to raise a cat?"

"……you know?"

"……I know."

Ji Heyi looked down at him.

"Can I not know—that time your golden retriever got a gluttonous stomach and took it to the pet hospital. There was an orange cat on the table next door. You can see that cat's eyes are straight." He laughed as he spoke. Get up, "the pet hospital has a total of ten cats, you went around and petted every one that day, your dog who fell out of favor kept looking at you with wet eyes, and almost lost his appetite on the spot."

"..." Ji Heyi didn't even know that he had done such a sorry thing to Mao Mao.Thinking of this, his eyes stopped on Chi Yan's face, "...then you turned around and said you wanted to raise two fish."

"Then what..." Chi Yan lost his temper for a moment, and then immediately said with a blushing face, "We were only together for how long at that time? It was just in the early days of a year, and it turns out that you just kept two fish and you can't see me for half a day every day." When I was young, if there was someone who could run, jump and cling to people, it would be fine.”

"..." Ji Heyi was speechless at this point.

Chi Yan continued to talk about his crooked reasoning: "Except for being unable to grow fur all over the body, eating and drinking, and warming the bed with hands covered, I can't do anything cats can do. Meow meow meow—does it sound nice?"

Ji Heyi laughed, and scratched his chin in the way of patting a cat on paper, and he raised his head in cooperation and hummed twice.

"...can a cat be more obedient than me?"

"No." Ji Heyi said, "I won't keep it anymore."

"That's not necessary." Chi Yan said indifferently, "I'll get one if I don't raise fish anymore. I didn't like it two years ago, but now." He raised his eyebrows, "I don't panic if I get one. Are you competing for favor with an ignorant cat?"

Ji Heyi rubbed his chin with his hand again, "We'll talk about it later, see if you like it."

Satisfied, Chi Yan put the pillow back under his waist.

Ji Heyi returned his attention to the movie, and Chi Yan stared at his chin in the flickering light and shadow for a while, then suddenly laughed, grabbed his hand, and kissed his fingers one by one: "Strawberry flavor, panda underwear, dog Cub doll, cat paw pillow... Does your family know you are so cute, Ji Heyi."

Ji Heyi was very frank about his preferences, but he still had doubts: "...how did you know that I had panda underwear?" In his impression, he never wore patterned underwear after graduating from high school.

Chi Yan was more calm than him: "I took a look at the low wall in your yard, and your underwear is drying on the balcony."

……

The two looked at each other for a moment, and Chi Yan reached out to touch his chin: "Why are you looking at me like that, the second floor of your house is so high, I can't steal it."

"..." Ji Heyi was speechless.

In silence, he grabbed Chi Yan's hand, looked down at his expression quietly, "When..."

Trying to find out the impression of Chi Yan when I was a teenager in my memory.

"Huh? When - do you want to ask when we met? Or when did I start to treat you badly?" Chi Yan put his hand back into his arms.

Without waiting for Ji Heyi to think about it, he opened his mouth and said: "I met you at your school. You called me by my name when you met and led me to find Chi Cong. I guess you don't have any memory of it. As for when I will see it?" Fuck you..." The person stopped to recall for a long time, but couldn't find a certain day, the corner of his mouth pulled, and his smiling tone couldn't be said to be frivolous or proud, "I don't remember it either, I even had my first sexual dream. I don’t remember when, but I still remember the hot dream object—”

Ji Heyi made eye contact with him.

"I'm sorry - I was ignorant when I was a child, and I offended you in my dreams every now and then." Chi Yan kissed the back of his hand to express his apology.

Ji Heyi's fingers touched his eyes from the corner of his mouth.

Chi Yan looked at him: "Although we haven't spoken a few words, I have met Chi Cong quite a few times, you..." He cleared his throat, turned over and put his arms around his waist, "... Do you have any impression of me when I was a teenager? What did I look like in your eyes at that time? Just talk about it?"

"... At first it was in your brother's mouth, how did you provoke him, how did he treat you." Ji Heyi gradually remembered that the number of times they met in the past was indeed not infrequent, but it might be that he was in his twenties. The impression of Chi Cong was too vivid, and the teenage Chi Yan was always only a vague shadow, "After I met you in person, I thought Chi Cong's rumors were exaggerated. He is obviously a quiet and sensible child who doesn't talk much... it seems a little Don't care about people?"

"Ah." Chi Yan pressed his face against his waist, "At that time... I didn't dare to talk to you, I panicked when I approached you, but I still felt that I was always in a hurry and moved a lot, so I was really stable, Isn't it a monkey that jumps up and down? ... Is there any more?"

"...We didn't see much later, and my university and Chi Cong were not in the same school. It was still in Chi Cong's mouth—" Ji Heyi paused, and ran his fingers through his hair a few times, "He often Hide here and talk about you bringing your new boyfriend back to meet your parents, your dad discounting a baseball bat, and your mom breaking a drying rack."

"..." Chi Yan froze.

He raised his eyes to look at Ji Heyi, and Ji Heyi looked at him for a moment, then patted his forehead.

"I..." He stuck, "That's not a teenager anymore, I was already an adult at that time."

"Hmm." Ji Heyi recalled, "Eighteen? Nineteen? You're an adult."

"..."

"That's me..." It took Chi Yan a long time to speak again, "... how can a normal person come out without someone to come out to? At the age of fifteen or sixteen, my parents didn't take it seriously, and Chi Cong didn't take it seriously. Don't take it seriously, you—you have nothing to do with me, why do you take my sexuality seriously...I just..."

He was quiet for a while, and his voice softened, "...I just...seeing that you have also made friends with your girlfriend, I have no courage to provoke you, and I have no place to attack you, but it seems... It seems to have proved to everyone that I like you. Man, I can say something more when I talk to you... something like - 'I like men, be careful with me'... like that."

Chi Yan also felt that he was unreasonable in the second period, so he immediately changed the subject: "What about you?"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized that the transferred topic was even more unbearable, so I bit the bullet and asked, "How did you and your ex get separated?"

Ji Heyi didn't say much: "Break up peacefully, if the other party agrees, I agree."

Chi Yan: "..."

He stopped this topic in time, put his arms around Ji Heyi's waist again, stopped talking, and let him concentrate on watching the movie alone.

After a while, he reached for the mobile phone by the table, unlocked it with Ji Heyi's fingerprint, and quietly started surfing the Internet.

The movie was going on without any noise, Ji Heyi took the time to look at the person on his lap, and saw that his eyes never left the phone.

"Is there still electricity?" He remembered that the phone was low when he brought it over, "The charger is in the bedroom."

"No, it will be fine in a while."

While talking, Chi Yan turned over to face out of the sofa. Ji Heyi glanced over and saw his phone page, a series of black and blurry photos on the top: "What does Chi Cong look like after leaving the intensive training? The map of passers-by will tell you." Looking carefully, you can also see the logo of the famous entertainment forum in the upper right corner.

Ji Heyi: "...What are you doing?"

Chi Yan yawned and didn't take it seriously: "Chi Cong has blackmailed me in front of my male god for so many years, I will reply to him first, and there are 99 black posts left to fill up when I have time."

"..." Ji Heyi no longer mentioned the matter of finding a charger for him.

After Chi Yan posted his picture, he didn't read the bloody reply. He just lay on his side and followed Ji Heyi to watch the movie. Facing the leading actor on the screen, he didn't have the slightest guilty conscience of being behind the scenes.

Chi Cong in the movie still looks seventeen or eighteen years old, with youthful and rebellious looks in his eyes.

Ji Heyi tried his best to recall just now, and he only had a thin impression of the teenage Chi Yan. At this moment, in the movie protagonist's expression of pursing his lips and staring, it seems to have touched some hidden memory point, and instantly remembered him more Clear and three-dimensional boyish appearance.

He reached for Chi Yan's eyes, and his fingers rested on his brow bone: "Chi Cong may have referred to you when he played this role, you as a teenager."

Chi Yan was stunned for a moment: "I can't see it..." Now he can frankly express his ulterior motives, "I, on the other hand, have always imitated him to seduce you, and he always looks silly when he laughs."

Ji Heyi was also stunned, touched his face, and said truthfully: "Then you may not have any acting talent."

"..."

With Ji Heyi's words, Chi Yan couldn't help but focus on watching the movie, thinking about the protagonist's expression and movements, but after thinking about it for a long time, his eyes were full of Chi Cong's extraordinarily green and tender face under this appearance. Looking back to see Ji He Yijian looked at it seriously... Tsk.

Unable to bear it anymore, he raised his body and hooked his neck, and turned his face: "Am I handsome or Chi Cong handsome?"

Sub-question: "You."

Ji Heyi faced his difficult hurdle squarely, and was patient with his clichés. He stroked his train of thought and tried to solve it all at once: "Your face is smaller than his, your eyes are bigger than his, and your nose is straighter than his." Along the back all the way Touching down, rubbing his waist and eyes, "The legs are longer than him, the waist is thinner than him, and the buttocks are taller than him."

Chi Yan kissed his eyes, focusing on the key points: "...When did you pay attention to his waist, legs and butt?"

Send proposition: "..."

The silence makes the lines of the film's characters seem a bit noisy.

Chi Yan immediately entangled her back, touching her lips and teeth, and said vaguely: "I'm sorry, I can't control it, I've gotten used to it for a year or two."

Hugging and intimacy, the soft music that is soothing from head to toe comes. In the movie, the male voice of Youdao is deep and gentle, with a subtle friendship: "I like you-surprised? I didn't intend to say it... "

Chi Yan paused and turned to look at the screen.

The scene on the screen is not a cold snow-capped mountain, but a narrow yard on a summer night with gurgling moonlight. The cicadas sing distortedly, and the aroma of wine cannot be smelled. Faded away.

The two watched the confession side by side, and when the scene of the movie had turned twice, Chi Yan said in a quiet voice, "Speaking of... I still have to thank you for this line." He rested his chin on Ji Heyi's shoulder, " If it wasn't for that dialogue that made me think that you can treat men too, I might..."

What could it be?Won't catch up?Halfway through the conversation, he couldn't imagine the outcome of the assumption that the two had nothing to do with each other.

Maybe not so early?But he already felt that this kind of day when he could stare at him with confidence had come too late.

Ji Heyi kissed his side face: "It's getting late, go back and rest."

"Huh?" Chi Yan came back to his senses, seeing him turn off the projector, "Isn't there still half an hour of the movie?"

Ji Heyi also turned off the computer.

"...You just want to watch this episode. Tell me earlier, I can recite it for you." He took Ji Heyi's hand, "You even came out specially behind my back, wait an hour to watch these 3 minutes—look It's over, what do you think?"

Ji Heyi thought for a while: "I thought you had remembered how sincere your confession was for so long, and now I'm wondering if I can find a few books to learn sweet words." He looked at Chi Yan with a pensive tone, "... You seem to have this need."

Looking at each other, Chi Yan leaned over to kiss his eyes, slid all the way from the bridge of his nose to his mouth, and couldn't hold back a bite.

"What textbooks are you looking for? Am I not enough to impress you every day?"

The opportunity is never to be missed, the time will never come again, Chi Yan curled his lips and said, "You don't need to learn too much, just follow the dialogue in the movie that you said to Chi Cong just now, and I have memorized it for so long, and do it again."

Like coaxing a child, he lowered his tone to Ji Heyi who was recalling his lines: "Come again?"

It's impossible to write it down verbatim, but the first sentence is still there: "I like you—"

"Card." Chi Yan touched his forehead, pondered over it for a long time, and made an inch of it, "Do it again...slower."

Ji Heyi closed his eyes, kissed his lips, and said in a tender voice, "I like you."

"...Ah." Chi Yan opened his mouth and sat upright on the sofa.

Ji Heyi pulled him up, took him back to his room, and asked, "Do it again?"

The person who was still thinking about it blurted out: "I like you." He was dragged out of the study, and said again, "I like you."

Turning to look at him: "Is it more skilled than you?"

"I'm ashamed of myself." Ji Heyi closed the study door, "I'll practice hard in the future."

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