winter light

Although Song Yuanzhu thought that he should stay away from X, he encountered difficulties when he actually started to do it. He only felt that it was a headache to deal with the messy mess.

"Where do you want to go?" She worked hard to make breakfast for the two of them, and asked X's opinion at the dining table.

"I don't know." X chewed the food in his mouth slowly, like a rabbit eating.

Song Yuanzhu thought for a while and said, "There are many scenic spots in Yuncheng, but tsk, none of them are interesting. Let me take you to the amusement park today?"

X shook his head for the first time.

"what happened?"

X looked at her solemnly: "Z told me that the amusement park is nothing interesting except for the Ferris wheel and the haunted house. I am too young to play with those two things."

Song Yuanzhu Fu forehead: "23, still young?"

X innocently asked: "But, aren't you all 27?"

"Then, that, then I didn't say I was young, I'm already old!"

"Not old." X stretched out his fingers to cover her mouth, his eyes were clear, "Not old at all."

I rely on rely on rely on rely on, ancestors, don't do anything to me! ! !

A burst of words that could easily be blocked flashed in Song Yuanzhu's heart, but his face was calm, and he knocked off her hand with a smile: "Then let's go to the zoo to play!"

"it is good."

"Ah ~ woo"

This is already the third yawn Song Yuanzhu has yawned. As a person with no childhood experience, she really never imagined that the zoo in the off-season could be so boring.

Sleepy boring.

"far off"

Being called suddenly, Song Yuanzhu couldn't take it easy, and replied sleepily: "Ah? What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I just feel, are you sleepy?"

Song Yuanzhu waved his hand embarrassingly: "No, I'm in good spirits. Let me tell you about that big tiger just now. It's pretty pretty."

She was complacent, thinking that she had mastered the perfunctory skills that were not excessive.

X smiled reluctantly: "But, what we went to just now was the Panda House."

"........."

Why don't you give me a step down! ! !

Song Yuanzhu coughed twice, trying to change the subject: "I see there is a milk tea seller, you wait here, I'll buy you two cups, drink it to keep you warm, okay?"

Sure enough, X was attracted to the idea, nodded vigorously, with a bright smile on his face, really like a child who has never been out of the house.

Song Yuanzhu's heart was so soft that he couldn't help pinching her cheeks with his hands. There was a little soft flesh, quite elastic, full of collagen, so comfortable!

X didn't resist either, and looked at her in a daze.

This made Song Yuanzhu feel embarrassed.

Quickly withdrew his hand and ran to the milk tea shop, saying as he ran, "Wait here obediently for me to come back."

It's no different from telling a three-year-old child.

It was the off-season, and there were not many people drinking milk tea. After a while, Song Yuanzhu bought the milk tea and walked back.

As a result, he watched from afar as X threw a grown man to the ground hard.

Little ancestor, the elderly can't bear to be scared! ! !

She quickly ran over, stretched out her left hand to support X comfortingly, and asked with a serious face, "What's going on?"

But the right hand is sneaking into the wallet, estimating how much money will be lost.

"He looked at my legs and touched my hands."

OK, fist hard.

"Don't be afraid!" She gently embraced X, taking out her mobile phone instead of her wallet in her right hand.

Turn on the screen, and say to X like a demonstration: "Hey, look, this is a mobile phone. After meeting such disgusting bad guys, we have to call 110."

Then he dialed out: "Hi, it's the police, hello, I'm..."

After hanging up the phone, she knelt down and said to the grinning man, "What did you do just now?"

His expression is elegant and calm.

The man had heard Song Yuanzhu call 110, and put on a disgusting face, full of flattering smiles: "I, I'm just playing around with her, don't let it be!"

While speaking, he handed over two red notes.

There is really "sincerity".

"Not at all," Song Yuanzhu raised the corners of his lips, "We'll talk about it when the police uncle comes."

After all, I am too lazy to deal with this kind of social garbage.

When I looked at X, my heart was filled with tenderness, and I handed her milk tea: "Drink it quickly, I added a lot of small ingredients for you, try it and see if it tastes good."

X obediently took it and drank it with the straw in his mouth. After taking a big gulp, his cheeks bulged, like a little hamster hiding food.

"Cough, drink slowly, don't worry, I bought you two cups." Song Yuanzhu subconsciously stretched out his hand and wanted to squeeze it, but he was embarrassed to do it again when he saw someone drinking milk tea, so he changed the direction of his outstretched hand Instead, rub your hair.

After taking a big sip, X suddenly raised his head, and asked a little silly: "What is a policeman?"

Song Yuanzhu thought for a while, and said slowly: "Police, the police are good people and will help us fight bad people."

"Oh~" X nodded his head half-understood, and suddenly asked: "Then Yuanzhu is a policeman?"

Song Yuanzhu was about to take a sip of X's milk tea, but she almost spit it out when she heard the words. She swallowed it with difficulty, and really couldn't understand X's brain circuit.

She thought to herself that she had some relationship with the police before, but now she has nothing to do with it.

"Of course I am not. The police is a profession. I am a retiree without a profession."

She explained it in a serious manner, without any trace of gag at all.

"Retirement?" X slowly chewed the pearl in his mouth, and asked in confusion, "What is that?"

Song Yuanzhu naturally wanted to answer that we are like this, and changed his words: "After losing a job and not looking for another job, it is called retirement."

X nodded.

The garbage two meters away from them suddenly let out a sneer, with a face full of disdain: "If you lose your job, you will lose your job. If you can't find a job, you won't find a job. Why retire?"

Song Yuanzhu smiled and clapped, as if agreeing.

It's a pity that when the police came, the trash would know what duplicity is.

Behaving gracefully doesn't mean being unruly.

Song Yuanzhu casually made a few phone calls to his father's former friends to dispose of the garbage.

Started the trip with the baby again.

"What animal do you want to see now?" She followed the principle of not wasting and drank X's remaining milk tea with relish.

"Um... a giraffe."

"Let me take a look." Song Yuanzhu took out his mobile phone and realized that it was already eleven o'clock. "Okay, then let's go eat after watching the giraffes. There is a special place to buy food in this zoo."

When they arrived at the Giraffe Park, X unconsciously clenched Song Yuanzhu's sleeves.

"Afraid?"

"Well, a little bit."

Song Yuanzhu laughed dumbfounded, thinking that this is really a child's heart, couldn't help but freed up a hand to hold her, his voice was rare and warm: "Don't be afraid, giraffes don't hurt people, hold my hand. "

X is not hypocritical, holding Song Yuanzhu's hand tightly, but his eyes are attracted by the tourists feeding the giraffe, and he asks Song Yuanzhu with a hint of begging: "Can I feed it?"

"of course can."

The money is endless anyway, and Song Yuanzhu has always been indifferent to the little girl.

So I happily bought two handfuls of grass I don't know what it is and handed it to X, and said: "If it comes close, you can stretch it out and feed it, don't be afraid."

X nodded resolutely.

Song Yuanzhu squeezed her cheeks, and stepped back with a smile.

Silently watching X go to feed the giraffe with a smile, his eyes sparkling, although his movements are still reserved, but the eager expression on his face has already been revealed.

Song Yuanzhu is like every competent parent who records the growth of a child, recording a video and keeping it beautiful.

But there was an imperceptible pain in my heart. People like them didn't have childhood, and they sacrificed everything for survival since they were young.

It's fine if she inherits her father's position like her, Zuo is just born to suffer this kind of suffering, no matter how unwilling she is, she has to endure it.

But X is different from them. When she first came to Jinhuatang, she was dressed like a young lady spoiled by a rich family.

However, due to a high fever, his mind is confused, and he has not had much contact with the outside world, he has developed a ruthless and ungrateful temperament.

Jinhuatang naturally prefers this kind of person.

But how could the world love children raised under tyranny and filth.

Although Song Yuanzhu sighed in his heart that X's fate was like fluttering in the wind, he didn't show a single bit on his face. He dragged the hem of X's clothes after feeding the giraffe, and walked towards the snack square with a little guilt.

When he got there, Song Yuanzhu had trouble with all kinds of food, and didn't know what to eat at all.

"What do you want to eat?"

"I don't know." X shook his head, "I haven't eaten it."

It is indeed true, she has been in Jinhuatang since she can remember, and she always reads books and plays cards with her companions during her holidays, and she is always accompanied when she goes out, so she is not in charge.

Song Yuanzhu's heart began to twitch again, and he smiled helplessly: "You can just take whatever you want."

Anyway, the money is depreciated.

X picked the one he liked and told Song Yuanzhu according to his words, and Song Yuanzhu followed behind and weighed the appropriate amount.

After visiting more than ten stalls, Song Yuanzhu understood it.

This is not a food choice, this is a beauty pageant!

Either the snack itself is good-looking, or the person who sells it is good-looking, or even buy it because the store is good-looking.

"Let me remind you, good-looking doesn't mean delicious." She said playfully with a smile.

X was immediately blushed when his thoughts were pierced, and the tips of his ears were stained pink.

"I think it's delicious if it looks good." She struggled to answer, with an angry look, she seemed to think she was quite reasonable.

"Okay, I won't eat it for you anyway." Song Yuanzhu couldn't help but pinched her face again.

Soft and Q-bomb, you can't put it down.

Squeezing and pinching, a sense of guilt welled up, and Song Yuanzhu suddenly felt that it shouldn't be like this.

She always pinches X's face, but she never sees anyone resisting it. Of course it's okay to meet an elderly person like herself who is ascetic and has no worldly desires, but what if she meets the kind of rubbish in the morning...

The consequences are disastrous, and children must be taught what proper social distance is.

Just do it.

After X finished buying the food that caught his eye, Song Yuanzhu went indoors and found a dining table and sat down to have lunch.

Seeing that X was almost finished eating, she began to say with a straight face: "X, you can't let others touch you, if you do, you must treat them like the garbage that morning."

X agreed very much: "Yes, my uncle taught me before."

uncle?

Song Yuanzhu really didn't expect his inconspicuous father to be able to do some human affairs.

"What did he say?"

"Uncle said that if someone wants to touch me, he must be beaten first, because it means to hurt me."

Ah this...

Song Yuanzhu realized with a sense of loss that perhaps, X didn't understand everything as he thought, but he was a bit more dazed and slower to respond than ordinary adults.

This is just a normal reaction of people who have never been in contact with society.

It is the last thing I should do if I always treat others like children.

But it's one thing to think in your heart, but another thing to see X's clear eyes.

Still can't help but love this girl who is like a child.

She couldn't count how many times today she reached out and pinched X's face, and said with a smile, "Yes, that's to hurt us, so don't let them touch you."

"Hmm!" X nodded heavily.

The eyes seemed to be dotted with bright stars in the night.

tempting to approach.

The zoo really exhausted Song Yuanzhu to death all day, and he fell asleep after taking a bath.

But X was lying on the bed tossing and turning, Song Yuanzhu thought that she would not say a word after she came back, he was so stupid, he couldn't figure out what was going on:

How can I say that I am unhappy after going out to play.

Song Yuanzhu endured his fatigue and asked her: "Why are you unhappy?"

It's as gentle as coaxing a child.

X replied word by word: "When I was feeding the giraffe today, I felt as if I was hugged and did this when I was a child."

ever done?

If you enter Jinhuatang, you will definitely not have the chance to come out to play, so there is only one reason

——X came here before he got lost.

Song Yuanzhu pondered in his heart, and suddenly lost sleepiness.

But I am afraid that the child will not be able to sleep and will not be energetic tomorrow.

Gently patted X on the side and said, "Sleep first, I will help you find your family starting tomorrow."

The night was getting dark, and the moonlight outside the window hit Song Yuanzhu's face, making his expression obscure.

She stood on the windowsill lost in thought.

Family is very important, but in case...

She has done too many things and seen too much evil, and she really can't make people think of the purest and the best.

An image of X being cheated out of money by his family or otherwise abandoned in his mind has been automatically drawn in his mind.

But how could she prevent X from going to his family.

She knows better than anyone how important blood ties are.

If it wasn't for blood, how could she have complied with her father's request to disguise herself as a man for more than 20 years, and how could she have sacrificed her life to protect her sister.

Help, she is just a kind, lazy, righteous, gentle...retired elderly, why let her fall into this kind of human choice! ! !

The author has something to say:

In fact, the last few paragraphs were originally meant to be lyrical, but I couldn't stand it far beyond the sand sculpture...

small theater

Song Yuanzhu: You are not too young [Brain Ax earnestly.jpg]

X: What about you? [Tutu Simple.jpg]

Me: That's right, you will probably know your wife's real name in the next chapter, aren't you happy? [Smear honey on the knife.jpg]

Y: I want to send a knife. Think about the scene where I knew my wife’s real name last time [Snow Wolf Wronged.jpg]

Song Yuanzhu: Don't worry, sister, I'll get you some blades myself [猫猫Playing Knife.jpg]