Xia Guang

I am Su Jiuyue.

There are so many things I want to tell you, but I don’t know what to say for a while. After thinking about it, let me tell you my name first.

I hate the name Jiuyue. I think Jixia sounds nice, because Jixia is in the sixth month of the lunar calendar, so isn't it July? September is far away from July.

But Ji Xia and Qiyue couldn't show their sisterly love, so I was forced to change my name.

It can be seen that being adopted is not a happy thing. Not only is he forced to change his name, he is also forced to call other people's parents, and he is forced to be an obedient child.

Before she was ten years old, Qiyue liked to call me little boy.

However, my personality is not good at all!

According to the director of the orphanage, she saw me laugh twice.The first time was the smile when the principal agreed not to change the name when he first arrived at the orphanage, and the second time was the smile when he met Mr. Lin and Ms. Li.

I think that although I am not good, I am still very sweet. You see, maybe I laugh less often, but isn't that because I am introverted?

You see, I can't count the number of times I've laughed since meeting my sister...

Cough, it seems a bit hypocritical...

Well, I admit I'm a bit of a double standard, but it's not my fault!

The main reason is that my wife is so good-looking. Think about it, if a beautiful woman who is full of water and beauty needs you to heal her with a smile every day, without your smile, she will not be able to eat or sleep.

I reckon your jawbones might collapse from laughing.

Life in the Lin family is quite comfortable, except that my surname is Su.

This problem can't be solved, because my goddamn uncles and aunts are still alive.

Maybe you will ask, then how did you become an orphan.

Well, it's a long story, my dad died of an acute illness, and my mom... was simply scared to death by my dad's illness.My family is not a Zhongding family, but there are still two houses.

Ever since, the house was robbed and people were abandoned.

I entered the orphanage at the age of five.

Alas, such is life.

Five years later, I finally won the favor of my sister (xi) and sister (fu) by acting like a baby and rolling around. They finally found out their conscience?

Good guy, the court was crying and making noise, saying that the adoptive family was happy before, but now that the guardian has passed away, how can they rest assured.

???

I think you were quite relieved when I was living in the orphanage. Besides, my sister is so tall and beautiful, you don't treat her like a human?

A rogue is a rogue, and I can't reason with them, and that's it, I was dragged and dragged back.

I really don't know why they want me back, I don't believe in something like family, responsibility and conscience that they don't have at all.

It wasn't until I saw my dying cousin lying on the hospital bed, and heard the doctor in a white coat telling my uncle to find a kidney source as soon as possible, that the child wouldn't last long, that I suddenly realized.

Kidneys are better than my family's!

For the life of my cousin, I "voluntarily" donated a kidney...

So I started the physical examination blood, ready to enter the operating room at any time.

Wait, you don't really think I'm missing a kidney, do you?

How can it be!

Who am I, frail Su Jiuyue!

Not to mention drawing blood, I didn't even pass the physical examination. I didn't know until the moment I got the medical examination form that I had a congenital heart disease, which was inherited from my father.

This is really good news! ?

At that time, I was relatively simple. I thought this way. The heart disease was my own. If I died, I could only blame myself. Donating a kidney is for others.

So, amidst the resentment in the eyes of my uncle and aunt, my cousin passed away, and I, Su Jiuyue and Su Jixia, survived.

On the day my cousin died, I was very disappointed. In fact, I don't hate my cousin.Although he plays games every day and does not study hard, although he always likes to fight with his classmates, although he has never called me cousin, he is only nine years old after all.

It is unrealistic to expect a nine-year-old child to be sensible.Moreover, at nine years old, there should be many, many times to correct mistakes.

When I grow up, sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I am wrong. If I were braver and more selfless, maybe my cousin and I would be alive when we got off the operating table.Even if there is a small probability, people's hearts will still fluctuate.

I grew up, was admitted to a prestigious university, and got my inheritance back.

The heavy rain, the resentful eyes of the relatives, the low curses, and the "little beast" one after another, did not touch my heart at all, and it was not as exciting as my cousin's death.

I feel that I am quite indifferent, which is probably the case for people with bad intentions.

What else am I missing?

do not know.

Life suddenly has no meaning, and it's time to start school in a blink of an eye.

On the first day of class at the university, the female teacher walked into the classroom slowly and introduced herself loudly, hey, it was a familiar person.

Oddly enough, my heart was beating so hard.

Oh, I still lack a rare treasure that makes my heart beat.

…………

I'm a very shameless person, if it's something I like, no matter if it's spoiled or plundered, it's all for it.

But even so, I still chased Mr. Lin from University Y to be an associate professor at University X.

I used to think I wasn't attractive enough.

Later, I found out that Teacher Lin felt that the relationship between the teacher and the student was not right, and she was strictly guarded against it. She dared not agree until I graduated and she successfully transferred to another school.

I……

It seems that academic qualifications really delay people's love...

But I like such a principled Professor Lin, hehe.

I'm with Professor Lin, everything is fine, and the proposal is successful, we're going to buy wedding rings!

I'm sick...

Why is this world so mysterious...

I'm so afraid of leaving you, professor, sister, Qiyue.

I haven't called your wife yet, woo woo

I probably thought this way before the operation, but I can't remember the state of mind at that time.

I only clearly remember that there seemed to be tears in the corners of her eyes, who had always been strong.

When the operation was just finished, the anesthesia had basically worn off, but I couldn't move. I seemed to hear the doctors shouting.

When I woke up, I heard the nurse say, "Your sister is so kind to you. She passed out when she saw that you were fine."

Sorry to provoke you casually.

Sorry to make you like me.

I'm most sorry, I forgot to tell you, I may not be alive soon.

When you wake up, I will tell you personally:

Qiyue, I like you.

You are my light.

Always.

I said, "She is not my sister, but my wife."

I miss my wife