ashamed

The barrier formed by the invisible condensation of air showed signs of relaxation when Tong Youming saw Si Jun's blood-stained left hand.

He seemed to be slowly endowed with a new instinct, a real but blind softness in the face of the other.This sudden feeling finally woke him up. He put down the paper bag and fumbled twice from his pocket to find a pack of wet wipes. He bent down to wipe Si Jun's hands. There were still some sharp pieces of porcelain scattered around his feet. , and the black high heels left by the woman.

Wet wipes that were dyed a faint pink were thrown on the ground.

Si Jun stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, and buried his head in his stretched abdomen.

"Don't be afraid of me." He put together simple words in the kiss, "Tongtong, don't be afraid of me."

Why is this the result.

In the "last life", he shamelessly trampled on the other party's trust time and time again, arrogant, stupid and undefended, but this life still ended like this.He almost wanted to plead aloud, don't look at me with that look.

He felt Tong Youming's chest tremble slightly, and then hugged him with both hands.

"……Um."

He no longer chose to say anything.

When Si Jun patiently explained everything that happened to him, he only listened one-sidedly, and did not arouse any more feelings. He was so calm that even he found it incredible, but he seemed unable to say anything to change it. reason.

Even if these stories sounded as far away as they happened in another world, at least Si Jun didn't lie about it.It's just that he felt a little strangely at ease when he thought of this, as if all the strangeness, all the accidents, all the fears were not worth mentioning in front of his honesty.That's enough for him.

Because he is someone I like.

What weight does this sentence carry?

Tong Youming lay next to Si Jun and didn't sleep all night.He stared at the ceiling for a long time, watching the occasional flashes of light in the darkness. Time passed by, and his heartbeat finally stabilized amidst the sound of the man's breathing.

Then when Si Jun unconsciously turned over and approached him in a deep sleep, he lowered his head and snuggled up to him, as usual.

Si Jun slept very well that night, he was not disturbed by dreams as frequently as before, and because he solved one of the troubles that had troubled him for a long time in his "previous life", he even felt happy from the morning.

But he still noticed a little change in Tong Youming.

——This feeling is a bit like when Tong Youming was 30 years old, the restlessness of his youth faded away, his temperament was indifferent and pure, but at that time it was the despair of being hurt by others, and at this time he was not only in love, but also Will love more and more deeply.

I'm grabbing him little by little.

Si Jun knew that this kind of life had something to look forward to.

"Does something like this happen often?"

There's something cute about the way he cautiously mentions these things. "If it was true then..."

"You know I'm this kind of person." The man put on a smoky gray shirt, washed the shaving cream off his face with water, his voice was crushed by the towel, "Even if you go to bed and become pregnant, how can you still be pregnant?" How about me."

He had no choice but to pretend to be relaxed and stated the established facts that happened in the "previous life", but removed the engagement part without authorization——Zhuo Yin, as Xing Fei's mistress, may have sought asylum while taking revenge on Si Jun for ruining her future The reason is that she secretly became pregnant with his child after having a relationship with Si Jun. After all, Si Jun was already engaged to Cong Xiao at that time, and they had a quarrel that could destroy the engagement. The reputation is also greatly affected. Youdao is a tiger that does not eat its children. She needs a child as a bargaining chip that Si Jun will not get rid of her in the future.

But she was still wrong in her calculations.

Three months later, the fetus in the womb was already conceived, and Si Jun, in a rage, still found someone to block her, opened her chin and fed the abortion medicine into her mouth with his own hands, and let her continue the drama that seemed to be messing up her internal organs. The blood flowed all over the ground in pain; and whether this woman died in that shaded alley or barely survived has nothing to do with him. In Si Jun's heart, that child is just a seed sown by his mistakes on others. For him, a small life does not even have such a superficial meaning as "a thing".

Now that he was able to accept it calmly, even if someone pointed at his nose and scolded him for cutting off his children and grandchildren, he would admit it from the bottom of his heart.

"..."

— But some people think otherwise.

It was almost time to go out early in the morning. Tong Youming stepped on his slippers and leaned against the door to remind the time. This time he failed to use other tasks at hand to reduce the cramped face-to-face discussion. He didn't turn his head to look at him, but he could feel a little emotion from that tone, "I know you can handle it well, but there is still a possibility of danger after all, I hope you can protect him if you can choose and avoid it. Be yourself."

"I also know that I'm not qualified to ask for too much," he bit his lip, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "It might be a bit of a fuss in my capacity... But it's impossible to say that I'm not worried..."

The rigid speech that blurted out made him a little embarrassed. Since he was a child, he was the most able-bodied person in the class, but at the same time he was the least good at making jokes. Some noisy classmates would think that he was going too far, and he would never be perfunctory if he was serious about everything. , this kind of straightforward temperament is even more ignorant of duplicity.As far as this point was concerned, he didn't expect Si Jun to accept everything, but when he wanted to find an excuse to run away, the man stretched out his arms and hugged him against the wall.

"Mr. Si, you are going to be late!... Uh..."

The sweet taste of honey water from breakfast still remained in his mouth, the tip of his tongue dodged timidly, his breath was soft and warm on his face, the unfinished words were blocked back into his mouth and turned into a vague gasp, I don't know what it was It's not because the sky is dry and things are dry, but people are also dry. Si Jun touched the hem of his jacket and felt an evil fire burning on his head. He immediately wanted to make a decision and say that I don't want to go to work today. willful chairman of the board.

It's a pity that obsession is obsession, Chu Qing will really rush to the door to find a machine gun and suddenly kill him.Considering this inevitable result with a [-]% probability of occurrence, Si Jun had no choice but to eat a tofu lamentably, and then settled the blushing Tong Youming like a strong man cutting off his wrist: "You have qualifications, and you have plenty of qualifications, you'd better learn it early Command me, let me be a happy wife and take care of me."

It took Tong Youming a full ten seconds to understand the subtlety of these words, and desperately pushed him out of the door: "Go."

"Hey, hey, you just got on the pirate ship, why do you turn your face and deny people...Young doctor, you are not good enough, wait until I come back at night to educate you..."

He actually still has work to do.

Due to the loss of an assistant, the boss of the company had to bear the trivial daily work alone except for decision-making. It was not an option for a long time, so he called the personnel department in advance to prepare for new recruitment.As for Secretary Zhuo's mysterious resignation, there are different opinions from the top and bottom of the company. The entertainment company seems to be born with this kind of relentless enthusiasm for gossip, which completely changed the taste of what was passed on later. The next afternoon, when Si Jun was strolling to the studio to inspect The little male model who has a good relationship with him, wearing a pair of branded underwear, jumped up and hugged his thigh and cried, "President Si heard that you made sister Zhuo Yin's unspoken rules! Why didn't you sneak up on me at the beginning! Why! It's Mr. Deyue is still a rabbit who doesn't eat grass beside the nest!"

Si Jun was so angry that his blood pressure was high, "Damn you, who's unspoken rules did you see?! You deserve it because you have no brains and can only sell meat!!"

The little male model sniffed and felt very happy to be praised.

So he turned encouragement into motivation, and there was no mistake in the whole shooting process, which saved time and worry. The photographer and the chairman were very satisfied. Si Jun gave Shun Shun Mao a proper compliment. The notification said that someone had already applied for the job.