superficial dialogue

Xie Baijing's side is different from Ke Jiang's idler who is worrying and busy.

Too much work and too new, never know what will usher in tomorrow.Suddenly, a newcomer without any experience will feel a little at a loss in the face of the explosive popularity.Xie Baijing had no one to rely on, and he had to rely on himself to support himself when he was tired from work.In addition to dealing with work and classes, he also had to deal with the fans waiting downstairs in Xinrui. Even if he had already got in the car, he had to get out of the car to sign autographs and take photos with them one by one, just for the good reputation of being close to the people and loving fans.

At this time, he will finally feel a little tired.His personality is introverted and unfeeling, and he is not suitable for this kind of front-stage work.But since he has made a choice, he will never allow himself to say no, he can only let himself get used to it, he has become much thinner, and the dark circles under his eyes will hang down to his chin.Ke Jiang seemed to be restrained, rarely appeared in his life, and did not let people take care of him in such a big way, so that he would avoid the eyes of others, and naturally no one would block the rain for him.Xie Baijing directly moved into a dormitory closer to the company, and never went back to school, just to get an extra hour and a half of sleep.

But for him, such busyness is far more worthwhile than spending a leisurely time with Ke Jiang, at least eating on his own.Most importantly, he was able to give his family more support and pay off the debt, at least temporarily.And the schedule that was squeezed so that there was almost no chance of respite also made him indifferent to thinking about things with Ke Jiang.When he was on the phone with his mother, he finally calmed down for a while, and calmly advised: "You can't gamble anymore. Are you still talking with that man?"

Mother Xie responded with a hmm, and said perfunctorily, "I don't want to talk about it, I don't lack men."

"I'll send you the money later. After that, I'll give you the fixed amount every month, and I won't give you any more." Xie Baijing said, "Try to send grandma to another nursing home."

Xie's mother reluctantly agreed in front, quite unhappy, but when she heard the last sentence, she subconsciously said "ah?", and began to haw and haw vaguely.Confessed under her son's questioning: "Just a few days ago, your boss sent someone to send her elsewhere." She paused, knowing that her son cared most about the old lady at home, and hurriedly added, "That day came. An assistant, I went to see it, the private hospital, the price is always expensive, the environment is much better than before... And your boss paid for it, saying that he paid for it until death, so we don't need to pay. "

"There is still a debt, I mentioned it to that person, and Boss Ke transferred it to me the next day... I forgot to mention it to you. Remember to thank him properly?"

Xie Baijing wanted to get angry, but he had no strength left: "I can pay, why should I take his!?"

Mother Xie said urgently: "Don't be stupid, you bastard, is it a fool not to take advantage of something? Don't you want your grandma to live better? Do you take what I told you to heart?"

Xie Baijing hung up the call.He cursed in a low voice, raised his hand and slammed the phone down. The phone hit the wall, rolled to the ground again, stopped moving, and a corner of the screen was shattered.Xie Baijing's chest heaved vigorously a few times, as if trying to suppress his anger, he wiped his face from bottom to top in embarrassment.His young and vigorous body finally revealed a trace of fatigue that seemed to be aging.

After Ke Jiang set off fireworks for him that night, he thought about making it clear to Ke Jiang thoroughly.He wasn't disgusted with Ke Jiang, and even said that if Ke Jiang didn't have that kind of thought, he might regard Ke Jiang as his only friend in life.But every time Ke Jiang did something, he felt ridiculous.The values ​​he has received do not allow him to exchange benefits in a physical way, which is too cheap.Even if he was trapped in that small city all his life, he didn't want to be the plaything of those people.He is also tired of the need to keep rejecting Ke Jiang's advances in a reasonable way, and constantly wandering between offending Ke Jiang and pleasing Ke Jiang. It is not his own life that controls his life, but another person's emotions. This made him very uncomfortable.The busy work that followed temporarily overwhelmed his thoughts. In addition, Ke Jiang didn't bother him too much recently, and he even secretly rejoiced whether Ke Jiang had forgotten him.The media's intense interviews and the close attention of young fans also made him feel that whether he can return to a normal life, he doesn't want to owe that person too much.The family's debts for many years made him very sensitive to the word "ow".

But a phone call with his mother made him realize again that even having short-term busyness and popularity is false, and he is still that small person who needs to rely on others.

Ke Jiang gave him everything he has now, if he wanted to break free, it would be tantamount to breaking his wrist.And at this time, an impulsive idea suddenly popped up in his mind: it will be three years if it is not good enough, and we will start all over again after three years.

Xiao Li knocked three times on the door outside the lounge, and then pushed the door open a small crack: "Are you ready?"

His eyes swept across the lounge, focusing on observing Xie Baijing, and found that there was something wrong with Xie Baijing's state.He frowned: "You won't be crazy from exhaustion, will you? What's the matter?"

"It's okay." Xie Baijing got used to his surveillance, picked up the phone from the ground, and walked out of the lounge calmly, "I'm fine. Please fix the phone screen for me."

Xiao Li took the phone and glanced at him hesitantly.

He didn't finish work until late at night.I filmed an interview today. He made frequent mistakes and delayed a lot of time. His condition was very bad, which made the onlookers frown slightly.But none of them showed any impatience, and their attitude became more cautious and polite.There are always self-circulating news in the industry, and they are always bullying the weak and afraid of the strong, knowing who can move and who can't.Xie Baijing was a little apologetic, and apologized to the staff present one by one.

On the way back, Xiao Li said a lot in the car, nothing more than to let him work hard, don't just get popular, let yourself drift to death, etc.In fact, this preaching is very unnecessary. Anyone with a discerning eye can see that Xie Baijing is a rare humble and dedicated person. He is supported by a big company behind him, and there are rumors that the young master of the Ke family is overwhelmed by him. A complaint.At the end of Xiao Li's lecture, he also realized this, and his tone softened a bit: "It's the first time I've seen you like this since the end of the new year. Did you put too much pressure on yourself?"

Xie Baijing didn't listen to him from the beginning, and leaned on the car seat to rest his mind.Xiao Li tentatively asked, "Are you having a conflict with Xiao Ke?"

Xie Baijing glanced at him coldly, and Xiao Li muttered resentfully: "Xiao Ke always treats you well enough, why don't you appreciate it..."

In the small apartment, Xie Baijing was lying on the single bed, checking the balance in the mobile bank over and over again. At his age, this number is not small, enough to be used as a talking point.His mother called him several times, but he didn't answer any of them.He is thinking about many things, from his family to his career.Every step he took was brave, reckless and trembling. Because he had no one to guide and accompany him, he could only move forward with a solitary courage, so that now he had to look forward and backward, and he was not used to it.

After pondering for a while, Xie Baijing sent a message to Ke Jiang: Mr. Ke, when can we meet?

After posting this, he backed out.Seeing that he didn't answer the phone, his mother bombarded him on WeChat, for fear that he would offend the big boss.Fortunately, he blocked her long ago, seeing that Ke Jiang hadn't returned for a while, he simply turned off the lights and went to sleep.

A few days later, Ke Jiang waited outside the studio.

He waited willingly, without losing his temper.Anyway, he hadn't had much exposure to on-site shooting, and he was very excited to see the busy people on the set, and he hadn't seen Xie Baijing in person for many days, seeing this tall and handsome young man posing in various poses and changing clothes for shooting, Very pleasing to the eye.The most important thing is that this is the first time Xie Baijing contacted him proactively in a month.

After Xie Baijing finished shooting, he nodded his head as a greeting.Ke Jiang looked back with a smile, thinking that Zhang Yuntian is really good, he can date someone within a few days after seeing him, I am afraid he is not a love koi.

Xie Baijing quickly took off his make-up and changed his clothes and came out. The uninterrupted work all day inevitably made him look tired.He nodded and signaled Ke Jiang to follow him and go to the terrace to chat.

There is a large terrace on this floor, where overworked dogs often come out to take a breather and smoke a cigarette. There are several small coffee tables and small sofas.It was nearly ten o'clock in the evening, and there was no one on the terrace, only the two of them pushed open the glass door one after the other and walked in.It's still early spring, the weather is still a bit cool, the night wind is blowing, and behind you is the bustling feasting and feasting.

"What do you want me to do?" Ke Jiang found a small sofa chair and sat down. There were a few small floor lamps on the terrace, and the warm lights shone on him, blurring the silhouette of his furry hair.He habitually teased, "Bring me to such a romantic place, what a success, Xiao Xie."

"Sit," he pointed to the small sofa opposite, and said gently, "Aren't you tired?"

Xie Baijing didn't sit down as he said, but just stood in front of him, looking at him steadily, without any disturbance in his eyes.He was silent for two seconds, and said, "You sent my grandma away?"

Ke Jiang was stunned: "Yes."

Xie Baijing: "Why?"

"Didn't I say it?" Ke Jiang was puzzled. "That place is very good. What's the harm in sending her to enjoy the blessing? You have to dig into the corner again."

Xie Baijing's hand silently touched the back of the chair next to him lightly, as if he was thinking about the words: "Can I ask the assistant to give me a bill."

Ke Jiang frowned slightly.

"I will pay off the hospital's money and debts." Xie Baijing said, "There are still some things I wanted to make clear before, so let's say it now."

Ke Jiang seemed to realize something, his voice was a little stiff: "I don't need you to pay back the money, and I don't want to hear it."

Xie Baijing: "I'm sorry, my mother opened her mouth privately. I didn't know it. Of course I have to pay back the money. I have hands and feet, so I can earn money to eat by myself. Mr. Ke, I am very grateful to you. Without you, I would still In school, I don't have the power to change myself. But..."

Ke Jiang suffocated suddenly, and looked up at the young man in front of him.He was wearing a thin denim jacket, blown up by the noisy night wind, his hair was blown a little messy, revealing clean and sharp eyebrows and eyes.There seems to have never been any warmth in such a pair of charming eyes, they are indifferent and noble, and no one can see clearly through them.Ke Jiang felt an inexplicable surge of anger and fear in his chest. He seemed to have a premonition of what the person opposite was about to say, so he interrupted hastily and said hastily: "So, now you want to draw a line with me. gone?"

Xie Baijing: "No, you are still my boss."

Ke Jiang laughed back angrily: "Do I just want to be your boss?!"

He stood up, and because of his hasty movement, he dropped a paper coffee cup on the table, and the remaining coffee dripped down along the table.Ke Jiang tried to calm down his emotions, his chest rose and fell vigorously, and he tried his best to be calm: "If you talk nonsense like this again, don't blame me for calling you. Xiao Xie, although I have a good temper, you can't provoke me casually, right? If you don't hear me, talk about something else."

Xie Baijing: "I'm serious."

Ke Jiang turned a deaf ear and said with a smile: "Let's go, go have a supper."

"I'm serious!" Xie Baijing raised his voice and repeated sharply, "Please listen to what I said this time. I have no feelings for men, and I will not agree to your request. We shouldn't be so close. I I will send the money to your account, and please don’t let people go to my house again! As for the rest, Ke Jiang, you can do whatever you want, but not every wish of yours can be fulfilled.”

Ke Jiang was shaken all over, and took two steps with his back turned to him, finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned his head back and grabbed his collar fiercely.

"You pay me back the money? What kind of money do you want?" Ke Jiang's suppressed anger finally burst out. He tapped Xie Baijing's shoulder with his fingers extremely contemptuously, his voice trembling with anger, "You want to pay back the money, right? Do you deserve it? Ah? To put it lightly, do you think your popularity is a piece of cake from the sky? The money given to you is for charity by the company? Take the money I gave you, and then return my money in a pretentious way. Who are you kidding? Then I'll tell you, if I'm interested in you, if I'm unreasonable, you owe me!"

Xie Baijing grabbed Ke Jiang's wrist with one hand and pulled it down.Both of them tried their best and couldn't get any better. Xie Baijing gritted his teeth hoarsely and said, "Okay, I owe you. Then when will you let me go?"

Ke Jiang looked at him in disbelief: "Let you go? I'm not good enough for you?! This is the first time I see you like this, even if I throw those thoughts into the water, I can still hear the sound!" He gasped With a strong breath, he desperately broke his hands free from Xie Baijing's shackles.His hair was a little disheveled by the wind, he stroked it roughly, groping for the phone from his pocket with slightly trembling fingers, knocked on the screen a few times with anger, and then put the phone to his ear, quietly After a while, the voice trembled a little: "Hey, I'll let you know something."

The two looked at each other in the night breeze.Ke Jiang's eyes flickered and he looked away.

"Stop all the work of that artist named Xie Baijing." He emphasized emphatically, "All, all, right now. All compensation... I will settle it. Don't worry about it."

After finishing the sentence, he directly locked the phone screen and threw it into his coat pocket.

Xie Baijing's hands were also trembling invisibly.But he is still decent at this time. Compared with Ke Jiang, he doesn't seem to have any extraordinarily embarrassed emotions. Even after hearing this sentence, he seems to have no scruples anymore, completely showing a fearless attitude Those who are not afraid are born of wild fearlessness.The ruthlessness in his bones comes from this. He is used to not showing any emotions, and he is on guard as if he does not trust anyone by nature, and he will not let down his vigilance and be gentle with anyone.He glanced at Ke Jiang indifferently, stretched out his hand casually to pick up the fallen coffee cup on the table, wiped Ke Jiang's shoulder, and walked towards the exit in a chic way.

Ke Jiang froze for a second, then two seconds, and then caught up with Xie Baijing.The two had an almost tacit understanding, and at the same time, they shot at the same time, and they scuffled on the terrace.At this moment, Xie Baijing finally leaked some of his anger, and then surged up.He knew he had screwed up, that his impulsiveness might ruin everything for him now.But the recklessness that belonged to young people finally prevailed, and all restraint and calm were left behind.

This time they were all clear-headed and refused to admit defeat to each other. They were able to fight to a tie and rolled on the ground several times.Ke Jiang used all his strength to temporarily suppress Xie Baijing, his eyes turned red with anger.He found that he had a love-hate relationship with this man, he loved him as indifferent and proud as beautiful as a poppy, and hated that his indifference was more addictive than marijuana.He couldn't control his emotions, but watching the fact that this person was about to leave was even more unbearable.All the thoughts in his head were in a mess, he was like a child who lost his favorite toy, desperately wanting to get his love in any way, but he couldn't let himself cry at this time, because there was still Not yet.

Ke Jiang's chest heaved vigorously, and finally he said almost in anger, "It's okay to let you go, just sleep with me for one night."