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A week later, Xie Baijing finished his work and returned to S City.

Ke Jiang behaved normally, obediently waiting for the young man to come back in the apartment, and greeted a fierce sexual affair, from the entrance to the bedroom.He is still heartless and cheerful, talking sweetly on the bed, clingy and coquettish, sometimes talking about pain, sometimes talking too fast, but most of the time, he still hugs people frankly, in the presence of people. Speak your own happiness in your ear.After it was over, like a little hedgehog with its belly spread out, it was being kneaded by others, asking Xie Baijing if he had learned anything during this journey, how he felt about acting for the first time, and so on.

Xie Baijing noticed that he was a little thinner, he wasn't fat in the first place, but now his waist was narrower, it was especially obvious when he lifted up his T-shirt and swayed naked.But Xie Baijing didn't mention that such concern is inappropriate, and it's not something he should say.What's more, on the first day he came back, Ke Jiang handed him another gift, a card that he could swipe.

"Baby," Ke Jiang began to like such a tiresome and intimate address, as if it could represent the deep affection between the two of them, "My little gift is to reward you for the first time you finish filming. You can use it to buy something you like. s things."

Xie Baijing said stiffly, "No need."

Ke Jiang laughed again: "Why are you so out of touch?" He smiled again, holding his chin rather arrogantly, "It must be accepted, otherwise people will think that I have treated you badly."

In all fairness, Ke Jiang is really a generous boss.When Xie Baijing checked his salary, he found that in addition to the due remuneration and salary, a certain amount of money would be transferred from Ke Jiang's account every month.If it were someone else, it would be too late for envy.Such an easy-to-serve and generous patron, the shop will disappear after passing this village, so he should pay close attention to it.

However, Xie Baijing's voice turned cold: "Mr. Ke, I don't need it."

As soon as he called Mr. Ke, Ke Jiang knew that something was wrong.He flattened his mouth, a little stiff: "What are you doing?"

Xie Baijing silently pushed the thin card towards him.

"You... Hey, Xiao Xie, you are too embarrassing for others," Ke Jiang said, "Don't reject others like this in the future, do you understand?"

Xie Baijing's handsome brows softened slightly, Ke Jiang angrily took back the card, and suddenly said, "Don't call me Mr. Ke."

He said this very seriously, Xie Baijing was slightly taken aback.He always felt that it was not very appropriate to call Ke Jiang directly, but he couldn't say it if he opened his mouth like Ke Jiang's baby and shut up his dear.After a while, he hummed and vaguely passed the question.

Ke Jiang seemed to be the same as before. When facing Xie Baijing, he smiled playfully all day long, and his enthusiasm did not diminish at all.Because Xie Baijing is too busy these days, and needs to shoot micro-movies, and also accept interviews and record programs, he can no longer go to work in the morning and go home in the afternoon, so Ke Jiang is always lonely.However, during his business trip for a few days, Ke Jiang still lived obediently in the apartment, and occasionally went out to play and drink, and would not stay overnight.Xie Baijing thought that everything was normal for him, but only he knew that he was about to be driven crazy by his closest relatives.

What kind of person is Mr. Ke? He only needs to use his methods to outsiders in his whole life for a little bit, and it is enough to make people retreat.What's more, there is no need to use means between relatives.As long as he shows the emotions he should have, it is enough to make those who care about him feel the same pain.The old man was not in a hurry, he didn't even scold Ke Jiang, but he didn't see him every day.Ke Jiang went to the old house to report regularly, but was turned away every day.After a week of reporting, the old man asked someone to bring him a sentence telling him not to come.

Such indifference, as if the love of the past 20 years was fake.Ke Jiang couldn't accept it, and after another ten days of beating the servant, he was finally allowed to enter the room to see the old man.

His grandpa was thin again, lying on a half-raised bed, needing to insert sophisticated instruments at all times.However, when looking at him, the light in his eyes did not diminish.

"Xiao Jiang," Mr. Ke showed no emotion at all, and didn't even have the anger and disappointment that Ke Jiang originally expected. He just said flatly, as if he was always chatting at home, "Come and sit."

Ke Jiang sat down in front of the bed, his heart was pounding, and he had an intuition in his heart that his grandfather would forgive him.

"How did you lose weight?"

Ke Jiang closed his eyes, opened them again, and said with a smile, "I've been losing weight during this time, and I want to eat less to look more handsome."

"Nonsense." Ke Lao reprimanded him with a fondness as usual.Ke Jiang smiled and nodded, and the old man continued to ask, "How is your contact with Ms. Sun?"

Ke Jiang froze for a moment.

And the old man lying on the bed next to him still gave him a calm look, no different from any grandfather who cared about his grandson's emotional life.But Ke Jiang knew that this was a blatant hint to him, or in other words, an order without sharpness.

He would have confessed.

For the sake of his grandfather's reputation and wish, he can associate with women, even find a humanoid marriage and have children, and he can accept it.But he still wants to tell his grandfather frankly that he likes men, and now he likes Xie Baijing. This is the only most outrageous thing he has done in the past twenty years.To him, Mr. Ke is his only closest relative. His father did not expect him to be born, his mother only used him as a stepping stone, and his elder brother was his enemy. In such a cold and alienated family, only the old man always acts as a His shelter and backer stood firmly beside him.He hoped that his relatives could accept this "flaw" of him, and like any time before, would not hesitate to favor him and pamper him.Instead of acquiescing that this fact does not exist as it is now, forcing him to submit in a seemingly gentle but sharp way.This is a soft knife, which just stabbed Ke Jiang in the heart.

"Grandpa," Ke Jiang's eyes were a little red, "you don't love me anymore?"

"You speak well, why are you still wronged." Ke Lao smiled a little, "Ke Jiang, you are already 26 years old, why do you still look like six years old."

"..."

Ke Lao: "Miss Sun looks like a nice person, remember to get along well, and set the wedding date as soon as possible."

Ke Jiang asked suddenly: "Did Ke Cheng tell you?"

"That's your elder brother. I've been teaching you to be orderly, where have you forgotten? Show respect to your brother." The old man's tone became more serious, and then he slowly half-closed his eyes, "I'm sleepy, your boy is here If you are noisy, go back quickly."

Ke Jiang stood up hastily and almost tripped over the chair.He ran away almost in embarrassment. This posture was really not good-looking.He was sitting in the driver's seat, his hands continued to tremble slightly, the phone was in his hand, and the screen was turned on and off for a while.He fumbled in his pocket, wanting to have a cigarette, just like the hero in the movie, but he hasn't smoked for a long time because he doesn't like the smell of cigarettes.He wanted to find someone to drink again, but he didn't want to see Xu Li, nor did he want to hear Zhang Yuntian's heartless happiness.In the end, he still called the person he most wanted to see.

"Bai Jing," Ke Jiang said sadly, "talk to me."

He pressed the volume button with his fingers, trying to make the volume the loudest, loud enough to hear the young man's breathing, but he was still indifferent and restrained, as calm as a mountain collapsed in front of him and his expression didn't change: "Why? gone?"

Ke Jiang suddenly realized that he should still be working, and was silent for two seconds.

The person on the other side was still patient: "What's the matter?" After a pause, his voice was a little heavy, "Speak."

When Ke Jiang drove back to the apartment alone, Xie Baijing was already at home.Xie Baijing was shooting a promotional photo for a micro-movie in Japan today, but a phone call from Ke Jiang disrupted all his schedule, forcing him to rush back.As soon as the door opened, Ke Jiang saw Xie Baijing's figure, ran two steps, jumped up and hugged him.It was the first time for such a hug. Such a strong and big man was not light at all. Even Xie Baijing frowned slightly, and took a staggered step before standing still, subconsciously supporting Ke Jiang's body with both hands.Ke Jiang clamped Xie Baijing's waist with his legs, lowered his head and buried him on the neck, and the tension all over his body in the old house dissipated immediately.

However, Xie Baijing realized that the back of the man in his arms was tense, and he grabbed himself with all his strength, wrapped his hands around his back, and scratched his clothes unconsciously with his fingers.

Like... terrified of him leaving.

Xie Baijing subconsciously comforted him: "I won't go."

He himself was taken aback.Xie Baijing has never had the experience of coaxing others, even to his crying mother, he still looks at him coldly.However, facing Ke Jiang now, he subconsciously slowed down his speech, making it low and gentle.After a while, Ke Jiang climbed down by himself and stood firm. He was a little shy, his ears were slightly red, and with his usual smile on his face, he covered himself up: "I'm just... what, I miss you."

Xie Baijing looked at him seriously: "What happened?"

Ke Jiang smiled and said, "Hey, it's nothing. I've already told you I miss you. Let's have a drink with me, okay?"

There was some wine in the wine cabinet in the apartment.Ke Jiang opened a bottle, poured it into the wine glass himself, and toasted with others.Xie Baijing only took a sip, but he didn't care. He raised his head and drank more than half of the glass. When he put down the glass, he sighed comfortably, and his eyes were full of light.They sat together on a single sofa in the living room, Xie Baijing sat upright, while Ke Jiang leaned half of his body on Xie Baijing.The two drank to each other in silence, without even any appetizers. One's wine glass remained motionless, while the other kept raising his head again and again until his cheeks were red.Xie Baijing finally couldn't see it, and reached out to grab Ke Jiang's wrist: "Enough, drink less."

Ke Jiang shook it, but did not break free, but let the liquid spill out a little.He was not bad at drinking, and after a few drinks, his complicated mood gradually calmed down, and he put down the glass obediently.He is indeed not a six-year-old child anymore, and he cannot be coaxed by people younger than him.

But to his surprise, Xie Baijing raised his hand calmly and touched the top of his hair.The young man's palms are broad and his fingers are long and dry. The palms are always warm and dry. When stroking the top of his head, he doesn't use much force. He can only feel the warmth caressing the ends of his hair, like a soft feather covering the ferocious hair. on the scar.

Ke Jiang's eyes widened slightly.

"You touched me like this last time," Xie Baijing explained briefly.Ke Jiang remembered that Xie's mother was hospitalized before, and that's how he tried to comfort others, with a dumbfounding expression on his face.

"Do you know what I want more?" Ke Jiang smiled and pointed to the corner of his lips.

Xie Baijing withdrew his hand, tilted his head slightly, and kissed where Ke Jiang was pointing.The man's breath still smelled of alcohol. When his lips touched, he responded enthusiastically immediately. His lips parted, showing a gesture of acceptance, containing all the emotions in it, kissing and kissing tightly. suck.When they were about to separate, Ke Jiang licked his lips, took a sip of the wine from the glass, and continued with the last kiss.The slightly spicy and cold liquid passed through the mouth and disappeared quickly. I only felt that the place where the two touched was extremely hot. This hot temperature permeated from the lips to the cheeks and the roots of the ears. Ke Jiang couldn't swallow his saliva, and the corners of his lips were shining brightly Yes, pulling down the young man's neckline impatiently.At dusk, the beautiful warm sunset glow passed through the dense steel buildings in the city, and cast in from the large windows, stretching the shadows of the two neck-to-neck for a long time.

Ke Jiang murmured: "Bai Jing, don't leave me."

He said these words very easily, without any special tone, but Xie Baijing's heart throbbed suddenly.The man in front of him, most of his body was in the projection of the early summer sunset, his fair cheeks were like the halo of God, and his whole body was gilded.His lips are red, his pupils are as clear as honey just stirred, his voice is soft and hoarse, expressing his loneliness and nostalgia without any scruples, telling the other party that he is needed, almost perfectly satisfying all a person's pride and frivolity vanity.Xie Baijing should have been silent here, but he unexpectedly said, "Yes."

Before falling asleep at night, Ke Jiang talked about his grandfather's forced marriage in a few words, with a relaxed tone, as if sharing other people's gossip.What’s more, I’d like to share interesting stories about him when he was a child, such as how he got more birthday gifts from his grandfather than his elder brother, such as the horse farm that his grandfather bought specially for him to have fun, such as the conflicts between his brothers at home, he will always be protected After death, for example, if he doesn't want to study finance, the family will let him learn the major he wants to study.All the evidence listed seemed to support the fact that he was loved by his elders.As he kept talking, he became more and more convinced even himself that today's gaffe was too unreasonable.Grandpa loves him very much, how could the love and devotion for so many years be fake.It is not uncommon for ordinary people to not want to hear the news of his coming out because of too much love, not to mention the complicated situation of the Ke family.

"That's right," Ke Jiangping said lying down, "it's hard to come out in front of your loved ones."

Xie Baijing sat on the side, turned on a small light, and spread a professional book on his lap.He was reading a book while listening to Ke Jiang's speech quietly, but at this moment he suddenly said lightly: "Really?"

Ke Jiang stopped talking.He realized that it seemed impolite to discuss the issue of forced marriage at home in front of Xie Baijing, after all, his young lover was not big-hearted at all.He hesitated for a few seconds, and finally made a decision: "I'll still tell grandpa."

"No matter what, I shouldn't lie to him." Ke Jiang's tone gradually became firm, "He is still angry now, and when I tell him the truth, grandpa will slowly accept it. Xiao Xie, don't worry, I always One day you will be fair."

Xie Baijing didn't look surprised or happy, he just curled the corners of his lips flatly, as if to express his praise.But he didn't continue.If he has a child he loves deeply, he will educate him in a strict way, but he will not grind him emotionally.After all, feelings are connected with the heart, so how can one be willing to bear the pain in the heart of the person closest to him, or the harm caused by himself.

It's a pity that there are many kinds of love, not every kind of love is perfect and flawless, and Ke Jiang has yet to accept this, whether it is family affection or love.