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Xie Baijing seemed to like the title "Jiang Bao".It's just that most of the time, when such a nickname comes out of his mouth, coupled with such a calm and calm expression, it looks extraordinarily dramatic.At first, every time he yelled like this, Ke Jiang would froze all over.Later, Ke Jiang got used to it, but he liked him so much from the bottom of his heart that people stopped calling him by his first name, and even forced people to call him that in bed.After all, calling a person's name like this, no matter who listens to it, they will feel that this is a couple who love each other deeply.But Xie Baijing didn't refuse, Ke Jiang liked to hear it, so he called out.

Occasionally at night, the two of them can lean on the sofa and watch something.Xie Baijing didn't even watch movies and TV shows in his 20 years of life, and Ke Jiang didn't know how he interacted with his peers.But now that he has entered the line, he has to start tutoring.Ke Jiang, on the other hand, is very keen on good movies, and he took out all the movie CDs he has collected over the years to share one by one.Two people watch Farewell My Concubine, Life is Beautiful, and Shawshank. One movie can pass a whole night.Sharing one's interests with others is like spreading out the depths of one's heart for others to see. Ke Jiang even felt a little embarrassed. Fortunately, Xie Baijing had similar tastes to him in this regard.When the whole living room was dark, the floor-to-ceiling windows were tightly sealed by curtains, and only the light from the screen shone on the face of the young man beside him. Ke Jiang watched quietly, and the beautiful pupils like glass beads that he liked were shimmering. , showing many old stories he likes.

Most of the time, the two of them watched popular variety shows that Xie Baijing might be on, with lots of laughs and clumsy sensational techniques.Ke Jiang often doesn't like to watch, and eats potato chips staggeringly, dropping the dregs all over the floor.After a while, he hugged the young man and started kissing.

At this time, Xie Baijing's palm would press on his waist, softly and flatly pampering him: "Let me finish watching, Jiang Bao."

Jiang Bao obediently remained still, laying peacefully on his lap, fiddling with the button of his pajamas with his fingers.Xie Baijing always sat upright, but he couldn't help but bow his head and give him a kiss.

Xie Baijing's work is getting more and more busy, especially when he needs to fly all over the country. One day he is on one side of the motherland, and tomorrow he will go to the other side of the motherland. He often doesn't see anyone for a week.But Ke Jiang is officially idle, the company has fired the second youngest of the Ke family, he has nothing to do, and he can't run around with Xie Baijing, lest gossip will spread before he is popular, so he can only stay at home and watch See people's latest developments.What surprised him most was that his grandfather did not attack Xie Baijing ruthlessly, to be precise, he did not strike at all.On the contrary, because Xie Baijing has become more and more famous recently, all the cooperation and investment that should have come rushing over.Ke Jiang was happy but also a little anxious. He knew that his grandfather was not such a soft-hearted person, and he still couldn't figure out why he was so arrogant now.Since he has nothing to do for the time being, he plans to join Xie Baijing's team.

This also led to their first fairly heated quarrel in the past six months.Xie Baijing didn't want him to intervene in his own work: "With a dedicated team management, I can also be responsible for myself, why did you come?"

"Why can't I?" Ke Jiang lost his temper first, and frowned, "I don't know how to mess around. This circle is the most concerned about relationships. If I don't help you socialize and meet people, who will help you?"

Xie Baijing was on the phone, his voice was already tired, and he said calmly, "I don't agree. If you insist, then go."

Ke Jiang choked up and hung up the phone.

But it didn't take long for him to realize that Xie Baijing's decision was correct.

How smart are those people.At first they thought that the Ke family's expulsion of him was nothing more than thunder and rain. When he went out to play, everyone's attitude was the same as usual, and they even made fun of him for being so reckless.However, as the days passed, everyone could see clearly that Ke Jiang seemed to have really become the abandoned son of the Ke family.Ke Cheng publicly mentioned at a dinner party that he did not have a younger brother named Ke Jiang-when this remark came out, everyone was shocked.Some people even secretly speculated that perhaps Ke Jiang's coming out of the closet was not out of his original intention, but the result of their brothers' quarrel.But in any case, compared with the scenery of Ke Cheng, the authentic young master of the Ke family, Ke Jiang is undoubtedly more like a lost dog who was kicked out of the house.However, within a month or two, the number of invitations Ke Jiang received has decreased by nine out of ten.

Only Zhang Yuntian will persevere in bringing him along.But every time he met Xu Li, he couldn't help arguing with others.Xu Li still thinks that Xie Baijing is the "bad girl", and he does not conceal his prejudice and hostility towards Xie Baijing. He urges Ke Jiang to break up with others in a sarcasm; but Ke Jiang is extremely protective, and quarrels with Xu Li until he blushes several times. He even almost raised his hand, knowing that he would disturb the atmosphere of the party and embarrass the host, and gradually he didn't even go to the game invited by Zhang Yuntian.

The "relationship" he kept talking about to Xie Baijing seemed to be collapsing.

Ke Jiang knew very clearly that his drinking and meat friends, if not because of his reincarnation, would never have anything to do with him.Benefits come and go, it is human nature, although it is ironic, it can be accepted calmly.It was the complete stalemate with Xu Li that made him feel the most sad.When he was a child, Xu Li didn't have the domineering character he has now. Instead, he was a cowardly and thin boy who was not favored by the Xu family. He was often bullied by his cousins. He grew up with Ke Jiang. .Ke Jiang saw with his own eyes how he gradually acquired the habit of being a dandy, how he became extreme step by step, and how he became more and more estranged with him.He wanted to make amends, but as long as Xu Li stood opposite Xie Baijing for a day, it was impossible for them to relax.

Xie Baijing called him in the middle of the night because of the short and strong rejection in the previous phone call.The young man's voice was a little hoarse, but he still said patiently: "It's not that I don't want you to manage my work, but that you are not good at it. Jiang Bao, you mentioned to me before that this is what you dislike the most. If you want to entertain, you don’t need to do it now. Whatever you want to play, just continue to play.”

Ke Jiang murmured, "I want to see you."

He has a lot of grievances to say, he wants to say that he is estranged from his former best friend, he wants to say that he has been to the old house several times, but he is not allowed to go in and have a look at his grandfather, he wants to say that the faces of those who are in power... … He wanted to bring out all these grievances one by one, and talk about it like a pet, wanting comfort, wanting rewards, and wanting to hear whether Xie Baijing would feel sorry for him.

But the person on the opposite side said helplessly, "I won't be back until a week later."

Of course Ke Jiang knew.Before saying good night, he took the initiative to say: "I'm sorry baby, I won't argue with you about this in the future."

The summer in City S is very long, even at the end of summer, it is still too hot to open your eyes.The entire apartment was air-conditioned 24 hours a day. Ke Jiang was lying on the floor of the living room with his hands under his head, his eyes closed, and he felt the warm sunlight coming in from the glass window in the evening.He still has money. To be precise, he has wealth that many ordinary people can't accumulate in a few lifetimes.Being kicked out of the house did not limit his material conditions, but he didn't want to travel, play car and horse racing, or even go out. He just wanted to wait quietly for his lover to come home.

Xie Baijing just finished a trip, so he should be back this afternoon.But there was a phone call from the other side: "I have something to do here temporarily, I will come back at night."

Ke Jiang sat up: "What's the matter, something happened?"

"No," Xie Baijing said in a calm tone, "It's just a small interview. I will definitely come back to accompany you in the evening."

Xie Baijing is still just a young guy, and there are often unexpected arrangements, Ke Jiang believes it.He improvised so that the servant didn't have to come over to deliver food at night, and decided to cook a meal for Xie Baijing himself.During this period of time, the children took turns every day, and the work intensity was so great that it made Ke Jiang feel bad. It was really hard work, so I should express it.

Ke Jiang still knows how to cook, but most of them are simple and convenient Western food, as long as he can keep himself from starving.But Xie Baijing prefers the taste of Chinese food. Ke Jiang was worried for a while, so he had to follow the recipes on the Internet step by step. Although he did it clumsily, it would not blow up the kitchen.I tried one or two stir-fried dishes that were not too difficult, and I tasted it myself, with complex facial expressions, and finally chose fried steak as the staple food.Xie Baijing came back on time and didn't make him wait too long. After opening the door, he hurriedly changed his shoes, went into the kitchen to find him, hugged his neck and gave him a kiss.

Xie Baijing's offensive was strong, covering the man's body with his whole body's breath, his hands had already penetrated into the T-shirt, and rubbed up and down along the back.He didn't speak, but silently expressed that his thoughts were no less than Ke Jiang's.The corners of Ke Jiang's lips kept curling up, he bit his lips, and asked softly, "The interview is over? So soon?"

Xie Baijing turned his head, kissed Ke Jiang's dimple on the cheek, and hummed vaguely.

"I'm cooking you a big meal," Ke Jiang said with a smile, "wait for me to set a plate."

Xie Baijing glanced at the kitchen, his eyes were heavy: "Just let someone do it next time."

Maybe Ke Jiang himself didn't know that he lost a lot of weight while staying at home.When they were kissing just now, Xie Baijing could touch the protruding bone on his back.This made Xie Baijing feel a little uncomfortable, and an inexplicable sour feeling permeated the air.When he asked Ke Jiang what he had done recently, Ke Jiang racked his brains for a long time, and finally came up with a more romantic answer: "I miss you at home."

Xie Baijing was silent.He clearly felt that Ke Jiang was not feeling well during this time.This young master is the character who likes to be lively the most, even in the days when he was stalking him, gatherings with friends were indispensable.Ke Jiang is different from him, he has been used to loneliness for many years, but Ke Jiang needs love and companionship all the time, but companionship is exactly what Xie Baijing can't afford now.His career is on the rise, his popularity is rising, and his work is scheduled for next year. Every day, he has different tasks to do and different things to learn.It is impossible for him to stop at this time and spend most of his time talking with Ke Jiang.

After a while, he said, "I miss you too."

It was rare for him to speak so frankly.Ke Jiang was slightly taken aback, his heart was beating wildly, but he was about to nod his head pretendingly, as if he didn't care at all.

The "big meal" made by Ke Jiang didn't taste very good, but Xie Baijing ate it very cleanly.At night, Xie Baijing went to take a shower first.He washed and peeled the fruits in advance and put them in the fruit bowl, and let Ke Jiang eat them while lying on the sofa.Ke Jiang's cell phone buzzed, and he casually picked it up to answer it, still chewing on a sliced ​​crispy peach: "Hello?"

He listened quietly for a while, his expression slowly cooling down.

"Mom," he said, "I've already decided on this matter, don't force me."

It was Ke Jiang's mother who called.His mother is a very smart woman who knows how to judge the situation. Seeing that Ke's father is becoming increasingly disgusted with her, when Ke Jiang was in junior high school, she took the initiative to take the money and go overseas.Father Ke always believed that his mother gave birth to Ke Jiang without telling him because of Mrs. Ke's position, but in fact, she didn't care about that false name at all, and what she always wanted was something that she could hold in her hand—— From this point of view, Xie Baijing's fascinating sobriety is quite similar to hers, and they are more like a mother and son.She treated Ke Jiang very well.Perhaps because she knew she owed something, she tried her best to fulfill her mother's responsibility and gave Ke Jiang a lot of freedom.It's just that the distance between them is too far, and the relationship between the two is not close. The news of Ke Jiang coming out of the closet and being kicked out of the house has only now reached the ears of his mother who is far away overseas.

Ke Mu said on the phone: "I just want to tell you that there is a problem with your batch of investments here, and I did not do it."

Ke Jiang: "Grandpa did it?"

"I guess so." Ke Mu said, "Jiang Jiang, no matter what, I will fight for your inheritance rights. It is what you should have, and there is no reason to give it to others."

Ke Jiang was silent for a few seconds.As Mr. Ke's body became seriously ill year after year, this wasn't the first time he had heard this question raised.Sometimes, he is too idealistic, thinking that he is just Ke Jiang, Mr. Ke is just his grandfather, and there is nothing wrong with his grandson coming back to spend his last time with his beloved old man.But when he came back from abroad, his actions already had too much additional meaning in the eyes of others, and he couldn't explain it.

He said suddenly: "I like him very much."

Ke Mu said helplessly, "Okay, I won't beat the mandarin duck. I just hope he can like you the same."

The phone was hung up for a long time, but Ke Jiang was still lying on the sofa without moving.He heard the sound of water in the bathroom had stopped, so he sat up, checked his mailbox, and was not surprised to see an email about those investments, with earnest words, asking him to contact him as soon as possible.Ke Jiang pursed his lips. If he lost the money, it would undoubtedly be a great loss for him now.People who don't care about money anymore will still have some heartache.What disturbed him even more was that since he explained to his family, no one had a positive attitude towards his current situation. Everyone was doubting him and implying that Xie Baijing was not worthy of him.

Ke Jiang was angry at such doubts.He knows better than anyone what kind of person Xie Baijing is, and Xie Baijing deserves it.

The young man comes out of the bathroom.He was only wearing a pair of pajama pants, his upper body was naked, his shoulders were wide and his waist was narrow, his skin was fair and moist, and he had extremely beautiful muscle lines.His hair was still wet, dripping water, his handsome face was full of water vapor, his eyelashes were still wet, giving him a sense of sharpness and fragility.Xie Baijing walked straight to the sofa, sat next to Ke Jiang, and glanced at the fruit plate: "Isn't it delicious?"

"I forgot to play with my mobile phone." Ke Jiang didn't mention anything else, just smiled, "Why did you come out naked and seduce me?"

Xie Baijing smiled: "No need."

Ke Jiang realized that he said "no need to seduce", raised his eyebrows, and immediately attached them actively, kissing the water droplets on the eyebrows and nose one by one, licking and biting like a puppy.Xie Baijing let him mess around, holding Ke Jiang's hand.Ke Jiang's hands and feet were cold because he was often under the air conditioner. Xie Baijing rubbed his palms to his fingers, but he couldn't cover them, and finally couldn't help it: "How do you usually take care of yourself?"

"What's wrong? I take good care of myself. I'm a person. I never let myself suffer. "

"Ke Jiang." Xie Baijing looked at him, his beautiful eyes seemed to want to say a lot.What he wants to ask most is, do you regret it?

It should be regrettable.Giving up the crowd and the aura of the family, a proud little hedgehog put away all the sharp points and was trapped at home in the name of love.Xie Baijing still didn't know whether he was doing right or wrong. Maybe he should not condone Ke Jiang's willful behavior. Ke Jiang didn't think about it before, so he should understand.But this feeling is too deep, precious and rare. He was smashed to the ground and staggered, and he didn't want to let go. This probably stemmed from the selfishness and desire for monopoly in his bones.Since it was Ke Jiang who approached and stuffed it to him, he would never return it.

Therefore, Xie Baijing finally swallowed the question.He calmly talked about other topics: "Recently, I won't be free for a while. If you usually feel bored, you might as well go out for a walk. When I finish my work, I will accompany you well."

Ke Jiang looked at him strangely, and asked deliberately: "Why are you with me?"

He wanted to hear "Because I love you", but I guess young people would not say such words.Sure enough, Xie Baijing didn't answer directly, but casually took his hand, kissed his cold fingertips, and said vaguely: "Wait for me."